personality quizz ..

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

click here to do it!

Don't Give Up.

vincent sent this story to me ..
it's kinda meaningful.
do read it (:

One day I decided to quit... I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...
I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.

"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me..."Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit."

"In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit. Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant... But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots? I would not quit on the bamboo and likewise I will never quit on you. Don't compare yourself to others."

"The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high". "How high should I rise?" I asked.
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return. "As high as it can?" I questioned. "Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.
Never, Never, Never Give up. For the prayer is not an option but an opportunity.
Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is, tell the problem how Great the Lord is!


to my dear friend (the person who sent this story to me) who is flying off in afew hrs time ..
i'm sorry i won't be sending you off .. but .. do take care of yourself in chinaa!!
will see you in 6 months time (: ..
i am very sure that i'll miss ur crappyness and company going to ssdc!! not forgetting sunday badminton too!! .. maybe shld ask kw to replace u temporarily .. but i think he'll kill me .. HAHA.
oh wells .. don't forget keep in contact via Internet ah !!
many many loves;

*p.ss. i have a bandaged right wrist now. ): ... it's painful!
and it looks like an unsuccessful suicidal attempt. HAHA.
plus the stupid sinseh wrap until damn uglyy.. BOO.
okayys so dumb! i'm going off to bed now ..
driving tmr (:

881

went to watch it with my cousin & 2 aunts ..
although it was like 90% in hokkien .. but thank God for subtitles ..
so kinda understood the storyline ..
in fact it was really touching you could hear alot of sniffs in the cinema ..
i must admit that i cried too.

oh wells .. it had been quite some time since i cried.
i'm leading life just like a happy girl now ..
no troubles, no worries (:

days till attachment,
weeks till nineteen,
months till TP.
years till freedom ______.

and so, i lied.
had an identity crisis recently;
sometimes i hate being myself.
i wondered why i keep causing trouble to people and i guess many hate me.
i'm really sorry for being such a troublemaker.

maybe i simply don't belong here;
i've got to move and be who i am.

gotta go my own way.

Gotta Go My Own Way
Vanessa Hudgens Feat. Zac Efron
(High School Musical 2 Soundtrack)

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to trust you
And what about me?
What am I supposed to do?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you (I'll miss you )

So .. I've got to move on and be who I am (Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand (I'm trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now (I want you to stay)
I wanna go my own way

I've got to move on and be who I am (What about us?)
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand (I'm trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

dancing in the moonlight~

it's finally over!

friday;
my last paper in NP,
my unoffical last day of school.

i think i'm gonna miss school ..
esp my FRIENDS!

another brand new "life" and environment in 1 week and 2 days ..
i hope i'll be able to adapt to it .. it's a 5.5 workweek, 8.30 - 5.30/8.30 - 1.00 lifestyle for 6 mths (21 wks)
but in the mean time .. i'm gonna enjoy myself before starting my new life ..
so people .. PLEASE DATE ME! (:
just ONE week of dates. specially set aside for anyone!

but. friday's taken cuz i'm gonna send my friends off .. they're going for oiap!
i'm gonna miss vyyy alot!! ):
dear girl if u're reading thiss.. can u pack me along with u?
it kinda feels like the time when i left for shanghai for holiday but u didnt manage to catch me at the airport cuz we checked in early but we still email each other and chat online ..
but this time .. u're the one leaving .. and it's for SIX MONTHS! .. mine was only 3wks .. i'm seriously gonna miss you .. ): **huggs**

okays i'm gonna stop here for now .. feeling rather tired ..
i haven't really gotten back my sleep .. and i had puffy eyes + a bad throat when i woke up this morning ..
sighs.

anyway stay tuned to this site!
i'll be posting up alot of pics soon when i'm free-er .. took quite alot recently (:

nightss~

we are highly impossible;
but you make my heart skip a beat.

unclear communication waves.

i'm tired;
my head says YES,
my heart says NO.

tell me what to do now.
i'm lost in my own world ..
my future is bleak.
i'm afraid;
i don't want to repeat.

minutes till i start revision,
hours till examinations,
days till freedom,
weeks till attachment,
month till nineteen.
year till ______.














my messy tables in the living room and my room..
don't mind my unglam cousin in the background.

