to love and be loved.

The Bottom Line
Love isn't just about being in relationships. It's also about making connections.

In Detail
Being in love isn't just about being in a relationship -- one isn't always necessary for the other. Today, if you're not in a relationship, remember that you are still loved and still receive love. Practice that! Tell the people you care about how you feel. If you are in a relationship right now, do the same thing! It's all about sharing the love, feeling the love and cherishing the love -- whether you're romantically attached or not.

after reading my horoscope for the day .. i've decided that i'm gonna tell ONE thing to many many people;

i LOVE u.

eunice, emy, yishi, eudora, huiis, vt, fenn, jingyi, candice, wenling, shanshan, elaine, jerhui, christina, and to u reading this too (:

headache !!

i think the crappy weather caused my headaches !! ..
had been having headaches for the past few days .. coke works for awhile .. but sleep works better .. slept for like 5 hrs this afternoon .. and before that i got freaking irritated by my maid .. long story .. will blog abt it another day ..

i just did my hrm & bsd tutorials .. gave up doing bsd actually .. cuz the tutorial was too chim and wordy to be understood by my poor brain that's gonna stop functioning soon .. haha .. hrm already used up alot of brain juice cuz the tutorial ans couldn't be found in the lect notes at all .. so had to use common sense and crap my way thru ..

i'm gonna go sleep now .. really tired the past few days and i dunno why .. it's another long day tmr .. tutorials from 9 to 3 ..

nights.


soon all the hurt will end
until then i'll just pretend
soon it will be over
i keep telling myself i'll be over you
someday soon

stress again!!

common tests are coming soon !! .. like another 1 wk and 4 days !!
it's gonna be a hectic week for the nxt 3 wks ..
will be busy studying studying and studying !! ..
i really hope i can do well !! .. can't afford my grades to go down ..

just emailed mrs wong & the rest abt the open house thingy ..
gonna go sleep for now .. it's 12.45 !!
having ipt workshop tmr at 10 .. i think ahh i go sch for 1 hr can come home already lorr .. =.="

nights.


never lonely;
love bus rides with company.

long day..

just finish my OM tutorials .. gonna sleep already ..
i'll let the pictures do the talking for now ..
will be back to update later ..

group shots !! ..
it's the season to be jolly (:

me. at.huiis.vt
















just me.at.huiis ..
all smiles !!
high voltage christmas tree















fitting room shots ..
huiis.me
with "pregnant-looking"spastic tan ..

miss sleepy !!

i realised that i've been sleeping alot lately .. but i'm still tired =X
went to church today .. was on the dot !! .. amanda didn't come along cuz she had some farewell thingy .. praise & worship, communion, announcement & sermon by uncle daw ching .. it was boring as usual .. something abt priorities from the book of haggai ..

went up to library for awhile .. my left heel broke !! ): .. nearly died laa .. went up to mini creche .. then was looking after kids .. dylanis came and cried when her mummy left .. was carrying her to play toys .. then she stopped .. singspiration time .. had to play the piano then aunty linda carried dylanis .. she cried for awhile but stopped ..

was giving the kids porridge .. then dylanis fell from the bench and hit her head !! .. she cried again .. carried her and coaxed her for quite some time .. gave her porridge while playing with the toys .. not long later she was ok again (: .. that girl ahhs .. once i disappear from her sight .. she'll cry .. so i have to always be arnd her .. brought her out for awhile .. she gave ^5s to clara & another lil baby .. haha ..

bryan was running a fever .. so i was suppose to bring him to aunty cindy so she could bring him to his mummy .. in the end aunty linda took him instead cuz dylanis was crying when my mum took her .. was playing puppets with sze en & dylanis .. haha so cute laa .. sze en was telling me how she "ate" the hippo and how her hippo kiss my chicken & how the chicken & hippo catched my elephant .. haha .. it didn't make sense but who cares !! .. lil kids (: ..

2nd round of singspiration .. was playing the piano with dylanis on my lap .. then she was squirming away .. thank God jacob came just in time .. he carried her away from me .. surprisingly she wanted him to carry her laa .. cuz if like aunty linda or anyone else want to carry her away from me .. she wouldn't go .. haha .. jacob got magical powers !! .. LOL .. my sis took over the piano and i was playing arnd with sze en again .. dyllis was telling jacob how her father scold her and the lil cut she got on her finger ..

sang goodbye song and aiden was smiling !! .. haha .. he is just 9 mths with chubby cheeks (: .. haha .. i realised he likes looking at me play the piano .. cuz when ever i play then he looks .. and he'll smile his toothless grin .. haha .. posted a pic of him below take afew weeks back by jan .. hmms .. the kids left one by one .. then went down to library .. was playing tic-tac-toe .. my sis cheated alot !! .. haha ..

went for lunch at the food centre opposite .. met aunty janet on the way and found out that she's the same age as my mum !! .. so shocking laa .. cuz she looks older than my mum .. and my mum doens't look her age =X .. haha .. i was suppose to eat duck rice .. but ahh .. my dad confused me between the roasted & the other type .. then in the end i swapped with him for char siew rice .. hahaha ..

wanted to get a new pair of heels but ahh raining and there wasn't any shelter to parkway .. so went back home after lunch .. manage to reach home safely with the broken heel .. washed up then qiqi called .. was crapping with her .. then after we hung up .. i went straight to bed .. slept for 2 hrs+ till 7 .. got up for dinner .. just nice my whole family was home already .. then just slacked and slacked .. had supper at 11 .. i'm gonna go sleep in 5 mins .. (:

*p.s i forgot to add. i can't wait to meet my darlings - vt, huiis & meihui tmrr after school !! .. yayys .. hahaha .. it had been quite some time since i saw any of them .. we're gonna have lunch together .. shall bring my camera to take pics .. gonna go dream abt it later .. *grins*

enjoy the pics !! .. jacob's gonna kill me if he ever sees it .. it was suppose to be a "blackmail" pic .. hahaha ..


baby aiden !!
dylanis asking jacob to carry her
with dyllis in the background
















my present and future;
u are the cause of everything.

craziness !!

i just came back from dinner with the 2 guys not long ago .. it was such a terrible time with them =.=" .. esp with alvin arnd laa .. i was late to meet them .. haha .. we ended up waiting for dionne for awhile cuz we thought she wanted to join us with her friends .. but she msged saying she won't be joining us .. haha .. however she was at the food centre too !! .. came to say hi to us (:

had popiahh .. it was nicee !! .. haha .. the guys had some big big big filling meal .. by the time we were done .. it was arnd 7.30 .. didn't know what to do or where to go .. called yishi & eunice .. somehow we went to kap for icecream (: .. stupid alvin bluff me laa !! he totally went mad .. hrmmphs ..

