happiness.

the people who made my day !! (:






















okayy so how shld i start ? .. hmms .. let's see ..

one week ago .. dearest candice was already looking for people to "co-operate" with her to surprise me .. she started by asking for my 2 "colleagues" friendsters - eudora & jacob .. then PM them .. on the same day she manage to get eunice's email from i dunno where .. but most likely friendster too .. haha .. that woman was very suspicious laa ..

anywayy .. from then .. she kept pestering me to meet her for dinner .. or if i want .. she could take half day to accompany me .. it's really nice of her laa .. but to me .. it was weird =X .. haha .. dun ask why .. cuz i jux simply felt weird going out with her alone .. usually there'll be like emy arnd .. oh wells .. somehow .. i asked afew people if they're free on tues .. and all of them were BUSY. trainings, class gathering, hot dates, yada yada .. all sorts of excuses that seemed real .. and i actually believed laa ..

hmms .. i recieved alot of well wishes from many many friends .. close friends, good friends, unexpected ones too .. got woken up at 10+ thanks to candice's msg .. then treated dearest alethea macs for brunch .. she was really nice to give me her doggie basket .. mum & dad left the present on my table with a post-it .. anywayy .. they gave me a necklace + box of chocolates .. i had so much time to rot .. cuz i was only meeting emy at 3 .. so took my time to do whatever i wanna do .. then got a phone call from "jackson's brother from a different mother" a.k.a kevin abt SC outing on 14th oct .. *i'm suppose to nag @ emy to go ..* .. he was darn funny laa ..

anywayy at arnd 2.35+ emy msged to tell me that she's on the bus .. i left house in 5 mins .. took train down to dhoby and waited for her at the bus stop .. she took ages to come !! .. then when she finally came .. we headed to cathay and got tix for john tucker must die @ 3.30 .. took seats H8&9 .. then went up to sit .. hahaha .. the person checking our tix gave me a shock!! .. she called my name and i couldn't recognise her !! she was none other than FENGYI !! .. haha .. it had been so long since i saw her laa .. anyway she "directed" us to our cinema .. and we found our seats without much trouble ..

the show was funny.. but not as funny as i expected .. eudora said she laughed till she nearly fell off the chair .. but i didn't move out of my chair an inch .. oh wells .. different pple different thinking ba .. then walked to ps .. we went up to spotlight walk walk walk for awhile then went down .. haha .. saw this familiar face @ made with love .. we stared at her and she stared back too .. then realised it was dionne from dancesports & french class !! .. waved and she waved back too (:

walked for awhile more then it was like 5.30 .. emy had to meet her "friend" to break fast .. it was so sad laa cuz she abandoned me !! .. she was gonna walk to heeren .. made her wait for my bus with me cuz i was suppose to meet candice at 6 at bugis .. wanted to take a pic with emy first but my bus came darn fast laa .. dunno why when i dun want the bus to come the bus will come so fast =X .. arghs ..

i reached bugis like 5.45 laa !! so early .. didn't really wanna walk arnd cuz was very tired .. so walked at cold storage instead .. bought a row of peppermint cadburry chocolate .. wanted to give amanda la .. but i ended up eating it at work today (: .. oops i digressed .. haha .. the food court was empty .. decided to have a hot bowl of cheng teng while waiting .. wait wait wait .. omg la .. i nearly gave up and went home .. but decided to be nice and stay .. she came only at 6.35 !! .. wanted to kill her ..

we made our way to town via bus cuz ms ang didn't top up ezlink card .. nearly died while jaywalking across to the bus stop .. it was scary .. "sam" called and ms ang was talking like so "pissly" .. bus came and we got seats !! .. she called "sam" and was nicer this time .. but the weird thing was that she kept repeating the same thing laa .. that she was going to town .. oh wells ..

ms ang was terribly in need of the toilet .. and she couldn't decide where to alight .. behind cine or wisma .. then she kept making fun of me .. so in the end when we reached the behind cine stop .. she was like let's get off .. so we quickly got off .. haha .. went to the toilet there .. then walked to lucky plaza pizza hut cuz she said she wanted to eat pizza hut .. and that scary thing wanted to jaywalk !! but i didn't want to .. so made her walk the underpass with me instead .. went on a hunt for the pizza hut .. she said it was downstairs but changed her mind and said upstairs instead ..

suddenly she walk darn fast laa .. had to catch up with her .. when we finally reached the entrance .. i was freaking shock laa .. cand just walked in without waiting for mee !!.. .. was in a daze .. totally stoned .. i saw many familiar faces .. omg laa .. jacob, eudora, vt, emy, jingyi, yunpei, gena, eunice, alvin, jackson & shawn .. went to sit beside jacob but kana chased to sit in the middle opposite vt .. in between jackson & alvin .. i still hadn't get over the surprise when another surprise came .. christina & mori brought in a bday cake with 18 lighted candles on it .. everyone sang bday song .. made a wish which was not really a wish and cut the cake ..

then pizza hut played the bday song too .. it was so funny .. =X .. was suppose to get sabo-ed la .. but in the end didn't (: .. as i was cutting the cake a grp of foreigners were walking out and there was this man who asked whose bday it was .. everyone pointed to me and he wished me happy bday .. i was so paiseh laa .. a woman from the grp also wished me .. it was really surprising .. then venetia popped by with a big orange balloon !! .. sadly she couldn't stay .. but thanks girl !! ..

went to get soup .. i think we had complimentary bowls of soup .. haha .. everyone dug in when the pizzas came .. it was like some mini gathering thingy .. everyone was crapping away .. after we were nearly done .. another grp popped by too .. yanhan, rene, xiyao, brenda, cheryl, daniel .. they jux got back from JB .. i was really surprised .. =X .. then took pics .. they settled the bill *thanks guys !!* .. took a grp shot outside .. before everyone dispersed unknowingly .. i had to run after eunice with my stuff cuz she ran away !! i must have looked weird running with the big orange balloon =X .. then christina ran with the other grp who took her bag .. the guys went to borders .. the rest of the girls were strolling out ..

met up with the girls and we walked the underpass .. vt & eudora took train while jingyi & cand took bus to tiong and emy took bus from another bus stop .. leaving me & eunice .. that dear girl decided to walk to borders to meet the guys thinking that they were leaving soon .. manage to take pics with alvin & shawn there (: .. anyway we left without them in the end .. strolled down to the bus stop opposite far east and the bus came !! .. it was a challenge boarding the bus with the big orange balloon .. alot of pple were staring .. haha ..

got off at eunice's stop .. then she waited for bus with me .. 132 came not long later (: .. as usual got pple staring at me .. ahaaha .. manage to make my way home .. my sis were like "excited" la .. they started touching my stuff !! .. mum didn't even care at all !! ): .. only dad .. he told me my 3rd uncle called while i was out to wish me happy bday .. so nice right !! .. hmms .. took quite a while to wash up and whatever not before uploading the pictures .. then was online chatting away till 2+ .. read eudora's story before sleeping at 2.30 ..

had some belated wishes from - wanhui, john, meranda, kw, melvin, wenling .. i can't really rmb who else already .. but thanks !! (:

*p.s thanks for the presents !!
mum & dad - necklace + chocolates
amanda - half a can of coke & supposely a cake which she didn't buy in the end (don't ask me why .. the reason is funny)
alethea - doggy basket (:
yunpei, eunice & yanhan - nice flower belt !!
venetia - big orange balloon !!
dora & jacob - lovely story by dora & piggy
hsbc colleagues (lisa, betty, mas, ivy, cyril, dora, jacob & tj) - sweet card with msges
emy, jingyi, cand, wx, mori & christina - cute straw-handbag with lots of sweets & chocolates ! + cand's funny card !!
vt - big big big nice bronze bag + extremely cute handmade card !!
those who paid for pizza hut & the tiramisu cake (: !!

offically EIGHTEEN.

The Bottom Line
If you have been looking for a time when things got easier, that day is here!

