mighty to save

Mighty to Save
Hillsong

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

My Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything i believe in
Now i surrender

(Jesus) Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King ...


i'm stuck at doing erp workshop 3 ..
patiently figuring out navision really works ..
sighs ..
the lyrics just came to my head .. and i'm blasting the song now ..
it's kinda comforting i guess ..
i know God's always with me and He'll help me as i go through this period ..

for now .. my main priorities would be school. but i dread going there ..
presentation 4 on weds .. and final presentation on mon (6/8/07) at 9am ..
we're the first group! .. somehow it's a consolation cuz the teachers would be more alert ..

just had supper and i'm gonna start navisioning again!
till next time ...

breaking down ..

it's the time of the semester where everything starts to crumble ..
i wish i knew how to fix it right ..
there's something weighing me down and i don't know the main cause of it.
but somehow it's accumulated and i'm on the verge of a breakdown.

i wandered aimlessly alone today after cell.
couldn't find anyone to accompany me for dinner or just listen to my rants ..
ended up standing at a traffic junction looking at the pretty fireworks ..
and yes; it's weird "admiring" fireworks alone.

with a heavy bag and a laptop ..
it didn't really help when my phone was low on batt ..
all i could do was blast music in my ears and walk down the crowded road;
from city hall to clarke quay.

i wish ...
i really wish ...
that everything's gonna be alright.

now that it's all said and done
i can't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down
like an old abandoned house
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
i fell too far, was in way too deep
guess i let you get the best of me

well i never saw it coming
i should have started running
long long time ago.
- over you, chris daughtry

all good things (come to an end)

All Good Things (Come to an End)
Nelly Furtado

Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay (stay)
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day
Til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping
And the rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

*evie got me addicted to this song!
but it makes sense right? ..
somehow ..
everything must come to an end ..
whether good or bad.
we live to die in the end ..
what difference does it makes if things end now.
-ponders-

the last straw ..

school is ending soon;
but everything is going so wrong and i hate it.

friends come and go;
but i know who are my true friends now.
thanks for being around!

driving is dangerously murderous;
but the person beside never fails to lighten the mood! (:
"want to drink, don't drive. you want to die .. drink more!"

true happiness attained;
in my own world of dreams.

i love shopping sprees!!

HAPPY 19th CHRISTINAA (:

have a great day ahead!
we'll meet up soon @ pitstop!
many many hearttss;
love ya! (:
27/07/2007

didn't go school today .. but manage to do the co.'s thing on nav ..
met brendan at the interchange to pass him my dreamweaver book..
super hungry at home cuz there's nothing to munch on besides seaweed .. =X

had a good laugh when i saw mummy today .. her dressing was BAD.

we went to vivo without amanda on a shopping spree (:
was at candy empire buying sweets .. then spent like 1 hr at gap .. bought 3 tops + 2 slippers for myself; 2 tops + 1 skirt for alethea; 1 top for amanda. another 45 mins at esprit .. bought 1 top + knitted sweater for myself; 1 top for mummy .. dad was grumbling and chasing us out of the shops .. ahhaha ..

i fell in love with a pretty dress at gap kids but it had my size only in white but i prefer the brown one. at espirt .. there was a nice black top which cost like close to $130!! .. for once my dad said it was nice but mum said it wasn't worth the money .. ): oh wells .. maybe i'll get the top on my own .. when i manage to save enough money unless some nice souls wanna buy it for me (: ... hopefully i can find the dress at other outlets too ..

now i wish i have alot alot alot of money to go on shopping sprees! .. it's just so nice to shop and shop and shop till the shops close.

another new day has come and it's time to face the harsh reality again.
for now, it's bed time!
nights! (:

i wish ..

i was intoxicated now.
take me away from all this complications ..
i just want to run as far as i can ..
in solitude.

hidden; u'll never know

i'm drained out!
it started of quite bad this morning ..
period came.
didn't wanna go school but in the end dragged myself out of the house .. but left house late ..
silence whilst doing flash during ies .. i was in pain the whole time.

anyway .. thank you emellia for accompanying me to my interview today!
she was super nice to wait for me for 1hr 45 mins (as according to her)
suppose to board the train .. but ahh she managed to squeeze in and i couldn't .. so i was like standing outside laughing to myself =X ..

i was made to fill in an application form 2 double sided pages + a max 100 word "essay" .. took quite some time cuz it was alot of blanks to fill in .. the interview was ok .. a "panel" with manager of cust svc, section head of prod supt and someone from the section .. so far .. they're all rather nice people (: and i've alr confirm that i'll be attached as a "full timer" from 3rd sept onwards.

wenling ask me to do some quiz. it's kinda true ..

