randomness!!

5 reasons why i'm undateable.
1. i rather sleep and have good dreams
2. i rather watch my shows
3. i rather talk to my friends online
4. i hang out mostly with GIRLS
5. i do last minute stuff depending on my mood

ahahaha .. that's freaking random but i dun care ..

i've been spending my whole day watching the show shawn lent me last wk .. from 1plus till 10plus i watched till episode 12 (: .. got up at 8plus this morning and treated lil sis to breakfast from macss .. then was talking to miss candice ang on the phone .. she's super funny .. she was like so high and whatever and i kept interrupting her halfway .. haha ..

was sending some files to her and the connection was so slowww .. i dozed off in front of the laptop while waiting for them to be done .. parents came back from the docs and said my mum had some bacteria in her stomach so we can't share food with her alrr else all of us are gonna be sick too ..

i'm so boredd .. oh ya .. the song i posted in the previous post .. it makes alot of sense to me!! i can totally relate to the song laa .. the lyrics are super nice .. (:

another random issue. i miss the times i spent with my best friend .. was reading my old entries since i started this blog .. and i realised most of my happy times then were spend with miss yeo. i don't mean to bring it up again .. but if u're reading this .. nessaa u must be honoured k!! (: .. i really wish we can just hang out like last time .. maybe after u're done with baoc or sth .. we have alot alot of catching up to do .. it's almost a yr since we really talked ..

my sisters have been fighting over donuts .. and my mum asked me to buy more chocolate flavour next time =.=" .. to think she wants me to go queue again laa .. i thought she'll ask me not to buy anymore .. hahahaha ..

i'm getting sleeeepy and i think that is good .. heehee .. i think i'm mad .. tmr is a longg day .. i cant wait for monday to come cuz i'm going out with my darling huiis & vt (: .. miss miss miss them alot !! .. i dunno what are we doing .. but i think it's lunch or sth .. i hope i dont forget ..


tell me when it's not alright,
when it's not ok,
will you try to make me feel better?

say OK.

Say OK
Vanessa Hudgens



You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one

So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)

i am the queen of sleep!

ooh wells .. i've been SLEEPING the whole dayy! .. haha ..

last night i slept like before 1 .. then didn't wake up till 9plus cuz got phone call for grandma .. then went back to sleep again .. but at 12plus vin called to ask if i was in sch .. that was the time i "offically" woke up .. and sadly .. i was having such a GREAT dream laa when all those phonecalls interrupted ): .. BOO. nvm

had brunch and read some books .. within 2 hrs i fell asleep again .. my sis called arnd 3plus asking me if my maid was home so she could fetch her cuz it was raining .. then 2 mins ltr i see her in front of my bed like some ghost saying "i found an umbrella in my bag!" .. =.=" .. went back to sleep till 5plus and got up .. had dinner then and was slacking till now ..

i'm still sleeepy! i think i'll sleep early again tonight (:

imissu.

in memory.

it's the 100th day of my late grandma's death ..

my dearest mummy came into my room at 6.30 and was chasing me out of bed .. but i couldn't open my eyes at all .. all my brain could think of was "sleep..sleep.." in the end i dragged myself out of bed after 5 mins .. got ready and left house at 7.15 .. my mum was still saying we suppose to reach there at 7.15 =X ..

in the end we were like one of the earliest cuz the rest of my uncles & aunts haven't reach .. mum went to buy food and my cousin came .. we both had a cup of soya bean .. waited till everyone reached .. so there were like 13 of us .. 1st aunt, 4th aunt & uncle michael, 5th uncle & wife , 6th uncle, 7th aunt & husband, my mum, cousin's wife, wanhui, kellie & me ..

all of us packed into 2 cars .. 8 of us in my 7th aunt & 5 adults in uncle's michael's cab .. lil kellie was sitting on my lap laa .. we reached cck chinese cemetery at like 9ish .. then they were like cleaning the place, setting up food putting up flowers .. surprisingly the adults found granduncle's & aunt's "grave" like in the next row .. they paid their respect to them too .. just sat arnd waiting for them to be done ..

the weather was rather humid and hot .. my cousin was like playing her gameboy .. then kellie kept running arnd .. my 1st aunt was talking to us abt jobs .. then she said that i could be superintendent =.=" and wanhui could be a bank teller .. haha .. super funny laa .. arnd 11plus they burnt the paper money and we packed into the car .. went to the temple at novena .. they chanted twice and we left for my late grandma's place .. was totally slacking there .. found a bird nest on her plant!! .. got a mother bird in it .. super cool ..

the adults were talking abt ghosts and whatever .. i fell asleep on my mum's lap cuz my cousin's wife took the sofa .. but it was only for awhile laa .. cuz they woke me up and decided to go sakae for lunch .. we waited for huan kai and 8 of us packed into the car .. went to compass point and had like the teatime buffet laa .. super filling =X ..

after that was walking arnd .. bought a top from g2000, my waterproof mascara, 2 pairs of heels (1 for mummy & 1 for me), 1 book and a bedsheet .. we left the place arnd 7plus and reached home like 7plus .. super tired .. slacked slacked slacked ..

was planning a trip overseas during the easter break .. but i realised it's too RUSH ): .. super sad cuz i wanted to go visit esther & aunt at aussie like for maybe 4-6 days .. but to enter i need to make a visa .. super mafan .. then was thinking of going korea .. but again .. the dates clash with baoc ... i'm super sad now .. sighhs .. thinks i'll just satisfy my need to go on a holiday during the 2 wks june hols by going for ABC .. shall psycho pple alrrr !

me & kelliee! my lil niece.














the bird nest.

au naturel.

i slept like rather early ytd as compared to the other days .. but ahhs .. i woke up early too .. ): .. rene called last night and said to be in sch at 11 .. so obviously the innocent me thought everyone will reach at 11 too and decided to be reall nice .. so my alarm rang at 8.50 but i didnt get up till 8.55 .. left house at 10 sharp and reached the bus stop opp sch at 11 .. emy was waiting for me alrr ..

she brought me my heart donuttt .. so sweeeeeeet of her laa .. hahaha .. (: .. we walked to class and found that no one was arndd !! .. so we went in first .. then brenda popped by mins ltr .. audris came and we 3 were like rotting in the room for a longgg time cuz no one came yet .. kevin was playing soccer with the other scos .. apparently he shaved his head so we didnt really recognise him =X

when rene finally came .. ian, yunpei and yingtong came arnd the same time .. she started asking them to touch up flags .. i was like stoning till i wanna sleep and emy was so engross in her book laa .. finally we had to cut open cardboxes and arrange them for the base of exam hall .. after that rehearsed the script for the performance with the guys .. it was hilarious laa .. esp that hsien tze!

peilin, meiling & amy came not long ltr and we went for lunch at canteen 1 .. had jap food (: .. somehow the guys sat with us too .. so it's like 8 of us .. all from BIT except meiling from BS .. hahaha .. we went up and started practicing for the performance .. it was so funny and messy but somehow we managed to get it done before 4 and the mc approved (:

stayed in sch and crapped arnd with dionne, meiling, amy and regina before leaving with peilin arnd 5.15 .. saw yg playing soccer with his frens .. regina was at the bus stop!! we took bus together and the bus ride was a bumpy one .. got home at 7 .. omg .. i just realised that the ride was like close to 2 hrs =X ..

came home and had mango cake + donuts for dinner .. was watching tv tv tv .. then online chatting away .. BOO. i left like 6 hrs to sleep .. cuz my mum asked me to go with her to "visit" my late grandma .. it's her 100th day anni tmr .. my cousins and other relatives are going .. so wells .. i'll have to go with her laa.

for now .. i'm gonna go sleep .. i'm super tired laa .. 6 hrs of sleep almost everyday .. i need to "replenish" my sleep SOON before i go cranky ..

nights!


au naturel high;
from a simple tellyphone call.

happyness (:

happy happy 50th birthday daddyy! (:

happy 18th birthday felicia!


such a longgg day today .. i slept at 2.45 last night .. got up at 8.45 this morning .. seriously couldn't wake up laa .. i had a weird dream .. it was so real but yet it's not .. i think it's because of the book i'm reading abt teen pregnancy =.=" .. anyways washed up and left house at 10.10 .. reached there arnd 10.40 .. meiling was LATE! ..

met emy at the fountain then we went to queue for donuts .. when we walked outside the store .. we saw meiling and that blur girl didn't realise that we were looking at her cuz she didn't wear her contacts/specs .. haha .. we called her and she was so happy to see us .. hahahaha .. we were like 3rd in the queue! .. ian came not long ltr .. the pple in front of us left .. so we ended up being 2nd (: ..