In Detail
Get ready for a wonderful sense of relief today -- something arrives in your inbox and answers a question you were afraid to ask. Aren't you glad you had the patience to wait this thing out? If you've been waiting for your ship to get easier to navigate, that day is here. Celebrate the good news by letting yourself show your happiness -- spread it around and let everyone know that patience isn't just a virtue. It can be a blessing, too.

wheEe~ my horoscope is a happy one too :) .. i'm a very happy girl !!

firstly .. i have to thank many many many people .. and it's ALOT ..

those who wished me on friendster/sms/msn - brad, venetia, yanhan, aunty cecilia, yuguang, jerhui, christina, huifen, huiying, shawn, eudora, emellia, bryan, yishi, shangzhao, gloria, zhihao, christine, vanessaa, eunice, jingyii, jeremiah, brenda, junwah, max, yunpei, yihong, su-qi, daryl kor, priya, vincent, shinderjeet, candice, rachel, mingli, harjeet, lance, cheryl, ky, regina, sheila, rene, rick, corrine, peilin, dingren, shiyun, weijian, wenjin, weixiong, sinyee, shanshan, norman kor & xp jie ..

not forgetting my dearest family too (: .. daddy, mummy, amanda, alethea, 3rd uncle, grandma, aunty alicia ..

and and and !! ... those who manage to surprise me!! even it's just popping by to wish .. u guys totally made my day !! (: - candice (mastermind), emellia (capable liar *grins*), jingyii, vt, eudora, jacob, eunice, gena, yunpei, alvin, shawn, jackson, christina, mori, venetia, yanhan, rene,
xiyao, brenda, daniel & cheryl .. yupps ..

i'm truly grateful for having such friends .. no words can express how thankful i am .. over the past 1 wk .. they have tried to cover up many things to give me a surprise .. although it kinda sucks to know everyone is "busY" to go out .. but still the surprise made my day!! .. yupps .. i'm getting rather tired now .. it has been a long day .. and i'll be working tmr .. so yepps .. i guess i'll go sleep soon .. then come back another time to blog abt what excatly happen & post up iDARE, sentosa outing & pictures taken during my bday (:

i dun wanna be naggy .. but really ..
THANK YOU everyone for remembering this special day and specially surprising me to make my day (:
i love u guys loadds
*hugggs*

thank u (:

the clock strike 12 .. but before that at 2359 .. yuguang already wished me !! .. hahaha then was jerhui, christina, fenn, huiis, shawn, dora, emy, bryan, yishi, shangzhao, gloria, zhihao, christine, nessaa, eunice, jingyii, jere, brenda, junwah, max (:

over the night i had many smses from yunpei, yihong, su-qi, daryl, priya, vincent, shinderjeet, cand & rach .. whEee~ ..

thank u mummy & daddy + alethea + my 3rd uncle + my grandma (: .. not forgetting aunty alicia too ..

a big THANK YOU for rememberingg !! (:

i wonder if i missed out anyone .. i'm sorry if i did .. but really thank u for remembering !! (:

darling yishi was reall sweet to have a blog entry for me .. *blush* .. haha click here to see it .. our picture is realll bigg .. hahaha ..

lovess;

the edge of seventeen ...

in like 1 hr and 40 mins .. i'm gonna be eighteen ..

not really excited at all ): .. more tired and i think it's because of the medicine ..
the only thing i'm glad abt is that my medicine is gonna finish like by tmr lunch time .. i shld be ok by wednesday ..

work today was busy busy busy .. i dunno why also .. but i was so busy especially after lunch .. had maintainance .. then more maintainance .. then letters and maintainance and after that back to letters before sealing them and clearing my desk .. was the fastest to switch off my pc la .. lisa was shocked .. haha .. anywayy .. in the morning me & dora just slacked like mad .. we were talking .. surfing on our sch's websites .. then at 10 i called emy and we were like so freaking kan chiong over the IS class .. =X .. manage to get into events mgt ..

then made another phone call .. was chatting for awhile .. hung up and continued to talk to dora .. mailers came in anrd 11+ .. ivy took one stack while me & dora shared the other .. altogether 130 !! that explains why we were so busy after lunch .. hmms .. went golden shoe to eat .. had roast chicken rice + soursop juice .. love the soursop .. simply sweet ! .. eunice joined us too !! then after she was done .. went to uob centre @ kalms .. bought jenn's bday card ..

oh ya .. talking abt that ..

happy 2oth birthday jenniferrr!!

i'm like so guilty i didn't get anything for her this yr besides the card .. sighs .. ):

anyway enough of ramblings .. i'm like chatting with cand & emy till i'm gonna die .. they are so freaking crappy .. esp cand who's unusually high .. =X .. oh wells .. it's another 55 more mins to 12 ..

thanks to brad who wished me 3 days in advance .. aunty cecilia who sent me an e-greeting card today & yanhan + venetia who wished me 1 day in advance too (:

hopefully tmr will be a better day ..

i forgot to add .. my dad scolded me for taking leave tmr !! .. =X .. and my mum totally forgot abt my bday .. how great can it get ! ..

i'm getting real tired now .. will try to hang on as long as i can .. maybe till 12.05 max ? .. we shall see ..

more updates..

oh wells .. many entries in one day cuz i'm kinda free .. so make use of time to blog ..

to read my previous entries ..
click here for iDARE entry
click here for entry from fri(15/9) to weds(20/9)
click here for emo entry

thursday : 21st sept ..

i got up like 7+ cuz suppose to meet cher & the rest @ 9 for breakfast .. made a bet with alvin that night .. the later one shall treat the earlier one to a drink .. i expected him to be late laa .. who know he at 8.40 called me and said he reached already .. i was only at serangoon then =.=" .. haha .. at arnd 9.05 i met jingyi at the control station .. xiyao was there waiting for yanhan ..

went to the hawker centre to meet alvin first .. then cher, angeline & emy joined us .. ate a filling breakfast .. waited till more pple came then took the bus into sentosa .. we went to siloso beach (: .. found a perfect spot .. hahaha .. a hut beside the basketball court + alot of empty space in front .. we were like playing monkey for awhile .. then volleyball .. then they decide to sabo pple to dump into the water .. luckily jingyii, emy & me went away .. haha

gary bought a tub of ben & jerry's ice cream .. fossil fuel i think .. he ate half and gave the rest to us to finish .. so nice laa !! .. so the 3 of us were sitting under some coconut trees far away from the hut .. eating ice cream & taking pictures .. then vene & gang came over to play volleyball .. we shared the ice cream with them too !!! .. went to wash up and jingyi & emy joined them ..me & angeline were referees .. hahaha .. it was so fun !!

anywayy .. i think we ended up playing volleyball again .. took quite a number of pictures too .. the 3 of us went to 7-11 to get drinks .. ran after the tram .. the uncle was like saying sth like "fast runners" .. i can't rmb also .. made our way back and jingyi played volleyball with the rest while me & emy went to wash up cuz emy had to leave soon .. after that went to delifrance to enjoy aircon while the girls ate ..

then all of them decided to go meiling's house .. and emy was leaving .. so i went back to the hut and was taking pics with cher + jingyi .. who knows my sd suddenly corrupt ): .. now all the pictures can't be found .. i have to send it for repair and hope that the pictures still can be saved .. anywayy i lent my shampoo + conditioner to shawn cuz he said his hair very dry .. in the end he said smells like girl .. =X .. hahahaha .. so funny la ..

and bcuz of that .. edward borrowed my shampoo too .. but it didn't came back to me ): .. he passed it to someone who didn't even see it .. wth la .. so sad .. this is a lesson learnt .. not to lend guys stuff cuz u might not know if u'll see it again unless u trust that person .. yepps .. headed to harbourfront for dinner .. daniel, jingyii, venetia, angeline, cher + me squeezed into dixon's car .. it was so fun ..

accompanied cher to da bao food for dinner before meeting the rest at pastamania .. sat together with dionne, yumei, kwee gek & jingyii .. had creamy chicken .. alvin & gang went arnd the tables to sabo .. in the end when he got to our table .. we were already "prepared" .. saboed them back (: .. scissors paper stone btw yanhan & alvin .. yanhan lost and was suppose to eat it .. but in the end bcuz of "peer pressure" .. we saboed alvin and he had to force a piece of garlic bread + 1 drop of tobasco + mushroom soup + abit of tiramisu cream + alot alot alot of cheese .. sounds gross right ?! .. btw he added those stuff himself .. haha .. esp the cheese ..

the pple who finish their attachment came and joined us (: .. christina & mori sat with us cuz dionne and the rest left already .. then we took many many pics with jingyii's, christina's & mori's cameras .. such a funn time .. i got alot of candid shots thanks to christina .. =X .. after that headed back .. some of them wanted to catch a show .. but wells .. it was kinda late .. so went back with winson & brenda .. we took a grp pic on the train (: .. the nice guy helped us .. haha

came back and wash up before watching 1 epi of goong and went to sleep ..

friday : 22nd sept ..

when i woke up .. i was like freaking out cuz i totally went voiceless .. throat hurts like mad .. wanted to take mc .. but went to work in the end laa .. the office was very quiet .. hahaha .. lisa came late too .. then i had to use paper and write what i wanna say to eudora & cyril .. it was hard .. was forced to go spray some throat medicine and made to go buy some drink from the herbal shop @ arcade .. in the end i got honey lemon water (: ..