he made me dip my unsalted french fries in ice cream then smear it on my face laa .. wth .. so irritating .. the ice cream dripped on my jeans too ): .. then ahh he tried to bluff me .. say yunpei came in .. then i looked in the direction he pointed at .. then he stole my hp !!! monkey laa .. that shawn refuse to help me !! .. hRmmphs .. luckily i manage to get it back before he opens anything ..

he tried to steal it afew more times laa .. but unsuccessful .. even with a phone call it didn't work .. then i "stole" shawn's hp to play with the camera .. was watching a stupid clip he took during lect .. haha .. held the phone hostage so he had to accompany us to the bus stop .. haha .. alvin boarded his 75 with shawn's student card .. shawn got pissed off and started scolding him .. so funny laa .. my bus came not long later (: ..

had a long ride home .. shawn called to complain & scold alvin .. but my hp low batt then hung up on him .. haha .. my sis were home but parents went vivo .. they're addicted to that place i think .. =X ..

oh ya .. i wanted to say sorry to eunice. sorry we disturbed u!


angel in disguise;
i miss u.

back again (:

monday : 20th nov ..

had IS in the morning .. our teacher was having short discussions with each grp .. we still have difficulties booking the place .. ): .. gonna go to SDAR to book it .. then someone was taking his time to do the grp reflection thus causing us to be the last grp to finish .. oh wells ..

came back after that and slept .. so so so tired .. was studying cma at night .. full steam .. was real tired i slept early ..

tuesday : 21st nov ..

got up at 7.30 to study again .. till 11+ .. then went to sch for om lect .. i couldn't decide whether to go anot cuz my classmates weren't going .. they decide to study for the cma test instead .. so in the end .. i was in the lect alone till jackson & kevin came to join me .. but they were studying cma & sleepng in the end =.=" ..

went to look for huijing & cand .. then we were in the canteen "studying" .. gave up studying after emy came .. then we headed to library to return books and borrow books + get sandwiches .. went back to the canteen and we just sat and ate .. kept thinking abt the first movie we watched together .. couldn't think what it was .. hahaha .. in the end we totally didn't study cma at all .. hahaha ..

went up to exam hall at 5 .. got stuck outside till 5.20 .. test started at 5.30 .. all the way till 7 .. it was mind boggling .. totally didn't know what i was doing laa .. weixiong sat beside me & emy sat in front of me (: .. haha .. after that went to collect the test papers cuz junwah left .. then emy went thru my ans .. she said our ans quite different .. =X .. how stressing can that be ?!.. we could only wait till results come out on fri during tutorial ..

my sis called me quite afew times during the test .. she asked me to go hospital to visit my grandma .. so i went straight down after the test .. took a bus to the bus stop outside kap and waited for 961 .. was smsing emy the whole time laa .. haha .. it was so funny .. when i finally reached sgh .. it was pouring heavily .. thank God for the shelters .. visited my grandma for awhile then went back for dinner at han's .. yumms .. my sis had cake there ..

headed home and rested (:

wednesday : 22nd nov ..

had ipt workshop at 10 .. was late cuz i left house abit late .. but i wasn't the only late one !! emy & some of the rest were late too ! .. haha .. we did our xtreme cinema workshop .. then me & emy were the first few to finish within 1 hr laa .. thus i had a 6 hr break till my meeting .. i couldn't decide what to do .. so waited till i got a reply from shawn/alvin .. in the end i met shawn at clementi first .. then we kept calling alvin on the way to jurong point .. but he was asleep laa !! ..

decided to meet the girls in town instead .. detoured and took the train to raffles before changing towards orchard .. then walked over to far east bk and settled our lunch .. the girls came not long later .. eunice was evil !! .. haha .. we walked arnd far east in search for the $6 slipper that they wanted to get .. in the end ah .. we couldn't find at all !! .. then alvin came at 2.15 cuz shawn bluffed him that we going for a 2.15 movie .. hahaha ..

in the end we decided to watch 3pm step-up at lido .. it was pouring heavily and we didn't know how to get there except to walk in the rain .. so all of us were like drenched by the time we reached shaw centre .. freezing cold when we stepped in .. =X .. bought tix and went straight to the cinema .. the show was ok .. i like the dance (: .. it ended like few mins before 5 .. quickly went out of the cinema and was calling for a cab on the way down .. then waited for quite sometime at the taxi stand ..

saw the rest walking towards far east then called shawn to ask if he wanted a lift back .. in the end we shared cab to school but he continued his way home while i went for meeting laa .. went up to 7th floor and was looking for the room .. found them (: .. they just started so i didn't missed out alot .. haha ... was discussing, crapping & gossiping for like 1 hr + .. then went back ..

was doing hrm tutorial till quite late .. then went to sleep ..

thursday : 23rd nov ..

happy 18th priyaa !! (:

i woke up late !! .. very very late in fact =X .. suppose to wake up at 6.40 .. in the end i got up at 7.40 .. totally freaked and was rushing to get out of the house by 8 .. reached school at 9.15 .. i met emy, wenling, hj & jw .. omg la .. all of us were late =X .. we headed up to class .. luckily she just started..

went thru tutorial 4 .. then tutorial 5 before she dismissed us .. had lunch with emy, boon & cand .. so crappy la .. we ended up talking abt ccas .. then cand said she wanna join netball training and got jingyi's no. from me .. she nearly made me & wl go with her to sit in laa .. was considering during bsd .. hahaha .. we got to know who got into iap cuz an email was sent .. 5 pple from my class got in (: .. ganting, robin, shanshan, emy & me ..

went thru the uml diagrams .. then was given time to complete the uml diagrams before submitting .. seems like only me & emy doing laa .. my first diagram disappeared and i had to redo ): .. anyway after that went back .. and had alot on my mind .. was thinking and thinking .. did cma tutorial that night .. totally gave up doing and couldn't sleep .. stayed online till 2 before going to bed .. msged cand but didn't get a reply till 3+ laa .. by then i drifted into dreamland ..

friday : 24th nov ..

