dec week 5

last week of 2oo6 ..
i'll upload some pictures soon .. (:

25th dec .. monday

merry christmas!!
slept late but got up bright and early to go to grandma's place and take the chartered bus down to the mandai crematorium to collect my grandma's ashes at 8 .. then made our way down to the cck cemetary to place her urn together with my late grandfather's .. i passed by emy's sec sch and was msging her to come down and meet me .. and she told me that she was on her way back from msia ..

we all went to my late grandma's house and was clearing her stuff .. i stoned and unknowingly fell asleep on the sofa for quite sometime .. then had lunch and my family went to taka to shop .. got calls from pple who pangseh-ed us .. anyway i left them at arnd 4.50 and headed to dhoby where peilin, yishi & rachel were already there .. we went to secret receipe for dinner .. ordered drinks while waiting for sinyee to come .. then ordered our food .. had the same food as peilin & rachel -- "catch of the day with lobster sauce" .. it was ok i guess .. didnt really had the appetite to eat but manage to finish eating my food .. exchanged gifts there .. then jere came .. he was like a scary stalker ..

started camwhoring with yishi .. then we saw santa on our way down .. went to take a pic with him !! .. haha .. jere helped us .. then outside ps there were 5 christmas trees .. 1 big RED, 4 small BLUE, PINK, GREEN, YELLOW trees .. then we took pics with the 4 small trees cuz the red one too big already .. haha .. made our way to cathay and were camwhoring with the pink christmas tree .. went up to the cinema box office @ lvl 5 where there were sofa/seats and camwhored there too ..

we went to get free cotton candy and took pics with it while eating .. made a mess cuz the cotton candy kept flaking .. haha .. jere went to takeaway a slice of cheesecake from billy bombers then we went to tcc beside ps .. ordered and shared 3 ti-rum-misus .. yummy !! .. then camwhored abit there too .. jere was illegally eating his cheesecake and the person had to tell him no outside food and drinks allowed ... haha .. all of us were so thirsty we kept asking for ice water to be refilled .. esp yishi !! .. haha .. she was like some water bucket .. ahaha .. x)

we headed back after that .. was talking to peilin the whole journey back .. it was a fun day (: .. i couldn't sleep at night as was freaking out .. but luckily i manage to sleep at 3plus ..

26th dec .. tuesday

another early morning .. but not as early as the previous day .. we had to be at the temple by 10 .. so at 9.20 we cabbed down and met the rest of my relatives there .. the whole thing was like less than an hr .. but as it was raining heavily .. we were just sitting arnd and chatting .. then at 11 .. i had 2 sisters (amanda & alethea), 6 cousins (olivia, huankai, denise, huijie, amelia & benjamin) & 1 nephew (brian) in tow .. we were gonna watch the 11.20 night at the museum @ cine .. split into 2 cars and my uncles dropped us at novena before we took at train down to somerset and bought our tix & snacks .. it was messy i must say .. and tough cuz i was the eldest and had to control them ..

my elder cousin pangseh us cuz he went home and couldn't make it in time .. but he met us after the show .. we went to 9th floor and take neoprints .. squeezed into the machine .. ahaha .. after that daryl kor brought us to the arcade and we played table hockey .. it was fun i must say .. cousins against each other .. then at 4 we left the place .. took train down to toapayoh .. they were complaining that they were hungry !! .. so we stopped at macs for snack before going down to my late-grandma's place where all the adults were waiting/mahjong-ing/sewing .. then was using my cousin's com and crapping away with my other cousin & niece ..

headed home arnd 8 and bought popiah for dinner at the market there ..

27th dec .. wednesday

went to sch for proj meeting .. suppose to meet at 10.30 .. ah boon reached at 10.45 .. i reached arnd there too but waited for emy at the bus stop till 11.30 .. then we went to canteen .. met jingyi and christina (: .. the guys didn't want to come over to the canteen .. so we went over to the atrium instead .. but decided to go library cuz got aircon and we won't feed the mossies ..

the internet was DOWN. due to the quake in taiwan which affected the underground submarine cables .. we couldn't research much at all .. manage to do till page 5 and we gave up .. walked to the bus stop with emy and we met christinaa who was on her way to town .. so i went to town with her and met dora, lance & their friends from the clown musical for dinner .. they were at cathay crapping for awhile .. then we made our way to ps pastamania but there was no seats .. so continued walking down to heeren and had sakae sushi for dinner .. it was fun poking lance !! his reaction was very very BIG .. haha .. there were 2 actresses there too . they footed their bills behind me la .. i cant rmb who already ..

took our time to walk down to tangs cuz dora's dad was picking her up from marriot hotel and giving the other 2 girls a lift home .. i took train back with lance .. then rested ..

28th dec .. thursday

suppose to meet up for hrm proj .. however since redwan can't make it .. and ahboon's dad was hospitalized for heart attack .. we decided to cancel the meeting and do it at home .. so i fell back asleep till 10plus .. then emy asked if i could meet her to pass her my poa book for her bro .. then went to check newspaper for movie time .. found a 1pm show for the holiday and smsed dora if she wanna watch ..

got ready to meet her and we were late but she was earlier than me still .. haha .. met at 12.45 and had lunch at cine's pastamania after buying tix .. we were the first customers !! .. headed to the cinema and found our seats .. dora cried throughout the whole show cuz she could relate to the storyline .. it's kinda nice (: .. we went and walked arnd taka/orchard library/wisma while waiting for emy to appear .. then met michelle there cuz she was involved with some sch stuff .. took a pic with her ..

emy came not long later and i got to see the legendary hikmi ! .. my first impression of him was that he looked like a GIANT BEAR .. hahaha .. i smsed emy to tell her and she laughed .. she said that he saw the msg >.<" .. hahaha .. oh wells .. went to esplanade library and waited for dora to borrow her filming books for her thesis .. then had dinner at marina square food court before heading home ..