when lisa found out i "lost" my voice .. she was like saying now can use sign language already .. hahaha .. so funny la .. had lunch with eudora @ yoshi .. eunice didn't join us cuz she didn't really like yoshi .. then we went to get more honey lemon water @ arcade before walking to sg river .. sat under a almost botak tree .. but still got abit of leaves to shade us from the sun .. went to meet eunice outside her building to get my 17 mag .. then headed back to office ..

typed many letters and did maintainance .. it was cyril's last day of work so he treated tea break .. then jux pretend to be busy till 5.45 .. took train home cuz was too lazy to walk .. felt really bad so got my maid to accompany me down to the doctor .. he said i got bad bad bad throat infection .. ): .. gave me medicine

had dinner and ate medicine .. was online till 9+ then went to sleep .. before that called mum to tell her that i didn't wanna go for piano on sat so she could call my teacher to tell her .. was feeling very emo somehow .. cried myself to sleep again ..

saturday : 23rd sept ..

i slept and slept and slept .. till arnd 10+ .. then had breakfast + medicine .. was online for awhile while watching the last 2 episodes of goong .. then went to sleep after blogging the iDARE entry .. got up and had dinner .. medicine and was on testimonial spree till 2 ..

sunday : 24th sept ..

dad woke me up at 7 .. washed up but ended up sleeping again .. till 11 then i got up .. had brunch and medicine as usual .. wrote summore testimonials .. played arnd with templates .. blogged .. friendster hop .. blog hop .. watched sg idol 2 on tv .. slacked .. i'm on a drawing war with alvin now =X.. eeks la .. i really dunno why also ..oh wells ..

another 2 more days .. in 1 hr it's jenn's bday .. i didn't prepare anything for her =X .. sighhs .. no mood at all .. dunno what to give her also .. hmms ..

the worst feeling ever ..

another emotional time for me i guess ..
u can choose to read it or scroll down to the previous entry ..

i bought a book on weds by melody carlson - color me lonely (dark blue).. can very much relate to it .. the story is about best friends .. i'm still in the midst of reading though ..

was browsing thru friendster .. and came across my use-to-be best friend's profile .. it seems like she has moved on with her life .. since she's now attached and has a "clique" with someone i don't wanna talk abt ..

the things they do are what we used to do last time .. i remember at the end of sec 3 i always go over to her house to chill and just talk .. even though it was kinda inconvenient .. but still .. we always talk for a longg time .. it just kept going on like that till sch started .. then it was back to studies .. but on saturdays i would occasionally pop by too ..

we would go back together after school taking the same bus .. if she has cca and i have cca i would wait for her to go back together .. those were the happy times ..

we had a clique but somehow it "broke" before prelims but we stuck together and that's how our friendship became stronger .. after Os .. she had a job while i went overseas to visit my dad .. we send each other emails and chat on msn very frequently too .. when i came back i went down to her work place to surprise her during lunch hrs ... when i finally got a job .. we met up less frequently but still kept in contact ..

when results was out .. she was crying and the only thing i could do was to comfort her .. we had to choose our schools & courses .. both of us wanted to go NP .. couldn't decide which course .. in fact i had submitted my option as BS first .. but bcux of her i paid $7 to change to BIT .. that was one of the dumbest thing i've done ..

when our classes were posted .. i was in a different class but same semester .. which means the same lectures .. she was in the same class as another classmate .. i guess that was when we drifted abit .. oh wells .. we went to school together when our timing clash .. i remember the long bus rides to school when she would sit by the window and i sat outside .. we'd just sleep the whole journey ..

during exams we would meet up and study too .. not forgetting on saturdays .. we occasionally went cycling at pasir ris .. then take many many pictures there .. however in the 2nd sems .. we met some conflict which caused our friendship to become unstable .. it didn't really help much when preparation for baoc started too .. more and more conflicts happened and it all ended when yr 2 sem 1 started over a misunderstanding ..

from a minor conflict to losing a best friend .. i think that the price paid is alot .. i really wish i could turn back time .. maybe we could have still been best friends .. but i guess it's all over now .. she has found her "clique" and her "life partner".. i should just continue on with my life and not think about this furtner .. it just saddens me that i'm easily being replaced .. maybe i wasn't her best friend at all .. maybe i was just naive .. i don't wanna care anymore ..

our memories will be kept deep inside .. letters, neoprints, pictures .. i won't wanna think of the past anymore .. i have to move on with my life .. with much better friends who actually care for me .. friends who will encourage me and will not leave when something bad happens ..

goodbye my best friend;
u've been the bestest one i had.

quick update..

click here for iDARE entry (:

friday : 15th sept ..

was up at 9+ thanks to emy .. that crazy woman called me to ask abt my results .. i didn't wanna answer the phone thinking it was my sis's tutor cuz her name started with E too .. but after looking closely it was emy so took the call .. she was like rather kan chiong .. checked my sms but they didn't send it !! so she ask me to go online to check instead ..

my laptop took ages to load .. was very very scared when i reach npal page .. then clicked on results .. the page appeared .. didn't believe what i saw .. gpa was totally unexpected .. it was my ultimate target (: .. anyway washed up .. made afew more phonecalls and was online chatting away suppose to meet emy @ 1 @ ps .. 12 went to shower and left house at 12.30 .. she smsed telling me she would be late cuz she took cab with her mother to amk before meeting me ... so i went to buy tix for devil wears prada @ 1.30 .. then was walking arnd wondering if i got fate to meet christina cuz she was there too ..

emy reached like at 1.45 and we went in .. didn't sit on our seats cuz it was in the centre and didn't wanna disturb others .. missed abit of the beginning but still manage to caught up with the show .. after that we walked from ps to heeren to cine to wisma to far east .. by the time we left it was going to 6 .. took bus straight home .. dozed off on the long journey .. didn't feel hungry when i got home so skipped dinner and watch goong .. slept after that ..

saturday : 16th sept ..

alarm rang at 7.30 but snoozed it and got up at 7.45 .. got ready to go for piano .. practiced on the organ cuz amanda was having piano lesson .. then left house .. after that came back and was slacking away .. watched goong and fell asleep .. had dinner with family and i can't really rmb what happened .. hahaha

sunday : 17th sept ..

dad woke all of us up .. but ended up leaving house late resulting in missing the bus .. haha .. anyway got to church at arnd 8.40 .. praise & worship .. communion .. sermon by uncle robin .. went up to library for awhile before going to mini creche .. kids started coming in .. had singspiration and story telling before break time .. dyllanis cried cuz her parents left her .. then aunty cindy took her out .. gave dyllis & sze en food .. dyllis ate alot !! ..

brought her down to the library to read books .. then met dylanis and we went up together .. there was macaroni so fed dylanis .. she loved it (: .. after that parents came to ppick their kids .. as soon as everyone cleared went down to look for dad .. jackin was arnd .. he darn funny laa .. aunty janet came and was talking to mum .. after that sis came .. waited for dad to finish packing before heading to hawker centre opposite to eat lunch ..

went to grandma's house .. was watching goong there .. slack slack slack .. didn't eat dinner there .. came back to put stuff down before going downstairs .. went ntuc .. met vt with her bro & dad .. so funny laa .. talked to her for awhile .. then bought many many food to stock up in my office .. haha .. went to hans and ate dinner with mum there (: .. my sis & dad jux look at us eat .. haha .. came back and slackkk .. slept like arnd 1 ?!..

monday : 18th sept ..

posted an entry before .. click here to read it !!

tuesday : 19th sept ..

the day was same as monday .. did the formatting of foreign numbers .. jacob kana "forced" to pack lunch for aunty tj .. so we had no choice but to go golden shoes .. eunice joined us .. all of us ate malay food !! .. then went "shopping" arnd uob centre .. was back in the office at 1 on the dot .. continued with the stupid formatting .. nearly died la ..

after work .. wanted to watch fireworks .. but it was pushed back to 10 instead of 8 .. so went for dinner with jacob & eudora @ marina square pizza hut .. jacob treated us as his farewell treat (: *thanks!* then we walked arnd before heading to tcc to chill and slack .. had oreo milkshake and my ever fav tiramisu !! .. haha .. at 9 left the place .. when the train was at potong pasir .. got a call from christina asking where i was .. omg la .. if she had called earlier maybe i would have met up with her to watch fireworks instead =X .. and and and the best part .. she was at marina square + citylink too !! but we got no fate to meet ): .. so i watched the beautiful fireworks from my parent's window & on tv ..

wednesday : 20th sept ..