happy 18th shan shan (:

met peilin at the interchange .. we were abit late for hrm lect .. when we stepped into the lt .. dunno why jackson ask me to sit with him and shawn .. he said that he got sth to ask me .. so dumb laa .. in the end it was abt cma .. then emy sat with our class at the other side !! .. i had to go over to borrow her tutorial to copy cuz i really dun understand .. was copying during hrm lect .. then totally didn't get what the lecturer was saying cuz he used a whiteboard to draw .. and it was puny from the top!! .. =X ..

he dismissed us 1 hr earlier .. thus adding 1 hr more to the 4 hr break we had ): .. wenling reminded me that it was shanshan's bday .. so we went to get her a surprise cake at four leaves before catching up with them at the canteen .. then went to look for the guys who were under the convention submitting their cma stuff .. went back up to the canteen to meet emy .. she left me not long ltr ): ..

the guys came to join us and wasn't really doing much la .. at 11 shawn left for class while jackson went to crash a lecture .. me & wenling sang a bday song for shanshan .. then meiling came to borrow correction tape.. she was very random .. hahaha .. did om until i had a headache .. then stopped doing while the rest had lunch .. i was very stoned till 4+ .. then wenling accompanied me to macs & cold storage .. bought fries & apple pie + sweets before heading back to school for lect ..

it was boring .. i spent 5 hrs rotting away to go for 2 hrs of lect .. =X .. anyway after that went back home .. bus ride was fun .. we just talked till he got off .. (: .. spent my night watching tv and online .. so so so tired i slept at 12+ ..

saturday : 25th nov ..

i got up at 10+ .. was rotting away till 1+ .. then went for piano .. met dora at heartland mall cuz she went to collect her specs .. then we took 113 one round to see how the new pl looked .. hahaha .. our first impression - prison/girls' home .. the colour scheme not very nice .. =X .. anyway by pure luck .. we met allison !! .. haha .. then went to heartland mall to get stuff from watsons & dora's clip ..

headed to hougang mall for ya kun .. and dora cabbed home .. it's like 4.20 now .. and i'm suppose to leave house in 40 mins .. not really ready laa .. i'm gonna shower and leave house to take bus to bukit timah food centre .. gonna meet the guys for dinner there .. they better not pangseh !! .. and hopefully it won't rain .. there's no shelter to the bus stop .. =X ..

will be back to update ltr if i have the time (:


blissfully wishing.

bliss.

The Bottom Line
Romance isn't always fun and games -- today you'll have to work for what you want.

In Detail
Romance isn't always fun and games -- there's a lot of work involved. If you are currently in a relationship, you will understand this concept thoroughly by the end of the day. Compromise and effort are not exactly a laugh riot, but all the work you put in will bring the two of you closer. If you're not in a relationship, it's time to work a bit harder at making that connection with a certain cutie you've been dreaming about. All your efforts will pay off!

is it just me or what? .. this horoscope is like freaking me out laa .. i know i shldn't be believing in such things .. but how coincidental can it get !! =.=" ..

things have certainly became better since last night .. although i'm still tired and it affected my mood .. some things just made my day in the end .. (:

for now .. i'm going to sleep .. it's a long day tmr .. going for dinner with the guys and i dunno why .. what a crappy idea to go out with them .. i'm starting to regret la .. we freaking can't decide where to go or what to eat .. who knows later in the end plan change .. then we all stay home or something .. =X .. sighs ..

nights.


AE;
please read my mind.

given up.

The Bottom Line
If you start the day feeling depressed, get outside for a brief stroll.

In Detail
If you start the day feeling a bit depressed, try to get outside as soon as you can for a brief stroll. No matter what the weather is like, a big dose of fresh air will make you feel better. A blue mood is nothing to worry about -- it could just be your mind telling you to slow down a bit and ponder some new emotions that you're feeling. Taking a short walk will give you the time you need to reset your brain and start feeling like yourself again.

it's true to certain extent .. i've just given up doing cma etutorial .. i totally dun understand the questions at all ): .. gonna ask emy to help me tmr .. and i think i might have to go for ipt/bsd lect .. cuz i just went thru the slides and it was alot !! =X .. i think i'm gonna have to find something productive to do during the 4 hrs break .. maybe go read up on cma or something .. cuz i'm totally lost already .. since last week .. =X ..

i really dunno why i had to be sick that week .. now i'm seriously lagging behind by alot .. not only cma .. even om .. i'm so lost !! .. i need to catch up !! although i need more rest .. i'm trying to keep up .. arghs .. fickled mindedness isn't helping at all !! ):

i can't decide whether to bring cma & om or cma only or om only !! ..
someone help me ):


i still hope for a miracle;
wishing u happiness.

overexhausted..

the past 2 days have been long for me..
i got up early and slept late .. ):
extremely tired now .. so i'm going to sleep in 3 mins ..
it's another long day tmrr .. lessons from 9 - 3 ..
i hope i can hang on !! ..
need to do om & cma tutorials ..

please stop time for awhile;
i need a break. ):

17.5 hours

that's how long i've been awake ..
since 7.30 this morning till now ..

i'm having a 5 hr long break later..
i dunno what to do !!
eunice & yp going to town .. shawn & alvin no school ..
i can't decide what i really want to do ..
although i feel like catching up with my work ..
but i'm too lazy to bring the heavy books to school .. plus i'm having ipt txt & laptop ..

go home, town with the girls, movie with the guys, study alone @ sch?! ..
someone please save me from my fickled mindedness! ):

i MISS eunice (times infinity)


u* are all i need to get me through;
just like a falling star i fell for u*.

stress peak.

i'm hanging on a thin line ..
i dun really understand what i'm studying ):
i'm just studying for the sake of studying ..
almost broke down just now ..
i'm really stressed.

i had been having weird dreams lately .. they don't make sense to me at all ..
my fears are increasing as time pass ..
i need to find a way out.
my world of escapism.

rest-ed

i started my day with a cockroach attack !! .. =X
at 1+ i saw a cockroach on my floor .. then went to wake dad to help me kill it .. he was grumbling away and the stupid cockroach can FLY laa .. from amanda's cupboard it flew to behind me .. i was looking for it then suddenly turned back and saw .. freaked out and jumped off my bed .. the cockroach dropped into the hole and my dad managed to catch it !! (:

i didn't have a good sleep though .. was so scared that there was a 2nd cockroach so i hid under my big blanket .. haha .. couldn't fall asleep =X .. in the end at 6+ i woke up with a bad dream .. i was filled with fear and just prayed and comforted myself .. ended up listening to a hillsong cd and fell asleep awhile longer ..