29th dec .. friday

happy 18th birthday vincent!!
for once .. i had a goood sleep and no one disturbed me (: .. got up close to 12 .. then just updated my blog till week 3 before getting hooked on my korean drama - wedding .. ended up watching the show till 5plus in the morning .. hahaha .. cried alot while watching the last few discs .. my dustbin was like 3/4 filled with tissue all used by me .. =X

30th dec .. saturday

another day i lazed arnd .. haha .. got up at 12 .. my parents just came back just as i finish washing up .. haha .. had brunch and was slacking away trying to blow my hair .. came back to blog in the evening and made afew picture collages + my new blog template for 2007 .. that was all that i do the whole day laa .. =X .. at night was conferencing with yishi, peilin & jere .. then decided to chat online instead .. cancelled the plan to meet up for countdown cuz no one was in the mood ..

i am very proud of dora for tying up her loose ends before the yr ends .. (:

31st dec .. sunday

today .. the last day of 2006 .. my dad woke me up the earliest laa .. then we went to church .. was slightly late .. praise & worship, communion, announcements, one-time offering & sermon by uncle kim san on grace & thanksgiving .. then went up to library .. was aunty tj's duty and we were there when she came in .. totally flipped la .. =X .. after that went up to mini creche .. was playing with cute josh who got stucked to me !! .. aunty sook fun said that i looked nice with the hairband .. *blushes* (:

took many many pics of the kids today cuz i intend to make a photo-video clip to show during one of the 2nd service chapel sessions to encourage parents to leave their kids with us .. it was fun i must say .. the kids had their break time and i was feeding josh .. then brought the kids who were going to be nursery down for a tour .. javier, euen, able, josiah, asher, fiona and ruey xin .. josiah cried when we left cuz he wanted to be with his sis .. it was terrible for me cuz i was trying to stop him from crying and he threw his tandrums .. =X ..

after that sang goodbye song and cleared up the place before going to the library .. aunty tj was still there .. eewss ... then she was like shaking hands with us wishing us happy new yr and stuff .. my mum was talking to jacob's mum (aunty christina) .. so funny la .. we went for lunch at some hongkong tea house and met aunty janet on the way .. she's nice (: ..

headed back with amanda after that .. then took a short 1 hr nap before getting ready to go out again .. met dora at 7plus at queenstown mrt stn .. then jacob came .. we made our way to her church where we attended the combined service .. the kids in front of me were cute .. playing scissors paper stone and making funny faces .. anywayy after that went to marina south steamboat with 13 other dora's church friends .. so total had 16 of us ..

in the train they were like asking if me & jacob was a couple cuz the pastor said got new comers that were a couple and they thought it was us .. =X .. so funny la .. was talking to lance abt projs on the way to the steamboat place .. then we had 4 stoves to ourselves .. shared with lance, jacob and another guy .. i think our soup was the best (: .. i didn't really cook cuz the guys were cooking and they piled food onto my plate after they were done .. aha .. i only added ingredients in the soup and scooped for them ..

got full quite fast and it was close to 12 .. jocelyn was like chasing the guys to quickly eat . .. ... ....

i shall stop here for now .. cuz whatever i'm gonna continue will be posted as new entry the new year .. (: ..

dec week 4

18th dec .. monday

for once .. i was EARLY !! .. haha .. got up arnd 9plus .. then prepared to leave house .. suppose to meet them at 11.30 la .. in the end at 11.30 .. vt was still preparing .. mh was at kovan .. and huiis last min ps .. took train to orchard and met cher there ..

vt went ahead to meet the jerk … then we were behind roaming arnd borders .. cand came to join us (: .. anyway that jerk took ages to appear .. and vt was on the phone with cher who was so excited and didn’t realise that the jerk was in front of vt .. and when she found out she was like freaking out in borders .. haha ..

we headed to the place where vt was .. then watched show .. justice bao walked out of the place within 1 min .. LOL .. we all had a good laugh .. after that went to cine to watch “the last kiss” with cand .. she treated me (: .. thank u candice !! .. after that met up with vt & mh who wanted to watch a movie .. in the end we 4 went to coffeebean @ paragon .. sat and crapped alot ..

after that headed down to tangs .. we walked arnd looking for dresses for cand's bro's wedding .. it was fun i must say .. i had a good laugh =X .. took quite some pictures too .. she's got good figure laa .. but i'm not gonna post it up .. she'll KILL me .. =X .. haha .. after that walked arnd with vt cuz mh & cand had to go .. bought my materials for christmas pressies at art friend .. then close to 7 .. i took train down to city hall to meet dora while vt met up with her frens @ wheelock ..

dora's train was stuck in a tunnel .. so i was waiting for her for awhile .. then we walked arnd raffles city to get my sis's christmas pressie - 2 pencilcase (makeup case) from accessories .. wrapping paper & ribbons from trint .. went to citylink to get heels but no stock .. then bought a hairband from six .. went to marina square's yoshi for dinner .. then crapped for awhile before heading back ..

19th dec .. tuesday

met vy at 10 to go sch for bamp id preparation .. we reached like quite late la .. haha .. anyway was allocating the OH stuff at the same time too .. i chose to do video !! .. heehees .. after meeting up with my grp .. we brainstormed and vote for 2 ids .. shirt + bands .. split into 2 grps to get the stuff .. i was with vy, dionne and junwei .. we headed to giordano to get shirts .. the other grp weeleong, janice, serene and sakinah(i think) went to popular to get materials for band ..

took 184 down to bukit panjang plaza .. then went to giordano .. settled the shirts .. got 8 from there .. then had a quick bite before taking bus to jurong point to get the rest of our shirts .. zoom .. i had a "tour" of the west without my tourguide emy .. haha .. cabbed back to school from there .. then started working on our ids .. manage to do them quite fast .. by 5 we were 80% done .. packed up and left sch ..

accompanied vy to amk to get her sports towel .. on the way the bus route detoured and we were on the bridge .. from there we witness the flooding of macritchie .. scary =X .. oh wells .. i took 159 back with vy .. then alight to take 72 home ..

20th dec .. wednesday

the day my world crumbled.
got a call in the morning from mum waking me up to tell me my grandma was dying and ask us all to go down to the hospital .. minutes later .. the phone rang again saying my grandma died already .. by then i was screaming at my cousins to quickly wash up .. cuz they also just got up .. then all 5 of us were like rushing to use the toilet ..

by the time i reached there were alot of relatives there .. saw my grandma's lifeless cropse .. she looked peaceful .. we had "memorial service" for her before the undertaker took over .. my cousins came over to my place to wash up and have lunch .. we headed down to my grandma's place where the wake was gonna be held ..

the first night was quiet .. not really alot of people at all .. just sat there stoning away .. msging some friends .. helped my aunt by 4d .. the monks came and chanted .. was in the house with my cousin watching tv cuz we dindt know that we weren't suppose to .. =X .. did alot of things we weren't suppose to do and we no one told us until we did it ..

went back at arnd 11+ together with my cousin cuz my uncle drove his co. van and gave us all a lift back .. we were like mad people la .. rushed to change out of our funeral clothes in the van .. my parents and alethea came back later ..