formatting as usual .. aunty tj took halfday leave to study for her exam (: .. so we went to golden shoe for lunch.. eunice joined us again .. after that mori came along with her ocbc gang .. haha .. we gave our seats to them cuz we were done (: .. mori still very tall w/out heels laa .. haha ..

went to caltex house and bought yami yougurt .. then was at mt zion buying a melody carlson's book .. went to 7-11 cuz jacob wanted to buy chips .. haha .. then headed back to office .. didn't do anything laa .. slack slack slack .. i read my book and fell asleepp !! .. haha .. at 5.45 left office and walked to millenia walk .. accompanied lisa to her bus stop outside esplanade .. candy empire was very very bigg .. had to call christina to locate her jellybeans .. saw a bar of mint kitkat that my sis likes and bought it for her too ..

walked back all the way to clarke quay after that and took train home ..

iDARE 2oo6.

whEeee~ look out for this LONG entry ahead !! (:

sidenote. there are 2 jingyi-s in idare .. 1 jingyi in my grp 1 jingyi from rodeo .. so to differentiate .. jingyi = my grp's .. jingyii = rodeo's !! .. (:

day 1.
monday : 11th sept

alarm rang at 5.30 .. sis was in the toilet so waited for her to be done before washing up and getting ready .. arnd 5.50 emy called me .. was talking to her for awhile till rick met her .. then at 6.30 got calls from winson & fangqi .. so quickly took my stuff and went down to meet them .. fangqi was at the lift while winson was at platform .. fangqi forgot to bring her ezlink so she quickly bought "train tix" to serangoon .. then we ran after the ttrain ... manage to catch it one door away from winson though ..

got off at serangoon and went across to wait for christina .. she came not long later (: .. had enough time to complete the lanyard by adding the string on .. yupps .. christina's bro gave all of us a lift to tanah merah ferry terminal !! .. whEee~ ..

by the time we got there jingyii was already there .. mori smsed me telling me she would be late cuz her friend (christine) wasn't feeling very well .. emy was at tanah merah waiting for bus .. anywayy jux hang arnd till rene came with our shirts .. went to change but the temporary toilet totally sucked .. so ended up changing outside .. haha .. reminds me of the sec sch days where we always change in the classroom ..

anywayy after that took many many pics !! .. then went through customs to our ferry ... sat in between venetia & mori .. but in the end everyone went taking pictures .. haha .. no one was sick i guess .. cuz everyone was so hyped up taking pictures !! my angel gave me a BIG packet of m&m !! .. so nice laa .. was gossiping/bitching away with jingyii, emy, mori, christina .. haha ..

anyway went through the indonesian customs and boarded the bus .. who knows i ended up sitting with JINGYII !!.. haha .. so fun la .. left our stuff in the common room .. had briefing and was cheering away .. after that split into 2 grps .. 1,2,3 -> wet activities .. 4,5,6 -> low elements .. my grp was SIX so we got to do low elements .. first station was erm .. standing on the trolley then mux move as a grp and pick the colour ball of the trolley ..

my grp was an all girls grp !! .. regina leaded us .. so fun la .. (: .. it started pouring like mad .. then we stopped and went over to common room .. played with mouse traps !! scary but fun !! .. haha .. suppose to stack the mouse traps one on top of another .. anyway my grp was great !! .. they manage to conquer their fears !! .. yays .. then had lunch ... yumms .. the other grp came back soaking wet !! .. had to lend them towels to prevent them from catching a cold ..

after that it was our turn to go wet activities .. wet wet wet .. rain poured heavily on us .. it didn't affect our moods though (: .. haha .. the snake one took ALOT of time .. but we did it !! yayys .. then "built" our raft .. haha .. somehow it stopped raining and was LOW TIDE then so we got stuck on rocks & corals !! .. thank God we had shawn (: he was "steering" us in the right direction .. somehow me & fangqi ended out of the raft and it left w/out us !! we were like screaming like mad trying to keep our balance cuz we stepped on those stupid rocks & corals ..

they had to send pple to help us .. hahaha .. finally we made it on shore !! went to wash up and headed back to common room .. christina bluff me !! .. she said we were in different dorm !! and my dorm was far far awayy .. >.< .. anywayy i found out that i was gonna sleep beside her laa !! .. so mean right !! .. haha .. jingyii was really nice she brought my stuff to our dorm (: ..

anyway showered .. it blacked out !! =X had alot of free time cuz night trek was postponed due to bad weather .. had dinner and was practicing for our skit .. it was superb ! had a "debreif" and went to bed .. lights out not long later .. christina was so cute laa .. she said won't be cold so wear fbt and didn't use blanket .. who knows in the middle of the night the aircon was on full blast and we all frozed .. so no choice but to use the blanket and shiver non stop .. poor christina kana flu and was looking for tissue .. she didn't wake me la .. i got one pack of tissue in my bag .. haha ..

day 2.
tuesday : 12th sept

our waking up time was like 8am sg time .. who knows alarm started ringing from 6 -> 8 .. ahhaha so funny laa .. then we all got up and share one cubicle (: ... hees .. had breakfast together then boarded the bus to go bintan lagoon resort where the TCP; high & low elements were located there .. so yupps .. off we went .. we continued what we missed the day before .. our first activity was high elements .. split ourselves into grps of 6 .. then tuck hong, wee leong, emy, mori & sinyee with me ! (: .. haha

our grp had to demo how to use those "equipments" and stuff .. then started .. omgomg la .. so scary but kept cheering (: .. i had to belay emy - i dunno how to spell it .. it was so scary .. i think she was like cursing me .. hahaha .. i rmb we had to say like "am i on belay" .. reply with "belay on" .. then "i choose to climb" .. reply with "climb on" ... and when we reach the end and wanna "jump" down .. we have to say .. "can i trust u?!" .. and when everyone says "YES" whHeee~ down u go .. haha .. oh wells .. i was like stuck up there for a long time with the blazing sun la .. cuz my legs were shaking like mad .. somehow made it down (:

after that went to do the pamper's role .. i didn't manage to touch that thingy la .. closed my eyes and jumped too low but luckily was on belay .. haha .. after that tried that big swing .. we manage to psycho mori to go up too !! .. heehee~ .. screamed like mad la .. it was scary but nice (: .. had lunch and low elements was nxt .. we had to climb over the low wall .. our grp consisting of 2,4,6 took 17+ mins to do it !! .. then the log game .. we have to stand on the log and arrange ourselves from shortest to tallest .. not suppose to step off the ground if not have to restart ..

then 2nd round cannot talk and mux arrange according to bday .. but someone stepped off i think so restart .. then this time it was arrange according to shoe size w/out talking .. so yepps .. we did it very fast !! went over to whale watch and was trying to balance the big big seesaw .. it was fun but dizzy cuz we jux kept going up and down .. hahah .. manage to hang on for 20 secs .. yayys .. then had the shopping trip thingy .. cuz that night we had to cook dinner ourselves .. monica & venetia were i/c for that and we merged with grp 2 .. zaazeezoo !! .. ahaha ..

jingyii was sick so accompanied her .. then she went to rest (: .. our grp gathered and cooked pasta !! .. the trainers were showing the guys how to open can tins w/out using openners .. it was rough but i think they enjoyed it !! .. haha .. finally first "batch" of pasta done !! .. shared it arnd .. in the end me, shawn & suhartono shared a tin of creamy based pasta cuz he was vegetarian .. added loads of corns !! .. haha .. i think that was what made us corny .. suhartono was telling me cold joke abt tomato .. haha that was how he got famous being lame !! ..

after that washed up and got ready for night trek !! .. shawn didn't join us cuz he was feeling tired and had night blindness .. off we went .. yanhan, xiyao, monica, venetia, jingyi, fangqi, mori, me & suhartono .. that was our single file arrangement .. we were talking as the grps left one by one .. suhartono was telling us lame jokes !! .. then he tried to promote indonesia .. i saw a shooting star (: .. mori said that we were under the milky way .. it seems like though .. the night view was nice ..

anwyay we were the last grp !! .. but had 2 lecturers following us (: .. mr lee & mr chong .. haha .. manage to persuade the trainers to let us go earlier .. and off we went !! .. got abit lost at first .. but thanks to the guys we made it !! .. met 2 SFs .. rene & morgan .. we did a head count and mr lee + mr chong added "10 .. 11" .. rene said "who's that idiot !!" .. cuz our grp only had 9 pple .. ahaha .. it was so funny laa ..

