i thought the festive season is almost over .. but i was wrong .. town is still as crowded as ever!! ..
i thought i would be early today to meet dora .. BUT i was wrong too .. =x ended up meeting her super late at pepper lunch .. i got my christmas present from her =D
we walked from taka -> paragon -> zara (liat twrs) -> wisma -> paragon .. i window shopped while that girl was in the shopping mood and even offered to buy clothes for me cuz she just got her allowance .. =.="
anyway her parents sent me home today .. it was abit awkward but wells .. maybe it was better la .. although there was a massive jam from orchard till potong pasir .. at least it allow us some time to talk ..
so miss eudora tan, don't think so much abt it already .. move on with your life ok .. rmb that i'll always be there for you!! .. (:
my sisters are damn irritating .. it's already 1plus and yet they are still super whiney ): .. i'm dozing off again .. so gonna get offline and hit the bed alr .. hopefully tmr can start clearing my room for the new year and go SHOPPING with mummy + cousin!
thank you for accompanying us today .. although i think it was rather boring for u to wait for us while we "shopped" .. and i'm super sorry abt not being able to leave with u .. =x but wells .. at least u got home earlier than me! miss ya!
eunice commented that i got eyebags! and i totally agree with her ):
it wasn't a really great day with the technology part at work .. but anyhow it was made up for when i went "shopping" with the girls .. we found heaven in the middle of tanjong pagar! .. ICON VILLAGE and AMARA! ok i know abit wols la .. like work there for almost 5 mths yet we dunno these places .. =x
whatever it is .. i had a long day today .. and i'm very tired. gonna head to bed alr .. will continue some other time .. nights.
really had a great time with u; wished time would stop then. many msges stuck + uncontactable .. honestly, i was kinda worried .. that's how much u mean to me. ♥
in a day there are 24 hrs .. if 8 hrs are set aside for sleeping .. another 8 hrs for work .. the last 8 hrs for meals, travelling time, preparation time, misc activities .. it's not really enough right? ..
esp the last 8 hrs .. it doesn't even feel as though there are 8 hrs at all =x
i'm being random here .. dozing off on my bed again .. i'd better get going for now .. nights!
although i wasn't really looking forward to this christmas .. it had been one of the best christmas ever!
it had been a great time of family bonding the past 2 days .. great bonds forged between my cousins too .. (: although it's like 7 out of 8 families .. it's quite good!
wishes were fulfilled and it was pure bliss. ♥ I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
just to be with you is having the best day of my life
anyway being random here .. going to town during this season is a super bad idea .. there are millions of people arnd .. and u literally have to squeeze ur way through .. but wells .. although it's only for awhile .. it's still "fate" we met! =x
You give me love, You give me light, Show me everything's been happening, You've opened up my eyes, I'm following Three steps fight an honest fight, Two hearts, that can start a fire, One love is all I need in this life
The Bottom Line Disparate things will suddenly take on a harmonious vibe, creating peace for you.
In Detail There is a strong interconnectedness between all of the different elements of your life right now. Disparate people, places and things will suddenly take on a harmonious vibe, synching up and creating the foundation for something unique and quite beautiful. Now is the time to take your craziest germ of an idea and show it to the world. You are well-poised to gather up many different types of admirers who think that your way of doing things is pretty special.
1 day till christmas .. many things to do now .. i'd better get started else i wont be able to sleep tonight!
hungryy! ): i forgot i havent eat dinner .. sighs.
[editted] i hate family conflicts. i really really do. why bring the grudges from one generation to another? can't they just forgive and forget?! i wish u all could celebrate christmas with us. [/editted]
my fav song is playing on radio again (: and it reminds me of you.