The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)

Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.

ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD)

CONSIDER: The Loverboy (RGLM)


i'm in the unstable random emo roller coaster mood now .. i just brokedown while talking on the phone .. sighs..

i really don't know what's wrong with YOU.
YOU are unpredictable and it's making me irritated.
i bet YOU hate me deep down but YOU are not showing it at all.
please return back to the old YOU!

ndp preview!!

went for ndp preview on sat with alethea, dora & jon ..
got tickets to the vip seats thanks to shirin (:
it was boring yet hilarious .. i think only the fireworks were the best!!
shan't blog much for now .. i'm very tired.
enjoy the pictures!

out of sorts.

i've been quite stoned since yesterday ..
no idea why also .. oh wells ..

today was a bad day.

1. i had alil headache in the morning before i left house.
2. bus brokedown along upp thomson (in front of shell) had to walk a distance to the next stop
3. didn't manage to catch up on sleep on the bus
4. navision started to crank up for IPE
5. i panicked and screwed up during live presentation of drop shipment in sales order management
6. i think my group was pissed .. i'm really sorry.
7. the woman scheduling my interview seemed irritated by my schedule
8. nearly got knocked down by a car while walking over from 72 to 51 cuz the stupid car nv signal and turned right
9. skipped ies lecture
10. it started to drizzle while we were walking to kap
11. junhan sat beside me and bully me!
12. the headache came back again.

afew happy things happened though.

1. eudora got tickets to ndp rehearsal tmrr so i'm going with alethea + her and her friend
2. finally scheduled my interview on weds @ 4pm
3. talked about going for class holiday @ tioman during 1 wk break before iap starts!
4. mis lecture was entertaining
5. i'm completing stage 3 of driving!! .. at 30 the next lesson (:

and now. i'm going to sleep!
having driving tmr again so i can complete 30..

nights!

IAP posting!!

i have just gotten my IAP posting this morning at 9.15 in an email from mrs jeannie wong ..
posted to some company which is situated at Shenton Way.

the person called me today while i was having mis presentation to tell me that i was suppose to go for an interview at 4pm today.
but i didn't prepare any formal wear and was going to SMU for a visit ..
so i emailed back and requested for another interview date ..
she replied me tmr at 3pm!! .. omg laa .. i got MIS revision lect ):
so i emailed again .. this time attaching my timetable and requesting it to be after tues so i can do my dci & mec presentations first ..
oh wells .. i hope she doesn't find me a troublemaker .. cuz i really have no choice =X

i'm super tired today .. slept at 3plus after finishing up the mis flash & ppt .. then got up at 5plus cuz had to reach sch by 7.30 .. but when i reached .. the rest didn't reach till arnd 8.20++ .. anyways mis presentation went well although we were the last grp to present ..

i nearly forgot my way home just now .. my mind totally went blank cuz i haven't been taking train back .. went up the wrong escalator and was blurly staring at the signboard of exits B(hougang mall) & C(the other side of hougang central) wondering why the whole place look so different .. i took quite sometime to realise what a stupid mistake i made .. so walked back to exit A and went home ..

alrights it's time to continue configuring my navision!
nights!

coincidental;
maybe it was meant to be afterall.

a truckload of feelings.

i guess last night triggered my emo mode ..
feel like giving up everything i have now.

i wonder;
what kind of friend are you?
why are you hiding behind a mask?
maybe it's time to reflect at yourself now.

better off alone (extract)
katharine mcphee

One thing I'm wonderin'
When you run out of friends
Will you be coming back home?

But every now and then, my heart gives in
To the hope that someday you'll change
Then alone I'll wake, to my own mistake
That it's just a foolish game

Cause Baby I'm tired, tired of the fight
I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It's taken some time, cause I didn't know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it out
I'm better off alone

sadly, trust doubted.

it had been quite sometime since i've cried .. the last was before common test.
just 2 hours ago i cried again but this time it was a different reason; not projects but my parents.

it started with a stupid low attendence notification for events comm. which is one of my IS modules.. i got an email which was auto-generated by the system and it was cc to my advisor and module tutor. i was freaking irritated because i had attended all the lessons and was not even late.. so i fwd the mail to both my advisor and tutor to clarify the matter but not only did NONE of them reply, i had to go to my advisor the next day and she told me to look for my module tutor instead. so on monday i went to ask her abt it and she double checked her attendence list and told me to ignore the notice because my attendence did not even have a single absent circle.