thought that they were suppose to follow us .. so choo choo train .. our line got longer .. met brenda & yongjie not long later and they joined us too .. haha .. however realised that they were not suppose too cuz we were suppose to go in one round and come out !! .. we met emy's grp on the way in .. they were going out cuz they were the 1st grp .. haha .. on the way met many many grps .. somehow "merged" with cher's grp .. when we reached the end .. we were trying to look for pple .. then i think they were like .. i see 6 pple .. then looked closer .. saw 2 .. but finally it was 4 !! .. mel, cheryl & 2 trainers ..

that was when our line offically got longer .. haha .. picked up lightsticks on the way back .. when we finally reached the starting point .. had debrief and slowly walked back .. the road seemed to be "floating" .. haha .. we were like the brightest grp cuz of the lightsticks .. the trainers who rode ATV waited for us too .. so nice of them (: .. when we finally reached .. everyone was like clean .. and there was a longg queue for toilet .. so christina told me to wait until debrief was over before going to shower ..

by the time i was done and went to bed .. it was like 2+ 3 sg time .. emy & jingyii were sleeping already .. so i didn't know what time to set my alarm .. me & christina set like 15 mins difference i think .. my hair was wet !! so slept with a towel over my pillow ..

day 3.
wednesday : 13th sept



happy 18th birthday jingyi !!



i was shivering when i got up cuz my hair was cold and touched my skin .. then jingyi & emy woke up too .. jingyii lent me her blanket to keep myself warm .. we woke christina and went to wash up .. as usual shared cubicle .. had breakfast and quickly got ready to leave .. the bus came and brought us to bintan lagoon resort for our TCP .. mori was real sick .. i took care of her for awhile before a teacher came .. our grp was with the smelly farties .. christina's grp (: .. played who.what.huh .. then that polar bear hunter game ..

came out with more cheers and practiced for skit .. we did it like real fast !! .. *red bull rocks!!* .. haha .. played summore and it was finally our turn =X .. we were the 2nd last grp .. got to do TCP with xiyao, shawn & fangqi .. mori suppose to be with us but she was sick so didn't join us .. xiyao was leading us followed by fangqi, me and shawn behind .. the other red bulls belayed us while we went up .. walked on a line and was shaking like mad .. the 2nd stop was worst !! .. we had to walk on a line and hang on to ropes .. our line shaked like mad .. xiyao was really patient with us and encouraged us (: ..

then i think it was the 1st cage .. we rested before walking on the big log .. got over smoothly cuz the log was very stable .. had to climb the rope nets .. as we clung onto it the fragments of rope flew into our faces .. shawn suddenly felt asthmatic but kept saying he was fine .. in the end manage to make him stop .. so our grp got smaller with 3 of us .. we made it thru the bridge and caught up with the 2nd zaazeezoo grp .. not long later the 2nd red bull grp caught up with us at the 2nd cage (: .. we cheered !! ..

continued up the TCP .. rock climbing .. it was so so so fun .. haha .. then the leap of faith or sth like that .. i was quite scared to drop into that hole .. xiyao & fangqi were encouraging me all the way and we did it !! (: .. up we went another rope net to our final destination where we rang the bell and took a grp shot .. xiyao went down the flying fox first then it was fangqi .. i was the last .. quite afraid .. i heard cheers for me from below .. it was very encouraging (: .. requested that the guy push me down cuz i know i wouldn't be able to leave if he ask me to do it at my own pace .. and as expected .. i screamed down =X .. haha .. was like hanging tight on the wire that hung on me ..

went to meet up with the rest and cheered while waiting for the nxt grp .. yanhan did a stun on the way down .. so funny la .. when everyone was down had lunch together .. then went to cheer for jingyi !! she was very very afraid and was stuck there .. she manage to make it down (: .. yayys .. nxt activity was paintball !! .. split ourselves into grps .. took the same grp as the one for TCP .. mori & shawn joined us !! .. was the last grp to play .. then both red bull grps beat smelly farties .. wahaha ..

in the end .. we were the overall champions for paintballs !! .. so cool la !! (: .. headed back for dinner at pasar ole ole .. i think .. hahah .. had buffet style .. then everyone's angel-mortal was in action .. so funny la .. i was abit dizzy but manage to pull through .. zooom went back to campsite and got ready for campfire .. redbull wore our RED shirts !! .. it was really nice .. the RB glowed on the left .. haha .. (: gathered and walked to camp able where our campfire was situated .. mr lee gave his speech and tried to light the campfire many many times.. the fire was very small .. haha started singing camp songs and skit !! ..

moonichikimooni went first .. then it was us !! .. whEee~ forgot abt the old mcdonald part but we did it in the end .. haha .. then a series of cheers + the TRIBUTE .. it was great !! .. after that i can't rmb what grp already .. haha .. then in between .. the SSFs gave their speeches not forgetting the SFs too .. it was very emotional .. but they ROCK !! (: .. did the sundance .. rene showed us how to do it .. funny girl mixed the steps .. haha .. but it didn't really matter cuz all of us enjoyed ourselves !! .. continued with skits from the other 3 grps .. they were good too !! .. esp bimbotic emy .. HAHAA .. natural talents right!!

got to stop as soon as everyone was done cuz they were gonna fog the place .. so went back to common room .. got to know our angels and mortals .. my angel was wenjin !! .. haha .. he's nice .. then did friendship dance .. went one round the room .. like 4-5 more pple till my "original" dance partner - brenda aka mortal ! .. haha .. took many many many pics !! .. then went to wash up ..

we stayed up gossiping/bitching/crapping .. they were between my bed & christina's at first .. then decided to go upper bunk .. so emy & christina were on yunpei's while me & jingyii were on emy's .. haha .. emy & christina were getting tired .. so we concluded that yunpei's bed was jinxed .. haha .. whoever slept/sit on it will get sleepy .. then the guys came over wanting to draw on the faces of those who were sleeping .. but they didn't draw any girls in the end .. haha ..
at arnd 4+ sg time we all decided to sleep .. so knocked out as soon as we hit the bed ..

day 4.
thursday : 14th sept

it was free and easy day for us (: .. we could choose to sleep in or do other activities .. but mel came in at 10 and woke all of us up !! .. obviously we were all lazing in bed cuz we didn't have any plans to do anything .. haha .. surprisingly christina was up early .. luckily we didn't bet the night before that she'll be the last to wake up .. ahha .. went to wash up as soon as the queue for toilets got lesser .. shared cubicles again !! .. haha .. then waited for everyone to be done .. took pics while waiting for mori & christine .. headed to the sea sports centre .. not really alot of pple ..

borrowed volleyball and bought drinks .. the price was like extortion !! .. SGD$7 for a bottle of big mineral water and SGD$2 for a can of coke .. 100 plus was worst !! .. SGD$3 .. =X .. went to play volleyball and our arms were in pain .. haha .. more and more pple joined us cuz they were waiting for their turns on the banana boats .. then went to look for christina & christine with mori .. christina splashed water on me !! .. then we went over to emy & jingyi and gave them a biggg wet hug .. they didn't expect it laa cuz they thought we were joining them for games .. then shawn threw emy into the water .. with his help we all threw jingyii too !! .. haha .. so funn (:

took more more pics before going to wash up .. had a quick shower cuz alot of pple behind .. it started pouring and we were suppose to meet for lunch .. doris ran in the rain to get a bus for us .. finally when the whole grp met .. we headed for the buffet !! .. took many pics again .. haha .. we were very very full from it .. my mortal and jingyi's angel - brenda gave us cakes !! .. *thanks* (: .. we both went to get cakes & fruits for darling brenda too .. haha .. went back and finish packing "offically" .. was in common room for prize presentation ..

so so so exciting .. haha .. we all got photoframes with the big big big idare pics taken the day before .. haha .. then best BT were announced from each grp .. yanhan got it !! yayyys .. haha .. every grp had an award too .. red bull got the iDARE 2oo6 grp award (: .. we rockk !! .. hahaha .. took our stuff to the common room and sang "if we hold on together" .. got our idare certs too .. my angel was holding on to mine .. how fated can we be ! .. haha .. took bus back to ferry terminal .. then went on board the ferry .. another round of crazy photo takings !! .. haha .. (:

went for dinner with some of the idare pple .. jingyii came with me .. christina was very tired so she went back first .. anyway we ate very slowly laa .. vinda came to talk to us (: .. after that winson & wenjin wanted to go back .. so i shared cab with them !! .. surprisingly wenjin stays at hougang too !! .. haha .. i was the first to alight .. *thanks guys* .. came back and dumped all my dirty laundry for washing .. then cleared up here and there before uploading pictures and sending them .. then snuggling into bed ..

backs.

