it's a hypocritical world ..

with every seconds, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month spent in the company ..
i'm really dreading life there ..

i dunno why am i even wasting time talking abt work now ..

sighs ..

lesson learnt: friends can't be easily trusted .. u might not know when they'll thrust a knife behind ur back.

i really wish for a miracle soon ..
for me, for you, for all of us.

*yawns*

another 1 hr 8 mins till i can knock off! .. BUT ... my bf is working till 630 today .. so i'll have to wait another hour for him ):

sighs...

i'm really tired.. was staring at the screen looking at the words till my eyes are soooo sleepy and my head isn't functioning that well ..
it doesn't really help when i'm having my "long awaited" period as well .. ):

i wanna be like the fish in the tank .. it has been sleeping since just now la ..
stupid fish is tempting me to sleep .. BOO.

i shall go find something to do now ..
goodbye

i hate office politics..

oh my goodness .. the office politics is getting worst ..
everyday i drag my feet to work dreading the 8 hours i'll spend in the office ..
and why is that so? ...
i see emails shot arnd, pple constantly holding meetings, calls coming in non-stop, pple having black face, pple ignoring calls/emails, etc etc ..
quite sad to witness such things esp when some people are indirectly involved but end up getting themselves in such a mess due to complacency ..

whatever it is .. if i have a chance to escape .. i would escape out of this war zone.
people are getting really superficial there and i'm not the only one that can sense it ..

anyway i met up with dora today for dinner after work @ TM pizza hut .. had my usual pasta set while she had her lagsana set and we shared 6 pieces of drumlets .. for ONCE .. she ALMOST finish her food =D .. hehee .. that girl usually eats so LITTLE and she leaves like more than half of her food untouched .. but today .. she had soup, 3 pieces of drumlets and 3/4 of the lagsana .. yays .. *rainbow claps* ..

she gave me a bag that she bought from hk .. and it's DAMN BIG .. heehee .. good to put alot of barang ... thanks girl! ..

ok la ... i'm 51 mins late for bed .. suppose to sleep at 11 ..
tmr's my grandma's 89th bday .. gonna wake up early to cook mee sua + 2 eggs for her =D

good night!




here's a random pic
my happy bf opening his present frm my parents!
wrapped by alethea ..
he's wearing one of the shirts that i got for him =D


i feel weird without you by my side. ):

happy birthday sweets!! =D

it's dearest's twenty-sixth birthday today and it's ending in 1 minute ..

wells .. i think he's a lucky chap (not because he's got me) but my family treats him really good (but the exception of amanda who is damn self centered) ..
my parents treated dinner @ soup restaurant + got him 2 short sleeve tees + 1 shirt ..
alethea got him a loreal hair clay/wax and help me choose his bday cake ..
i got him 2 polo tees + made an album with all our photos + a chocolate cake from four seasons ..

will post up some pictures when i get them from him =D

anyway i'm currently obsessed with rubic cube!! .. no thanks to my cousin for making my whole family addicted to it and my mum bought a sister a cube WITHOUT the method to solve it =.=" .. i'm still stuck with 1 completed side and half completed sides for the rest .. =x

met up with darling EMELLIA yesterday!!! .. suppose to meet up with cand & eyecandy too .. but last minute they couldn't make it cuz cand was spending time with her gf in town and eyecandy overslept =x
but wells .. i enjoyed it with emy cuz we manage to catch up quite a fair bit .. and we were so fickled .. didn't know where to go or what to do .. so in the end .. we met up at tiong bahru to watch definately, maybe cuz that was the only cinema with alot of seats and emy treated =D

show started at 2.10 but we got there arnd 2.30 .. not that late cuz we only missed 15 mins advertisements and just 5 mins at the beginning .. but overall it was ok la the show .. haha .. we were like commenting as usual during the show .. haah luckily the cinema only less than 10 pple ..

after the show wanted to go town to look for cand .. but apparently she and her gf fought over something and she told us not to go .. so we took quite some time considering whether we shld take bus 16 or the free shuttle to PS because we have to pay ADULT FARE which was like EXPENSIVEEE .. =x
so ... we decided on the FREE shuttle to PS .. hahaha .. ran across and took it .. just nice we boarded it and the bus left .. we didnt' know whether we took the right bus anot la .. cuz the bus read "free shuttle to plaza singapura"

we were walking up and down PS aimlessly again finding somewhere to sit and chill .. found empty seats at gelare and started out bitching/gossiping session .. haha .. how i miss those times at school .. haha
walked arnd for awhile more before going to meet my family for dinner @ paramount hotel to celebrate grandma's 89th bday in advance ..

hmms .. nothing really much to update for now .. except it's gonna be another working day tmr .. ):
TEN WEEKS! .. i can't wait .. =D

nights!