stood there bitching and crapping away for 2 hrs .. it was so funny .. finally the shop open at 12.30 .. the grp in front of us that started queuing at 9 only bought 2 dozen laa .. =.=" and it's like 4 of them were there but 2 bought 1 dozen each .. it was such a waste ..

in the end meiling bought 18, emy bought 24, ian bought 24 (but 12 for the aunty behind) and i bought 30 (11 for my sis & myself, 6 for eunice, the rest i'll explain where they went later..) .. finally when we were done .. it was like 1 .. then couldn't decide on where to eat lunch cuz we all were all indecisive plus it didn't help to know that starvinggg .. so whatever we wanted always ended up with MCDONALD's =X .. but but but i didn't want cuz i'm quite sick of macs .. emy suggested pizza hut cuz set lunch got $2 off for student.. and off we went to marina square's pizza hut ..

meiling was really classic there .. poor girl under so much stress she didn't finish her food .. we left at 2 .. waited and took 75 back to sch with the girls .. ian went to bugis and meet his friends .. omg la .. the bus ride was scary .. the donuts fell off the seat twice !! .. we were all shocked.. but luckily nothing happened to them .. only the box abit flatten and the cheese donuts got stuck to the cover of the box ..

reached sch arnd 2.45 .. then went to class .. no one was arnd .. dionne came over and gave her a donut .. went with dionne to look for christina and met nicholas .. gave him a donut .. accompanied meiling to the toilet to change and brought donuts along cuz i wanted to give nessa .. met cher on the way and gave her one too .. gave nessa a donut and went back to my room .. was rotting there .. then gave jackson one .. not long ltr christina came in with indah .. gave each of them one .. nessa came along to the room and i gave her another one .. christina and jackson also had second round (: .. gave brenda a glazed one .. kept the last 3 for mori dear who passed her TP with 6 pts (: .. that's where all 13 donuts went ..

was in the room till 6 .. actually most of the time pple were just in our room eating donuts la .. then abit of talking here and there .. but after 5 .. some minor conflict happened btw mc and a yr1. poor kevin and rene were damn stressed .. so stayed back awhile more to understand and discuss the performance .. so far so good .. we just have to keep working on it till tmr where we must show the mc ..

was quite early to meet eunice cuz she knocks off at 6 and reaches her bus stop at 7 .. but anyhow i got a phonecall from my sis in the bus saying that amanda refuse to get up and buy the cake .. so after some smart thinking .. i decided to go thomson plaza to get a cake from bengawan solo .. mum asked me to get a mango cake .. so after getting it walked to eunice's bus stop .. it was drizzling abit ..

finish reading my book while waiting for eunice to reach .. she reached like almost 7 .. passed her the donuts and we took bus to bishan cuz ms ang wanted to go library and borrow books .. that blur girl made me fascinated by looking at her going to the book shelves after checking the system for the author's name and not checking if the library has the books by the author .. blurblur eunice!! ...

we went to charles and keith cuz she wanted to see slippers/sandals .. and the salesgirl who attended to us was making us confused .. HAHA .. eunice wanted a black 39 but she came back with a green 39 and said no black .. then when we asked for a bigger size .. she said dun have .. both colours dun have 40 .. and somehow she came back with a black 40 =.=" .. totally confused la .. we looked arnd and walked out .. wanted to cab home cuz eunice said taxi stand usually no one .. and today is a tuesday! .. but ahh .. we saw a long queue instead .. so decided to take bus to thomson and try cabbing from there ..

took 410 and was crapping alot with her .. after that she was like going high with me cuz i kept stressing her abt not getting a cab .. hahaha .. we walked like quite a dist from the bus stop alr and she tried to flag for cabs using her long arms .. but ah no cabs at all .. either busy, hired or refuse to stop .. but i think it's more like they can't see us .. =X .. somehow 2 165s came .. and both were EMPTY laa .. i was so sad .. then by luck got this cab that turned into eunice's lane .. so i decided to cross over so i could catch it when it comes out .. i asked eunice to stand across in case she gets another one from the main road ..

was happy when i saw the empty cab coming out .. but ahhs .. the uncle had to change the sign to BUSY. was quite sad at first la .. but he stopped and wind down the window asking where i wanna go .. told him hougang and he said ok (: .. so quickly shouted across to eunice asking her to go back .. she didn't notice the cab stopping for me laa .. that blurblur. haha .. zoomed all the way back home ..

when i reached my sis knew that i had the cake so she was like trying to distract my dad to make him not notice it .. she dragged him to my room and i manage to hide the cake away from him .. had dinner .. it was beehoon and pepper crabb! .. my mum specially bought pepper crab for my dad laa .. then at 9.20 my sis chased my dad away to the room again .. this time we set up the cake on the table .. lighted with 5 big candles .. even my maid was shocked that my dad's 50 laa .. =.=" ..

after that just took pics and sang bday song before he cut the cake with my mummy .. haha .. damn funny .. continue to eat my dinner after which eating 2 slices of cake (: .. my dad came out with my letter and showed my some recruitment letter from the police force la .. it's rather cool .. but i wont take it up! .. i have bigger plans for my life .. as if.

washed up and was chatting away online .. was thinking alot abt the performance and tried to research abit .. somehow an idea came to my mind and i started watching the 2nd part of the father's hand musical .. i kinda missed those days in pL rehearsing for the musical .. although it was taxing, kana alot of scoldings and going on an emotional roller coaster .. the end product was worth it! (: .. i've found some stuff i could use from there too .. so will show the guys tmr and see what they think abt it ..

for now .. it's 1.30 and i'm gonna go sleep alrr .. it's another long day tmrr ..
nights!

my happy family portrait (:














disappointed;
girls always say one thing but mean another:
my heart cringed when u went away.

the last heart wrenching experience.

will be updating on 2 days ..
so here it goes (:

sunday : 25th mar ..

i had such a terrible time in the night cuz i kept thinking that ants were on my bed .. so i practically didn't sleep at all .. i was tossing and turning in bed .. dad came to wake my sis up .. then he "woke" me at 7 .. was in such a terrible mood due to the lack of sleep .. so i wore black.

left house at 7.55 and reached church on the dot .. mum didn't go service cuz she still wasn't feeling too well .. she went straight up to mini creche and rest .. it was kinda weird without mum .. oh wells .. had praise & worship, communion, announcement and a short item by a combined lg .. after which sermon by uncle robin .. it was abt encouraging ..

anyways i decided that this yr we might go for ABC (annual bible camp) this yr! .. cuz it falls on the 2 wk break!! from 11-15 june @ allson klana resort (seremban) .. like so fun laa .. we shall see again (: .. i'm psychoing jacob to go too .. wahaha ..

after service was at the library till 11 before going up .. singspiration with lil kids and storytime by uncle teckhum abt the good samaritan .. had breaktime and was feeding josh .. the chubby lil boy ate very quickly (: .. had 2nd round of singspiration and dimissed class early cuz mum wasn't feeling that well .. went to the library to take over dad while he bought lunch back for us cuz mum was resting there .. plus the sun so hot .. that's why we rather eat takeaways there .. uncle anthony ate with us too .. shared my packet of chicken rice with lil sis .. surprisingly amanda ate all of hers by herself ..

we cabbed home after that .. alethea change into her swimwear and went down to meet my cousins to go for swimming with them .. then was online checking some IS stuff .. ended up sleeping for awhile till 5 .. i couldn't wake up laa .. freshen up before leaving house at 5.30.. took train to outram .. met meiling, regina & shawn at the green line ctrl stn .. alvin & kevin were late la .. so we walked over to the purple line entrance F and sat outside the handicap area waiting for them .. when they finally came .. meiling's dad came too ..

he drove us to meiling's place .. we had steamboat there .. her mum prepared alot of food for us laa .. got chicken, pork, fish, abalone, liver, toufu, eggs, glass noodles, prawns, etcetc .. it was like a cny reunion steamboat .. haha .. meiling's parents were very very nice! (: .. we helped chop the toufu .. each one of us took half a "tube" .. then meiling chopped first .. hers only chop 3/4 way .. nv fully come off .. then mine was ok la .. amy forgot to take off the plastic .. haha .. dionne also quite good .. first time doing such thing eh! .. haha ..

meiling's parents were super funny and nice pple to talk to .. so we spent our time crapping from abt 6plus till 9 .. haha .. very bloated after that .. the topics we talked were like quite random .. haha .. from most fat pple are honest to queuing for donuts .. haha .. we had sparkling juice and went to meiling's room to cool down .. kevin, alvin, regina & meiling played mahjong while amy, dionne, shawn and me were playing daidee with cards .. dionne was on a winning streak laa !! .. she kept winning .. haha .. then i "stole" her luck .. but in the end all of us still manage to win at least once la ..