i'm really sorry for not updating .. but i really have no time at all ):

have been feeling very very tired and sleeping quite fair bit .. my idare entry is still halfway thru .. will post it up as soon as i'm done .. so hang on !!

anywayy .. i'm suffering from sore throat now ): .. kept coughing in the office .. and drinking water .. but it doesn't really seem to help .. sighhs .. the only thing that made my day was .. ... ....

meeting eunice and having such great friends at work !! .. (:

the moment i stepped into office today .. it was so quiet .. then aunty tj came and was nagging like mad .. she gave us work to do la .. pile and pile .. so irritating laa .. in the end had lile 30000+ crappy foreign contact no. to correct format .. so sian la .. manage to finish 200+ today (: .. went for lunch with dora & jacob .. we went to mos !! .. then eunice joined us .. intro her to them .. so fun laa !! .. walked arnd the place .. so boring

went back to work and kept visiting the toilet .. drank too much water already >.< .. then continue doing that stupid thing .. was suaning jacob like mad la .. stoned and dozed off like for 1 min .. was very very tired ..

left office at 5.45 .. then walked arnd raffles place till 6.15 jacob left cuz he got guitar .. dora accompanied me till 6.30 then she left and i went to meet darling eunice .. then we walked to marina square .. the guys were LATE. walked arnd till they came .. then met them in the middle of marina square .. so funny la .. we headed to thai express (:

had fun there too .. laughed like mad .. oh wells .. we walked arnd marina square .. met jingyi (the yr 1 acc girl) .. wanted to watch movie at first but all too late .. so ended up shopping arnd .. didn't buy anything laa .. we left the guys to walk cuz it was rather weird having 3 guys accompanying 2 girls shopping for girls's stuff .. at 9 went to swensens (:

got seats and yishi came ! i'm glad yishi was arnd too !! she joined us for ice cream !! i miss yishi loads (: ... heehee~ .. we went back after that .. took bus with eunice .. met michelle in the bus !! .. omg la ... i was so shocked .. got off at eunice's stop .. she was nice to wait for the bus with me !! .. wanted to cab home but no cab .. the bus came first and i took it ..

reached home arnd 11.05 .. quickly showered and came online .. and watched one episode of goong .. i'm going off to sleep now !! ..

nitex.

how true.

The Bottom Line
Focus on the good parts of a troubled relationship -- there is still hope there.

In Detail
You need to build a bridge today -- between the happy past you have had with someone and the happy future you hope to have. Every relationship has its bumpy points, so it's important that you realize there was nothing you could have done to prevent conflict. Focus on the good parts of what you two have right now -- doing so will help you build that bridge toward a brighter future. When it's time, you can let them know you're ready to move on.

i'm going off to work now.
bye*

to you*

do u know i hate-love u.
but somehow the love is more than hate ..

sometimes i wonder if u feel the same too ..
u seem to hate me more though ..

it hurts. it really hurts ..

i shan't bug u anymore.

SUN-day

before i make any more updates abt idare .. i guess i shld jux finish blogging abt sunday !! ..

mum wasn't feeling well .. so we got up like only at 9+ .. left house like arnd 10+ .. went to church with mum first cuz there were very little teachers in mini creche .. went there and helped arnd .. mum went off to meet dad at parkway .. haha ..

aunty cecilia lead singspiration after which aunty sookfun told story .. then played arnd with kids .. dyllis & dylanis came !! .. their dad bought porridge .. able's mum bought too !! .. in the end we got 4 containers of porridges and 1 macaroni .. heehee~ .. in the end me & jan had to eat half a container each !! . and left 1 container for aunty linda .. haha

after that continued playing with kids esp sze en & dyllis .. perry was arnd too .. then after the kids left .. we left too ! .. met my parents at parkway .. found seats at the food court and dad bought food for me while waiting for my sis to come .. after we were done with lunch .. went to sports shop and bought sport shoes !! .. i finally have a proper one .. haha ..

headed to grandma's house .. wasn't really doing anything .. suppose to go home and pack .. in the end stayed till 6+ .. in between i went to cousin's house to get stuff .. kor & amanda accompanied me .. haha .. it was darn funny la .. kor kept laughing like mad .. =X .. after that went hougang mall to get stuff .. then had ya kun's kaya toast for dinner .. yumms

manage to persuade my parents to go settle that stupid pay-as-u-roam thingy .. so we headed down to compass pt and settled it before heading home ... started packing my stuff one by one .. took REAL long .. haha .. was on webcam with eudora & emy .. i bet they were laughing at what i packed ..

emyy was laughing cuz she saw me wearing my seven dwarf shirt .. so mean laa !! anyway in the end i was like chatting away with ALOT of people !! .. at 12 wished yishi happy bday .. haha .. then slowly everyone went off .. was packing with christina .. we two were stuck at the same thing .. making decisions on what to wear .. haha .. wasted alot of time on it .. and in the end anyhow choose before heading off to sleep .. (:

that is all for sunday !! ..

idaree (:

yepps .. shall make a quick entry before i go sleep !!
it's 12.33 noww .. heess jux finish packing my stuff .. hopefully i didn't leave out anything ..
i'm glad i've gotten to know afew nice friends even before i went for idare !! .. hees .. (:

tmr morning gonna meet winson & fangqi @ 6.30 .. hg mrt stn .. then meet christina @ 6.45 .. serangoon mrt stn .. her bro's gonna give us a lift to tanah merah ferry terminal .. haha .. hopefully we won't be late !! ..

anywayy i also wanna ssayy ..
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY YISHI !!!
*p.s i'll give u ur present when we meet after i'm back (: ...

in the mean time .. to those reading this ..
i'll miss u loadds (: *hugggs*

gonna sleep now !!
nitex

wheeee~

it's twelve now .. i'm going to sleep soon.

my day was fun but tiringg ..
it started with my alarm ringing at 7.30 but i kept snoozing it till 8 .. so it was like i pressed the button 3 times ! hahaa .. anyway when i finally woke up .. i was still half asleep la .. took my time to wash up and pack my stuff before practicing the piano for like 15 mins .. then took my stuff and left house ..

took train down to kovan ... i thought i saw jenn .. the person seems to be like her .. but seems not to be like her too .. she was in front of me but i didn't get a closer look .. went for class .. terrible terrible .. i hate counting beats !! .. after that went back .. met my parents @ hg mrt stn .. aha .. they gave me money to buy stuff .. came home and had macs for brunch !!

after that arnd 12 left house with amanda .. before that i was bugging her until she said yes (: .. then arnd 12.45 we reached queenstown mrt stn .. waited for eudora to come and we took 195 to queensway shopping centre .. jie eeyen wanted to come to buy shoes but in the end she said she was too lazy to come .. haha .. jux bought 3 shorts and left the place .. HAHA ..

went to ikea .. dora was looking for baskets but couldn't find the one she wanted .. so we went over to anchorpoint and had haagen daiz .. treated dora too (: *i'm such a nice friend right ! .. hahaha .. we headed back to queenstown mrt stn and took train back to sengkang cuz i needed to go get stuff there .. fell asleep in the nel line train .. i saw christina in the nxt cabin !! .. but didn't go say hi cuz paisehh .. hahaha .. ok that's like so wrong .. =X

reached sk .. went right to top floor .. got yishi's present !! .. (: .. then went down level by level and bought like alot of things la .. arnd 3+ we left the place and came home .. surprisingly mum was home resting cuz she was sick .. then unpacked our stuff .. laminated the lanyard and fell asleep till 7.45 .. so so so so tired .. had dinner while watching the repeat telecast of sg idol .. my parents fell asleeep on the sofa while watching ..

my mum was nice to help me put my facial wash/toner/body wash into small bottles (: .. then i found 2 more bottles to put my shampoo & conditioner .. got 3 bags to put the bottles in + other misc stuff .. heehee~ .. was choosing shirts & shorts .. crapped online with jingyi & cand .. stuff everything into the bag and it was full already laa !! .. i dunno how to squeeze more stuff in !! =X .. and i need to get more stuff tmr .. camping is so troublesome .. but its FUN !! .. haha

yupps .. i smsed emy jux now .. she also packing stuff .. haha .. tmr we're gonnn confirm wad we bringing hopefully can share stuff so can lessen the "burden" .. else i'll have to use ziplock bags and squeeze everything into that bag .. hahaha i very lazy to bring 2 bags laa .. =X .. okies it's gonna be 1 in 2 mins .. i'm gonna sleep !!

nitexx (:

p.S. rachel is a nice GF !! (:


are u the missing puzzle;
i wanna fix it back and make sure it fits !
i really can't stop thinking of u.

sleeeepy.