but the letter still came .. and my parents were questioning me why i skipped school .. i tried all ways and means to explain to them i haven't skip a single class at all and they didnt' believe me .. i even showed them the email i wrote to both tutors and explained the scenerio but they just wouldn't listen .. so i think my mum's gonna call/email the school to explain what is going on with the system.

it really hurts to be questioned and doubted when they only have one side of the story and not even bother trying to understand what i was going through. it's not as if i want a stupid low attendence notification or anything .. when i received the email i was equally shocked and if i didnt' bother .. would i even go take the trouble and email both tutors much less go up to them personally and clarify when they dont even respond?! i even had asked james & emy to help me if the tutors dont believe me because we're in the same proj grp and see each other every mondays for events.

it's already almost the end of my last sem in school and yet such unhappy things had to happen .. i'm really glad i'm leaving school in 5 weeks .. although many people would say enjoy your time left in the poly .. but with all these happening .. i don't see how i could enjoy it at all.

sidetracking from the unhappyness.
it has been excatly one month since i started driving and i'm have already booked my tp plus started stage 3(going to 28 - lane changing on roads with heavy traffic the next lesson) .. kinda like going thru the narrow courses esp the 's' course and vertical parking .. but somehow being short has its disadvantage cuz i cant see where's the curb and always have to base on my gut feeling when to start turning the steering wheel ..
i really hope to get over this whole driving thing soon .. hope that by the end of stage 4.33 i can get an earlier slot for tp. will try my best to pass at first attempt although i have a strong feeling that i won't be able to ..

for now. it's back to reading and editting some reports.
nights!

short term happyness .

i finally manage to clear stage 2 today (:
so i booked my tp once i got home ..
26th nov (mon) @ 11am
thank you to bryan & wx how helped me choose the timing ..
i really hope that i'll be able to refresh and get an earlier slot like within aug-sept.

oh wells .. to read more about what happen yesterday ..
go to dionne's or dean's blog for more details and pictures.

vincent's last few entries are rather meaningful too.

it's time for bed now ..
nights!

badly intoxicated.

i drank quite abit at ml's place ..
i'm seriously not sober that i couldn't walk straight.
but wells .. thanks kevin for sending me back!
and for alvin who kept his word to send me back the first thing kevin reaches ..

i wanted to blurt out many things but i kept it instead.
i wished i knew what i wanted.
i wished u're around.

ok that's enough.
i'm really tired so i'm going to bed now.
nights

honestly;
why don't you tell me how you feel.

i'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
it's taken some time, cause i didn't know
if i could ever let you go
you helped me figure it out
i'm better off alone

how now brown KARL!

congrats to candice for winning the photogenic award (:
u can understand why she won it by just looking at the picture with mori, me, cand & emy ..

anyways .. it's gonna be the start of my hectic schedules again! ..
from now till 3 wks ltr .. most probably would be very busy with projects & reports ..
shld be staying in school till late almost everyday ..

driving has been alright so far too .. i'm going to book my tp very very soon .. once i pass stage 2 in like approximately 2-3 lessons .. yupps ..

nothing else to update for now.
will be back when i feel like it!
goodbye!

Ordinary World

Ordinary World
Katharine Mcphee

The sun can't remember how to shine
And the colors all have faded into shades of gray
There's no life in this hollow heart of mine
Ever since you went away

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry restless rain to wash away the miles between us
Cause without you it's just an ordinary world

If time could find a way to turn around
I would walk along the stars, till I was back at your door
Every word, every word is spoken but without a sound
And I found out what my heart is for

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry restless rain to wash away the miles between us
Cause without you it's just an ordinary world

Hold your breath, here I come
Down the road unwinding back, to your arms
Till we melt underneath the blinding sun
Can't remember how to shine
You're the life in this hollow heart of mine

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry restless rain to wash away the miles between us
'Till love can come redeem us
Cause without you it's just an ordinary world

disasterous.

it's happening again.
sighs..

i'm on the brink of giving up ..
i wanna walk away ..
maybe i'm just too tired.

so many things, so little time.
i need to start planning my time well ..
else i'll be somewhere in heaven soon.

i'm gonna stop here for now.
will be back to continue when i feel like it.

goodbye.

when you're gone.

When You're Gone
Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you