we were playing for quite sometime then played the "fortune telling" thingy which i used to play during sec sch .. haha .. had to refresh abit .. it was so fun laa .. left the place at 11.50 .. cabbed with regina & her gf. the uncle was speeding all the way la .. dropped regina's gf off first .. then regina .. lastly me .. my dad was waiting downstairs for me .. came home and washed up before worrying abt the IS thing .. went to sleep arnd 2 ..

monday : 26th mar..

alarm rang at 7.30 .. had to force myself up cuz i was very tired .. jackson called 5 mins ltr to confirm what he want .. then emy msged so i called her back .. then i was like on the phone with her till i finish enrolling laa .. my system went haywire .. it was lagging badly also .. and i kept opening a new page to login .. choosed tourism but somehow i didn't get thru and there were not other mods alrr .. so emy told me to enrol for appreciating arts .. was kinda contemplating if i shld go for events comm. but decided not to since it's abt presentation ..

then went back to sleep till 11.30.. was online getting ready to help john enrol for his IS - events mgt .. then was talking to emy online .. hers got prob so i quickly help her do but no appreciating arts .. in the end choose events comm. for her since alvin taking that too .. was really feeling lost cuz i didn't wanna appreciate art alone .. so went to confirm with jackson what he really want .. but he was busy and said he'll call me back ltr..

had lunch and was watching movies online (: .. i watched music and lyrics .. it was nice !! .. after that watched abit of stomp the yard but found it quite boring .. jackson called and said that he wanted tourism .. else arts and if both can't get in .. events comm. .. while talking to him abt it i saw antss on my table! .. totally freaked out and quickly hung up.. went on an ant killing mission cuz i found the trail .. it was coming from the top of my cupboard/ceiling ..

was talking to regina abt her IS .. she was really kanchiong la .. but at least she's smart enough to ask meiling & her gf to help her .. cuz in the end she couldn't log in and her gf got french for her while meiling got photography for her .. it was super funny la .. the 4pm slot seems like the most relaxing slot la .. cuz when i got in there wasn't any lag whatsoever .. and i manage to choose tourism for him easily and he got into the same class as me & emy for world perspective .. told him abt swapping and he ask me to swap to tourism. i wish i could la .. but it's such a hot mod that no one will come out of it .. so i don't see a chance of going there at all ..

after settling everything .. my cousin called and went to help her choose her IS .. found another show -- but i'm a cheerleader .. i thought the storyline was ok at first like how the concern parents send their daughter to this place for treatment to become straight .. but i didnt excatly expected the girl to become totally les laa .. it was quite dumb .. BOO.

my sis was really dumb! .. i used a scotch tape to "kill ants" by sticking them to the tape .. then bcuz i wanted to "recycle" the tape so i could kill more ants if they came .. i faced the sticky side upwards with 2 ants stuck on it.. then my stupid sis was taking clothes from her cupboard to bathe .. i told her that there were ants and she knew .. and after 1sec she went and STEP ON THE SCOTCH TAPE =.=" .. i was like O.O" u stepped on the ants!! .. when she finally noticed and heard what i said.. she started screaming away and ask me to take the tape out laa .. but i didn't want to and ran away .. couldn't stop laughing .. =X .. what a silly sis i have.

had dinner with dad and gave him almost half of what i was eating cuz suddenly didn't feel like eating .. =X .. then was munching on seedless grapes while worrying abt IS .. then was watching tv .. at 10 went to check if i could swap .. was praying very very hard .. me & emy nearly went to cust service comm. .. but the placing snatched up too fast .. somehow i refreshed afew times and saw events comm.!! my heartbeat was like very fast as i processed my request .. finally heaved a sign of relief when i saw that it was successful (:

in fact thoughout the day .. while i was waiting for the time to "strike" before i did all the enrolments .. i was feeling so worried that i couldn't get into the classes i was suppose to enrol for .. it's like my heart just raced like no one's business .. it was like a "i'm gonna get a heart attack and die" feeling .. but thank God i'm still alive!! .. and all of us got in to something we're happy with although it's not what we really want .. (: ..

so yepps .. i guess the power of prayer is really strong! .. i'm glad i've been given a chance to swap .. else i'll be like some lonely soul appreciating art myself. which is quite sad la .. i thought art suppose to be appreciated by at least 2 pple so there'll be different comments/perspectives on it .. and i'm so glad this is gonna be my last time i'm ever gonna fight over the stupid npal system to choose anything!

oh i forgot to add. i went to spray insecticide arnd my room again! this time on the corners of my ceiling! .. so my room was kinda smelling of insecticide .. but manage to get rid of the smell by opening my windows and fan was at full speed + air freshener at full blast also .. it was not that bad and my room is free of ants for now.

gonna queue for donuts with emy & meiling tmrr (:

*p.s i didn't know that today was the last performance of the musical fountain laa .. if not i'll go ): ..
**p.ss it's past 12am on 27th mar. my dad's bday alrr! we haven't plan anything yet.

no replies;
lost and confused.
complacent rants;
appreciated ur thoughts.

hello, i'm sad.

i have an IS enrolment at EIGHTam and until now; ONE:FIFTY-THREEam i still can't decide what IS i wanna choose and i'm so worried i screw things up tmr .. ):

i have to help 2 pple with their IS too .. and i know 2 pple are depending on my decision too .. but seriously i'm just worried that what they wont like what i choose .. oh wells .. if i really have no choice .. then i'll go with intro to financial services, events communications or some other communications .. and they must be in the MORNING.

okays i'm gonna go bed alr .. didn't sleep well last night .. some psychological problems.
seriously, i might go crazy soon if this continues. i can feel it myself.

nights.

ants attack again ):

i'm so so so sad ..
the ants are back again .. and the worst part. they are invading my ROOM. ):
damnit .. i wanna move out soon .. i have to call my uncle tmr! ..
arghhs ..

ian just drew me a pic .. his is on the left without feelers .. i added feelers to it and tada it looks like a real ant on the right! ..

mummy's still sick .. she slept the whole day .. oh wells .. pray that she gets well soon .. it must have been the weather .. else it's her stupid stressing job/boss .. sighs ..

on a brighter note. i watched seducing mr perfect on crunchyroll this afternoon .. it was so funny .. was chatting with my cousin too .. he's uber funny la .. his gf went on serve vietnam trip .. then he's so bored and pestered me for the website to watching movies online .. i figured out how to "unfilter" my net too .. so now i can access those previously filtered pages such as ian's blog! (: .. they catagorised it as "adult" lorr .. just because it was an unknown url =.=" .. basically any blog which is an unknown url .. it'll be under "adult" .. haha

it's pouring heavily now .. was talking to cand online just now .. somehow ended at the topic abt how we're gonna miss each other. cuz she'll be on her own alr .. no more me or emy to help her .. same goes for boon who's so dependent on emy .. they just have to survive on their own .. OH YA.. it seems like i forgot to say who i've found out are in my new class next sem !! .. so here it goes ... junhan, rachel, jiawei, junhao, tianyi, bindi, guowen, edmond, chewhung, guiluan, wenling, huijing, junwah, redwan, jackson, jiankai, emellia & mE (: .. 18 pple so far .. i dunno if there are anymore .. hopefully i can find a good proj grp! ..

*prays hard.

shall stop my randomness for now and go blog hop before sleeping .. i'm getting sleepy ..
nights!


TRUST;
is it 1oo% attainable?!

laze, lazed, lazing ..

last night was like a "talking" night .. had great conversations going on till 3am .. especially one convo with a great friend that made me think more somehow .. but still i thank God for that wei da peng you (: .. my jiemei! .. haha ..

i didn't wake up till 11plus this morning .. wasn't in the mood to go school also so i msged meiling to tell her i wouldn't be going .. then had brunch and was slacking at home .. finish reading my book, rewatched some shows and slacked slacked slacked ..

not really any signs of ants alrr .. i think the insecticide, chlorine, salt combo worked .. haha .. was crapping with eunice & yg the whole afternoon laa .. eunice was online whilst working and yg was online whilst watching step up .. anyways i watched the sweetest thing which was like shown on screen in 2002 with cameron diaz as the lead actress .. it was average .. =X

mum came back with a fever .. was waiting downstairs with dad & maid cuz her boss sent her home .. she kept saying reaching reaching but somehow her reaching took ages !! .. when we finally met her i took her stuff and went home first while dad accompanied her to the doctor's ..

packed my 2 drawers and table just now .. and taddaaa!! this is how my table looks like now .. (:
*p.s pictures are below!
i threw alot of scrap ppr out of my drawer and found a stack of tcc receipts that accumulated to $125 .. plus pictures of my late grandma with small me and cousins which i went to put them in an album .. my accessories were like in a mess too .. sorted them out and i have like 1 small basket for hoopies, bracelets and necklaces, 1 "board" of handmade earrings, 1 glass container of studs & other danglings, 10 pairs of danglings hanging on window ceil .. that's just all on the table .. but i have like quite a no. of containers on my bookshelf that contains more earrings, necklaces and clips .. not forgetting my basket of headbands .. i think i got alot of earrings but i only got 1 pair of earhole =X .. oh wells .. i'm gonna get a wire mesh soon to hang up all my earrings so it'll be easier to find them .. then use the containers for other uses ..

for now .. enough of rants .. i shall watch another show before going to bed ..