gosh i think the red bull arr .. effects lasts ONE day .. hahaha .. but the after effect is TERRIBLE. =X .. i'm so freaking sleepy now !! i'm braindead. sigghs ..

the only thing that makes me happy is that my calling list FINISH already (: .. all 800 cleared .. thanks to joey & cyril .. hees .. i even got time to help betty .. i miss writing/printing/photocopying/sending letters .. sighs .. kinda feel hypocritical .. but humans are humans. definately will be hypocritical one ..

arghs. i dunno what i'm doing also .. terrible terrible .. feel so lazy .. there are things for me to do yet i really can't be bothered .. sighs ..

idare is coming !! .. like in 2 days .. but i haven't pack anything yet !! .. omg la .. i dun even know what bag to carry .. what i wanna bring .. how am i going to meet the rest .. yada yada .. EMY let's camp over @ the mrt stn .. LOL .. i've got piano tmrr @ 9 .. ): .. i really dunno what i'm thinking now ..

gonna go sleep now ..

good night.


go away;
i dun wanna think of u now but ur name keeps appearing !!

rants.

i feel like quitting.
but it's very irresponsible .. so i'll jux bear with it ..

my current motivations are my darling friends who are working with me at the moment .. and GOOD NEWS. eunice will be working like one road away from me (: !! .. yayyys ..

anywayy .. i haven't been updating my blog .. will jux give a "brief" summary ..

tuesday : 5th sept ..


happy 19th bday daryl kor!


went to work as usual .. another lonely day .. i was doing my friendship bands .. then wrote 1 letter out had lunch @ banquet .. no appetite so had tao suan .. then bought 8 days .. walked arnd .. after we came back .. started calling .. had 800 to call .. manage to make 77 successful calls .. left work arnd 5.45 .. walked to clarke quay and got home like before 6.30 ..

started working on the idare stuff .. i can't rmb what i did .. oh wells .. what bad memory i have .. =X

wednesday : 6th sept ..

left house early and took train down to clarke quay .. suppose to meet jacob @ 8.15 but in the end we were in the same train jux that different ends .. so met at the exit we suppose to go up from then slowly walked to work .. eudora was waiting for us outside already .. brought them in and briefed them abit .. after that aunty tj came in .. she made a very BIG HOO HA .. got quite irritated .. nearly lost control of myself la .. i wanted to just ask her to shutup and walk out. but didn't in the end .. even eudora was irritated ..

anyway the day was BAD. like totally .. cuz of the commotion behind us .. we couldn't hear the pple on the other side of the line as it was rather soft .. then during lunch instead of going with the usual pple .. me, dora & jacob went to macs instead .. jacob indulged in strawberry sundae while both of us had a filling meal .. initially we thought that we've found a quiet spot to relax and "recover" from that irritating morning .. but who knows a bunch of kindergarden kids came in and sat beside us making alot of noise .. but they're cute la ..

oh ya .. the calling was like terrible la .. i had to call 14 floors above me and made a fool of myself .. jacob was not that good also la .. hsbc became traffic police =.=" .. anyway got scolded by some stupid person over the phone .. felt so terrible after that .. and it's not even my fault !! .. arghs .. manage to call 200 calls la .. didn't do stats .. left at 5.50 .. walked across the bridge with dora .. she went to raffles city while i walked to clarke quay as usual ..

came back and worked on the idare ids !! .. the lanyard design was done + more friendship bands .. i slept like arnd 2+ ..

thursday : 7th sept ..


happy sweet 16 wanzhen & weefong !!


i took leave today .. couldn't wake up when my alarm rang at 8 .. in the end drag until 8.10 then i slowly go to washup .. had to use alot of water to open my sleepy eyes .. then packed my stuff .. ate breakfast .. think of what i need to bring .. squeezed everything .. drag time abit .. then left house like 9.15 .. haha ..

the stupid non aircon single deck 74 broke down @ upper bukit timah road laa !! then 151 came so i alighted and boarded it instead .. got to school like 10.30 .. shawn was waiting at the sushi stall already .. then continued to do the remaining ids .. then fangqi came .. followed by jingyi .. taught them to make friendship bands while waiting for venetia to come .. xiyao came too .. cher wanted to surprise me from behind but shangzhao spoilt her surprise by saying "hi cheryl!" hahaha .. so funny la ..

anyway i was crapping away .. then completed my bands .. we split jobs .. some drew/painted flag .. some used fabric paint to write on bandanas .. some made lanyards .. then i was doing the bands .. after that helped with fabric paints .. had lunch with my darling jing yi .. haha .. oh ya .. vinda & rene came !! .. our grp was kinda united la .. manage to finish everything .. from flag to ids to cheers to performance ! (: .. now only left the props for performance which they're gonna work on tmr ..

ended up washing paint brushes with shawn .. he very funny laa .. refuse to touch the paintbrushes with his hands .. hahaha ... anyway it was so funny .. cuz i finish washing 2 brushes he was only at 1 .. ahaha .. then complain complain .. yada yada .. suppose to go out to eat dinner .. but arr the paint haven't dry yet .. so vinda suggested eating in sch while waiting for it to dry .. one by one our grp pple started to leave .. only left vinda, shawn & me .. =X .. ahaha .. we called kfc delivery .. then waited waited waited .. mori came !! (:

it was fun jux sitting arnd talking .. haha .. our dinner came not long later .. hahaha .. bought red bull to drink cuz we needed the cans .. after that cleared up the place and shawn left first .. i left arnd 9.30 .. took a non aircon double deck 74 .. reached home like 10.30 .. my dad came down to wait for me (: .. was online chatting for awhile cuz my dad hogged the toilet .. so was chatting away with emyy !! ... haha i missed her ALOT .. although i jux saw her last wk .. HAHAHA .. i miss seeing her EVERRYDAY .. miss gossiping .. crapping .. eating malay food .. hahaha the list is never ending (: ... made her wait for me while i went to shower .. haha

came back and continued crapping .. was talking to alot alot of pple !! .. mori, brenda, shangzhao, fenn, jacob, jere, shawn, candice .. it's like 144 now .. i think the red bull effect very powerful sia .. not feeling tired .. but i'm suppose to sleep cuz i need to wake up at 645 to go work !! .. arghhs ..

posted a pic of our pretty pretty Red Bull flag (:
RED BULL ALL THE WAY ~





constant thinking;
hearing abt u makes me miss u loads.

sneezy !

i'm so so so much better now (: ..
especially after that "shopping spree" for the idare materials with my grp .. ermm let's see .. venetia, shawn, suhartono (i think that's his name), jing yi & fang yi .. yupps ..

this morning i got up like 7+ to sms my "MC" .. then fell asleep till 9 .. got up and took my time to prepare for sch .. was online chatting with dora & emy .. haha .. then showered .. had a quick bite and left house at 10 .. reached sch like 10.15 .. waited for emy at the bus stop for awhile though .. walked to the canteen and we parted .. (sounds like some breakup) ahaha ..

found my grp mates and we discussed .. from our ids to cheer and finally performance (: .. then back to ids again .. manage to settle everything by 12+ and headed to IMM .. crossed the bridge and waited for a longgg time for 52 .. by then cher & jingyi's grp came over too .. they wanted to go clementi .. somehow psycho-ed them to go IMM too .. hahaha .. we had lunch together (: .. i couldn't finish lunch at all .. no appetite =X ..

went to daiso and bought 8 items . shawn brought us to giordano .. we spent a LOT of time there .. waiting for the pple to confirm abt our shirts .. wanted to give up and went to baleno, hangten & bossini .. in the end still go back to gio .. manage to settle our shirts .. then discussed how to split up and took shuttle bus to clementi mrt .. from there me, shawn, jing yi, suhartono & fang yi took train to raffles while venetia & monica took bus to town .. suhartono had to leave us at raffles .. anyway we quickly went to change our shirts and took train to somerset ..

we walked to og orchard pt .. but found out wrong place .. so from there we split again .. jing yi & fang yi went to ps first to check out bandanas while me & shawn went to change the 2nd set of shirts at urban warehouse og .. then walked to ps .. crapped alot on the way .. had a good laugh (: .. and our common topic was ONE person; JACKSON.

hahaha .. went to spotlight to look for the girls but in the end i met like so many pple !! .. eudora & lance (: .. i chased lance but he ran away!! .. then shuwen was arnd with her bf i think .. ahha .. chatted with her for awhile .. then went to find cloth .. then chatted with dora & lance .. haha .. poor shawn was waiting for me to be done and the girls weren't arnd yet cux fang yi's slippers broke and she went to get a new pair ..