dad woke me up and got ready to go church .. we reached slightly after 8.30 .. then praise and worship, communion, announcements & sermon .. had second part of praise and worship .. my mum broke down .. in fact i think alot of pple broke down .. i was touched by the songs too .. "You are the one" and "there is none like You" .. surprisingly i could sing even with a bad throat .. (:

went up to library and borrowed 2 books .. then headed to mini creche .. kids and more kids !! .. today had 22 .. it was a mess again .. alot of kids cried .. all so emo .. =X .. i played with lil grace today .. she had the toothless smile (: .. had to handle josh today .. he was so heavy !! he spits out all the ikan bilis in his porridge la .. so the whole place was very messy .. not forgetting bryan & javier .. they we like having porridge war !! ..

jacob was up today !! but he was late cuz kana held back by SOMEONE. hahaha .. his "favourite" aunty .. LOL .. he couldn't wait to escape from her la .. had so much problem with henrick & faith .. even aunty cindy couldn't handle .. angeline had to help her + they ask jacob to carry him but but but he struggled .. haha .. so funny la ..

the kids left .. then we all played with javier .. he was so funny .. then went for lunch .. escaped from the hot food centre to go cooler place .. settled at bk .. my dad had lunch at the food centre though .. the queue at bk was terrible .. service was worst .. queued for like 20 mins la .. by then my dad already came over to look for us .. =X .. we saw jacob with his mum & bro going to kfc .. haha .. alethea went to knock on the glass before we left ..

came home with amanda .. then fell asleep .. sherms called and came over to pass me my belated bday present .. haha .. *thanks girl (: .. it was a personalised plant .. some seed that i'm suppose to grow and it'll have my name on it .. haha .. i went back to sleep after that .. so tired .. had dinner at 7+ .. watched tv and started baking at 8 .. tried icing today .. my mum found out we couldn't ice the cookies cuz it was round .. so maybe nxt time we'll try with a "flat" cookie .. haha

yupps .. it was an eventful day .. tiring ..

i haven't study for cma test ): .. i simply cant concentrate laa .. omgg .. sighs .. i think tmr i'm gonna do those questions from the textbook again .. then hopefully the formulas will auto-save in my head .. still thinking if i shld go for om lect on tues .. blahs .. i wish this week will be a better week than last wk !!

*p.s i forgot to add .. i'm so so so so sad. ): my big toe nail chipped .. half's gone .. omg laa .. i'm so scared to touch/see it now .. have to go find a plaster to cover it ..

gonna go sleep soon ..

nights


think, thought, thinking.
good luck (:

updates ..

thursday : 9th nov ..

it's cockroach day !! .. went for 2 hrs of hrm tutorial .. there was a cockroach in the room and it kept crawling under ahboon !! .. haha .. anyway after class then lunched in school .. waited for emy to be done with her archery stuff and collected my pba + emy's cma book from lawsonn .. by then it was arnd 11.45 .. then we headed to town ..

went to get tix at cathay .. material girls @ 1.20 .. we didn't know what to do till then cuz we reached like 1 hr earlier .. so walked to ps .. then bought a drink @ carrefour and waited for emy to draw money before walking back to cathay .. it started drizzling .. then we bought the family combo and went in to watch commercials ..

the show was ok la .. when we came out it was storming .. then didnt know what to do .. so stand outside and deviced how to get to dhoby .. ahha .. in the end we walked in the rain towards the MDIS building .. then got stranded there for awhile cuz the rain got heavier & the wind was strong .. then when it got smaller .. we ran across taking shelter at hsbc .. haha .. wanted to walk arnd ps .. but bcuz emy was scared the rain would get bigger and she might get stranded before she reached the bus stop .. so we went back ..

emy went across the road while i took train straighht home (: .. it was bright and sunny when i reached hougang .. but just as i put my stuff down in my room .. it stormed !! .. haha .. am i pure lucky or what ?! .. haha .. was reading my book till the evening .. then before i slept shawn called to ask & tell me some bad news .. anyway i was quite shocked la ..

had dinner when i woke up .. then did cma tutorial ..

friday : 10th nov ..

was in school like 8.55 .. then went to print notes for guiluan .. my hp screwed up on me and i didnt get emy's msg/calls .. luckily i walked to the LT before she came laa .. cuz in the end she was in front of me .. haha .. gave morning calls during LT .. after that went for cma tutorial ..

it was a longgg tutorial .. after that went back cuz no IT mods lect (: .. my sis came down to meet me at the interchange and we went to ntuc to get stuff to eat cuz our house was food-less .. haha .. then came home and had lunch .. took a longg shower and shawn was like complaining cuz he missed call my hp 8 times + 2 msges .. hahaha .. but luckily he smart enough to call my house phone laa ..

then he came over .. suppose to show him some pictures .. but in the end didnt cuz we totally forgot abt it .. then he played some spongebob game with my laptop .. so no childhood !! .. then he helped me with my ipt quiz (: .. haha .. we waited for jackson to be done with his project at school .. at 5.30 had to go down to buy dinner for my sis & grandma .. so went down with shawn .. totally made a fool of myself there la .. cuz i didnt know the chicken rice stall sells roast meat too =X ..

haha .. arnd 6.20 we went down to interchange to meet jackson .. then took bus to sengkang .. changed another bus to pl's place .. just sat there talking till 8 .. the 2 guys were entertaining us la .. went for dinner at rivervale mall with the guys .. foodcourt was like closing or sth .. it was ulu .. had fishsoup (: .. hees .. at arnd 8.45 went back to the place and left the envelope there before going back home ..

waited longg for the bus to sengkang .. then jackson took 159 while i took 87 with shawn cuz he was going to church to meet his parents .. came back close to 10 .. was very tired .. slept early that night ..

saturday : 11th nov ..

woke up lateee (: .. my piano time changed to 1.30 .. had brunch and slacked away till 1.15 then left house .. after that came back and rested .. the whole family was home (: .. we went to ps for dinner @ swensens .. hees .. then went to swatch to collect a watch before going to best denki to use up my dad's $100 voucher .. haha .. we spent it on an electric mixer & a rice cooker .. came back after that ..

sunday : 12th nov ..

sis was creating a racket in the morning cuz she was going off to camp .. the whole house woke up because of her !! .. we didnt go service .. cabbed to church at 10 .. then sis didnt go for class too .. so we were playing with lil kids at the mini creche .. wasn't feeling that well by then .. brought the kids to the playground .. tiring running after them under the blazing sun ..