**p.s yg!! get well soon! (:

my table!

save me ):

i hate ants attack ..
first it was my parent's room ..
then it was the kitchen ..
now it's my room ):

BOO.

seriously i think i'm gonna go crazy bcuz of those ants ..
i'm so paranoid at anything that moves arnd me now .. (except human)
we've used ants combat, insecticide, chlorine and salt! the only thing left is PEST CONTROL!
manage to convince my mum to call my uncle who's doing that kind of job .. so i really hope and pray hard that he'll come down and get rid of all those stupid ants soon ..

i think that my house have alot of tiny tunnels that lead to the stupid nest! cuz i know my parents window has one, their toilet has one, the outside toilet has TWO, in front of my room door has one .. the rest i have yet to find out .. and i hope there isn't anymore !!

for now. all is well ..
i might have to start planning to move out of my room soon if the ants come back ..
we shall see where i'll move to .. maybe my grandma's room? .. but that room is well known for LIZARDS. haiis .. this sucks ):

sweet bliss.

it's been 4 days since i've updated .. so here i am back again (:

19th mar : monday ..

i spent my entire day blogging away .. using picasa to collage my pic and then photoshop to add on those captions .. it took up my entire afternoon .. and finally when i was done .. just sat in front of the tv till eight and was online chatting away with my study buddies till 1 .. after that went to read my book till 3 before sleeping (:

20th mar : tuesday

it was like the most kanchiong day .. my parents were on leave .. so my dad woke me up at 7.30 and we went for breakfast together (: .. ate at hans .. yummys .. after that went ntuc and stocked up alot of food .. we even bought ants bait .. muahaha . that's how saddistic i am to get rid of all those stupid ants .. damn irritating laa ..

after that came home and got ready to go sch .. my parents accompanied me to take bus cuz they were going to beauty world .. mum wanna go see doctor there .. then i waited for emy at the bus stop .. was traumatised by a bird killing a half dead lizard .. it was like knocking out the lizard before it bit off the tail and it flew off "grabbing" both the tail and lizard .. damn gross laa .. i was smsing emy to quickly come cuz i was really freaked out by it ..

then somehow i saw some detestable person alighting from 52 .. i just kept wondering .. how unlucky can i get .. BOO. anyways finally she came and we went to school.. checked out the timetables and decided on 01! back to our original class .. just kept refreshing the pg .. then like few mins before 12 mine had timeout .. so quickly logged in again and just in time when emy said can register alrr .. so within seconds we chose our class and we got in (:

the pple arnd us were like so fickled cuz they couldn't make up their mine whether to choose 04 or 06 .. in the end they settled on o6 and i think the class was filled up very quickly .. anyhow .. me and emy were working on the last ids .. then she left cuz she was gonna meet her mum .. luckily there were still like meiling, regina and amy arnd .. we just kept doing the last id till we were out of string ..

then we were like gossiping away with a grp of girls laa ..it was so funny .. esp meiling .. she's like some girl-crazed girl .. but in fact she's as straight as a bamboo .. =X .. haha .. we were like having fun arnd .. before meeting yg outside the lift and leaving school at 5.30 .. me & yg took bus to toa payoh and waited very long for 143 .. yg tried to shout across to eunice but she couldn't hear cuz she was listening to her music !! ..

we crossed the bridge and went to weenamkee .. had like half a white chicken, 1 small bowl of salted vege soup and 3 cups of lime juice! .. it was soooo fillingg .. (: we couldn't finish laa .. and the chicken was filled with FATS. hmms .. we jayed across to velocity .. and it was OMG la .. i ran after eunice and yg was stuck there for 5 mins .. the funniest part was that we both sat at the bus stop looking at him .. and the whole time he was like smiling to himself .. haha ..

so we were walking arnd velocity and went to novena squared .. was looking at the directory and it was like woah! .. the female apparels had like 3/4 the board long while the male apparels had only 2 shops .. hahaha .. yg commented that it was a sexist shopping centre .. haha .. continued walking arnd velocity .. was looking for macs but didn't have .. ended up at mos burger .. it was ulu ..

had 3 cups of drink + frozen strawberry and the vanilla souffle .. haha .. we 3 were like camwhoring away and crapping .. superbly fun (: .. we left the place arnd 9plus .. tricked yg into taking bus with us (: .. eunice accompanied me till my bus came and got home arnd 10 .. was real tired .. **posted pics below!

something happened from 11plus till 2 .. it was like a "war zone" .. it's like A and B agreed to change class .. and we were ALMOST done .. but C had to intercept and took A's class .. so B was in an undesired class .. and A was guilty .. so while discussing trying to make the best out of it .. D came in and suggested to change class with C .. things got worst and finally A gave the class to B and C swapped with D .. but somehow the fact that C was really too much irks me ..

anyway we manage to settle it before 2 ..

21st mar : wednesday ..

got up at 10plus .. then was helping alvin & shawn do their timetables .. it was so confusing cuz theirs are cross level .. then after helping alvin submit .. rick called .. we were conferencing with junwah who was helping him do .. it was in a total mess la .. had some 4 hr break in btw and rick was really anxious .. he kept saying he dun want breaks ..

so in the end i went to help him get the best timetable .. it wasnt that bad afterall .. cuz all the 4 days have 1 hr break .. after doing all that i was so tired i just lie on my bed reading my book .. then within mins i couldn't take it and fell asleep .. from 1 all the way till 7.30 then had dinner and continued watching dancefloor for awhile ..

was online playing game with cand & ian .. then crapping away with vin .. my head felt like it was bursting so i went to sleep arnd 2 ..

22nd mar : thursday ..

today !! .. i got a phone call from peilin at arnd 11plus in the morning .. it kind woke me up .. but nvm laa .. since i already was half awake .. couldn't really sleep with the pain in my head .. i kinda felt feverish last night but wells i think the sleep made me well (: ..

had honeystars for brunch and i came to update .. till now .. stopped for quite awhile just now cuz i went to clean my room with a vacuum .. now it's dust free !! .. i shall do something productive ltr .. maybe i shld go run the sun is out and the weather is just nice cuz there's wind too!! .. shall pester qi to accompany me ..


i love the crazy times i spent with my lovelies! (:
*click to enlarge

tagged by eunice!

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) i don't read a book till i got the complete series (lessen the "suspense" time)

2) i'm confused when it comes listening to my heart or head.

3) i always have mood swinggs.

4) i prefer going to less crowded places

5) i have a sweet tooth (: .. fetish for sweet stuff

6) i still wish my girlfriends would quickly get married so i can be bridesmaid. LOL

i tag:

1) emy 2) dora 3) von 4) weixiong 5) jeremiah 6) anyone who wanna do it!

peekturess overload!!

oh yayys .. i'm done compiling my pics ..
here they are !! click on them to view enlarged version.
enjoy~
*p.s i've updated a long entry below .. scroll down to read (:

CNY 2007.

BIT BBQ/Chalet Crashing.


















Steamboat Outing.



































random pictures.

oneh oneh .. failed & success
surprise (:

incomprehensible.

it's time to update!
havent been in the right state of mind to update .. actually more like i've been so tired and lazy .. plus with all those mind boggling stuff .. it just made me dont feel like updating .. but wells .. since everything is fine now and i've got so much time to spare since today is rest day .. i'll update from where i left off .. (:

14th mar : wednesday ..

results day!!

i couldn't sleep the whole night .. just kept tossing and turning in bed .. drifting in and out of weird dreams which freaked me .. and at 7plus shawn msged that he passed and it totally gave me a scare cuz i thought it was my result =X .. so i went back to sleep after reading the msg ..

somehow i dreamt that i got 3Es for OM, HRM and IPT .. in that dream i was flustered and running to appeal or sth when the long awaited msg came at 8.38 .. i was so freaking anxious .. =X .. anyway when i saw the result i was kinda shocked .. totally unexpected for alot of modules .. went online to check my gpa .. it dropped but still quite ok ..

called emy but her hp was off .. so msged her instead .. at the same time msged wx & dora too .. was online talking sense to someone that was disappointed with his results .. then went to get ready to go school to paint banner .. reached arnd 12 .. then painted abit before emy came and we went to the room to do the last id we just kept braiding and watched movie at the same time ..

had mee rubus for lunch and mori joined us .. that poor girl was sick and stressed .. just gossiped and crapped .. went back to do abit more and we left at arnd 4plus .. emy took bus with me and alighted at the bus stop in front of amk mrt stn .. i came home and rotted ..