We gave a lot
But it wasn't enough
We got so tired
That we just gave up

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky,
In heaven, where it began
Back in God's hands

We didn't respect it
We went and neglect it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky,
To heaven, it's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands, back in God's hands
- In God's Hands, Nelly Furtado

candice rocks (:

omgomg look at the time now!!
it's crazyyy =X
sis's waking up soon .. cousin's waking up soon to revise too ..

anyways .. i just came by to say
GOOD MORNING (:

and candice rocks!!
she's superr nice laa .. entertaining me since like 10pm ..
i really miss her loaddd.
and it's like the wee hours of the morning .. so both of us are super crappy!

roarrs.
1 more module + 1.5 more lects of mis to go + mec revision!

study aliciaaa!
ONE more dayy till papers!!

blankoutblackoutblankoutblackoutblankoutblackout ...

crapps. my eyelids are drooping down soon ..
studying really sucks for now .. sighs ..
although it's just 3 modules .. but the topics are super super dry and boring ..
ROARRS.
i'm only my 2nd module and i've got less than 3 days more ..
somehow i'm really beginning to regret .. but i know there's no time to waste.

study alicia studyyy!! =X

the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly.
Your message is clear; i'm afraid.
You give and take away ..
i'm not excatly ready to give this up now .. let me just go through this phase.
i believe i'll learn my lesson somehow ..
sorry.

i realised, it's hard leading double lives.

failed study attempt.

ROARS.
i need more motivation to study!
5 days .. 2 modules untouched, 2 lects to go for MEC.

oh wells .. at least i had a good talking session with dearest vy today ..
it's just like we picked up from where we had left behind last time before our misunderstanding .. it was so easy talking to her cuz she understands ..
i'm really glad that crappy misunderstanding had been cleared and we're friends again! (:
i'm truly amused at the power of true friendship.

there's gonna be a power failure tmr from 9am - 12pm.
i wonder what i'm gonna do then .. sighs. hopefully it'll be windy and i'll be motivated to study!

will be going out again tmr .. fireworks fest! it brings back memories.. but .. i'm glad to say i've somewhat gotten over it! it's back to the happy ol' alicia again!! no more emo-ness ..

all the best to those taking their first paper tmrr!
and congrats to jingyi who passed her TP on her bday!!! (:
such a good way to celebrate her 19th .. i'm envious! .. hahaha ..

randomness.
i'm lovin' it (:

my individualised exam timetable

Managing Electronic Commerce 22nd Aug 2007 (Weds)
02:00 PM - 04:00 PM, Blk 56 02-07, Seat 12
Management Information Systems 23rd Aug 2007 (Thurs)
09:00 AM - 11:00 AM, Blk 56 02-08, Seat 5
Digital Communications & Internetworking 24th Aug 2007 (Fri)
02:00 PM - 04:00 PM, Blk 56 03-03, Seat 19

6 days more! study alicia!!
i need some motivation and less distraction!
BOO.

off to study now~

a day bustling with activities.

driving in the morning and miss sotong tau said i've improved! yayness.. (:
studied for awhile in the afternoon .. was soooo tired i slept before studying ..

went to watch bourne ultimatum cuz j. won tix from some radio station .. was obviously late as usual to meet j. but wells .. it turned out that the show was only starting at 7.20 .. so it's fine .. got to choose our seats cuz it was free seating and it was like only 2 of us occupying a row of 4 seats ..
show was not as bad/scary as i thought laa .. and apparently that idiot was sniggering away cuz he thought that bcuz i didn't watch the first 2 sequels i wouldn't understand the third. but i could! .. such smartness right .. (:
and so we just ended talking for awhile after everything before walking to the bus stop and off j. went to party while i went to pick my lil niece up from boon keng ..

lil niece was crying there with my cousin when i got there laa .. then had no choice but to ask yee ying to accompany her to hougang and go back after meeting wanhui & my sisters ... we went macss ..
she kept crying and crying laa .. wanhui scolded her at macs cuz she cried when yeeying left .. =X .. terrible sight i must say .. but she warmed up not long later and it's was damn crappy cuz i had to "entertain" her talks which didn't make sense .. and she was ransacking my drawers taking my stuff out to play .. sighs ..

