i pray for a miracle.

my sec sch testimonial is missing and i need it for uni app ..

sighs.
whatever it is .. hopefully a miracle would happen and i would be able to find it tmr ..

maybe i shld think of other alternatives besides local uni ..
how abt flying overseas?! not as troublesome right?! ..
or maybe i shld go to some other uni besides local ones ..

i feel so screwed now ..
just pray and hope that everything will go smoothly ..

it's back to work tmr and i'm going to sleep alr ..
nights.

sick again .. ):

fell sick with the same thing 2 yrs ago (in nov) .. and it's back!
no guesses for what sickness i got ... throat infection, sore throat, runny nose, flu, fever .. almost lost my voice too AGAIN.
got 4 types of tablets + 1 cough syrup + 1 blackcurrent "sweet" that soothes the throat ..
it's the same medicine i got last time too!! .. 2 drowsy medicines .. how coincidental .. hurhur.

i got totally knocked out after having those medicine this afternoon .. broke out in cold sweat too .. had phone calls coming in but i really couldn't answer with my heavy head so had to ask alethea to help me answer them ..

anyway this time it's better than last time .. much better ..
no throbbing head or puking sensation .. and i still made it out of the house to work this morning but couldn't take it towards afternoon so ask supervisor for permission to go see doctor and went back ...

i got 2 days mc .. tmr's mc is for standby purposes ..
but i'm not sure if i'm gonna stay home or go work for acb training part 2 .. sighs .. ):
maybe i shld get an mc extension on friday then i can stay home to rest ..

to share abit of joy. i'm glad the final report dateline has been extended to 10th feb =D

alrights i'm gonna sleep again ..
medicine's taking effect .. i have seriously no idea whether i shld go work anot .. SIGHS.

first and many more to come! ..

to my dearest ..

happy first month!! =D

it had been a great HOT date with u and my crazy cousin at ubin today ..
although there were like so many insects and we got "lost" thanks to the lousy map ..
not forgetting the muddy discovery trial and the monkeys/dogs/cats! .. =x

i'm really glad to spend the whole day with u .. (:

thanks for putting up with my nonsense the past 1 mth and sticking up for me always ..

many many many lovesss;

9 roses;

together as long as we live. ♥

*p.s thanks to all that wished us well .. (:

one, two, three!

- FINAL REPORT due 3rd feb!!! - starting SOON
- to remember to pass dora the smitten mag - TBA
- clean my messy table - SOON
- cny shoppingg! - no budget yet.. ):
- meet emy for movie treat - 27 dresses! - 29th jan??
- meet elaine & jerhui for lunch/dinner - 3rd feb
- 1st mth anniversary! - 25th jan
- think and start planning my future - TBA
- signing of extension contract - monday?

time just flew past .. and it's already wednesday!
it's gonna be a quiet day at office tmrr ..
dearest is on leave, pp and jerms onsite, supervisor @ some event .. ):

i have to start writing on my report soon .. hopefully can find some time during the weekends to do it .. no more going out with cousin & bf for the next 1 wk .. i have to come home everyday and do it!! .. *concentrate alicia*

and it's gonna be our 1st mth anni this friday! .. took leave for it cuz we both are clearing our leaves ..
anyway .. i must say it has been rather blissful till now .. thank God for bf's patience and understanding .. (:

the future is ours to plan;
just me and you.
i love you!

the list still exists ..

- FINAL REPORT due 3rd feb!!! - starting SOON
- plan to meet up with dora for her bday and to pass her the smitten mag - 22nd jan
- clean my messy table and clear my room - SOON
- cny shoppingg! - no mood .. no budget .. ):
- meet emy for movie treat - 27 dresses! - 29th jan??
- meet elaine & jerhui for lunch/dinner - 3rd feb
- think and start planning my future - TBA

gonna sleep alrr .. openhse tmr again!
it's the last day and i can't wait for it to end!! (:

it had been quite some time ..

since i had stayed up so late.
plus with the lack of sleep .. and the long day i had before and the coming day ..
i think i'm gonna be damn screwed tmr. ):

sighs.

look at how true my horoscope for the day is ..