after that waited for dad to be done then we all went to my grandma's place .. it was like a small reunion cuz alot of uncle/aunts/cousins were arnd to visit my grandma .. just felt so sick i sat on the sofa stoning the whole time .. then submitted bsd elearning before sleeping .. was feeling real cold the whole time even though the fan was faced away ..

when i awoke my aunt were like "distributing" my grandma's jewelleries .. she had so many jades la .. my mum was like the only one that took the colourful beads .. only that .. not the jade/gold .. =X .. after that cabbed back and went to the doctor's .. he gave me medicine and i went back first to washup while my parents & sis had dinner and bought dinner back for me ..

after that i ate medicine and went to sleep .. kevin called me twice to ask abt bsd .. i was in a daze la ..

monday/tuesday .. 13th/14th nov ..

i was so sick that i stayed in bed the whole day .. only getting up to eat my meals & medicine .. then drifting back to sleep .. in the night .. i felt better and did my OM tutorial ..

on tues i thought i was well enough .. but in the end i had a temperature so stayed home .. went to the doctor's and he gave me more medicine cuz the nature of my cough got worst .. i ended up sleeping another day ..

wednesday : 15th nov ..

was out of the house for awhile but i detoured home .. spent another day in bed ... was better at night .. started on bsd with ah boon .. then he was like yaking away .. emy's hp died on her .. and we were so kan chiong .. luckily managed to get her at 10 when she charged her hp .. then she called thru my hp and we 3 conferenced ..

emy was shocked that i had voice .. apparently i was scolding ah boon la .. that's how it came back .. if not i would be croaking =X .. then sent the bsd over to her .. msn screwed up and christina called me (: .. we talked for quite long then at 12+ was quite tired we hung up and i went to sleep ..

thursday : 16th nov ..

i finally went back to school (: .. met my grp at 10 .. was waiting for emy at the bus stop .. then we went canteen to meet boon .. ended up sharing a table with shawn .. haha .. we peeked at his bsd .. haha .. then quickly chiong ours .. redwan came not long later .. all of us were like so anxious .. my brain was functioning so slowly emy had to take over ..

went for class and he took like 1hr+ to go thru tutorial which we didnt understand at all .. haha .. had a mass convo with pple in our class la .. they were all playing neopets =X .. after that he gave us 5 mins break before starting on our presentation .. the guys went first .. their ppt was like superb la .. they set a high standard ..

then the girls went .. then it was us !! .. freaked out la cuz ahboon dunno talking what .. haha .. at the end of it .. the teacher corrected our feasibility and commented that he liked our presentation (: .. hahaha .. u wouldn't imagine how happy we were .. had 2 grps behind us .. ganting's grp also not bad ..

after that went to 9th floor and submit mc before heading back .. had dinner at 5 !! then took a short nap .. then dad asked me to go along with them to visit grandma .. so went down for awhile .. alot of pple there .. grandma was going for op the nxt day .. at arnd 9.30 went back .. was copying OM & CMA lect .. took real long cuz my brain was functioning very slowly .. then did abit of cma tutorial till i gave up at 2 ..

i was stuck at the simplest qn ):

friday : 17th nov ..

no hrm lect .. school started at 11 .. i was late cuz was suppose to meet peilin but she was even later so i left first .. cma tutorial .. didnt get a thing she was saying laa .. emy agreed that i am being affected by my sickness .. cuz i was terribly slow .. we refuse to do classwork cuz we didnt understand the qn .. haha .. went toilet to escape .. ganting & guiluan came too !! ..

after class met kevin to lend him my cma notes to photocopy .. then alvin also photocopy .. =X .. hahaha .. went for lunch with emy .. wanted to eat ssandwich @ atrium but no stock .. so we went library to return & borrow books .. i had to use my "expertise" to help emy choose book .. haha .. we went back to canteen 1 to eat lunch .. then just sat there talking for a longg time ..

went to ipt lect .. only 4 of us from tto1 la .. me, emy, ganting & rick .. then wenling, huijing & guiluan came .. emy was noticing something then she told me .. it was shocking laa .. for the first time we go notice such thing .. hahaha .. emy's gonna KILL me when she sees this .. haha .. anyway for ONCE emy took bus with me all the way back (: .. hahaha .. she was going to sengkang to meet her siblings ..

we just talked the whole time in the bus again .. haha .. too bad she wasn't as amused as me when i took a short "tour" at bukit panjang laa .. she said hougang looked like jurong .. hahaha .. we reached at arnd 6.20 .. then i came home .. haha .. had dinner and slacked .. just me & the tv the whole night .. i slept at 12 (:

saturday : 18th nov ..

today .. i got up at 11 .. so so so sleepy .. had brunch .. i didnt go for piano .. quarrelled with mum over that .. i ended up doing the ipt workshop i missed on weds .. i cant debug though ): .. got build errors .. then went thru OM tutorial i missed .. slacked for 2 hrs started abit of cma .. in the end i fell asleep .. *won't someone just shoot me*

had dinner and slacked for awhile .. came to blog and i'm gonna study cma again .. i must studyy !!! .. 4 chpts .. and i don't understand the 4th chpt cuz i dunno how to do tutorial .. hahaha ..

am i simply weak?

better; yes.
fully recovered; no.

i had this puking "sensation" this morning .. but i couldn't puke at all ..
wasn't really feeling that well but i persisted ..
shld have known better than to step out of my house ..

met peilin at the interchange and we took a non-aircon double deck 74 .. was feeling alright till halfway .. i kinda broke out in cold sweat and felt like puking again .. so i got off at the bus stop without telling peilin cuz she was asleep .. but i msged her once i got down .. i think she got quite surprise .. *sorry* ..

in the end i didn't puke .. it's just the feeling which totally sucked .. called my dad to tell him i would be cabbing back instead .. msged emy to tell her i wasn't going to school too .. was stranded at bishan st 22 for quite some time cuz there were alot of pple waiting for cabs & most of the cabs were hired/on call ..

after a long wait .. i finally got a cab .. went straight to bed as soon as i got home .. had an extended mc .. ate some noodles at 10 and had medication and went back to sleep .. was up at 1.30 chatting with shawn online till 2 .. then lunch + medication before sleeping back again .. my dad was home early (: .. he waited for my sis to come home and brought them to visit my grandma at the hospital ..

amanda's home .. the whole house will be noisy again !! ): ..

my head is getting dizzy ..
i'm on the phone with christina !! she's so nice (:

record breaking.

this is the first time i fell so sick .. 3 consecutive days ..
throat infection, sore throat, runny nose, flu, throbbing head, fever .. i lost my voice too ):
it's also the first time i've gotten an "mc" and didn't go to school ..