i'm getting sleepy .. i dunno why i have been sleeping so late laa .. and i really can't study at home .. SIGHS.
i'm gonna screw this exam badly .. someone save me ):

randomness.
made such a BIG discovery .. most of my guyfriends' name start with J and i wonder why ...
HAHA.

thank you j. for the movie "date" (:
please good take care of yourself!
try to control the crave cuz you've got 60 more years to go!!

if you need help/someone to be there ..
i'll always be around k ..
many lovess;

simply irreplaceable (:

girlfriends;

i thank God for them.

went pitstop to celebrate two darlings bdays ..
christina's belated and jingyi's advanced ..
i'm glad they enjoyed it !! .. (:
although mori had to leave early .. but .. we still manage to take a grp shot and cut the cake!! .. yayness.
it had been slightly more than one year since i got to know them from baoc/idare and no words can describe how much i enjoy being with these girls .. especially when we 5 always don't get to be with each other unless we fix our dates because usually 1 of us will be missing some how ..
really looking forward to the next meet-up we'll have .. which is after the exams to celebrate emy's bday (: ..

BOO. i dread studying .. my house is gonna be a mini childcare centre .. cousin's staying over to study .. lil niece is coming over for 2 days cuz she doesn't have sch and no one is looking after her .. it's getting crowded arnd here .. and i wonder if i'll be able to study .. sighs .. oh wells .. i must must must study! lagging behind by ALOT.
my week is kind of filled also la .. got driving tmr morning .. and might be going out (if all goes well) .. my aunt wanna go watch 881 and asked if we can watch on sat .. mum's complaining big time also laa .. cuz i have been going out and not really studying when my exams are like NEXT WEEK. it seems like i still got quite alot of time to study .. but actually i don't think i'll be able to study la .. with all the distractions going on ..
and oh ya .. there's a short power cutoff on friday from 9am - 12pm .. but me and my cousin were thinking abt it .. and concluded it will not really affect us cuz we'll still be asleep .. =X .. such pigs right.

so much for my randomness.

i've been hearing the songs "when you're gone" and "big girls don't cry" ..
dora says it might be a sign .. but i really don't know what sign ..
my grandma was saying she dreamt of her sister which passed away alr inviting her to some feast .. it's kinda freaky if u wanna think of it .. esp when now it's like the lunar 7th mth.

alrights .. i guess i'd better head to bed now so i can wake up early tmrr ..
nights!

i might seem like i'm running away from reality..
but wells .. you know who you are ..
your tag had been taken note of and if you really dislike my background or whatever you see ..
i'd appreciate it if you don't bother coming to my blog at all.
in fact your presence does not impact me at all ..

and to j. for being arnd. thanks! (:
really amused how u managed to find ur way here so quickly.

my crazy fetish for shopping.

oh nooo .. i think i've become a shopaholic for good .. =X
i missed the fireworks because i was at my first love with my parents ..
we had dinner at the chicken rice shop and it was bad.
skipped the first level and went straight up to the second level instead ..

bought 1 bracelet, 1 silver hoopie, 2 bags from tangs, a dress from chomel and a top from op.
wanted to get a white knitted jacket but it was expensive, a pair of charles & keith heels which didnt have my size since my feet are terribly small ): .. another dress from chomel but i can only choose one or the other and and and the "dress/top" from esprit that cost $129.90 one .. my mum finally saw another one that looked similar to the previous one i like .. but this one is knitted and kind nice .. but the price is the same as the previous one! ): i wish the price would drop soon!!

sighs. i wonder why i have the sudden fetish for dresses/tops that look like dresses which my mum will say it's too short so i have 2 choices, make it longer to become a proper dress or shorter to become a top. but in fact .. i dont really care whether it's short anot .. cuz if it's really short .. i wont even bother trying it .. apparently i have 3 such "dresses/tops" and 1 smocked spag "dress/top" too .. but they always say i look fat and short and worst; pregnant in it ): .. sighhs .. contradicting ain't it?! ..

roars. i cant be bothered for now.
maybe i shld just go start running .. suddenly got the feeling to go run and lose some weight.
blahs. i'm super random ..

alrights time to sleeep ..
nights!


just me and my fetish;

2 "short" dresses @ chomel. i bought the green one.


