The Bottom Line
A restless energy you wake up with today will drive you to start many new things.

In Detail
That restless energy you'll wake up with this morning is going to drive you to start a few new things today -- don't worry too much about finishing any of them, though. Today is all about beginnings and initiatives, not about completion or conclusions. There are many avenues open to you, so take today to check each and every one of them out. Travel down the road a little while and if you like it, keep going. But if you don't, turn right around and give something (or someone) else a try.

sorry ..

sometimes i wish life was smooth sailing without any worries ..
but it's impossible.

let others say what they want .. i dont really care ..
but i wonder, will u be easily swayed by their words?
it doesn't really help when all these are said after a long stupid day at work ..

whatever it is .. i really hope that it wont happen again ..
shan't think abt it also .. it's over already!

but i really owe him an apology for ignoring him this evening .. sorry dearest.

there are actually more things to blog abt .. but i'm really tired and on the brink of dozing off in front of my laptop .. so i'd just do it tmr when i get back to school and meet my darlings!

don't worry dearest, you are absolutely irreplaceable! ♥
i'll miss u loads over the next few days ..

The Bottom Line
You have to share your feelings in order to communicate. Keeping quiet is not wise.

In Detail
Like it or not, other people cannot read your mind. You have to share your feelings and express yourself in order to communicate. Some days this is an easy thing to do -- but on days like today, opening up your mouth and saying something that makes you feel vulnerable seems more difficult than solving a Rubik's Cube blindfolded. You can opt not to spill the beans, but you will only be prolonging the inevitable. Get to the point, say what you feel, and then go from there.

list updated..

- do the openhouse video/flash!!
- FINAL REPORT due 3rd feb!!!
- plan dora's bday?!
- meet up with dora to pass her the smitten mag
- collect GV card
- clean my messy table and clear my room
- cny shoppingg!
- keep some time for bf
- meet emy for movie treat - 27 dresses!
- think and start planning my future ..

1 John 4:18
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

i still have to ...

- do the openhouse video/flash!!
openhouse is in 4 days! but i've got no inspiration ):
- FINAL REPORT due 3rd feb!!!
roughly got a gist of what i'm gonna do alr .. but alot of research and prtsc needed .. + time & effort too!
- plan dora's bday??!!
still unsure if we're celebrating on 22 .. but wells i'll be on leave!
- meet up with dora to pass her the smitten mag
hopefully monday ..
- collect GV card
hopefully monday too!! ..
- go threading
maybe monday?!
- clean my messy table and clear my room
hopefully during some free weekends
- cny shoppingg!
4 wks more .. hopefully during my free days ..
- keep some time for bf
either on mons, thurs, sats/suns .. we are so busy we hardly have time for each other.
- finish testing jerm's misa script
monday before she comes in!
- think and start planning my future ..
i dunno what i wanna do after i grad from NP =x

i really wish time wont go so fast .. sighs.

blessing or curse in disguise?

what do u think of an office scandal becoming a fairytale in reality .. ?

today dinner @ rendevous restaurant with jega and jon + the girls was super _______. (fill in the blank)
i was suaned like mad and until now i still wonder why jega knows =.="
although i think almost quite a no. of people knows already ..
but still .. a low profile r/s would be good.

somehow the whole scene just now was really funny ..
it was really coincidence that everyone saw him while he was going to look at some filming going on .. i thought no one would realise .. but in the end all of them saw and went "eh that looks like yap ahh ..!!"

oh wells .. no matter what thank goodness for filza's presence! .. i think without her .. i wouldn't been able to survive through the whole dinner =x .. really wished farah was arnd too .. but that poor girl fell sick for the past 2 days .. so was on MC .. office had been real boring and quiet without her ): .. dear neighbour, get well soon!