21st dec .. thursday

second day of wake.
first day of bamp but i didnt go ..
was up at 10 .. my parents & alethea were out by then ..
me, amanda & wanhui left my place at arnd 12plus .. then went to wanhui's house to wait for her washup before going over to the wake .. my mum's colleagues were there .. went up to change and when i came down .. church people were there .. ended up eating peanuts and clearing the place ..

quite a number of people came .. had alot of "white gold money" cuz they came as a bulk -- many people in the company .. had vegetarain meal .. it was kinda gross la .. only the mini curry puff was nice .. other than that .. we had to force ourselves to eat it .. the monks came and chanted again for 2 hrs .. my cousin and nephew were being such an ass that night la .. they freaked me and audrey while we were at the house using the com ..

my sis stayed over that night .. so cabbed back with my parents .. the briks arrived and i checked it .. it was close to 2 when i slept ..

22nd dec .. friday

third day of wake.
my mum went down early in the morning .. dad woke up same time as me but he left house earlier than me .. i was up doing dora's christmas pressie cuz i was gonna meet her ltr for her musical .. left house arnd 1.30 to meet jacob .. was suppose to meet him at 1.30 la .. but i dragged till quite long .. then he said 1.50 .. in the end he was late and we met at 2plus .. passed him the sat musical tix and took train down to outram with him ..

i transfered to the train going to raffles place while he took the one going to dover .. and who knows shawn was in the same train as me laa .. i met him at the control station .. we went to bk to eat before heading to victoria theatre .. it was pouringg and we had to share an umbrella la .. was partially wet .. he can't carry an umbrella !! .. =.=" .. anyway he was carrying the 3 briks belonging to dora & her cousin when the paper bag broke .. so he had to hug it la ..

when we reached i had to look for a pastor to get my tix from him .. had to ask the ushers for help but they didnt know too and directed me to another pastor .. finally found the pastor with my tix and the other pastor asked shawn if we just went shopping .. it was so paiseh la .. went in and settled down .. there were 4 kids in front of us who were very figidity thus blocking our view .. spotted lance, evan & dora ..

after the whole thing went to meet lance to pass him a box of chocolate and dora to pass her the briks & her pressie .. then met aunty cindy who brought the tung ling childcare kids to watch the musical too .. we walked towards suntec and it was at citylink when i rmb i forgot to pass dora the money for my briks !! .. so walked back to victoria theatre and met lance to pass the money to dora cuz she was icing her sprained ankle ..

shawn accompanied me to take 107 cuz he was heading to kovan .. just crapped all the way .. when i got to the wake .. my parents were having dinner at the market .. so i brought amanda to join them .. had another round of chanting that night .. i helped collect the "white gold money" .. left the place close to 1 .. slept at 2 again ..

*p.s there's nothing going on btw me & shawn .. he just happen to be very nice to accompany me cuz i had an extra tix and i didnt wanna go alone (:

23rd dec .. saturday

fourth day of wake.
mum went over early again .. my dad brought my sis for her class .. i went over at arnd 1plus .. didnt really do anything much there .. helped my aunts and cousins buy 4d again .. we were playing hangman and i read my book .. collected the "white gold money" .. then went for dinner at the market again .. had chanting that night again .. we played mahjong for awhile..

went to join my cousins who were beside the coffin .. they were suppose to sleep there la .. but they played with poker cards instead .. we had a great laugh there and i got closer to them .. after that at 3 i went to read my book outside .. my dad kept asking me to sleep and my aunt came too .. she also slept on the metal bench .. however in the end went up to sleep .. my mum also slept on the bench .. my dad gave me a stack of towels to use as pillow .. then i arranged 6 chairs facing each other .. i slept there from 4 till 5.30 .. it was raining and the wind was blowing in thus it felt very cold ..

that was when i caught a cold =X ..

24th dec .. sunday

fifth day of wake.
went to wash up and went for breakfast at the market with relatives .. had lor mee my mum was craving the past few days .. then went back to clear up and wait for the monk to arrive .. chanted once more before the undertaker came .. then at 11 we left .. sent her off .. we walked for quite long .. went to mandai crematorium .. my aunt went histerical and everyone broke down .. that was it .. we all cried for quite sometime ..

headed to the temple where they put her picture there .. then was at grandma's place .. they cleared the place and settled the money and we had kfc, pizza hut & macs for lunch .. it caused me to have a bad throat too .. went back and hit the bed very soon ..

korean drama crazed.

oh wells .. it's like 4plus in the morning .. i'm still awake ..
watching my korean drama - wedding ..
got so emo cuz of the divorce/breakup and just cried like mad .. the show is so sad ..
i left the last disc and i hope it'll be a happy ending ..
yishi aint u proud of me?? .. i finish watching within 2 days !! (:

hmms .. i'm quite happy with myself for updating a fair bit .. will continue updating tmr or sunday .. come back again to read k!!


cherish;
happiness is hard to come by.
i have an empty hole in my heart ..
journeys end in lovers meeting ..
are u the one?

dec week 3

11th dec .. monday

the night before i was freaking out with emy over the phone .. we were prayed really hard that nothing bad would happen and i'm glad nothing happened (: .. i'm proud of u girl ! ..

got up rather early and only started studying ipt at 10 .. had alot of distractions in between .. the food, tv, internet, phone, everything u name .. i couldn't concentrate !! oh wells .. i just read thru the last 2 lects before sleeping early ..

12th dec .. tuesday

mummy's bday!
got up at 5plus again .. made my way to sch and met emy at the bus stop .. we went over to LT 22 and sat with shanshan & candice .. slowly more pple joined us .. then we went in to sit .. i sat in between emy & candice .. was tikaming my way thru the mcq and t/f .. haha .. the sect 2 & 3 were ok .. cuz it was what mrs hong hinted ..

went back after the paper and rested .. started studying for om in the evening .. i was constantly on the phone .. 70% relevant stuff .. 30% crapping .. then prepared for mum's surprise which was last minute .. got her a mango cake from bengalwan solo .. pumped small balloons and alethea went to decorate the place .. we threw in mum's bday card into the letterbox so she open it in the lift ..

dad informed us when they were reaching home .. so i lit the candles on the cake and all of us went to hide .. wanted the lil tealight candles to put on the floor .. but i couldn't find them at all ): .. oh wells .. at least mum was happy that night .. and for once my grandma agreed to take a family pic with us !!

after eating the cake and clearing up .. continued to study and manage to finish studying everything before heading to bed arnd 1plus ..

