my decision -- goodbye for 3 weeks.

it's christmas and we're suppose to be jolly ..
but honestly speaking i'm not.

after serious consideration, i have decided not to meet up with my bf for 3 wks except tues for LG & sun for church service. other than that it's his own time to do whatever he wants (e.g. study, family time, whatver shit he wants to do)

i'm not gonna be the one who initiates when to meet up anymore .. it's up to him.

and i hope he knows what to do.