BOO. it's such a bad day .. i wanna whine and rant how bad it is .. ):
it started with me being so sleepy to get out of bed .. so took up the "offer" to work at 930 .. was taking my own sweet time preparing .. reached office rather on time ..
it was soooo quiet .. no neighbour at all .. they were testing the phone lines towards noon .. it was quite disruptive. no thanks to that phone test .. it screwed up my day .. unreasonable woman called and demanded .. can't believe this had to happen .. anyway enough about that woman .. thinking of her makes my blood boils.
hmms .. i feel sick again .. having occasional headaches + giddy spells .. screwed up body .. screwed up health .. no extra credits to stupid periods and the weather! ..
whatever it is .. i'm going to bed alr! nights!
never alone; your presence was greatly appreciated! (:
I want a little something more Don't want the middle or the one before I don't desire a complicated past I want a love that will last
Say that you love Say I'm the one Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run I don't do drama My tears don't fall fast I want a love that will last
I don't want a just a memory Gives me forever Don't even think about saying good-bye Cuz I want just one love to be enough And remain in my heart till I die
So call me romantic Oh I guess that must be so There's something more that you oughta know I'll never leave you So don't even ask I want a love that will last
Forever I want a love that will last I want a love that will last
I don't want a just a memory Gives me forever Don't even think about saying good-bye Cuz i want just one love to be enough And remain in my heart till I die
So there's little more that I need I wanna share all the air you breathe I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past I want a love that will last
Forever I want a love the love that last Always I just want a love that will last Want a love that will last
it's kinda weird cuz my dad is chasing us to do our christmas shopping now .. i really dun understand why he's in the christmasy mood this yr and all of us are not .. =x
i'm super lazy to get out of my bed now .. so dont even expect me to get out of my house .. i've gotta get 15 things. maybe i'll go get it sometime during the wkends .. BOO. i realised that i havent included my close friends gifts yet. so that means arnd 7 more .. and the count increases to 22! .. oh nooo ... i really dunno what to give them la ..
for now, i'm so not looking forward to christmas. DORA ur house open on 25th anot? i go over and nua with u in front of the tv. we can have movie marathon .. all the sappy shows whatever not and munch on snacks ..
SIGHS. it's so not christmasy this year. ): maybe it's cause i'm getting older .. i used to love christmas alot last time. my grown up christmas list is also getting shorter ..
aunt called and asked if we wanna go out .. cousin's at school now.. dunno how to tell her also .. =x .. i'm falling asleep soon .. zzz. we shall see ltr if i go out.
but wells .. at least one event has been successfully completed. many thanks to the ARC pple that helped out today! .. esp jo and kong hwei!! (: not forgetting my dearest christmas comm pple .. farah, filza, mingli, huifang and yap! oh ya .. and without those 42 - 7 = 35 pple that turned up .. it wouldn't be a blast too!
it's like 1plus now and i shld be heading to bed alr. nights!
*p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARAH! hope you enjoyed ur day and liked the presents we got you!
The Bottom Line Your business and romantic connections will intersect today in a very thrilling way.
In Detail Business and romantic connections will intersect today in a potentially thrilling way -- could you be smack dab in front of a major opportunity? Play this one carefully -- and make sure you stay on the right side of that line between work and play. Building this relationship could pay off in a very big way, sending your life in a brand new direction. Show them you have what it takes, but try not to come on too strong. Lead with your personality and just be yourself.
anyway yays .. i finally finish making candy's farewell/christmas present .. her last day is today (19/12) .. i'm so gonna miss herr!! .. ): oh wells .. i must rmb to ask for her email ltr when i see her! ..
whatever it is .. i'm getting tired .. gonna go sleep alr! nights!!
the weather is still unpredictable! it was sunny till this afternoon .. and it started drizzling after work .. within minutes it got heavier and thank God for the invention of the umbrella .. else we would all be stuck somewhere in Singapore ..
anyway .. manage to catch up with emy online!! .. even though it's just for awhile .. but we still have alot to bitch about everytime we talk la .. =x .. it's never ending! i hope we can meet up next wk to watch ps i love you!! .. and we can cry together without anyone laughing at us .. =x .. how bimbotic. nono i can't say that .. we are not rich blondes and we both got brains!