13th dec .. wednesday

got up at 8 to study cma .. in the end i fell asleep on my notes & book from 9 - 10 .. =X .. washed up and revised thru om before heading to school .. met candice at the opposite bridge .. she was having a puff .. then we sat there like beggars .. emy came and we waited for ms ang before going in ..

alvin came and we crashed him with the forecasting formulas .. haha .. went into the convention centre and found our seats .. sat through the whole paper .. in the end we discussed and found out that all our answers differ !! .. went back with christina (: ..

studied for cma that night .. alvin called for the blanks to lect 5 .. he kept asking WHY and i got irritated cuz i also dunno why .. i didnt go for that lect cuz i was sick .. in the end when we finally hung up at arnd 12 .. i went to sleep ..

14th dec .. thursday

got up at 2am to study cma .. all the way till 5 .. alvin called to ask abt tutorial qns .. oh wells .. he did from tutorial 1 -> 7 .. i made a bet with him that only tut 5 & 6 will appear for problem qns and he didnt believe .. went to school and took a nap on the bus ..

i was really zombified when i reached school .. oh wells .. the paper wasn't that bad .. after that came home to rest .. at 3 woke up and met jackson at 4 .. we studied bsd at the hg mall foodcourt till 7plus .. he didnt understand the uml diagrams and he couldn't imagine how a vending machine works .. >.< .. we walked arnd the pasar malam for awhile .. then i went down to visit my grandma and we took the same bus ..

at 9 left the place and went to meet my mum for dinner cuz she just knocked off .. she craved for pepper crab la =.=" ..

15th dec .. friday

last paper !! .. i got up arnd 7plus to revise .. then went to sch to meet emy .. we crashed cand on the diagram before heading to lect hall .. wanted to help him but he came too late la .. so we were quite far away ..

tikamed the mcqs .. then headed straight to drawing the 3 diagrams .. had this object table also .. anyhow fill in =X .. totally screwed the paper .. after that came home and rested for awhile before going down to vt's place to celebrate her bday .. was talking to cher on the phone and nearly got lost between the blocks .. when i finally reached her house .. there were alot of pple already .. her dad took a pic of us .. then she brought me up to look for huiis & sy ..

we just sat there drinking fruit punch cuz none of us were hungry .. then headed up to slack in her room .. camwhored there .. haha .. was on her bed when her dad came in with some of his friends to show vt's room .. haha .. we were like shocked la .. went down to cut cake .. then took more pics .. after that settled back in her room and drank quite abit of peach vodka mixed with sprite and ice .. i got abit drunk but managed to make my way home safely thanks to talking/smsing pple over the phone .. i kinda woke him though .. haha

i got real tired and went to bed early .. but i didnt have a good sleep ..

16th dec .. saturday

got up extra early !! went for breakfast at bedok before going to the saloon .. cut my hair and it is abit of a disaster now .. cabbed down to grandma's place .. my aunt, cousin & uncle were there clearing .. they were like saying my mum ask them to come down at 10 .. then she herself came down at 2 .. haha .. i helped clear up too .. was folding my grandma's clothes .. she had alot .. my mum & aunt said maybe 1000 also have ..

at 3.45 we cabbed down to tong building where i had my facial appt .. then went to see the doctor .. after that got my sis's uniform and headed to crystal jade @ shaw for dinner .. cabbed down to visit my grandma .. alot of people were there again ! .. she was saying that she always wait very long for good food from my mother .. hahaha .. at 9.30 we all left ..

17th dec .. sunday

went to church .. as usual praise and worship, communion, announcement, sermon .. was playing with aiden !! .. not alot of kids that day .. we all sang a bday song for jan when she came (: .. haha .. then after the kids left .. waited for dad to pack up the library before heading to parkway for lunch @ thai restaurant .. then we cabbed home while mum cabbed to her dept outing ..

we all slept till dinner time .. then went to visit grandma ..

dec week 2

4th dec .. monday

it's eunice's bday !! ..
i brought alethea out to watch open season .. we watched the 10.25 show at ps .. then walked arnd spotlight to look for arty stuff .. bought sequins & beads .. then met up my grp mates .. took grp pics .. then everyone dispersed cuz they didnt wanna stay .. oh wells .. i must thank vt, cher & jere for staying ..

emy came .. then we bought lunch and just sat and crapped .. 2.30 cher and vt left .. while the rest of us waited for emy to collect her hp and we just sat there watching mr bean .. haha .. went back and rested .. did om tutorial .. i got stuck again !! .. gave up and went to bed ..

5th dec .. tuesday

om tutorial in the morning .. she finished early and we all rotted in the canteen as usual .. had lunch & discussed our hrm/bsd proj .. went to photocopy notes and headed to library to return books .. christina met us and we walked to LT 45 under the shade .. we sat together this time !! .. i cant rmb why i wasnt really listening .. but kept copying christina's notes and christina copied emy's notes .. haha ..

we walked to blk 72 together .. then went for cma revision tutorial .. emy left halfway together with most of my classmates .. oh wells .. after lect .. i waited for jacob to reach and met him on the bus .. we took 174 down to town .. it was pouring like mad .. at dhoby .. we got a seat .. and before we alighted .. i said something like "we're gonna get wet" .. and suddenly water from the aircon dripped on us .. we just kept laughing =X ..

luckily he got an umbrella .. then shared it to get to the mrt station .. got partially wet .. haha .. was at raffles city mph looking at books while waiting for eudora to reach .. then we went to bk for dinner .. walked arnd and eudora bought christmas cards .. i also bought a box (: .. went to tcc to chill .. and headed back ..

6th dec .. wednesday

ipt tutorial/workshop .. she let us do our workshop first .. had some problems doing it .. but mrs hong helped us (: .. then she went thru the tutorial and dropped hints like bombs for us to study for our common test ..

came home and rested .. did hrm tutorial and bsd presentation 2 .. it was crazy ! .. was really emo that night .. luckily emy read the txt .. =X

7th dec .. thursday

hrm tutorial .. went thru the tutorial qns .. the class was not as quiet .. had discussions and told us what to study generally for common test .. then lunch !! .. did last minute editting of bsd presentation .. i guess we were rather prepared .. not fully prepared though ..

was the 2nd grp to present .. he liked our presentation (: .. luckily didnt spot our minor mistake .. haha .. me & emy were like freaking out when ah boon presented .. no tutorials that week .. so he let us off after we were done .. came home and slept before doing cma tutorial .. i completely brokedown doing that tutorial cuz i didnt' understand .. called him and he sort of brighten me up alittle ..

