tomorrow ...

it's PC's first cutover and i'm going to be onsite at lucky plaza from 9.30 - 6.30!!

actually .. i dunno what to expect hopefully someone will come rescue me tmr ..
*i dont wanna be alone after jo leaves!!*

my neighbour wont be arnd for 3 days too cuz she's busy with another MAJOR cutover ..
even jerms will be out for PS cutover for quite afew days i think ..
got PC internal demo on friday .. better prepare for it when i get back to office on weds & thurs ..

anyway .. here's a shoutout to those that are currently working on night shift for the MAJOR cutover migration .. jiayou!! =D

alrights .. it's time to sleep .. got a long day ahead...
nights!

*P.S i'll miss you neighbour!! ..
cya on friday (hopefully) .. thursday even better still =D
take care while u're at agt's place!! ..

absence makes the heart grow fonder...
missin' you.

34 days more ..

till i take SAT with my dearest mayo.

just signed up for SAT online .. will take it on 3rd may (sat) @ CJC ..
dunno what i'm doing also .. but wells .. will just take a shot at it la ..
who knows if i can't get into local uni this would come in useful for me ..

alrights it's bed time ..
goodnight

a good night's rest..

2 glass of rose red wine and i had such a goooood night sleep!

ytd's was daddy's bday ..
we were suppose to meet at outram mrt purple line control stn at 6.45 .. but my sisters & wanhui were late .. so dearest brought my parents + aunt to magma first as we had a reservation at 7.

was waiting for them to come and huan kai was super nice .. he lent me his psp to play .. LOL ..
got to the restaurant at arnd 7.15 .. ordered ALOT of food .. super filling .. =x
daddy got his long awaited craving ... pig knuckles from germany! haha ..
anyway we surprised him with a durian cake - bday gift from amanda.. LOL
super nice!!

anyway we were drinking .. haha esp my mum and dad .. abit sot suddenly .. they drank so i drank too .. and my face was flushing red till i got home =x .. after sending dearest to the door .. i totally knocked out on my bed till 7.10 this morning .. i really didnt wanna go work but had to drag myself out of bed .. how sad ..

anyway i shall go to bed alr .. it's time to sleep! ..
GOODNIGHT!

*p.s i have a twin and his is john goh tian chin!.. hahahaha =x
ok he's gonna kill me if he sees this .. =x

happy 3rd month-niversary ..

had a great time today..
thanks for everything!

i love you.

honestly ..

i'm afraid i'm too overly dependent.
i'm afraid that this would all be a dream.
i'm afraid i'll be left alone in this world and in the next world.

the feeling of fear is overwhelming ..
but i just have to trust in the Lord and believe that He is always there for me.

almost three months and counting ...
how will our story eventually end?

tick tock ..

it's been quite some time .. since i stayed up so late to surf the net .. =x
must be the afternoon nap which made me rather "awake" now ..

oh wells .. my poor bf is losing alot of blood thanks to his nose ..
dearest .. pls do take care! <3

and i think i'm gonna head to bed alr .. thank goodness my cousin is arnd .. so i wont have to walk so far and off the light cuz she's still awake .. =x .. heehee ..

nights world! =D

the long honest talk ..

it feels like a friday ..
wasnt really doing much today .. just kept myself busy with amending templates + asking pple to write 2 cards (one for richard & his wife cuz he's gg back to Myanmar to get married .. and another for shwu mee .. )
was upstairs for quite long today .. talking to derline & filza .. then ka chao richard at the photocopying machine .. haha ..

the office was rather quiet .. sani wasn't arnd .. farah was busy with acb ..
was talking to filza for quite sometime after she was back for lunch cuz she didnt wanna go up.. but arnd 2.30 jon & philip came back .. so she had to go up .. then randomly philip said jon wanna see me in his office .. so i went up ..

we had a good talk till arnd 5 .. some content are P&C so cant really elaborate much .. but really grateful that he listens and advice too .. (:

alrights it's time for bed. .
will be back tmr to update again .. goodnight!

beeeeee + zzzzzy

havent been doing anything much besides preparing for PC demo presentation ..
really like a bee + super tiring everyday ..

went for a demo with supervisor today .. from 2 - 5.30 .. it was like WOW ..
but thankfully the agt is kinda interested in the products .. so yea .. not that bad afterall ..
was kinda shocked abt some stuff i found out today though .. i didnt expect it at all ...

dinner + shopping with my parents today @ city hall .. bf tagged along ..
it's quite cute seeing the two guys hanging arnd outside the shop while the ladies were inside ..
i know it's quite a saddistic thinking .. but wells .. i just happen to think that my dad and dearest have alot in common after all .. =x

anyway does anyone has lobang for 2nd hand cars? ..

i shall hit my bed alr ..
nights!

long tiring day ..

just got back not long ago from dinesh's place ..
had a very FULL dinner ..
1) honeydew milkshake with indian spices
2) churmuri .. maggi mee + mixture of spices look-a-like appetiser ..
3) chapatti .. chicken curry & spicy pork
4) the tutu kueh look-a-like dish
5) fried chicken wings

dinesh's daughter - aalia is damn cutee!!!
she was stuck playing with alethea =x ..
whenever she see a red camera light, she'll face it and smile her sweet smile! ..
haha ..

alrights i shan't rattle on cuz my dearest lil sis didn't do her essay which is due tmr and everyone is helping her ..
going to sleep soon too!
nights!