15th mar : thursday ..

went back to school for awhile and helped to paint .. was talking to mori too .. then we went to wash brushes and looked for christina .. we're gonna eat dinner together soon!! .. (: those two seemed to be under tremendous pressure .. they were looking rather worn out ..

anyways i went to SP and found my way to the sports hall by myself cuz they didnt hear my msg .. was very very tired .. i missed alot of shuttles and stoned .. we played till 4plus and went to macs to have lunner .. again all of us just crapped arnd before walking to the mrt stn .. alighted at outram with jacob while dora went all the way to bedok ..

came home and was freaking tired .. washed up and made oneh oneh .. it was a disaster ): .. my mum totally screwed up for me .. somehow she added too lil flour and it went squishy .. plus she kept rolling the mixture into a BIG ball that looked like vegetable balls =X .. it was terrible .. in the end went to steam the oneh oneh instead of boiling them .. the outcome was much better ..

had alot of things running thru my mind that night and called yishi who listened and gave me advice (: ..

16th mar : friday ..

happy NINETEENTH jackson !

was up early cuz i had to collect something to give my friend .. so from home went to town and from town to amk where i nearly lost my way to bs .. luckily i had my personal "road guide" .. anywayys everything that happened just seemed like a dream .. i'm glad my friend was happy (:

went back and dora was alr waiting for me at home .. she told me that my sis were killing ants .. it just sounded so wrong .. but when i went to see what excatly happened .. it was like an ant attack .. cuz there were a lot of ants and my sis sprayed insecticide on the trail .. totally grossed out ..

we waited for awhile till my maid got home and had a huge quarrel before leaving home .. went to cine and got our tix for happily N'ever after .. got some snack before going in .. found out seats and were just in time for the show .. it was totally lame laa .. BOO.

we walked to taka and was at kino .. found a book from my series and got it .. then headed to borders and walked arnd before going to pacific plaza to get dora's watch fixed .. we settled at macs for light snack .. shared like 20 piece nugget and medium fries .. at 6 dora went to meet her parents while we took bus down to clarke quay cuz we were suppose to have dinner there ..

daddy was at the bus stop waiting for us and we just sat there waiting for mummy to come .. she cabbed all way to liang court instead laa .. so we walked there to look for her .. went to kino and manage to get a "book list" of the books i wanted to find but i have to go to the orchard branch cuz they didn't carry the series there ..

we walked back to the central and my parents had dinner at the kopitiam .. we 3 had dessert .. and the queue was freaking LONG .. it was like a 1 woman show plus she was an old lady =X .. so by the time it was our turn .. my dad already finish eating laa .. he came to help us carry the tray .. haha .. dessert was terrible too =X ..

we went shopping and bought a top, a lil pouch and many accessories .. (: .. headed home arnd 10 ..

17th mar : saturday ..

got up at 8plus cuz we were suppose to have breakfast at bedok before going saloon .. had kway chap !! .. it was really nice .. i've been eating there since young and i still think it's one of the best kway chap (: .. headed to the saloon and wash + cut my hair .. my sis & mum too ..

after that cabbed back with amanda cuz i was gonna meet eunice to thread .. in the end we both met later instead of 1.30 .. haha .. went to rupini's at somerset .. it was kinda fast cuz there was not alot of pple .. after threading my eye lids were red .. so we ended up doing express manicure at a shop there to let the redness go down ..

my nails are light pink while eunice's are purple !! .. it was the retro purple colour .. damn cool la .. but lacking of gems .. haha .. we were like crapping there .. walked to taka and couldn't decide what to snack .. she was kinda hungry and we went to pepper lunch instead .. it was a filling meal !! ..

went to kino to get my books .. got all 6 of them !! .. and i think eunice thinks i'm mad .. haha .. met shawn outside kino and eunice went to walk arnd for lil while longer .. headed to marina bay to meet the rest .. in the end we were the earliest la .. alvin & kevin bluffed us saying they reach alr .. BOO.

the girls (meiling, dionne & amy) came not long later .. we waited awhile more till the 2 "shao ye"s came .. meiling and kevin were like "fighting" the whole time laa .. she was really nice to give him a box of donuts from donut factory which he claimed that she owed him .. haha .. anyways we met some mishap there .. some ah lians misunderstood dionne's passing remark about how her hair used to be like that ..

oh wells .. it was such a "terrifying" time .. we purposely missed 2 buses cuz we didn't wanna get involve with them .. somehow our paths kept crossing .. but luckily we didn't went to the same place for dinner .. (: .. it was so fun eating with them laa .. meiling was like some health freak .. she took a plate of vegetables and threw it into the soup .. she only ate toufu, mushrooms, taupok and vegetables .. she also tried to eat the prawns she volunteered to pluck but complained that there were intestines in it .. wahha .. it was so funny ..

then kevin plucked raw prawns before cooking them .. it was seriously gross =X .. i'll post the pictures up later .. our "stove" had some problems .. first it was no gas, after that the gas kept flickering .. our soup couldn't boil at all laa .. after that we just kept camwhoring .. haha .. meiling & kevin were fighting over her "hippo" dog .. they were like some small couple laa .. totally hilarious .. had alot of pictures of them ..

then our next target was dionne.. it was meiling's idea to do it .. so we were trying very right to get a nice hand sign pic .. haha .. the last pic totally rocked (: .. we walked to another stop and had an ants attack !! .. everyone ran away except meiling who just squirmed onto the chair .. it was damn gross la .. we were all jumping away .. kevin was really cool there cuz he wore shoes so the ants couldn't crawl ..

somehow the bus came and we safely boarded it .. a big black ant crawled on kevin's hand and he flicked it towards me and dionne .. we were like terrified .. so happy we got off safely .. but somehow we met the grp of ah lians again .. meiling wanted to go toilet but decided not to .. they went into the same train as us and even sat beside us laa .. wth .. meiling was like being random and crapped out something like asking us to go to her uncle's police party .. haha ..

somehow we all got off at city hall .. then headed to raffles city to use the toilets .. then just sat on a bench there and gossiped till 11 .. haha .. it was mind blowing man .. 3 guys and 4 girls sitting in the middle of raffles city gossiping .. haha .. reached home arnd 11.30 .. washed up and was online finding stuff for my art and craft the next day .. couldn't find anything and gave up .. went to sleep at 2plus ..

18th mar : sunday ..

dad woke me up at 7 .. but my eyes simply couldn't open and i drifted back to sleep .. so everyone didn't go church cuz of me .. =X .. when i finally got up at 9plus .. i quickly wash up and start preparing for my craft work .. it was like crazy laa .. then at 10plus cabbed to church .. my eyes were still rather small when i got there .. had singspiration and snack time ..

after that it was art and craft .. phew it didn't screw up .. (: .. tiffany and sze en were playing la .. so cute .. after everyone left .. my mum was talking to us (me & jacob) .. she asked if he wanna teach my sis laa .. haha .. then we were talking abt uni and stuff .. went to parkway at 1 .. was at mph and bought 2 cook books .. had lunch at yoshi before going life bookshop and bought another book to replace my lost book ..

somehow coincidentally we met jacob with his mum at the bus stop .. haha .. my mum & alethea took bus cuz lil sis got swimming at 3.30 .. then after they left .. me & amanda cabbed home .. was kinda shock that dad was home with grandma when we got back .. washed up and read my book before falling asleep .. the weather was so so so bad .. i nearly melted ..

couldn't eat dinner cuz i was still full from lunch and watched tv for awhile .. was online chatting away with yg & eunice .. i miss them loads (: .. we're gonna eat cheeeeken rice soon !! .. whEee~ after that was reading my book till 3plus before sleeping ..

merci.

thank u yishi for listening to me and telling me what to do (:
to the rest. thanks for ur concern .. i'm fine now ..

promised alethea i'll bring her for a movie tmr .. so we're gonna watch happily N'ever after .. dora's coming along too .. she's gonna drop 2 bags of clothes for my sis .. sucha nice friend .. heehee ..

will update tmr .. for now it's getting late and i'm gonna sleep ..

nights!

<4len3?
i wonder what tmr will bring -- Surprises/Happiness/Sadness;
no matter what .. i will count my blessings.

mixed feelings ..