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i'm beginning to dread working again.
the people are seriously wearing MASKS to work ..
don't they feel like they are suffocating under their MASKS?
hypocritism at it's peak is quite obvious everyday ..

i have seen and encountered real life experiences where people can seem rather nice, friendly and innocent if not working on close proximity ..BUT through the period .. i realise that they are really good actors/actresses. they don't mean what they say to you and even can go behind you and use a long sharp knife to STAB your back.

and what's up with the saying that goes "we are a team" .. you can always say it but don't even mean it .. rmb ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. so PROVE yourself with your ACTIONS before you say such things else it's hold no meaning at all.

it doesn't mean that i am alright with things and always consent to help to do stuff means that i'm really fine with it and you could always take advantage of me. beacuse in actual fact you are just plain lazy and always giving excuses that you are busy when you are causing more trouble to others.

not forgetting biasness, comparisons and taking sides are very common too ..
it really irks me to see that some people shows it so openly and always cover up for the other although the person is really at fault. futhermore NO ONE IS PERFECT and NO ONE IS ALIKE .. so quit comparing .. everyone has their styles which they are more comfortable with .. don't force them to change to what you want them to be .. they DON'T owe you a living.

there are simply TOO MANY verbal promises that are made BUT are eventually unfulfilled ..
how would you feel if i did that too? .. cheated?! betrayed of the trust?! angry?!
honestly .. you don't deserve to feel all that because you were the one who first started it .. it's just a tactic done to let you taste your own medicine ..

the saddest fact of it all is that you don't have much say when you're just a small fry in the company and the company's turnover rate is increasing but you can't do a thing.
so WAKE UP, this is the REAL working life.

time is flying!

in just a blink of the eye .. my world is spinning so fast ..

boo. nothing much is happening so far ..
my life is mundane and stressful ):
work work work .. slogging slacking like a pig..

contradicting ain't it?

so many things to do .. so little time.
i'm suppose to study for sats .. but i'm in no mood to do so ):

feel so tired everyday at work .. plus an aching shoulder .. sighs..
calls have been coming in too .. it's amazing how those agts rmb my voice and can immedately identify me .. but some pronounce my name as "lisa", "lisha", "alice" and whatever not ..
anyway this whole calling thing really makes me more patient .. although i can curse and swear when i hang up or mute the line ..

started to teach my pr 6 cousin cuz my other cousin is ignoring all calls and pleas to teach her .. can understand how she felt la .. really almost reaching the "vomit blood" stage ..
pr 6 alr but she still dunno how to do simple english & maths .. i'm training my patience man .. but at the end of it i still get irritated and vent it on sth else ..

anyway the only thing that i'm looking forward to tmr cuz supervisor is on leave for 2 days .. following it would be the WEEKENDS .. not long later .. it'll be abacus family day and graduation day .. ABC, Kukop ... and finally the end of june when i say SAYONARA after the company D&D .. whEeee~ =D

in fact i'm intending to go abroad for holiday in july .. aussie to visit my dear esther & aunty or anywhere else in the world!! .. just wanna get out of this place to rest and relax ..

i wonder what will my future hold ..
university? work? taitai? nun? ...
wells we shall see again.

goodnight!

a lesson learnt..

don't assume.

wells .. it was quite a bad afternoon ..
i kept assuming that the printer was at smart saver cuz it was suppose to be delivered at 10 .. so i just happily left office at 1.30 .. and since richard told me that he would be late .. i decided to take the bus down to town .. and i reached there rather early so i made a HUGE detour to say hi to mayo before heading there ..

just as i was abt to reach smart saver .. pp called and told me that melanie called to say that no one delivered the printer .. by then i just reached there .. called sani to check what happened to the printer .. in the end pp called to say that the printer was at the transport co. and the delivery man forgot to deliver it =.="

was talking to melanie for awhile abt the whole situation before heading back to office .. didn't really get scolded or anything .. but i felt really guilty for assuming and not checking .. =x

anyway .. today is a sucky call day .. had alot of sucky calls .. was losing my patience with the agts .. i really didnt get why they ask such simple questions when they had alr came for training .. PLUS a senior had been onsite many days for the past few weeks .. why didn't they ask her?! .. there was another agt who was damn demanding .. i really hate answering her calls .. she always demands and rattle on and on abt us wasting her time .. abt how sucky our products are .. etc etc .. i actually asked her if she would like to speak to my supervisor and she claims that she was not free but continued to rattle on before requesting if i could direct her to the mainline .. i really hate her ..

it's gonna be a long day tmr .. hope the printer would be sent in the morning so i can settle it once and for all .. got a meeting with an events planning co. tmr afternoon too .. just pray that they both won't clash .. i can't split myself into half .. sighs ..

whatever it is .. i'm going to sleep alr .. it's almost 12! ..
goodnight!

assumptions ...