me & my parents in the trainn.
did i tell u how much i loveeee them (:

it's a new day ..

happy 42nd birthday Singapore (:

wondering why am i still awake in the wee hours of the morning?!
wells .. i'm not alone .. emy's awake too!
we just finish compiling the IIP report .. and emy's sending it now!
*surprisingly the mel link still there ...
it's like alot alot alot of pages because of the user manual & test plans ..
*p.s emy says it's a total of 252 pages.
apparently she has been doing the user manual and i've been doing the test plans since last night ..
it's madness i must say!!
for once .. i didnt bother to read the report cuz it was too wordy and "harmful" to both my eyes and brain .. and thank goodness emy had been reading the report like MANY MANY times .. haahah .. it's like a reversal of roles cuz i'm getting lazyyy! (x .. but i've manage to do my erp part and crapped for the conclusion .. hahaha

sighs. i haven't plan what to do tmr yet ..
i'm such an indecisive girl ... ):
i wanna watch fireworks but i dunno where's the best spot ..
hmmmms.

i need to do my at least 2pgs new times roman size 11 ies reflection by friday!!
roarrs. i hate new times roman ..
i really feel like busking in the sun with my book laa .. but now got no sun .. only got moon .. ):
super random now .. guess i'm crappy cuz i'm still up at this stupid hour ..

i have a fetish for dresses, black/brown flare tops with ribbons, white/off white cardigans, pretty heels, pretty accessories esp gold earrings.
really feel like going shopping now .. but i burnt a hole in my pocket alrr .. sighs.
anyone wanna donate to my shopping fund?
it's kinda weird right. cuz suddenly i love shopping alot =X
super materialistic girl.

i've came to realise that i don't need a guy at all .. because all i need is a high paying job that can support my shopping needs/cravings which will eventually makes me a happy girl (:

okays i'm going mad.
seriously not making sense .. but aiya .. i dont really care ..

okays 4.44 i'm gonna blog hop for awhile!
will be back soon (:

a moment to remember ..

we've reached the peak of the most crucial semester of our 3 years in NP!
it only took 30-40minutes and it was over (:

the beginning wasn't smooth sailing at all ..
it started off with sleeping at 3.30 after i finalised the flash & video .. and supposely waking up at 4.30 to continue whatever i was doing .. but was so tired i kept snoozing till arnd 5.10 before i jumped out and started to panic and get ready .. showered, packed and left house by 6.15 .. was editting the powerpoint slide in the bus before falling asleep for awhile after i was done.

my left heel broke while i was walking across the bridge =X .. i reached school at 30 mins later instead of the time which i said i would be there .. was like sending the most updated files over to one another and publishing the website ..

in fact things almost took a turn and our hearts were like sinking in quicksand..
we were figuring out what went wrong .. suppose to go up to class at 8.30 to prepare but we went up at 8.45 and apparently the room wasn't open yet .. so took quite some time to settle down after ms kaw open the room for us ..

time flew past us and teachers were coming in one by one .. setting up their laptops preparing to listen to our presentation .. BUT we had problems projecting the screen from my laptop although everything had been set up properly .. so had no choice but to dump everything onto jackson's laptop which was suppose to be a "dummy" for referencing ..

during this whole time .. with the teachers waiting for us to start when we are ready and not forgetting the assumption that they had which was for us to be prepared by the time they came in ... the intensity and anxiety level of my group rose sky high .. it was really a nerve-racking time for us.

started timing from 9.15 onwards .. the video was good .. outsourcing went well .. demo-ing of website was fine too .. however met problems with the connection of the pda so had to impromptu and just skipped ahead to my part .. and with such good chemistry with emy .. we managed to present a live demo hands-on for nav (location transfer/blanket sales/sales order/history invoices & shipments) .. and went back to the pda after i was done ..

overall it was quite good i must say .. although we had minor hiccups .. but we still manage to think of something to blend, accomodate and cover them up .. (:

feedback and q&a were the time when we begun to lighten up more .. and especially after the good comment about our video (: .. while presenting we noticed that the looks on the teachers faces were unforgettable especially when the bored teacher(s) starts smiling and we'll be psycho-ing ourselves that we're on the right track and they might be impressed with us .. anyway the questions posted to us were not that difficult to answer and it just requires quick thinking and replies on the content of the question.