It's amazing to see 2 strangers becoming best of friends.
But it's sad to see 2 best friends becoming strangers.
- abstracted from vincent's blog.

my mind is in a blank state now .. randomly blogging away ..
just finish watching "misleading tracks" - series that shawn lent me ..
it was a happy ending .. but yet quite sad ..

the quote above .. reminded me of the past .. but wells it's all over already ..
at least it isn't that bad till strangers .. i'm glad she's still my friend ..

have had sleepless nights the past few days .. thinking about many things .. tossing and turning in bed .. having weird dreams .. sometimes i dont even know what i'm doing .. no sense of direction at all ..

i can be happy and crazy at one point but sad and alone at another .. this is driving me nuts .. sometimes even continual persuasion can drive me crazy .. i really dont need it from anyone now .. maybe i just needed to be left alone.

for now. i really dont know what i'm doing .. i might or might not turn up tmr .. i'm not even sure of myself at all .. we shall see again .. i'm feeling really down now and i have no clue why is that so.


what's my next step;
wishes for a sign.

unexpectedly jinxed.

haven't been updating for the past few days ..
not at home also .. keep going out esp to school for baoc stuff ..

12th mar : monday ..

after a longgg break .. i finally heard my alarm ringing again .. was really tired cuz i couldn't sleep the night before .. was tossing and turning in bed from 2plus till 4plus .. anyways i left house at 10.30 and got to school at 11.30 .. wasn't doing anything much there cuz the yr 1s were doing it .. and basically i was like the only yr 2 besides kevin & rene ..

stoned for quite a fair bit .. then gave ian opinions on his "map" .. and was playing solitare after he was done .. had macs for lunch .. they ordered delivery .. the food was kinda soggy after it came .. but wells .. no choice had to eat to fill my stomach .. left school arnd 2.45 .. before that it was like "war" time with meiling .. cuz she used her unfinished subway bun as her weapon and start flinging it everywhere ..

took bus down to dover before transiting train to city hall .. waited for dora to appear before heading to queue for donuts .. we stood there from 3.30 .. starting from outside the nike shop .. till 6.30 outside the donut factory when we finally got our donuts .. 3 solid hours .. it was just me & dora at first .. then allison came and joined us .. so it wasn't that bad afterall .. but bcuz there were 2 grps of students 4 & 5 respectively .. we had to wait a longer time since they had alot of orders too ..

anyways dora's kor - wx (i forgot his name) came .. he was very gentleman and offered to help us carry our donuts .. we went to bk for dinner and dora's cousin joined us .. after that headed to funan to buy mouse for my mummy .. wanted to go challengers' but it closed at 8 .. so went some other shop and with wx's help we got the cheapest one!

left the place arnd 8plus .. passed a box of donuts to dora to pass to jacob .. then walked from funan to clarke quay with allison & wx cuz they both take the nel too .. kinda crapped with them in the train laa .. asked vin if he wanted donuts but he was too lazy to meet me .. so too bad ! .. got home arnd 9 .. started feasting on the donuts with alethea .. it was crazy .. =X

here's a picture of the 12 pretty donuts!

13th mar : tuesday ..

i guess this is the most jinxed up day i had .. was totally traumatised by some stuff that i can't really get over ..

anyways it was back to school in the morning .. i had to preheat 2 donuts for emy and try to keep it as warm as possible till i met her !! .. it was such a tedious job .. but wells .. i'm glad she liked it !! .. (:

we stayed in school from 11.30 all the way till 4.30 .. did alot of crapping .. meiling was really funny .. oh wells .. she left sch the same time as us .. we manage to start braiding the last id and watched coyote ugly with kevin's ipod .. it was so uncensored laa .. =.=" ..

after leaving sch .. took bus down to city hall where i met dora there .. we walked arnd raffles city before meeting her mum .. headed to marina square for dinner @ foodcourt .. budget meal but it was nice .. walked arnd abit more with them before meeting shawn to get my cd and pass him donuts .. but he forgot to bring them .. =.=" .. met shanshan there doing her part time job .. so helped her fill in survey ..

anyways accompanied shawn to buy bread for his colleagues before going to his workplace to get the cd .. that clumsy guy wasted alot of my time and his workplace is uber ulu .. i nearly got lost when i walked back to bugis .. plus have those weird pple arnd .. it was really quite bad ..

finally when i found my way to bugis .. i thought i was out of "misery" .. but in fact i think it got even worst .. bus came and it was packed .. somehow i manage to get a seat .. then after the lady who sat beside me alighted .. this china man sat .. omg i think he's MAD. got freaking traumatised then .. was on the phone with qiqi and that girl kept babbling away .. so after i hung up with her blasted my music and leaned as close to the window as possiblee ..

that crazy man took of his shoes when he first sat down .. then randomly talked to a malay woman .. after the woman alighted .. he talked to himself .. omgomg i was freaking out by then .. and he was digging his nose .. plus kept lifting his arm and i dunno what the heck he was doing la .. maybe smelling his armpit or sth .. was totally dying in the bus .. anyway i can't get out of my seat cuz the bus was crowded also .. =X .. and the worst part. he fell ASLEEP!..

i was worrying how to get out of the bus .. so i just kept praying and praying that he'll wake up .. if not i'm ready to stand and walk over the seats .. somehow i think God answered my prayers .. he woke up just in time for my stop .. i just jumped out of the seat and rushed out of the bus .. it was so terrible .. i had a quick walk home .. was in a totally unclear state of mind la .. all i could think is to get out of the bus .. far away from that crazy man ..

manage to calm myself down .. watched the show and found out something that saddened me .. but wells i shan't think of it ..

for now .. it's 1.15 am .. and i'm like really scared for results that are coming out at 9 .. so meaning left afew more hours till my hp beeps or emy calls .. i'm so not looking forward to it .. but i told emy alr .. i am not setting my alarm .. so no matter what if she wants me to go sch .. she better call me .. else i think i'll sleep till 12plus before i wake up cuz i'm really very tired ..

so yeps .. i think i'd better get going and catch enough sleep .. but i foresee that i'll not be able to sleep that easily with those things boggling in my mind .. sighs ...

wells .. good luck to all getting results later ..

baking in the sun ..

whEes .. the past 2 days have been fun i guess ..
i just cleaned my laptop keyboard .. and thus they're CLEAN now !! (:

10th mar : saturday ..

i got up at 9plus .. had brunch and slacked in front of the tv .. watched some vcds & was online .. in the afternoon started baking ... was "stock taking" baking stuff from the kitchen cabinet .. then see what ingredients i had and what i can bake .. and tadaa .. i baked muffins (: .. suppose to be chocolate hearttrob .. but somehow it didn't seem that great for first attempt .. cuz the colour wasn't chocolatey and it was too sweet ..

so i added cocoa powder this time .. the vanhouten one .. + an egg yolk to "soften" the mixture cuz it was abit dry .. wahh .. the mixture became chocolatey !! .. it didn't taste as sweet too .. so from the second batch onwards it was much better than the first .. anyways had an extra egg white .. so i created with meringues by whipping the egg white and adding sugar .. then baked for 2 hours till it became harden ..

but again .. for the first attempt .. it was too SWEET. so in the end my dad cant eat .. haha .. anyways by evening i was done .. cleared up and went to wash up .. i had cocoa powder & meringue mixture all over cuz i accidentally lifted the whip while it was still on .. so it whipped all over me ..

was watching tv while waiting for amanda to come home .. then that girl tell me that she didn't wanna go for dinner .. so pissed with her laa .. anyways she came with me in the end .. we cabbed down to east coast .. and got stuck in some jam there .. the fare came to $15 (inclusive of $2 extra charge -- i dunno why also) ..

my dad was waiting for us at the seafood centre taxi stand .. went to the no signboard restaurant .. service was really bad cuz they were shorthanded .. customers even had to self-service laa .. we waited for quite sometime till someone took our orders .. had sharks fin soup, brocolli with scallop, steamed prawns, salad youtiao, sambal kangkong with cuttlefish, fried baby squid, oatmeal crayfish, white pepper crab and steamed pepper crab ..

it was such a good meal which totally made me think of giving up eating seafood for the next few days or maybe weeks .. cuz i had like prawns, crayfish, cuttlefish & crab .. =X .. anyways the bill came up to $288.12 (including gst, excluding service charge) .. we walked to the bus stop outside vs .. stopped to admire those pple playing cable ski .. got this small kid that seems younger than alethea who ski for quite some time .. totally impressed laa ..

took bus to boon keng where me & my sis took train home .. my parents sent my cousin back so they alighted at the next stop .. we met aunty may in the train .. she said i slimmed down la .. but i dont think so .. cuz i just ate so much for dinner =.=" .. she got off at hougang too .. washed up and went to sleep at 12.30 cuz my parents were nagging ..