i think ahh .. if anyone wanna know .. they shld just ask us straight cuz we won't hide it anymore too .. the only exception would be in front of my parents though .. else i guess everything is fine (:

alrights .. i'd better get going now ..
nights!

time is of essence;
life is short, live it!
love ya loads ♥

exclaimations!!

somehow .. i think i've been falling in love with exclaimation marks!! ..
just realised i've been using alot of exclaimations lately .. i wonder why ..
oh wells so random .. =x

i've got nothing much to update i guess ..
i'm proud of myself cuz i manage to drag my lazy ass to singpost and finally got my pdl renewed!
yays .. i can go revision soon .. better book before ms tan starts nagging =x
dad treated me & mum dinner =D we shared prawn salad, fried rice and gelare's icecream waffles!!

anyway randomly quoting from huiis's lj ..
"when you love someone, or misses someone, be sure to let the person know."

so to that special one.
although time spent together will get lesser ..
just know that i love you so much that i miss you loads! ♥
always remember .. you are my BIGGEST neverending worry.

The Bottom Line
Someone you love will mess up your daily routine, but they don't mean any harm.
In Detail
Someone who is lovable (but also a bit frustrating) could make things a bit rocky for you, messing up all your plans for the day. Their inflexibility is going to wreak havoc with your schedule and totally upset your daily routine. The good news is that it won't take long for you to come up with a backup plan that will help you work around the obstacles they have inadvertently created. Celebrate the fact that you can always find a way to get yourself back on track.

coincidence ..

the radio's playing a very meaningful song now .. only you know why.
just heard the song 2 days ago too .. 98 degrees - i do (cherish you)

anyway the past few days had been quite fine ..
just too many coincidental stuff happening arnd .. maybe our minds connect that's why ..

the requirements for final report are out! .. it's time to get serious and start getting down to business ..
i'm really aiming for distinction!! *prays hard*

let's see .. i've gotta do quite a no. of stuff ..
- the openhouse video/flash by next wk!
- renew my pdl!! it expired on 18th dec =.="
- clean my messy table and clear my room cuz cny's coming
- FINAL REPORT!!!
- plan dora's bday??!!
- meet up with dora to pass her the smitten mag
- collect GV card ..

goodness me .. so many things to do .. i cannot be lazy anymoree!!
sighs .. whatever it is .. i hope everything will be fine.

i thought you overslept and was late for your appt ..
thank goodness you called me when you reached.
i thought you were caught in the heavy rain ..
thank goodness you came online safe and sound.
no matter what .. you have been dearly missed by me! ♥

i wonder ..

The limits and restrictions you have put on yourself recently are no longer useful for your life right now. Whether you put yourself on a tighter budget, a new diet, or some other type of strict regime, today the universe gives you permission to go off the plan for just a day. Step out and do what you want to do today -- take advantage of a great bargain, a wonderful dinner invitation, or some other opportunity that is just too good for you to pass up!

is this coincidence or what.
i'm too tired .. gonna sleep now ..
nights.

let it be the first and last;
for now.

bored ..

it's such a boring saturday ..
i pigged in bed till 12 =x

was watching tv and having lunch with my sis ..
the aircon men came to clean the aircon and made the whole house soooo noisy .. =x
after they left was choosing clothes from my mum's pack cuz she cleared her cupboard alr ..
then she came over to help me clear mine .. =x ..
had a mountain of unwanted clothes ..

i was feeling unwell then .. felt like puking badly + head was abit groggy ..
so fell asleep with the mountain of unwanted clothes beside me ..
woke up to close the windows when it started to pour heavily ..
felt better for a while and the pukey feeling came back again ):

ended up lazing on mum's big big bed and alethea came home ..
we were watching tv again!! .. had dinner and slacked arnd ..
aunt & uncle brought cousin over .. they were checking out my mountain of unwanted clothes ..
in the end i think they manage to find alot of clothes for cousin .. HAHA
this is a cycle man ... our clothes just gets passed down to one another ..