8th dec .. friday

late again for hrm lect .. he didnt give any hints or anything la .. =X .. cma tutorial .. she rushed thru again .. didnt understand tut 8 at all .. =X .. oh wells .. met the guys to photocopy notes & tutorials before going back .. took a nap before studying for hrm .. it was full speed ahead that night .. my dad bought a packet of fries w/out salt for me (: ..

study study study till 3plus .. slept and got up at 5plus to get ready for sch ..

9th dec .. saturday

kinda scrap my way thru the whole paper la .. wrote for 1.5 hrs straight and it was a miracle my hand was not tired cuz the night before i kept writing till my hand hurt like mad .. i screwed up at 9 marks qn though .. =X ..

went straight home to sleep .. visited grandma in the night

10th dec .. sunday

got up late and we were abit late for church .. praise and worship, communion, announcement, sermon .. was up with the kids .. then my parents were going down to grandma's place to clear up .. so i brought my sis to raffles city for lunch .. went there to get books .. we had mos burger .. then shopped arnd for mum's bday pressie but couldnt find anything nice ..

we headed back after that .. all of us were so tired we slept till dinner time ..

dec week 1

1st dec .. friday

was late as usual for hrm lect !! oh wells .. i think that friday morning lects are jinxed! after lect went for cma tutorial .. she went thru our test ppr .. got 66/100 .. i had a "see me" cuz i flunk qn 3 .. got 9/25 .. haha .. carelessness for the first part .. but the rest i didnt understand .. haha ..

rushed thru tutorial 5 .. didnt had time to do tut 6 .. so it was pushed back together with tut 7 .. after that met the guys to print their notes/tutorials .. then lunched and rotted in sch .. cand went for her first riding lesson .. haha .. played with emy's hp ..

ipt/bsd lect was ok .. both lecturers decided to give us e-lect/tutorial week the next week so we could study for our common tests (: .. mrs wong didnt' put up the lect notes thus she only went thru the uml diagrams and we could leave early .. went back and visited my grandma ..

was doing eunice's bday pressie till very very late cuz we were going to meet up the next day to celebrate (:

2nd dec .. saturday

got up at arnd 8 to continue editting eunice's pressie till it was perfect .. by the time i was done .. it was arnd 10+ .. then quickly showered and packed my stuff .. left house arnd 11plus and met her at 11.30 .. she was pissed with what she saw while waiting for me .. then went to rupini's to put our name down on the threading list .. was walking arnd the shops looking at bangles .. and we each bought 1 .. pretty !!

went back to rupini's and waited for our turns .. i went first and waited for eunice's turn .. cuz pple kept cutting her queue -- express threading pay $5 more .. she was quite irritated by then .. and finally when we were done .. we took bus down to tpy .. she wanted to cut her fringe so went to the saloon she frequents .. but need to wait quite long .. so we went to find other saloons instead .. and finally she found another one ..

we headed to the library and studied for like 1hr plus .. at arnd 6+ we left .. walked arnd tpy wasting time .. by the time we got to wee nam kee .. the guys were already there !! .. she was surprised cuz she didnt expect the 3 hunks to be there .. haha .. they waited for quite long i think cuz their drinks were finishing .. haha .. ordered food and everyone tucked in .. yumms .. we treated eunice ..

then walked down to united square .. the guys were acting like lil kids laa .. waited for quite sometime till we got seats at swensens .. shared a giant earthquake with a candle in the middle .. sang bday song + eunice made a wish .. then we all tucked in .. ahha .. she got a balloon from the manager but it disappeared on the way out .. some kid took it i guess .. took alot alot of pics there .. yg was trying to tie a knot using a long cherry stalk with his tongue .. haha it was so hilarious ..

we treated eunice again and took pictures with the christmas tree before heading back .. (: superbly fun !! .. eunice waited for my bus with me ..

3rd dec .. sunday

surprisingly .. my dad didn't have to go to shanghai in the end !! .. i dunno why also .. he didnt really say .. we went to church and was abit late .. haha .. praise & worship, communion, announcements, sermon .. was up with the kids (: .. i cant rmb what happened .. maybe it was the day josiah "bit" jacob .. haha ..

anyway went for lunch at the hawker centre before heading to parkway for shopping spree .. i spent like the most that day la .. bought 2 tops, 1 bottom, 1 pullover, 1 jacket, 1 bag from esprit .. headed to compass pt and bought 2 pairs of covered shoes from dmk .. hahaha .. it was crazy .. but my dad didnt really say much .. (:

we bought a box of belgium chocolates for my aunt as her bday pressie .. rested for awhile at home and went to visit my grandma .. alot of pple were there .. we left arnd 9plus .. then came home and finally remembered to email the IS teacher abt our event .. luckily komathi called me .. was looking for pple to go the whole night .. managed to get afew ..

last week of november ..

Finally back to update my blog with what happened over the past 1 mth and 2 days .. cuz my last “real” post was like on 26th nov .. anyway i've forgotten some stuff that happened already =X .. i'll try to remember it somehow .. hope u guys sit back and slowly read .. (:

27th nov .. monday

had IS in the morning .. we were suppose to book the venue for our event .. however in the end we had a change of plan .. it became a pre common test gathering to actually “motivate” people to study … something along that line .. then did our reflections .. we had to wait for everyone to finish thus we were the 2nd last grp this time ..

went to the library with emy to return her books and met cher while going down .. she came with me to meet vt, huiis & mh .. it was so fun talking to her in the bus .. got off at dhoby and found them at carls jr .. we headed to swensens for lunch .. the service was kinda bad .. cuz the manager who was attending to us keep giving us the “bu shuang” face .. we were like crapping over lunch and our ice creams came (: ..

at arnd 2.30 we settled the bill and cher had to go for piano .. then 4 of us headed down to tangs to look for mh & vt’s prom dresses .. ended up at wisma isetan .. walked arnd wisma abit more and arnd 4.30 mh,huiis & me left .. vt went shopping alone cuz she was meeting her friend .. came home with mh and did my OM tutorial and i gave up on the last 2 qns cuz i didn’t understand ..

28th nov .. tuesday

om tutorial in the morning .. it was at 9 instead of 10 cuz she makeup 1 hr of last wk’s tutorial ..however she ended finishing at 11 instead .. so it was like 2 hrs .. haha .. we all rotted in the canteen .. had lunch with the girls .. then Christina joined us .. she was doing her pmkt elearning .. haha .. we went for lect together .. walked the long way with Christina leading us .. she went to the wrong floor !! .. haha ..

was sitting with the girls at first .. however I ended up sitting beside Christina .. discussing the bit OH with wx .. haha .. after discussing .. I ended up sitting beside Christina throughout the whole lect .. wasn’t really listening cuz I didn’t get what the man was saying also .. =X .. had cma lect after that .. and short OH discussion after lect with the guys.. it was crappy la .. finally decided on what we want to do and went back with Jackson ..