ahaha .. christmas is coming! i dont know why i'm looking forward to it when i havent plan anything yet .. it's so different from last yr where i spent it with the girls and jere .. and i had time to make gifts for them! .. this yr .. i dont even have time to go shopping!! .. didnt see anything much arnd also .. i really wonder how it'll be this yr .. =x
whatever the case .. i'm going to bed alr .. super tired .. was stoning and reacting very slowly to everything arnd the whole day ..
it had been quite a day today .. i was contemplating whether i shld take mc today cuz i didnt feel well .. but my dad nagged and ask me go work .. so had no choice but to go ..
not really busy also .. besides one complicating and troublesome case .. after 5.30 was busy running arnd to settle stuff cuz i wont be arnd tmr .. mass email everyone and left notes for the relevant pple .. left office at 6 .. and zoom down to hougang mall where my aunt, cousins and mum were waiting ..
had dinner at cartel cuz aunt had been wanting to eat there .. sis came down with dad and all of us had dinner .. shared alot of food!! celebrated mum's bday again there too .. after that walked arnd hg mall .. although i stay just across .. i seldom go there .. and the half of the 5th floor open alr .. it was fun walking arnd with my aunt and crazy cousins .. we settled for dessert before leaving for home at 9.30 ..
anyway today at office .. was quite amused at my supervisor and his wife .. haha i still think they are damn cute!! .. he walked away to get sth from printer .. she came to his place .. he went to look for her at her desk .. but didnt see her .. so he walked one round the office looking for her .. and finally when he came back to his place he saw her .. cause she was being "covered" by the huge stack of stuff in front of her .. haha ..
yays i'm on leave tmrr!.. hope that it rains/storms tmr .. so emy can meet me for movie date .. and we can meet cand for awhile .. gonna go christmas lucky draw shopping tmr too .. everything depends on the weather now .. we shall see how tmr ..
alrights it's 2355 and i'm going to bed alr .. quite early ah .. but i'm super tired .. so that's all for now! nightss!!
yet another stupid quarrel with dad .. i realise almost everytime we celebrate a bday we'll definately quarrel .. and the whole "atmosphere" would be something like just quickly get over and done with it .. blow the damn candles and cut the cake. forget about the bday song it doesnt have any meaning any more.
it really sucks doesn't it? i really wish we were back in the past when everyone's bday used to be more happy .. taking family pictures and having fun ..
arghs. whatever la .. i cant really be bothered now .. i've got better things to think of.
2 more working days! .. took leave on friday to rest. most likely prawning with miss ang and mayo at night .. i got F's present and PP's card already! got mum's bday present too! lesser things to do alr .. (:
oh ya .. i met ivy in the train! for a moment i forgot all my hand signs .. so i took out my hp and typed what i wanted to ask her and she replied me by typing on her hp too .. the funny thing was that our hp were the same colour .. and the theme used was the same too!! .. haha how coincidental =D
i'm gonna sleep in 3 minsNOW! long long day tmrr .. nights!
oh nooo .. i'm getting old ): i cant rmb alot of things .. SIGH.
things i need to remember: - mummy's birthday!! weds - vt's birthday!! sat - get F's birthday present - get PP's birthday voucher + card - christmas games prep - christmas grping/seating arrangement - date candice out - date ptgf and wx - date jiemeis - plan christmas party @ late grandma's place - christmas shopping!!! =D - meet dora to pass her dw book
all i want for christmas is YOU. lalalaa~ such a bubbly song playing on radio now .. so christmasy .. =D i honestly can't wait for christmas .. pure happyness! HOLIDAY, PRESENTS, FAMILY, FRIENDS ... LOVE.
alrights it's time to sleep .. i am suffering from a lack of sleep! .. quite tempted to take leave and go home to sleep .. =x cannot! you must be disciplined alicia! i'm going madd!! nights for now!
my heart skipped a beat almost halting to a stop. was praying hard for this moment .. and it kinda happened.