i shall get going alr .. it's 12 and someone's chasing me to bed .. =x
it's a longggg day tmrr .. going to help make a mess in someone's kitchen .. ahha ..
hopefully i'll feel well tmr .. *crosses fingers & toes*

nights!

my clothes!! .. before and after effect ..
pls ignore the last 2 pics they are repeats.

on the 2nd day of 2008 ..

still feeling sick .. so i went to the doctor's and finally got an MC for tmr!
gonna stay home and rest .. so if anyone wanna find me .. do come visit me at my hse!

such a good way to start the year aye?
22 calls with 1 abandoned .. like always kana at least 1 abandoned ):
got 17 calls in the morning .. alot from 1 agt .. but he's nice la ..

i'm glad i got nice pple in the office to accompany me! esp farah and dinesh! .. (:
furthermore .. many many thanks to konghwei for helping me with the loading of script!!
and not forgetting dearest for coming back to help me clear outstanding cases ..

oh wells .. i'm gonna stop rambling on and on for now ..
maybe tmr if i'm free i'll do a picture post .. so come back soon!

love is being with u;
even if it's just for a short while.

two thousand and eight!

happy happy new year everyonee!! =D

it's a new year and a new beginning ..
so it'll be a better year!! (:

the last day of 2007 was very well spent except for the fact that i felt quite sick for sometime .. =x
had half day till 1 .. was answering the calls from 10 to 1 cuz all of them went misa ..
went down with philip, michelle, peipei, anna & yap to jerm's dad wake after lunch .. sighs .. that's how unpredictable life is ..
to my dearest hua mao, be strong girl! and i won't forget what u said - cherish your parents.

met ptgf at cityhall .. went to collect her paycheck from her ex workplace and we were at tcc .. had tiramisu and oreo milkshake .. was really feeling sick by then .. camwhored and talked for awhile .. she's really super cute la .. =x

after walking her to cityhall .. went to raffles city and marina square .. found my 8 days and walked over to suntec .. was talking to dora the whole time ..
met dad at kuishin bo .. really didnt had appetite to eat cuz i felt like puking ..
so was sitting there stoning while dad went to pile food on the plates ..
cousin came and started piling food on the plates too .. mum was the last to reach .. =x

dad was complaining that i wasted his money cuz i didnt eat much .. just like abit of shark's fin soup, 1 jelly, half a bowl of porridge (mum got it for me), abit of crab, 2 cups of hot water .. haha .. now u know why he was complaining .. =x .. cousin had alot alot of sashimi and shellfish and crabs .. all the expensive food .. haha thank goodness he covered my share .. if not sure get nagged like mad ..

we sat there from 615 till 930 .. that was how long they ate .. it's super hilarious when we didn't win the lucky draw cuz the tables arnd us won .. talked alot of random stuff too ..
walked with them to city hall before meeting dearest (:

we walked over to one raffles quay and found a "non muddy" spot ..
super super early when we got there .. not really alot of pple ..
but closer to 12 the field was quite packed .. everyone was anticipating the stroke of midnight ..
lights dimmed .. and could hear noise but no fireworks .. within seconds *boooom* pretty fireworks lit up the cloudy skies .. it was spectular!

phone network was down for awhile .. but managed to call dora in the end (:
walked all the way to chinatown to take train one round and got seats ..
wasn't feeling well so once i came home and wash up .. dozed off in front of the laptop.
when i woke up my head was groggy =x .. off laptop and knocked out on the bed ..

and this is my first horoscope for the year! (:

A relationship that began rooted in business is starting to show signs of being much more congenial than ever before -- could this be a new friendship, or even a new romance? Slow down there, buddy! Take these new developments very, very slowly. A lot is riding on continued harmony for you two, so you need to be very careful where you take things. Stick with things the way they are for today, but think about when in the near future it would make sense to take the next step.

there's always a first time to everything ..
being with you at the stroke of midnight is definately a great start to a new year (:
i love you dearest! ♥