i thought i was well enough to go to school because i was feeling much better last night .. however during the night the fever came back .. i tried to bring it down but i couldn't .. so in the end i gave up and msged emy that i wouldn't be going to school ..

went to the doc's and he gave me more medicine to my "collection" .. so now i have like 4 different tablets + 1 cough syrup + 1 blackcurrent "sweet" that soothes the throat .. and in that "collection" .. there're like 2 medicine which will cause drowsiness .. =X .. so i've actually been sleeping the whole day after taking the medicine ..

it just felt so bad.. i was so weak that i can't do anything much .. i was also afraid of the phone .. cuz emy called my hp and i answered .. she got a shock when she heard my voice ): .. *sorry girl* .. so when my house phone rings .. i'll avoid answering it and either my sis or my maid will get it .. the only thing i can do was sms with my hp or come online if i was feeling better .. but i wouldn't stay long cuz i get tired easily and end up sleeping away in bed ..

for now .. i'm feeling so much better cuz the fever's gone and i hope it'll be gone forever ..

period.

it doesn't help being sick at all.
fever didn't go till afternoon .. i was curling under my blanket the whole time ..
my head weighed like a tonne and there was occasional breaking of cold sweat ..
was feeling so weak that i couldn't walk straight too ..
i couldn't do much but lie and pray that i'll get well soon ..

just rested in bed and getting up to eat some light food + medicine before resting again ..
i'm gonna try do my OM tutorial for now before the medicine takes effect.

sick.

i'm running a fever now thanks to throat infection ):
temperature: 39.2 deg cel.

dinner's back .. i'm gonna eat it and take medicine before sleeping.
will be back tmr if i'm feeling better.

another late night.

many of u must be wondering what have i been up to lately ..
1 word;
BUSY.

so many tutorials to be done .. it's like my life revolves completing tutorials every night ..
i'm about to finish a rim of foolscap i just started using 3 weeks ago .. it's scary isn't it ..
the modules this sem are like killer mods .. =X ..

cost & managerial accounting (cma) - similar to poa calculations/cogs/income sheet + theory
operations management (om) - similar to bstats alot of mathematical calculations/graphs + theory
human resource management (hrm) - similar to blaw many case studies !! + theory
ipt - similar to pba/mwa programming + theory
business system analysis & design (bsd) - uml diagrams + theory and more theory !!

just with these few mods i'm already struggling .. so much theory and many calculations involved .. cma & om tutorials use up like at least 3 foolscaps each .. the rest averagely 2 pieces except for ipt because it'a an equiz .. my brain cells are dyingg .. ):

common tests are around the corner ..
cma test 1 on 21st nov (tues) .. and there's like a 10% bsd presentation next thurs !! and the worst part .. my grp haven't start !! in fact we haven't start any of our projects yet laa .. only for events mgt .. we are currently settling the venue for 20th dec (weds) .. hopefully joseph can book it asap ..

oh wells .. i've better go sleep now .. it's a long day tmrr .. starting with hrm lect at 9am ..

nights!


*my deepest condolences to a dear friend & her family.

*whines*

i'm hungry!! ):
this is crazy laa .. keep getting hungry at the weirdest hours ..
the radio just said sth abt 24 hr wanton mee at joo chait .. then shawn's telling me abt the curry rice at kovan .. omg la .. so tempting .. =X

contradiction in progress;
i need to lose weight desperately ..
ahhaha .. munched too much in the day already ..

i still got cma and ipt undone! .. although the cma qns are in front of me .. i'm getting tired ..
FINALLY going on a movie date with emy tmr after class (: .. material girls .. wheEe~ i can't wait ..


faded;
maybe it's gone already.

updates !!

4th nov : saturday ..

i actually had a long entry for this .. but it was being accidentally deleted .. so i'm gonna have to retype it .. =X

afterglow !!

had piano in the morning and rushed back to grab my stuff before heading to pasir ris to meet christina & shawn for breakfast at macs .. then we met winson at whitesands before meeting mori outside the mrt station .. 2 BTs came to "pick" us up .. waited for quite long before more pple came .. so in the mean time went to ntuc with yp to get sweets/chocolates .. most of the idare pple also came along .. haha .. christina was amused at how the fake rocher was actually very similar to the real rocher ..

went back to meet the rest and we took bus down to the escape bus stop .. waited at the bicycle kiosk at coasta sands .. then we had to wait for ONE person to come before being briefed on what we were going to do .. red bull had 8 of us there !! it was the biggest grp (: .. when we started it was 2 !! .. our first picture clue was the same as mooni .. so we "merged" with them .. then got lost together .. haha .. in the end we called stef for help who deducted points from both teams .. then made our way to the spider web at other end of the park ..

we were given a sum to calculate and 4 team members had to be tied together and climb up the spider web to get the numbers stuck on it .. our grp won (: .. got our second picture clue and went to our next station .. thought it was the skater's and went there .. another grp was there "hiding" but we saw them before that .. some of their hairs could be seen sticking out of the rocks .. and better still ONE person could be seen FULLY .. dunno what hiding is that also .. =X ..
found out that it wasn't our station and our station was the maze .. so we walked towards there .. the BT i/c was my angel (: .. we were suppose to go into the maze and look for purple ribbons!! .. alvin took 5 of our ribbons !! .. we exchanged 2 red for 5 purple .. haha .. then was made to form longest line .. in the end tied and so had to play scissors paper stone against dionne .. we won (: ..

wenjin lost the clues .. so in the end we went straight to our next station .. sat there feeding the mossies while waiting for bombers to come .. we were suppose to pass rubberbands using straw, go through hulahoop to and fro before the first person must get a sweet out of a bowl of flour .. and again we won (: .. haha

made our way to the nxt station .. shangzhao bluffed us !! but still we manage to find out way there .. the SSFs and 2 SFs were there with ms koh .. so we were sitting arnd waiting for mooni to come .. took pics there !! .. and had an ant attack .. it was scaryy !! .. donated alot of blood to the mossies there too ... finally when mooni came .. briefed on the game and used cardboard to make an amour/shield for venetia + newspaper as weapon ..