after that went cloth hunting and venetia called asking abt spray paints so i went there and left the cloth .. was like jumping from one area to another .. then ended up back at the cloth .. ahhaha .. settled on the colour/texture .. then went to cut .. roamed arnd spotlight and found whatever we needed .. after that headed to mos burger to wait for the rest .. it was packed .. so while waiting for seats jux settled everything and the girls left .. got sofa seats (: .. bought our food and venetia + monica came jux in time !! ..

daniel & another guy joined us .. i forgot his name .. hahaha .. it was fun jux sitting there and crapping away .. they "stole" venetia's hp, hp pouch + pencilcase .. then we brainstormed for our last id .. took ages to come up with an idea .. went to karl's junior cuz daniel & the guy wanted to eat there .. then another girl joined us .. haha .. i also dunno her name .. monica left by then .. we jux kept brainstorming many many ideas .. in the end went spotlight and bought strings to make friendship bands .. hahaha .. decided on 3 colours; red, black & golden yellow?! .. hahaha .. it was the germany colours ..

venetia started to braid but it was like some buddhist bands .. so in the end came up with another pattern and i was doing it .. christina popped by!! .. so surprised to see her there .. haha .. after we tried one band .. went to look for the rest at the arcade .. waited for them to play one round of daytona before leaving cuz they wanted to catch a movie .. so me, venetia & shawn left first ..

venetia went to meet her friends and shawn accompanied me down the escalator .. haha .. he took train to outram to change .. my train came before his so i left first .. came back and realised it jux stopped raining cuz the floor was wet .. washed up and was online .. christina asked me to join the turtle family in memory of steve irwin aka crocodile hunter who was killed by a stingray ..

anyway my day was totally FUN la .. really enjoyed myself. thinking abt going to work tmr makes me sad .. but i have to go cuz i need extra $$ to spend !! .. but in another few more days i'll be going off to bintan !! .. so it's ok (: .. i got ONE WEEK to enjoy myself .. hahaha .. btw i realised that shawn talks like jackson. the way they speak is EXCATLY the SAME. hahaha .. how cute is that !! ..

i'm going off to bed now ..
nitex~


ignorance;
won't u show some concern at all?!

much better (:

happy 18th birthday brenda!

i've been feeling like crap the past few days .. it was so bad that i didn't go for piano .. fell asleep till 10+ my sis woke me up to show me some article .. mrs goh won award (: .. then suqi was in the pic .. haha .. yupps .. after that was jux porridge for brunch .. slacked under my warm comfy blanket and was online .. fell asleep somehow (: ..

parents came back .. ate dinner .. then watched tv for awhile .. at 9 we went to the docs .. all 3 of us got medicine laa .. but amanda only once a week .. hmms .. as soon as i got home i ate my medicine and was watching tv + online + playing monopoly .. not really in the right mind to do anything cuz the drowsy effect was setting in .. then by 11 .. i was completely in a daze .. literally "floated" my way back to my room ..

after hitting my bed .. i couldn't sleep at all .. got rather emotional and it didn't help esp with the drowsy effect making me feel "numb" .. somehow i jux cried myself to sleep ..

this morning dad woke me up at 7 .. the effect was still arnd .. it didn't wear off till later in the day .. got quite pissed with my parents la .. they don't understand anything at all .. esp when it comes to being SICK. i rmb the night before .. my dad was asking "are u really not feeling well?" .. then he had the "do u really need to see the doctor" attitude .. arghs .. then this morning .. i told him my medicine was mostly drowsy .. then he said "the effect is different for different pple".. i got quite fed up ended up eating the only non-drowsy antibiotics .. then they made alethea eat her medicine too ..

went to church .. was on the dot .. praise & worship. communion. announcement. sermon .. it was simply tiring .. during sermon i wasn't even listening .. me & amanda were writing on the announcement sheet .. it was crappy .. showed my mum and she laughed passing it to my dad to read .. =.=" .. went up to library after service .. read newspaper and rested there for awhile before going mini creche .. josiah was already arnd ..

anywayy aunty cindy prayed for me (: .. she said i looked tired .. oh wells .. which sick pple don't look tired =.=" .. i was cold and jann was nice .. she got me a cup of warm soya bean .. *thanks jann* .. played piano then story time .. aunty connie's story was interesting .. dyllis came with her sis (dylanis) (: .. had break time and i was feeding her .. after that played with her lil sis .. then her mum left her with me .. she was enjoying herself for awhile before realizing her mum's gone .. brought her out then aunty linda took over ..

after that brought dyllis to the library (: .. we read 2 chinese books before going up .. then went down to playground with dylanis .. haha .. the 2 sisters really had fun !! .. climbing up and sliding down .. heehees .. at 12.15 brought both of them up and sang goodbye song .. dylanis didn't cry (: .. yays .. haha .. their parents came to fetch them and they went on a hugging spree .. haha .. so cute la ..

sze en was very mischievious today !! .. her parents went indonesia for 3 days .. so her uncle brought her + her maid .. then played with her for awhile .. she was laughing like mad .. found out her name was tan sze en hannah .. so sweet right ! .. ahah .. went to library and was resting awhile waiting for dad & mum to be done .. then went to pick my sis up ... waited and waited for them to settle the timetable and only to find out that they wasted so much time there =.=" .. had lunch at the nearest air-con coffeeshop .. met aunty cecilia & szehui .. that girl gave me a hug from the back !! .. so cute laa .. haha

went to grandma's house cuz mum said must visit her .. so i was there for like 15 mins !! .. played with kor's new laptop .. haha .. then came back with amanda.. we missed the 1o7 bus .. in the end cabbed back cux it was very hot and we didn't wanna wait .. came back .. washed up ate medicine and fell asleep till 7+ .. had maggi mee for dinner and watched president star charity .. the dance was nice (: ..

anyway i've decided to stop medication .. it had made me very weak and the effect lasts for a long time .. i hate it .. the floating/numb feeling .. sighs .. i'm gonna go sleep now ..

nitex ~

p.s i forgot to add. i'm taking MC aka leave for tmr to go school for idare stuff .. sounds weird but who cares !! ..


sometimes i wonder;
do u even care?!

freezing >.<

i'm snuggled under my warm comfy blanket .. lying on the mattress with my laptop in front of me .. felt like sneezing but the sneeze wouldn't come !! >.< .. it's so tiring .. sighs .. my nose is like stuffed up .. had a minor headache jux now .. this is crazy la !! ..

i watched the breakup yesterday with eudora .. felt that the show was VERY draggy .. somehow i was sniffing away cuz it was very cold and my nose got blocked .. eudora thought i was crying =.=" .. in the end she was the one that cried laa !! .. weird right .. after that we went back .. sniffed all the way home and snuggled under my warm blanket ..

this morning dragged myself to work .. i wanted to call in SICK but decided not to since i was already up .. so i went .. and left at 12 .. went tiong bahru to get emy's cake .. had lunch while waiting for jingyi to appear .. then we took train down to sch .. ran after 74 .. and got to sch .. mel helped us kept the cake .. anyway we went to blk 5 co-op to find party poppers but dun have .. so bought lighter .. the aunty very cute sia .. tell me got cheap & expensive .. ugly & pretty .. =.="

anywayy the briefing was fast .. then SFs surprised emy with the cake and she was so paisehh cuz she only expected a bday song and not the cake .. haha .. so was helping her clear the cake .. i wiped like some chocolate on her .. didn't smash ): .. haha .. after that had more briefings .. filled in forms .. then finally settled down in our small grps (: .. picked our mortals .. haha .. i dun even know who's mine .. LOL ..

anywayy discussed grp names; id-s .. picked leaders .. nxt meeting on monday .. came back and snuggled under my blanket while finish watching my lovely samsoon (: .. getting very tired now .. i dun wanna go for piano !! .. hopefully i'll be VERY VERY sick tmr .. then dun need to go .. haha .. but if i really sick .. then can't go out le .. omg omg .. so contradicting .. ): .. sians la ..

shall post pics up !!

pretty eunice (:
icecream makes eunice happy !

















peek-a-boo. guess who's behind !
yummy icecream !!
ben & jerry's with eudora !













sunny morning ..
rainy morning ..













stormy night ..
rainy + cloudy morning ..














my neat table (:
the view ..














upclose & personal ..

my stuff !!














happiness;
seeing u made my day, hearing from u made it alot more better.
nothing can make me feel this way, only u.

sickk ):

i've caught a cold.
gonna go sleep now .. jux popping by to say ..

happy advanced EIGHTEENTH birthday emelliaa !!!

finally legal. hahaha .. don't make me jealous!! ..
rmb 10 yrs later .. i owe u sookee .. LOL ..

nitex~