11th mar : sunday ..

was really tired when i woke up at 6.50 .. my eyes were so small -.- i couldn't really open .. anyways after washing up and getting ready .. was done by 7.40 .. had breakfast and left house .. couldn't decide which pair of heels to wear .. in the end picked the black sharp end one.. i dozed off in the bus but manage to wake up before the stop ..

we got to church on time!! .. was trying to keep myself awake during service .. my eyes were kinda small that it felt like closing .. =X .. anyways manage to pull through the service .. then went up to library .. just sat there crapping away with my sis & jacob .. went up to mini creche for awhile .. played with josh .. he slimmed down and got a sunburn .. haha .. so cute laa .. played with lil grace too .. when she laughed there was a small lil tooth showing ..

at 11 left church with sis cuz they got class .. then took bus back .. suppose to meet shawn to get some stuff but he was late .. so i went up and got his vcds and brought down a muffin for him .. met him at the control station .. he lent me another set of vcds (: .. yayness .. more shows to watch .. haha .. went to get the stuff before heading back .. waited for his bus and it came very soon ..

had lunch at home with my maid .. watched 2 discs and fell asleep from 2plus all the way till 7.. was really surprised when i woke up cuz i thought my sis would be back .. but ahh she wasnt !! .. so called her and she told me that she actually accompanied them to swimming pool before going to my uncle's place for dinner .. she sounded real tired .. haha ..

had dinner and continued to watch 3 more discs .. stopped watching till now .. i'm currently mouseless cuz my mum's mouse died and she can't do her work without a mouse .. so i lent her mine .. have to go and get mouse for her tmr else i can't take back my mouse ..

so my plan for tmr is to go sch to help out with baoc stuff .. then head to raffles city to meet dora & allison cuz allison wanna get donuts and dora's accompanying and i wanna get too .. so might as well queue together .. haha .. after which we'll go buy mouse @ funan cuz dora also needs to get mouse .. then maybe head to town or sth till 9 ..

yepps .. i guess i'll go sleep now .. it's 2.03 !! ..

my muffins/chocolate hearttrob!!
dark brown = cocoa powdered
light brown = first attempt!

meringues !! spot the "designs"
snail & cat (:

it's marchh !!

oh wows. i'm finally nearing today's date !!
it just seems so weird when i was updating the previous post cuz to me .. i felt like it was ages ago but in fact it was just 2 wks ago !! ..
BOO. i think i'm getting OLD.

1st mar : thursday ..

chalet crashing day.

i got up arnd 10plus just to prepare to go chalet .. then emy msged to tell me she wasnt feeling that well so she can't come .. then at 11plus i msged cher if she was still meeting me at 12 .. she called me back instead and we were talking cuz the weather was BAD. the rain seemed as though it was not stopping .. so we decided not to meet unless the rain stops soon ..

the rain didn't stop till evening .. suppose to meet cand at 6.30 but seeing that she was still online .. i didnt leave house early .. so waited for her to reply me before leaving house at 6.45 cuz we were meeting arnd 7.15 .. but in the end i reached at 7.30 .. she went ntuc to buy stuff for jingyi before we took bus to downtown and walked in all the way to aloha loyang ..

the road in was ulu like mad .. plus muddy .. and i nearly thought the pathway was blocked laa cuz got construction going on .. luckily still got a path in .. after settling down at the chalet and the pizza just arrived .. i went over to crash tt21's chalet @ coasta sands .. walked over alone .. it was quite freaky i must say .. plus von & sinyee didn't know how to get out .. so i was talking to her over the phone while running over ..

finally we met !! .. was really tired running .. then joked arnd with them .. von, sy, feli & me went to the swimming pool where von & sy suddenly became frogs who squatted there .. then feli squat too !! .. and they said i'm the singing/dancing frog =.=" .. anyways they were damn high & crappy laa .. suddenly they became crabs that "walked sideways" .. hahaha .. headed back to their chalet and said bye to them at arnd 9.30 .. had to walk back soon cuz the side gate at aloha closes at 10 ..

when i got back everyone was watching tv .. then had pizza they left for me .. cand initiated playing blackjack .. so everyone played w/out any stakes .. after they got bored and edmund came back with his gf .. they changed to mahjong .. we were "persuading" jingyi not to play but ahh .. they lacked a player .. and cand offered to pay for her losses .. so we "allowed" her to play .. was sitting beside her and msging mori ..

in the end we called mori and talked to her cuz she was waiting for christina at millenia walk .. we concluded that mori was jingyi's lucky star cuz whenever mori talked to her she'll win money (: .. haha .. anyways mori & christina reached arnd 1plus .. then cand left cuz sam came .. the rest of us lao yu sheng .. it was super fun laa ..

2nd mar : friday ..

in the wee hours of the morning we played uno stacko .. omg so stressing .. the guys + james's gf went to sleep leaving me, christina, mori & jingyi .. we played mahjong !! .. the guys (bernard & edmund) came down and FREAKED us !! .. omg la .. totally freaked out cuz they sneaked up .. and i wasn't facing them .. their scaring actually kept us awake laa .. we played till 7.15 where we just finish 1 round (NSEW) .. haha ..

packed up and while jingyi washed up mori was reading her book .. me & christina just rested our eyes .. then at 8plus we left the place for reception where they returned the keys .. the guys took the shuttle while we waited for christina's bro to "deliver" her slippers as he was on his way to work .. then we walked from the side gate all the way to the tt21 chalet .. dropped by to give them a pack of lays chip ..

we went to bk to have breakfast .. had fun being random .. haha .. i'm glad we had fun (: .. left the place at 11 .. jingyi & mori took bus to interchange and took train from there .. christina took the bus with me till she could alight at a stop and 88 back .. that poor girl was dozing off ..

after i reached home .. quickly washed up and fell asleep .. was really sleepy .. came to blog about cny .. didn't do anything much after that ..

3rd mar : saturday ..

i got up like 11plus .. then my dad was nice enough to buy back a block of butter for me .. so i started baking pineapple tarts cuz i was trying to finish up the pineapple filling .. in the end .. i trail and error the amt of flour, butter and water .. and tadaa .. the pineapple tarts can really melt in the mouth ... (: .. it was nicer when they were HOT .. piping hot ..

baked till 4plus .. then got ready to leave house cuz i was gonna meet jerhui & the rest at 5.15 at kovan .. but i came late la .. got there arnd 5.30 .. we went to kfc and had dinner there .. catched up with them (: .. it was pouring heavily and we didn't know how to get to nyjc .. so took 81 to serangoon and changed to 105 .. was real tired while waiting for the bus ..

when we alighted at the bus stop .. we took out umbrellas and jayed across the road .. made it just in time .. we sat near the back of the lect hall .. but from there we still could see sherm acting .. haha it was really nice seeing her act .. too bad laoshi was sick and couldn't make it .. after the performance went to give sherm chocolates and took grp pic with her .. then left while she had debrief ..

took bus back with eileen & weefong .. jerhui nearly went the wrong direction laa .. luckily we made her cross the bridge with us .. haha .. my dad came to hougang plaza bus stop and waited for me .. had dimsum for supper before going home .. heehee ..

washed up and was online for awhile before reading my book ..

4th mar : sunday ..

was the 2nd to be waken up .. went to pack my stuff for badminton in the afternoon .. went to church in 3 quarts and briks .. was totally feeling weird laa .. it was LG sunday .. had to wear "nametag" stickers .. aunty margaret sat with us too .. by pure luck .. we were sitting in the right area .. cuz the seats were "labelled" with the different parts of sg la .. so aunty mag said she was from timbaktu .. hahaha .. it was so funny ..

mum's friend didn't recognise me .. it had been quite some time since she saw me also .. anyways sermon was a total blur .. after that went to library for awhile before going up .. jacob came up after his lunch too .. hmms .. seems like louise got stuck to him alr .. haha ..

we waited for amanda before taking bus to bugis and changing train .. met fenling (jacob's cousin) there .. she's one yr older and rather friendly .. he brought us into SP .. wah we nearly were lost in that ulu sch .. hahaha .. then settled at the foodcourt 5 .. got kfc & pizzahut but they were closed .. we saw pple doing delivery and suggested that we shld call delivery and order .. ahaha .. anyways while jacob went to bring dora in .. we 3 were talking abt those canoe polo pple which jacob considers them as "hunks" .. it was darn hilarious laa ..

after dora came .. we went to the sports hall .. no one was arnd !! .. so started playing with dora .. then somehow we played doubles and i was paired with fenling .. haha .. had such a great laugh cuz i smacked the shuttle over and jacob couldn't reach so he bend to let dora whack .. and who knows she whacked but it hit his butt .. hahaha .. 4 of us just laughed like mad .. even my sis also laa .. she enjoyed herself watching us laugh ..

after that played singles with jacob .. omg .. i lost twice laa .. 1-7 .. BOO. anyways went to wash up arnd 5plus .. fenling left first cuz her dad was fetching her .. i had a bruise on my right wrist .. it was kinda bad cuz it made my hand weak .. we went to clementi and had macs !! .. shawn joined us .. it was so pasieh when i was dipping my nugget into the curry sauce and accidentally said "oh my ... shit" .. i wanna say oh my nugget but before i could continue it went into the sauce and i said shit .. =X ..

anyways i accidentally ordered fries w/out salt laa .. i forgot got 2 packs of fries and both were w/out salt .. hahaha .. we took train after that .. shawn went back by bus .. i was so tired by the time i reached outram .. we took the train in a loop .. so went harbour all the way home ..

came home and my parents were asking us to go for dinner with them .. wanted to eat pepper lunch but decided not to .. went to eat delifrance instead .. wahh omg i gained back all the calories that i lost laa .. ): .. came home and washed up .. so tired i went offline early and read afew chpts of my book before sleeping ..