29th nov .. wednesday

ipt workshop in the morning at 10 .. she let us do workshop first .. it was abit of a disaster but managed to debug the prog .. anyway finished it up quite fast .. then went back .. had a headache in the bus ..

when I reached home .. I found out that my maid was out and she didn’t cook lunch .. my grandma & sis all were hungry .. just as I was abt to take out the maggi mee to cook .. she came back .. then she wanted to leave house with alethea in tow to buy alethea’s sch uni and refuse to cook lunch .. like wth .. my grandma usually eats at 11+ .. and it was close to 1 .. she was starving la ..

manage to settle lunch heating up the overnight pasta/cup noodles .. then had a nap .. it was refreshing .. had dinner and emailed mrs wong before doing my hrm and bsd tutorials till I was braindead .. totally gave up doing bsd and went to sleep ..

30th nov .. thursday

hrm tutorial .. most of us were late !! shawn joined our class as makeup for his .. went thru tutorial and the class was weirdly quiet .. after that had lunch with the usuals .. this time cand was talking abt cars/motorbikes .. and had bsd tutorial .. omgg it was so boring =.=" .. didnt get what he was talking abt also .. just sat there listening to him yada away for 1 hr plus .. emy had red camp .. so she left like at 1 plus after he finished going thru tutorial .. and he let us off early too ..

went down to ssdc to register for driving .. cand registered for both driving and riding .. then headed back .. did cma tutorial .. it was a disaster .. gave up doing also =X .. was very worried abt cma test 1 .. cuz we were getting back our results the nxt day ..

meaningless christmas.

my 300th post.
christmas day.

christmas isn't christmas ..
i'm totally not in the mood for anything ..
i guess i need sometime to recover ..

my heartfelt thanks to those who are there for me through this period ..
u've been my pillar of support .. constantly encouraging me ..
i wouldn't have go that far without u guys ..

especially mummy shawn & candice .. thanks for listening to my silly rants and tolerating my nonsense .. without both of ur encouragements and advise .. i might have already fallen into the dark bottomless pit ..

i'm gonna go sleep now ..
it's a LONG day tmr again ..

nights.


reccuring disaster;
i wanted to keep u out of my mind ..
but there are many things that keep reminding me of u.

farewell.

just 2 phone calls and everything went crazy ..
the first woke me up and got me rushing to wake my sis and cousins up ..
the second got me lost for words and nearly didn't know what to do ..

anyway .. some already know abt it ..
my grandma passed away this morning at 9.33 ..
went to BVH with my sis & cousins .. almost everyone was there ..

the wake starts from today .. it's gonna stretch over 5 days ..
sunday gonna cremate .. monday gonna collect the ashes .. tuesday got some "visitation" thingy ..
so in fact .. it's gonna stretch abt 7 days ..

won't be telling anyone the place of the wake except that it's at my grandma's place ..
i dun really want u guys to specially come down ..

yepps .. for now .. i'm gonna go get some rest ..
another long day ahead ..


i'm super thankful for such great friends who are there for me (:
love u guys truckloads!!


bamp;
take care & enjoy urself.

bOmbb ~

i'm feeling rather broke now ..
went to town to walk and shop .. spent like close to $100 on ...
- materials for christmas pressies
- both sis's christmas pressies
- a nice hairband
- nice wrapper & ribbons
- light snack @ coffee bean
- dinner @ yoshi

i wanted to get my pretty heels .. but sadly .. it was out of stock at citylink & didn't have the design at marina square ): .. i'll have to go find it somewhere else .. maybe wisma/parkway/compass .. we shall see .. i'm determined to get it before christmas !!

cand treated me to a movie - the last kiss .. it's m18 !! .. sad sad sad show .. no tears shed though .. i hope my life wouldn't be as screwed as them .. i wanna live a happy life with my other half - who ever it is ..

oh wells .. it's getting real late and i'm going to sch tmr for bamp id preparation (: .. gonna get to know my fellow grpmates !! .. so exciting .. haha .. i've seriously no time for anything now .. bamp's coming up from thurs till sat .. got dora's musical to attend on sat night .. and worst part cuz of this, christmas pressies might have to wait and i've got a HOT christmas date with my darlings on 25th .. just got email from mrs wong abt OHo7 .. gotta start preparing already .. =X .. projects are due on the first week too .. but we've decided to take one week break before doing it together starting from 26th ..

yepps ... i shan't ratter on here already .. this is my 297th entry and i've got 2 more posts till my 300th entry .. i intend to post my 300th entry on christmas .. so u guys just hang arnd till then (: .. nov/dec updates will be done as soon as i find time to do it ..

nights (:


my grown up christmas list;
YOU.

digital love.

oh wells .. i'm really tired from a long day ..
was up since 8.30 .. out of the house by 9+ ..
hair cut, cleaning grandma's house, facial appt, buying sis's uniform, mini shopping spree, yummy yummy food, visit to the hospital ..
we spent a bomb cabbing arnd today .. poor dad took the bus .. =X

i'm gonna hit my bed already ..
nights (:

EUNICE. i miss u alot alot alot !! ..
hope u're having fun at bk ! (:


bearophile;
i wished for u to be a bear.

happy happy happy (:

i'm at vttt's place now ..
it's her bday that's why .. hahaha

happy EIGHTEENTH babe !! (:

shiyun & huiis are here too .. we were camwhoring in her room .. actually it's more like me and the cute bear with roses .. hahaha .. so fun talking to them .. hees ..
huiis just said i was a bearophile .. =.="
we're gonna eat eat eat laterr .. had a cup of absolute vodka peach just now ..
i guess i'm abit high/screwed/whatever name it..

bsd paper was screwedd !! ..
stupid diagrams were like suckky .. oh wells ..
it's over alreadyy !! ..

i wanna partyyy !! ..
anyone ?? .. hahaha ..
but it's not as my parents allow or anything ..
vt's karoke-ing at next room with her jc friends ..
whEee~ huiis brought over a bottle of absolute vodka peach .
we're looking for cups now .. hahaha

i'm seriously high (:

in pain ..

period. ):

cma was fine .. nearly ran out of time doing it ..
anyway the 2 problems came out from chpt 5 & 6 .. yayss i predicted correctly (:

totally felt like some zombie thanks to the sleepless study night .. it didn't help knowing that my period came .. in fact it made me much more tired .. thank God for candice - my saviour ..

slept when i came home .. then was out of the house to study !! ..
4+ till 7.30 .. stuck at hougang mall food court with bsd notes all around the round table ..
not forgetting the entertainer who told stories during mini breaks and all the funny weird expressions while figuring the uml diagrams ..

okays i'm gonna hit the bed in 6 mins .. waking up early to revise my bsd .. didn't study since just now .. went to visit my grandma and accompanied mummy to have dinner downstairs at 9+ .. whEee~ .. i'm 1o1% glad that i've such great friends arnd (: ..