just as i logged into mel and wanted to submit my incomplete assignment .. i saw a red line .. 12/10/07 - 2359 .. and decided to risk it.
so i'm gonna submit interim tmr morning at office .. left some diagrams and printscreens i need to retrieve .. will be in office early to do it and go onsite ..
still got so much to type. i havent do my biz process yet and it's the one with the most points. ):
i wish i can access my computer in the office now .. then can extract all those stupid printscreens .. i didnt realise how impt they were till now .. but it's too late for regrets right?! ..
nvm .. i'll just make do with what i have .. at most go on monday and prtsc before sending in separate attachment to her hopefully she'll accept it ..
whatever it is .. i am seriously going INSANE writing this .. have to do those uml diagrams tmr .. so i must try to finish writing all those bullshit now ..
Don't know much about your life. Don't know much about your world, but Don't want to be alone tonight, On this planet they call earth.
You don't know about my past, and I don't have a future figured out. And maybe this is going too fast. And maybe it's not meant to last,
But what do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say?
I just want to start again, And maybe you could show me how to try, And maybe you could take me in, Somewhere underneath your skin?
What do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say?
And I had my heart beaten down, But I always come back for more, yeah. There’s nothing like love to pull you up, When you’re laying down on the floor there. So talk to me, talk to me, Like lovers do. Yeah walk with me, walk with me, Like lovers do, Like lovers do.
What do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say?
Don’t know much about your life And I don’t know much about your world.
interim is killing me ): i havent start anything besides the content page .. SIGHS. i need some inspiration please ..
randomly. i finally took a picture of my small table while no one was arnd.. what do u think of it? .. (clockwise) cpu, super nice lcd screen, pretty desktop pic, the stupid cisco phone, pencil holder, sweet box, doggie hp holder, waterbottle, winnie the pooh tissue box, 2007 calander, box of paper fasterners, mouse on mouse pad, keyboard, doggie arm rest.
notice the white things sticking behind the phone? .. those are stars made from straws that i usually kop from lunch .. =x
as promised, this is the prtscreen of the call stats on monday .. it was really one crazy day .. =x happy birthday girl with us (: see how she smiles with her double peace sign!
i'm super tired. it's been like that the past few days .. not really in the mood for for anything at all .. ): sighs. i need to adjust my life soon .. -get a life alicia!-
even ms tan spotchecks on me to make sure i'm fine cuz she thinks i'm affected by my failure. thank you ms tan; i'm fine!
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won't forget all the ones that I love. I'll take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away.
it was such a bad day today. but you definately made it better!
what do you say to taking chances?
countdown. 9 days to vt's bday! 13 days to christmas party! 19 days to christmas! 26 days to 2008!
sighs. anyhow .. most imptly i wanna wish my dearest mayo. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
ffwd.
thank you for making my day darling jiemeis! it really had been 2 great days meeting up with both of u! .. "studying", celebrating mayo's bday and even camwhoring with 65 pics in 3 hrs! .. the whole night was filled with pure laughter .. i hope u guys enjoyed urselves as much as i did =D we'll catch up again soon ok! study hard for ur CTs (: many many many loves;
horoscope for tmr. The hottest thing in your life right now sure isn't the weather, and it's not your romance, either. No, all the heat that's being generated is coming from the fresh ideas brimming from your head! So grab some paper, pens, crayons, a video camera -- whatever you feel like using to get your ideas out. Songs, poems, stories, even silly 'to do' lists are all valid forms of expression right now. Getting what's deep inside of you out there is the biggest challenge you have today. But it's bound to offer the greatest reward, too.
the sky is filled with stars today .. and as mayo's pm thick-skinly says .. "tonight the stars shine for meeeeeee" i shan't comment much cuz it's her bday and she counted 15 stars on the way home .. but i think there were more .. =x ..