5th mar : monday ..

went back to sch for BAOC 2nd meeting .. reached arnd 11plus .. eunice & friends were there discussing ids .. then after the girls left for job interview .. i was helping them for awhile till they finalized .. then was with regina & mascot pple .. waited for emy to come before deciding to meet the next day to go costume shop ..

at arnd 2plus we left school .. headed to bishan with her .. then walked arnd before i got abit hungry .. so we went to thai exp .. had seafood pineapple rice .. just talked and talked .. then we left arnd 4plus .. took train to amk before taking bus home ..

suppose to watch primeval with emy .. but i gave her tix in the end and she went to watch with hikmi cuz it was a thriller/horror show and i couldn't bear to watch it .. plus i got FTT the next day and i havent studied .. so i went back to study it instead ..

it was crazy studying that thing .. thank God for friends like bryan & weixiong who helped me .. esp bryan .. he accompanied & taught me till 1plus .. hahaha .. i completed 2 tests and went to bed ..

6th mar : tuesday ..

got up at 8.45 to do the other 2 tests .. bryan gave me a morning sms at 9 .. super nice right (: .. haha .. my driving shifu .. LOL .. he's helping me look out for instructor too .. left house at 10.55 .. then reached yck at 11.30 .. omg i tot i was late .. breeze walked to ssdc with my aching muscle .. it hurt even more laa .. who knows when i reached there the door was still close laa .. meaning i was early !

went in not long later and found my stn .. 21 !! .. sat in btw 2 middle age men .. started doing the test .. i went thru the qns after i did it the first time and calculated arnd 3-4 unsure qns .. so it was fine .. ended the test with a "passed" on my screen .. then went to print the result slip .. msged wx, bryan, emy, dora & huiis abt it .. + called my parents ..

headed to town to meet dora for lunch .. we met at 12.30 outside california fitness cuz she just finish gyming there .. had yoshi for lunch (: .. it had been quite some time since i ate that .. got a msg from my friend abt some sad news .. then i was totally shocked .. so after i was done eating quickly called her back to find out what happened .. after hanging up the phone emy came .. we talked for awhile more and left ..

took bus to dhoby before changing to 7 down to bugis .. the girls were there waiting for us .. they told us abt the quake .. it was weird cuz we were in the area but didnt' feel anything .. and meiling was kinda "excited" cuz she wanted to feel the quake .. and she said that we shld go queue for donuts cuz quake no one would go queue .. haha ..

after that got directions from jingyi how to go to the costume shops .. and found masquarade !! .. instead of going to all the 6 places .. we got stuck in that shop till kevin & rene came !! .. they were quite pleased with our findings .. after settling everything for confirmation .. we left the place .. went to the library with emy and she borrowed books .. was looking at some other cookies book ..

from there walked back to bugis and bought bubble tea before heading back .. she ran after her bus and my bus was just directly behind hers .. came home and had dinner .. was in a daze the whole night thinking of alot of things ..

7th mar : wednesday ..

i didn't do anything at home till evening .. prepared to leave house to meet alvin cuz he knocking off arnd 6plus .. i wanted to leave house at 5 laa .. then he say can leave ltr .. so i left arnd 5.30 .. then who knows he was complaining when i took so long to reach .. plus we just missed the bus .. so we sat there waiting for the next bus which took quite long ..

the journey to bukit panjang was longg .. and luckily we got seats .. waited for shawn at the community centre .. alvin went to draw money at the same time .. and the taxi shawn was in didn't know where the CC was .. so alvin had to give directions .. and after hanging up he confidently said "2 mins later shawn will call" .. but in less than 1 min shawn came out of the cab .. wahahha ..

we walked over to the coffeeshop to have dinner .. wanted to eat popiah but it's not open .. so had fishball noodles instead .. for once alvin at the slowest (: .. then we walked over to the blocks opposite .. i kinda thought the blk was 213 .. then i think think think .. 211 .. i kinda rmb the blk was behind cuz i saw the map before .. but ahh .. we got lost !! .. and the guys decided to pangseh me while i was on the phone with peilin trying to find the way out ..

and just as i said "the guys pangseh-ed me" .. a guy walked in front of me and gave me that weird look .. oh wells .. those two guys laa .. make me so paiseh .. anyway i manage to find peilin and realised that we walked ONE round arnd the estate =X .. boo. sat arnd with the rest .. they played mahjong .. i'm glad to see her strong (: .. was eating peanuts with shawn laa .. alvin went to katchao the mahjoing pple ..

at 9plus shawn left .. then i went to join peilin .. after alvin went to play cards .. i went to sit with rach .. that girl was winning!.. at 11 decided to go back .. i got freaked out by tianyi cuz she was blending in with the dark .. most of us went to the house to use the toilet .. saw her room .. it was neat .. cabbed back with the guys & peilin .. nearly was in an accident .. and the driver "scolded" up instead .. so we all alighted at serangoon and manage to catch the train with peilin ..

dad came down to wait for me .. washed up before coming online for awhile and reading my book .. couldn't really sleep cuz i was thinking of alot of things .. was tossing and turning .. but everything ended when i just prayed.

8th mar : thursday ..

alarm rang at 9.15 but i snoozed it .. luckily i manage to wake up at 9.50 .. had breakfast and was looking at the map to find out how to get to the place .. then at 10.50 i left house .. taking train to potong pasir, change 142 and alighted 3 stops away .. waited for 966 .. and walked to the place .. i wasn't the earliest .. but still 5 mins earlier than expected .. we were talking to lighten the mood and tianyi took food to share .. the rest ate proper meals .. i realised her sis talks like her!

anyways rach came .. then not long ltr we left the place .. walked a distant and boarded the bus to bright hill .. after everything was done .. we waited for her to come down .. my dearest friend is really strong and i'm proud of her (: .. took the bus back and rach + tianyi ate lunch .. after tianyi left .. we played cards with seeds .. then the sisters had to help clear up & shower .. so i played cards with rach & jiawei .. jiawei is my jinx laa .. kept losing my seeds .. and at the last round .. i owe him 3 seeds ..

cabbed down to town and met dora there .. then we went to taka to check out the cakes .. was walking arnd and sat outside zara to eat the cake .. omg .. it was so chocolaty .. sinful like mad .. i saw mrs hong shopping alone .. hmms .. a jap woman asked dora if she could help her buy the cake i was eating .. haha .. i think she must have found it tempting too ..

headed down to the IT fair .. was walking arnd squeezing thru the crowd .. saw junhan & classmates .. then went up to lvl 6 .. was looking arnd for jingyi and i didn't know what co. she working for .. so walked arnd aimlessly .. and by fate .. dora saw her !! .. she dyed her hair black + cut her fringe .. looks abit different laa .. went to katchao her for awhile ..

we walked arnd suntec till 7plus .. then met up with shawn .. dora left cuz she had to be back for dinner .. but ahh her bank book with me .. so i had to go look for her @ citylink .. met yg & melvin on the way .. after passing her the book we walked her to the mrt stn and headed to raffles city .. just walked walked walked in search for a present for my sis cuz she did well for maths .. but i couldn't find anything and my bookstore is gone ): ..

went home after that .. took train to outram, then went to harbour and back home.. it was really crowded .. =X reached arnd 9 .. had dinner and was watching tv .. walking to parents .. went offline and read my book till late ..

9th mar : friday ..

oh yays .. i'm finally at today .. i got up at 1230 laa .. was in terrible pain cuz of pineapples !! BOO. i was freaking weak i couldn't do anything but curl up in bed and squirm .. it wasn't till the late afternoon that it got better and i start blogging .. so yepps till now .. i'm done (: ..

wheEee~ i also finished reading my diary of a teenage girl - Chloe's series.. looking forward to the Kim's series now (: .. gonna buy books online already laa .. i shall ask my mummy again!

will post pictures up soon (: ..