*yishi darling. don't stress k !! .. i'll be arnd for u when u need me !!

btw .. anyone wanna go out ?? i need to hit some stores !!
- ikea (preferbly tampines !!)
- spotlight
- chinatown
- holland v

nights.


time spent with u;
brighten my terrible day,
and i'm simply loving it.

cmacmacma.

wondering what i'm doing at this crazy hour?
it's none other than CMA.
but i'm not the only one online now .. there're like 6 from my class .. + crazy alvin too

was feeling tired and stressed just now thanks to alvin so i went to sleep from 12.45 till 2.30 ..
then woke up to study until now .. and i haven't really finish la ..
just went thru lect 5 & 6 + redo those tutorials .. now at lect 7 ..

alvin's online doing his tutorials .. so crazy la .. he redo from tut 1 =.=" ..
we were just predicting the 2 problems tested and he die die say 1 of them will come out from lect 1-4 .. but i insisted that both qns will be coming out from lect 5 & 6 ..
oh wells .. we shall see in afew hours ..

i hope i can stay awake during the paper .. very scared i doze off ..
i might just go get a can of coke before the paper to increase my caffine intake and wake me up ..
coke has been my "friend" since the common test started .. not forgetting when i'm having headache .. a can of coke will just be the perfect remedy ..

i'm kinda awake for now .. gonna finish studying lect 7 .. then read thru lect 1-4 .. then i shld be just in time for the paper later .. what productive studying at night cuz there're no distractions and the radio plays very nice songs (: .. but it's kinda taxing .. .. ..

okayys i'm gonna stop here for now ..
good morning!!! (:

it's gonna be a better day today!

moody & restless ..

screwed OM ..
actually it wasn't that bad la .. only the mcq was a killer .. =X

i'm feeling moody .. i shldn't have opened my email just now .. totally regret it ..
but if i hadn't open it .. i'll regret it even more .. cuz there's still a chance now ..
i just pray and wish hard that it'll get through ..

no mood to study for cma and i'm very sleepy .. but i don't have a choice ..
will start studying at 9 .. which is another 11 mins ..
i'm having a bad feeling i'll screw cma badly ..
seriously dun understand the 5th & 7th lectures .. ):


shattered into a million pieces;
thousand of apologies from me to u.
i really pray that u can make it through.

torn apart ..

she didn't give up on me and put up with my nonsense for eighteen years ..
she's always there for me ..
she's the more hardworking staff in her department ..
she's the best teacher a lil kid could have ..
she's like a surrogate mother to my cousins from the maternal side of the family ..
she's the most filial daughter to my grandparents ..
she's the best mummy ever ..
but ...
she'll never know how much tears i've silently cried ..
she'll never know how much her presence at home mean to me ..
she'll never know how we really felt ..
cause ...
she's too caught up with her work and her own family matters ..
there's hardly any time left for our family at all.

it's so tough being the eldest .. having 2 little sisters who are so playful and refusing to listen at all .. i miss those times we spent having mini family outings .. like supper at hougang mall, fortnight grocery shopping, even shopping sprees at parkway ...

ever since afew months back .. we seldom do that already .. she has been coming home so late because of her work which was endless .. her boss is just so thoughtless to pile her work and with limited help she couldn't do much .. she even brings her work back home to do till quite late .. recently .. cuz of my grandma's illness .. she comes back even later .. almost every night she'll go down to BVH to visit her .. then by the time she's back it'll be like close to 11 ..

i hardly see her anymore .. every morning she leaves house at 7 .. that would be the time i'll be washing up .. and when she's back late .. after showering she'll just go straight to bed .. there isn't really a time to see each other .. even when we call her .. it's just for like less than a minute .. sighs .. i really dun know what else to say already .. but i really miss my mummy .. i miss my happy family ..

today it's my mummy's bday ..
we acutally planned to get a cake and celebrate like what we do every year ..
but last night we were told by my dad that they/she was going to attend some ex-classmate's wedding dinner .. so our plans were ruined .. i really got nothing else to say except i'm really torn apart by the current situation i'm facing now .. she doesn't even know that i'm having tests this week ... ...

whatever the case is ..

to dearest mummy...
happy birthday!!

it has been a long time since i've seen such a smile on her face.
`31122oo5

one last cry

One Last Cry
Brian Mcknight

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I goota put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down, I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

lil crazy things that made my day.

today wasn't a bad day at all ..
in fact it was GREAT for the fact that i bought 3 books ..
i'm trying to resist temptation to read them and watch my k dramas la ..
waiting patiently for the common tests to be over ..

i'm gonna be rather busy after common tests .. (in random order)
1. SLEEPING !!!!
2. darling vt's bday !! 1512
3. preparing christmas pressies for many people
4. BAMP ! 2112-2312
5. planning christmas celebration for lil kids.. 2412
6. reportss due when sch reopens.. HRM, OM
7. visiting grandma in BVH ..
8. foreseen grp christmas/new yr outings .. with my darlings (:
9. more shoppingg sprees..
10. dora's musical with jacob!! 2312
11. co-workers' night/parents wedding anniversary.. 3112 plans not confirmed.
12. updating my blog !! **definately (:
13. NP open house BIT booth planning ..
14. stocking up "raw materials" for creative juices to flow
15. revamping my room.. redesign layout.. shopping @ ikea tampines !
16. studying for BTT on 1501
17. family outings.. when everything settles down
18. stressing on misc matters ..
19. family portrait we intended to take LONG ago but didnt happen
20. annual high tea !! equinox restaurant

that're all the future plans which could change la ..
for now .. i think i better go get sleep and wake up early tmr to start studying ..
really afraid about something; not common test.

i wish she would come to her senses and not do anything stupid.
whatever the matter was, it's not her fault at all;
the other party ought to be responsible enough to know the consequences incurred.
emy.. i hope what u believe it's true cuz i really am worried for her.


dear friend,
i don't know if u'll read my blog ..
but to u i may be a great/naggy/truthful friend and u can thank me all u want.
although u always bully me .. i really want u to know that i'll always be there for u no matter what.
even other people like emy .. she'll also be there !!
so don't give up ur dreams cuz of something stupid.. u have a bright future ahead ..
i believe u'll make it big with ur ambitions one day ..
love,
me.

why can't i .. ...

to those having common tests ...
good luck!