we left the room "burden-free" =D

to my dearest groupmates of TWO²;
Emellia, Jackson & Jiankai ...
after struggling for close to 17 weeks ..
WE DID IT (:
(just left the final report which we must submit by wednesday)


click HERE to view our project site and click HERE to view our introductory video! enjoy~

i don't know what to say.

please pray for dora and her mum.
they were involved in a bad car accident and sent to hospital ..

sighs.

another few more hours and what i've been waiting for after 3 long yrs in school would be OVER.
i really need to start doing my video, flash, practice my nav and do up the ppt ..
so little time ):

i'm tired.

hang on alicia!
just abit more!! ..
after 9.40 u'll be able to rest already!!!

suggested answers to my "wishes".

Evie Is Great says:
wat u wish?
ciA* says:
ahahha alot of things laa
Evie Is Great says:
money? handsome bf?
Evie Is Great says:
pass tp?
ciA* says:
eh so smart
Evie Is Great says:
bleah
Evie Is Great says:
money got to earn.
Evie Is Great says:
handsome got to pray
Evie Is Great says:
pass tp got to put in effort

so random la .. but it's true!
sighs.
monday monday monday! .. everything will be over by 9.40!!
i can't wait! .. (:
went for dora's youth worship prac.
it was like a makeup for fop since i didn't go .. but i really enjoyed myself there!
just singing my hearts out .. hahaha ..
how often do u even hear me sing?! .. besides in church during service .. else when i'm alone in my room with the music blasting ..

maybe i shld go crash more of her worship pracs ! .. ahhahaha
but the bad part is that it ends like damn late .. at 10 ..
and i very lazy to take train back ..
does any kind soul wanna send me home ?! .. HAHAHA.

okayys enough of craps.
i'm going to go off and sleep soon (:
nights!


Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
- From the inside out, Hillsong United

my first love ..

many of u shld know the place where this picture is taken .. VIVO CITY (:
i've been there like less than 10 times and i'm falling in love with it!!
okayys .. i know i'm very wols la .. but wells .. i didn't like to go there initially cuz of the crowd ..
if u ask me to go now .. i'll willingly go cuz i realise i can do alot of things there !!
not only it's like 30 mins ride from home .. but i can go to the big book store (page one) to look at books, shop arnd those big big shops, going to see cute lil animals at pet safari, sitting and enjoying the pretty view at the top, watch a movie at the comfy GV seats, eat yummy food .. etc etc ..

went to vivo with J3+Candy .. they went there to find puppets @ toys "R" us for their iip vid .. after buying their puppets .. we ended up walking arnd vivo .. went to page one to read abt bday horoscope .. roamed arnd pet safari looking at cute lil pups esp the 2 mth shih tzu .. sadly i didnt manage to take a pic of it cuz got people arnd .. =X

was super tempted to go shopping laa .. sighs.

anywayys .. lately had tiramisu craze finding the best tiramisu ..
evie recommended rive gauche's tiramisu ..
went to get it on sunday and bought the essential tiramisu too ..
the tiramisu is comparable to the tcc tiramisu .. it actually depends on whether u like to have more rummy taste & more coco powder or less rummy taste & less coco powder ..
for rive gauche's .. it has less rum and coco powder but the taste blends perfectly (:
the essential tiramisu is more for white choco lovers .. but can't really taste the flavour .. maybe cuz i left it in the freezer for too long ... shall go try it again if i get the chance.

tiramisu
essential tiramisu













pretty scenery from bookstore













jiawei playing with BIG dogg
guys with no childhood ..













junhao talking to his dog
shy candy with dog!

















3 days till IIP final presentation.
19 days till first exam paper.
21 days till last exam paper.
1 month till start of IAP.
1 month 23 days till i'm nineteen!

time is passing very fast.
in a flash i'll be graduating from NP already and embarking on my road
that leads to my future ..
who knows what is ahead ..
all i wish is to be successful and earn more money to shop! .. HAHA.
sounds dumb .. but i guess it's a way of motivating myself to do well .. (:


although i prefer not to be bothered;
but truthfully i hate the silence.
i can't really start anything because i have no clue to what's going on ..
just awhile more .. can i be more informed?!
i only hope that everything goes well.