haven't been blogging for quite some time again ..
the past few days had been rather tiring .. dunno why i keep sleeping and sleeping =x

anyway let's start with what happen on friday! ..
hmms .. i was at office rather early to prepare for my demo ..
in my head it was suppose to be only mkting pple which is arnd 4-5 pple ..
but instead .. when the clock struck 10.. people started strolling in .. and they were not the ones that i expected =x .. by 10.10 the room was alr FILLED with 17 people - GM, mkt mgr, 3 hods, 2 tech, 5 mkteers, 2 agency solns, my supervisor, farah & dearest.
it was like "WOW, OMG I'M SO DEAD." .. anyway within 15 - 20 mins i was done with my presentation .. i actually had beads of sweats on my forehead although the room was freezing cold and i had like 4 layers on .. =x ..

hmms .. all in all it was quite good i guess .. just too fast and lots of "erms" ..
kind of missing the times when emy always count my "erms" and we just laugh at it ..

my weekends was rather boring .. just stayed home and baked on sat before going vivo with my family supposedly to shop .. but in the end only my mum bought her stuff .. was talking to esther who's in adelaide for quite sometime .. will be planning a trip there probably in july after my contract in abacus ends ..

hmms .. suppose to meet evie tan for dinner but she last minute can't make it .. so will meet her on 19th instead .. but it was good that she couldn't make it cuz i was super tired and ended up falling asleep from 5 -> 7+ ..

monday & tuesday was a peaceful day .. i was doing sats practice test the whole time while waiting for phone calls .. going to do some research for D&D after i post this entry ..
was unable to post or save the entries last night so i'm updating now whilst at work =x ..

hmms .. alright that's all folks! ..
come back another day .. i'll try to post some pictures up soon ..
i know i owe my blog pictures since long ago =x ..

gonna be rather busy over the next 2 weeks cuz it's 2 dear pple's bday! ..
miss irritating monkey aka amanda & dearest =D

demo demo demo ..

in afew hours it's the BIG DAY ..
PC demo!! .. oh nooo ):
honestly i'm not really prepared for it .. sighs ..
was in the conf room with farah practicing for it .. but wells .. cannot make it la .. so many things need to change and improve ..

anyway i realised i cant play games that will die easily ..
got really fed up while playing naughty dog on dearest's psp ..
all the vulgarities and whatever not will just come out when the dog dies .. =x

we got approval to take leave on 9th - 13th june =D .. whEee~ no work for one week!!! going for church ABC from 9th - 12th @ port dickson .. then 13th - 15th at kukup with my family ..

oh wells .. it's 12+ alr .. i shld get going .. *stresses*
BOO.

wish me luck tmr!

alice in "wonderland"

wells .. the staff at the agent's calls me "alice" ..
i was there at lucky plaza from 9.40 - 6.30 .. abit late (as usual) but cuz the train had some problem in the morning .. no trains going towards punggol .. so the timing towards harbourfront took longer than usual .. but thank goodness jo was fine with it..

nothing much happened there .. just alot of questions which i had to answer ..
was online for quite sometime cuz checking email and chatting with john/ian/dearest ..
at arnd 6 dearest came to look for me .. left the place and headed down to bugis to meet eunice (and supposely ian too) .. dearest alighted at dhoby to go for class.

met eunice and we were watching pple "catwalking" .. they were filming it .. dunno what programme too .. walked arnd in search of a less people toilet .. ian didn't appear/call so after alot of minutes we decided to go wee nam kee @ novena .. took 980 down and got there rather fast .. had yummy chicken + salted vege soup with mayO =D (she's my only wee nam kee buddy)

left the place arnd 8.40 .. my hp was FLAT and dearest came to look for me .. somehow he appeared in front of me while i was trying to squeeze my file into my bag .. was damn shocked .. then he had a call from adrian who was also at wee nam kee! .. *thinks: the world is so small* anyway eunice went back first while we headed to novena square to walk arnd but sadly .. the shops all closed ): .. went mr bean to get some snacks before walking back to the wee nam kee bus stop ..

missed quite afew buses that we could take to jln tpy .. at the jln tpy bus stop .. 153 took ages to come ): ... got home like 10+ in the end .. was super tempted to cab! .. =x

anyway ian was super super scared that we were angry with him .. he called and msned and msg us .. we both were not even angry at all .. so decided to prank him .. at 11.45 we told him "HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL" .. haha ..

today had been quite a good day at work .. i dunno what i was doing .. but i have been rather busy! .. haha .. clearing emails, answering calls, amending templates, faxing .. i haven't touch much on PC demo stuff .. tmr must concentrate on that and on friday after the demo i'll do the PS3.0 verifications ..

i finally submitted my smu application to0! just have to mail out all the relevant documents tmr and i'm done with it =D ..

i have to start studying for SATS! .. such a thick book and i'm only at pg34 =x
mayo .. where have u studied till alr?

alrights it's getting late ..
goodnight peeps!