1st round venetia & kwee gek must use their weapon to try to take off the amour ... had a 1 min break to touch up the amour .. then 2nd round they had to use their hands to take off .. the one which takes off the amour first wins .. in the end it was like a crazy "cat fight" ... so it was a draw !! .. haha .. then went to our fifth station .. it was the waterbomb station ..

we were suppose to wrap our queen - jingyi with toilet paper and use water bombs to throw at the opponent's queen .. the one whose toilet paper drops off first loses .. so went to fill water with some while the rest wrapped jingyi with 1.5 rolls of toilet paper .. it was like warr when we started .. the game ended very soon .. me & venetia hugged jingyi to prevent zaazeezoo pple from wetting her .. it was darn funny .. took a grp shot and went to change into dry clothes before meeting up with the rest ..

zjy came (: .. then we were waiting for dinner to come .. haha .. they ordered canadian pizza for us .. we sat around and eat .. took pics too .. then crapped .. walked all the way back to downtown east the BTs gave us souveniers .. so nice laa .. got an iDARE`o6 cup too .. haha .. then walked out with the rest to the bus stop .. they took 12 to the interchange while i waited for 89 .. it was a fast ride back ..

took a shower and slept rather early cuz i was dead tired ..

5th nov : sunday ..

had a great sleep and was made to wake up at 7 .. then got to church on the dot again .. had praise & worship .. communion & announcement before second round of praise & worship then sermon ..

went to mini creche and there were many kids !! .. played with grace - louise's sister .. she's such a cute baby .. haha .. she laughs at every little thing .. mum lead singspiration .. then dylanis & dyllis came .. her dad left her there and she was crying for awhile .. after that jacob came and it was breaktime .. went to get food for the kids .. messy as usual ..

dylanis got stuck to me .. haha .. she was so smiley !! .. i <3 her !! .. haha .. after that sing again .. so nice seeing the kids smile .. haha .. dylanis & dyllis gave jacob ONE big hug together .. so sweet la .. i didn't take pic of that though cuz they too fast .. dylanis gave me a hug though .. *grins* .. haha ..

went to pick my sis up .. then had lunch at the parkway basement food court .. went to mph and bought 2 more books (: .. headed to grandma's house .. my cousin came with my 1st uncle & aunt .. then waited till alethea was done swimming before cabbing back with her + amanda cuz my parents were going to taka to buy sth .. we had dinner at home and watched tv ..

6th nov : monday ..

IS day !! .. i didn't sleep well the night before =X .. kept waking up .. anyway got to school at arnd 9.55 and waited for emy .. we went to class and discussed our event .. nearly there !! .. now left publicity & booking of venue & getting the items .. was dismissed at 11.30 .. went to atrium to get sandwich and headed back .. met cher at the bus stop and took 74 with her .. (:

came home and had lunch before sleeping till 5+ when my phone rang .. shawn called to tell me he saw a nice present for eunice .. he was very excited .. =X .. hahaha .. was talking to him for awhile more before hanging up and going to wash up .. had early dinner and slacked in front of the tv .. was printing notes .. had paper jam and my printer went mad =X .. did OM tutorial till 2am that night .. it was like calculations and more calculations =X ..

7th nov : tuesday ..

met peilin at the interchange .. then we headed to school .. got there like arnd 9.55 .. met emy at the bus stop and went to class after getting a pancake .. went thru tutorial and was dismissed at 11.30 .. headed to atirum with emy cuz she wanted to return her library books and get hrm txt .. i bought sandwich there and we sat there talking till 12.30 ..

took the long way to LT45 .. emy was scary !! .. she didn't see the step down and screamed .. haha .. nothing happened to me though (: .. met shawn outside the LT and made him look after our stuff while we went to the toilet .. haha .. then met christina there too .. we took pic with shawn's hp .. hahah .. emy was ransacking shawn's stuff while waiting ..

om lect was boring !! 72 slides and we both must reprint our notes .. esp the last pg .. mine ran out of ink so it was unclear while emy printed the pgs wrongly .. haha .. during break shawn ask me to draw the bsd diagrams for him .. was being nice and helped him draw thus nv listen to like 7 slides of om .. =X .. had to copy notes from emy after that ..

headed to LT73 for cma lect .. emy suddenly disappeared behind me .. she fell again =X .. scary laa .. luckily not alot of pple behind us .. lecturer recapped lect 3 cuz she was on mc .. then went thru this wk's lect .. she finished at 4.30 .. headed back after that .. was reading my book in the bus all the way back ..

had early dinner again and was munching away the whole night =X ..

8th nov : wednesday ..

i got up at 10.30 today !! .. so so so tired .. had brunch .. then munched away the whole time until now .. the only thing i've completed is bsd .. i'm gonna do hrm & cma later .. then ipt tmr when harjeet gives me back my C# book ..

nothing much happened today .. feeling very tired .. =X

hungry ):

oh no .. i'm having the hunger pangs again !! ..
sighs .. have been eating ALOT recently ..
i think it's because of stress .. ):

so many things; so little time.

anyway i'll be back later to update on those days that i've missed ..
gonna go sleep my hunger pangs away ..

nights.

the consequences of being careless.

my long afterglow entry was accidentally deleted ):
not really in the mood to reblog abt it .. sighs ..

tired tired tired .. not really in the mood for anything also .. tmr got events mgt .. must bring laptop to school for 2 hrs ..

everything's going haywire .. i've been very emo/moody for the past week .. but thank God for many pple who were there for me .. (:

i hope that this week will be better ..

gonna sleep now ..
nights!


so close i believe;
simply irreplaceable.

it's november !

1st nov : wednesday ..

was nearly late .. but wells reached school on the dot .. then waited for vin to pass him the cma tutorial qns which i printed for him .. not long later emy came and we went for ipt tutorial/workshop ..

mrs hong was real nice .. she went thru our e-quiz then talked abt the iap/oiap .. after that she left us to do workshop and it was such a mess .. =X .. somehow manage to finish doing by the time lesson end .. went to canteen 1 to meet yp & bryan to pass them their bca books ... somehow my book was with my cousin so had to look for her and give her money too ..

after settling everything left school with emy & cand .. decided to cab back home .. so gave emy a lift to her bus stop .. then zoom all the way home ... put my stuff down and showered .. left house half an hr later .. took bus to the cornation bus stop and transfered to 67 all the way to bukit timah food centre .. met alvin, shawn & darling eunice there ..

we went to buy food and crapped alot la .. it was so fun .. then afew mins before we left the place .. it poured like mad !! eunice was suppose to have her IS grp discussion at 3 .. but in the end we left the place like way past 3 .. and tried to think of ways to go back to school .. walk/cab/bus .. the rain got heavier for a short while and we decided to cab .. but no cabs la and nearly kana splashed ..