1 down, 4 to go ..

it had been quite sometime since i've blogged..
many updated to be made ..
my life isn't really sorted out yet ..
maybe i'll do it after the common test ..

stress level up the past few days ..
broke down to calm myself before giving up ..
i've been restless, stoned, u name it ..

at the moment, i need alot of sleep ..
sometimes i have insomnia and toss arnd in bed ..
other time i would have dreams. good and bad ..

i'm going off now.
nights


uncertainty;
glooming over the future.

down and out ..

so many things so little time.
i need some breathing space for now ..

won't be blogging for awhile but i'll be back once i get the time

hiatus.


i feel as though i'm ruining my life.
i may look fine on the outside but i'm hurting badly inside.
i want to run, i want to hide, i want to escape from the harsh reality of this world.
let me be for now --
i wish the coulds covering the clear skies would be gone;
and there will i be, happy as i should have been.

if i could read your mind ..

read your mind (ally mcbeal soundtrack)
vonda shepard

We held hands and laughed
Then we jumped in the water
Off the jetty we'd fly
As the sun got hotter
We were any age
Floating through space
Happy for once in the human race
On this sweet Sunday, and into Monday
Your arms wrapped around me
Where my love has found me
But am I really free?

If I could read your mind
I hope I'd find
The same love I have in mine
If I could go back in time
I'd try to find you
And make up for all this wasted time

Like a broken record
I've stayed protected
From promises, from disappointments
I wanna hear your dreams, wanna drift away
Wanna break you in
Oh I wanna stay
Stay in heaven, oh in heaven
And see my life finally begin
Will we be together, oh forever?
Darling please let me in

If I could read your mind
I hope I'd find
The same love I have in mine
If I could go back in time
I'd try to find you
And make up for all this wasted time

Oh I want to stay
In this sweet Sunday, and into Monday
Your arms wrapped around me
Where my love has found me
Has finally found me
But am I really free?

If I could read your mind
I hope I'd find
The same love I have in mine
If I could go back in time
I'd try to find you
And make up for all this wasted time
Na, na, na , na, na...

If I could read your mind
(Na, na, na, na, na...)

i'm tired !

went on a shopping spree with my family (:
i'm happy !! .. will blog abt it another time ..

anyway whoever is reading this .. if u're FREE tmr (monday) at 1 .. please come down to plaza singapura pastamania !! that's my grp's event for I&E .. hopefully it'll be a successful one .. (:

oh ya .. my daddy china plan was cancelled !! .. he said something like he might need to go in jan instead .. but hopefully won't clash with cny or anything (: ..

i'm waiting for twelve to come cuz mummy shawn nagged at me .. oh wells .. can't blame la .. he's doing it cuz he's trying to be a NICE person ..

okays will stop here for now ..

if u're bored .. go watch this !!

nights.


state of denial;
i wish it's real.

success (:

yayness .. eunice's surprise bday was great (: ..
i'm not gonna blog abt it now cuz i'm very sleepy .. gonna sleep in 9 mins .. maybe not so fast laa .. cuz i realise i'm sending pics to yuguang & shawn .. so most likely abit after 12 .. but after the transfer i'll immediately go sleep ..

anyway i wanna wish ..
bernice & jessie happy 18th birthday !!
wei xiong happy 19th birthday !!

my dad's flying to shanghai tmr .. he'll be there till fri .. the house's gonna be so empty again .. oh wells .. we just have to get used to it .. yupps .. gonna try uploading some pics for now .. enjoy (:



the birthday girl EUNICE !!

with "cake" ...
making a wish ...













the "cake"

before ...
after ...













twins
me.eunice.shawn













me.eunice

pretty balloon
christmas tree !!
vintage picture

















the people who celebrated ..

at swensens ..
in a christmas ornament ..














why ?!
u never fail to worry me.

i'm done (:

The Bottom Line
You are graced with beautiful, magnetic energy today. People will open up to you.

In Detail
You will be graced with a huge dose of beautiful, magnetic energy today. In a crowd, you'll be able to draw people around you in a supportive way. People will feel especially safe and confident around you, and will be ready to divulge some critical information. But this is not a day to use your charms to get something out of someone. Rather, it is a day to just be yourself -- let people open up to you when and how they want.

whEee!~ i know it's kinda late .. like 3.46 am .. =X .. but wells .. i just finish working on eunice's bday present !! .. hahaha ... it's quite simple .. but i hope she likes it .. (: ..

i must take back my words now .. cuz i realised it isn't really done well enough !! .. hmmms .. i guess i'll get some sleep first then wake up earlier to fix the problem !! .. i'm sure it'll be to perfection soon .. (:

it's gonna be a fun day ahead later !! .. going threading, studying & dinner with the BIGBIGBIG star miss eunice ang .. haha .. we're gonna celebrate her bday !! .. just BOTH OF US .. so sweet right !! .. *grins* .. hahaha ..

okays i'm gonna hit my bed for now ..

3.55am -- nights (:


everytime i think of u;
u put a smile on my face.

i don't know what to say!!

The Bottom Line
You cannot afford to be completely about your relationships today. Get alone time.

In Detail
There is a lot going on with one of your friendships or work partnerships today, and you should definitely put the task of addressing these issues way up at the top of your priority list. However, you cannot afford to focus only on your relationships today -- it won't be the right use of your energy. Make sure you achieve a balance, with a healthy dose of alone time later in the day. You can't get so caught up in dealing with other people that you forget to take care of yourself.

another horoscope that seems so true ..
i'm kinda freaking out now .. over 2 things .. one of which is my cma test results that i'll be getting back tmrr .. my aim is to be above 77 (cuz that's alvin's results) .. crappy laa he got so high =X .. i seriously got no confidence at all ): .. the second thing i'm freaking out is my health .. i'm so so so so scared i'll just die .. quite crappy also .. but i always have this feeling i'll die young .. i dunno why ..

i'm gonna stop talking nonsense for now .. need to finish up 2 more qns of cma tutorials then go to sleep .. long day tmr !! ..


show me your colours;
don't break this spell i'm in,
tell me who u really are.