it was a busy day at work .. with the phone ringing off the hook like no one's business .. alot of repeated callers .. and alot of random callers calling other's phone .. i reached a record of 22 calls with 1 call abandoned =x .. wanted to put up the prtscreen i caught .. but blogger got sth wrong .. so maybe next time ..
met up with jiemeis after work .. took 162 all the way to thomson .. long journey but it was worth it .. cuz i manage to rest for awhile .. surprised mayo there cuz only yg knew i was going .. =D in the end had dinner there and was a BIG distraction to both of them .. *guilty* we talked alot from 9 - 10 .. then packed up and took bus back ..
admired the stars/satellites on the way out of thomson plaza .. must be mayo's "friends" that know it's her bday in afew hrs so they "showcase" their bright lights .. hahaha ..
anyway .. thank you jiemeis for all the advice and the random talks .. it really feels like as though we're back to the past .. just that i am not studying today =x .. and yays we're meeting up to celebrate mayo's bday ltr tonight @ thomson's pizza hut .. and they're gonna study again .. i shall start writing my interim report while they're studying .. (: i hearts my jiemeis manymany!
i just clicked publish post without any words =x how blur .. BOO.
anyway i had been a longggg day.. sermon was dry .. couldn't really concentrate cuz my mind was else where .. helped dad cover the shelves in the library to prevent the pple from taking the wrong books .. went up and lil girl was there alr .. she smileedd =D
lil girl is getting heavier week by week .. and she's a bigbig eater .. anyway she's simply stuck to me alr .. mum tried to change her diapers and she was crying till i carried her away .. and and and she was talking baby language + clapping her hands today! .. it's such a joy seeing her grow up and getting smarter every week.. i think in afew more months weeks i'll be seeing her walk arnd ..
cabbed back with amanda and slept through the whole afternoon .. super super tired .. went grocery shopping just now and bought alot of food! most likely cooking pasta on sat .. had ask vt, huiis and dora to come over .. but not sure if they're free yet ..
it's gonna be a lonely week but i'll just make do with whatever i have .. dearest neighbours.. please dont abandon me! calls.. please dont give me trouble!
alethea's gonna be away on camp from tues - fri .. the house is gonna be soooo quiet .. hopefully amanda doesnt pick up a fight or cause trouble ..
*p.s i am looking fwd to tuesday, friday and saturday! (:
[edits] i wonder who's getting me my christmas present! .. so excited yet nervous .. i like talking to mayo! .. i wish we could go back to the past and crap like no one's business .. randomness - good luck to everyone having common tests!!
it's 8 mins to 1 .. gonna sleep now! gooood nights! [/edits]
really hope that u'll be better! no more "bloodsheds" (: 1 week = 7 days = 168 hours = 10080 minutes = 604800 seconds without you. ♥ misses;
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true Deep down inside we want to believe they still do And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after If we just don't get it our own way Ever ever after It may only be a wish away
Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe Unafraid, unashamed There is joy to be claimed in this world You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after Though the world will tell you it's not smart Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying Your head feels it's spinning Each happy ending's a brand new beginning Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after Forever could even start today Ever ever after Maybe it's just one wish away Your ever ever after Ever ever ever after
finally after a longgggg time i went to cut my hairr! and this time it's by aunty joanne (: dont really trust anyone else to cut my hair ..
went to visit cousin's wife today .. she jux gave birth to a baby girl on monday morning .. but the lil girl's having mild jaundice so she's in hospital .. cousin's wife having abit of post natal depression also .. heard from mum and aunts she kept crying .. =x
realised that whenever my mum and aunts gather .. there will be alot of gossips la .. they bitch alottt and although i like kids .. it made me have second thoughts abt having kids next time .. aunt was verbally teaching me how to cook .. she said she'll go over to my place next time and show me .. haha she said that those pple that knows how to cook are very lazy to cook .. and those that dont know how to cook are more "enthu" abt cooking .. too bad i only cook when i feel like cooking or when there's some occasion happening at home =D
alrights it's time to head to bed noww .. goooooood nights!