then it got smaller and smaller .. we walked down the pathway at the same time looking out for cabs .. got this stupid car zoomed past us and we got splashed ): .. we were like some mad pple la .. ended up walking all the way back to school via the back gate .. then went to atrium to look for eunice's grp .. freshen up in the toilet .. accompanied alvin to buy his IT mod txts .. he uber funny la .. say that must use scotchtape to wrap the cover ..

waited till shawn's friend came .. then we all went over the bridge .. they took bus to clementi while i took 74 to dover .. then met jacob at the control station .. we took train to city hall and breeze walked to marina where eudora was waiting for us outside GV .. we were watching DOA .. went into the cinema .. it was rather empty !! anyway some advertisements before the show started .. it was kinda boring i must say ..

after that we went for dinner at thai express (: .. yummms .. from there we went to suntec carrefour cuz dora was suppose to help her dad buy locks but couldn't find .. walked arnd with jacob at the stuff toy dept while she went to ask the sales person .. haha .. then we walked to citylink .. had tcc .. wasn't really in the mood for tiramisu or oreo milkshake .. however eudora was hungry so we shared a tiramisu .. jacob was fascinated by the rum i think .. didn't really eat much though .. had an oreo mocha frappe ..

was at raffles city helping dora looking for lance's bday present .. and finally found one .. tough decision made .. then we all made our way back .. jacob took bus while dora took the ewl and i took the nsl before transiting to nel at dhoby .. manage to catch the train which arrived 2 mins when i reached dhoby .. was really exhausted but somehow i think the effects of the frappe was so "powerful" i ended up staying up till 2.30 doing my hrm & bsd tutorials ..

2nd nov : thursday ..

happy 18th bday lance !

another early day !! .. i had 4 hrs of sleep before lazily getting up .. met emy at the canteen and had pancake .. we went to hrm tutorial .. nv really do much except going thru the tutorial case study and qns .. our teacher was telling us some stories too .. rather interesting but because of the lack of sleep i was facing .. i kept yawning none stop =X

had lunch with the girls .. me & emy had mee rubus cuz she was craving for it .. then slacked arnd the canteen for awhile more before heading to bsd tutorial/workshop .. our tutor/advisor was waiting for us outside class .. haha .. he took 1.5 hrs to go through 6 tutorial qns .. then let us do class discussion ..

after being dismissed went to look for mrs wong but couldn't find her .. so came back .. was really tired i slept on the way home .. then was printing out lects for tmr and the oiap form .. i was still rather lost with the oiap part la .. i decided that if 2 people told me not to go for it i would give it up .. anyway my dad came home early and was talking to him abt it .. surprisingly he was the 2nd person to tell me not to go .. so i decided to give it up .. the 1st was dora ..

had early dinner at 5 .. then read my book .. was watching tv for awhile before starting on cma tutorial .. took ages to complete cuz got distractions all arnd .. it was only from 11+ till 2+ that i really concentrated on it .. when i finally got stuck .. gave up and packed my stuff before finishing up my book cuz i left afew pgs .. slept at 2.30 again ..

3rd nov : friday ..

it's today!.. i'm glad i've caught up again ..

as usual had to drag myself out of bed .. then washed up before meeting peilin at 7.20 .. the bus was really fast today .. reached sch arnd 8.45 .. then emy was waiting for me at the bus stop .. went to photocopy notes for jere then bought pancake .. took a slow walk to library cuz emy wanted to return her book .. then we walked to LT 22 for hrm .. 1.5 hrs flew past very fast !! .. went to canteen 1 with my class .. on the way met bettina with her grp of friends who were trying to ask pple to donate to raise some funds for school ..

found emy, shanshan & wenling at the drink stall .. bought a can of coke light to wake myself .. then went to lvl 6 for cma .. tried to complete tutorial qns before the teacher came in .. then she took attendence and allocated qns .. tutorial was a killer .. 5 pgs including class work .. =.=” ..

after she dismissed us .. went for lunch with cand, emy & boon .. but emy had some meeting for awhile .. it was pouring .. cand & boon left while me & emy moved to the seats in the middle of canteen .. then wanted to do cma tutorial for nxt wk .. but we were braindead from the tutorial in the morning .. so gave up .. then emy let me play with her hp game !! .. addictive but fustrating !! .. i kept pressing the restart button laa .. =X ..

at 3 went for ipt lect .. it was boring laa .. something dumb happend though was passing msg to jere .. then he mistook that i was passing to jackson .. so my msg ended up with jackson la .. the replies were weird .. till the last line when the paper was filled .. then jere told me that the person replying was jackson .. =.=" ..

anyway in the end me & wenling went for dinner together .. we manage to drag jere along for awhile .. but we seriously dind't know that ganting was waiting for him to go vivo with her cuz wenling said ganting was going home .. went to bukit timah plaza .. had kfc .. then we went ntuc !! .. bought 2 tubs of king's ice cream - choco mint chips & white fantasy .. got spoons from the nice aunty at the cashier ..

settled down at the seats in front of the big lcd screen showing cna .. then took pics of our ice cream and started digging in .. after that jere left cuz we found out he was meeting ganting .. then me & wenling were eating and eating our ice cream .. until we couldn't take it cuz it was melting like mad .. so gave up and played with it .. ahah made masterpieces (: .. after that cleared up and went to walk arnd for awhile more and headed home ..

reached home at 9 .. washed up and was chatting away till now .. my connection was real sucky just now .. thank God for christina (: .. she sent me opera and i could access the net .. else my IE was totally down .. yepps ..

tmr is gonna be a LONG day !! .. having piano then rushing home to take stuff before leaving house to meet some pple from idare for brekkie at pasir ris .. then we'll be meeting out BTs at 12 .. i'm still considering if i shld go for dinner with them .. can't really confirm anything cuz i dunno how tired i'll be .. or whatever my mood is ..

but all i know is that i'm definately going to the beach !! .. i missed that place alot .. i might even skip piano for it laa .. that'll depends if i can crap up some excuse .. but most prob cannot ): .. blahhs .. can't wait till tmr's afterglow .. can camwhore with christina, mori, jingyi, emy and not forgetting RED BULL (: .. wheee~ ..

i'm getting real tired now .. terrible terrible .. 4 hrs of sleep for 2 days .. i think i will have to use sunday as my sleeping day already ..

okays people .. stay arnd for more updates soon !! .. i'll try to update as frequently as possible (:

nights!

p.s* i <3 my eye candy !!


fickled;
my mind tells me to forget but my heart can't.