an unforgettable experience ..

had a 10 mins candlelit dinner with my parents & dearest today ..
it might sound ridiculous but .. it was only 10 mins cuz the wick of the candle was wet and sizzled dry .. so throughout the whole dinner there was no candle .. ahaha

dinner was great =D .. at changi beach club .. my seat was overseeing the beautiful sea .. and i saw a couple taking their wedding pic along the changi broadwalk .. the whole view was simply breathtaking .. i would definately go back there again .. (:

anyway .. the main thing abt tonight's dinner was that there was a renown musician playing the guitar & harp .. he's really good .. i dunno how to spell his name .. but my mummy bought 2 of his cds and even got him to autograph it + take a pic with him! .. haha

hmms .. will post up pics another day! ..
going off to sleep now ..
nights!

double happiness ..

yays this week has been a great week so far ..
got an sms from school this morning with my results ..

IAP: A

RESULT : Passed and completed the diploma course

GRADUATING GPA : 3.3237

it's not that bad i suppose .. oh wells .. what can i do now right?

i guess all i have to do is to try to get into uni and study hard again ..

hmms .. went to singapore history museum today .. with farah & dearest ..
went to walk arnd at the greek lourve exhibition ..
really cool .. all those artifacts and "history" abt the olden times ..
anyway took alot of random pics .. will post up the pics soon! =D

went to subway @ ps for dinner before heading back ..

had to teach my cousin maths .. it was brain wrecking .. =x
i think wanhui more poor thing .. she had to teach amelia and amanda maths ..
both of them rather weak .. esp amelia ..

it was omg. she can't do pr 4 maths and she's having her psle this yr .. =x

the funny thing was when wanhui ask her what she was scared of ...
she said "i scared cuz u very fierce" =.=" .. we expected something like "because my psle coming" .. haha ..

alrights it's time for bed now!
GOOD NIGHT =D

and off we go ..

vrOoooomss ...
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it's a good day today .. although it started off rather bad ..
1) the sky was overcasted with dark clouds
2) my maid went to wash my shoes!!
3) left house late ..

4) the last person to do warm up
5) it started pouring when i did my warm up
BUT
things were much better after that ..
1) no major mistakes during warm up ..
2) test route was EXCATLY the same as warm up (route 5)
3) the tester smiled at me! (:
4) my legs didn't even shake at all
5) test route cut shorter
6) the rain stopped during actual TP
7) passed with 8 pts =D
8) found out dear neighbour also passed!!! (:
9) had lunch @ sakae, harbourfront centre
10) watched horton
11) dearest bf cooked dinner ..

and so .. i am finally able to offically say
THANK YOU
to evie tan a.k.a my siao instructoress ..
for all those naggings, scoldings, advices, encouragements and craps.
if not for all those .. i think i would have failed another time ..

alrights .. it's time for bed again ..
another boring work day tomorrow .. *sighs*

nights peeps!

in a few hours ..

it's TP day!! (again)
here's wishing my dear neighbour, Farah all the best!
and not forgetting myself too .. heehee

to those that remember and wish me ..
THANK YOU! i will try my best (:

and not forgetting ms tan (again)
THANK YOU for everything!

oh ya .. and my dearest bf ..
thanks for being with me through everything!

that's all folks ..
i'm going to sleep and recharge myself!
nights!

iloveyou sweets (:

escape ..

run run as fast as you can ..
away from the harsh reality of life.

i just wanna cry.

dropped by ...

for a short update.

in case you didn't know ...
i have signed on with my iap co. - Abacus Travel System till June'o8 ..
and i've changed my seat!

old "intern" seat ..
new "perm" seat ..













as you can see .. it's much more spacious and in fact .. not really much of supervision (except from my dearest cause he can see my screen from his seat =x)
oh ya not forgetting my dear neighbour is still my neighbour cuz she just sit's in front of me! next time dont even need to walk over to her place to kachao her cuz i can just talk to her or pinky her! =D

hmms .. haven't been having much of a social life lately ..
it's just work, home, eat, sleeping at 11+ .. and DRIVING.

some highlights of this week .. (i worked at 9.30 for the 5 days)
mon & tues - breakfast with hsien tze @ bk, dinner with hsien tze & bf @ vivo food court
weds - dinesh's bday!! .. driving @ 8.10
thurs - dinner with dora @ mof, dessert with dora & bf .. damn embarassing experience on the way home .. *sighs*
fri - breakfast in pantry with veron's spicy meesiam, driving @ 8.10
today - bf went back to msia for friend's wedding, driving @ 10.30 .. rotting at home till now.

results are coming out in afew days time .. and i think i did rather badly AGAIN.
my hopes of getting an A or AD are kinda dashed..

keep thinking about how badly i did .. and feeling all so depressed over it ..
sighs i could have done better .. i know it's my fault.
whatever it is .. just hope that i can get into uni .. i dont wanna let my parents dwn.

randomly .. i wanna watch alot of shows!
step up 2, horton hears a who, leap years, juno, august rush, away from her, fool's gold, sky of love, meet the spartans, etc etc ...
anyone wanna go watch showss??? i can only make it after after 5.30 on weekdays, anytime on sat & public hols, after 12.30 on sundays ..

alrights .. i'm gonna stop for now .. will be back to blog maybe later tonight..
going out with my family to vivo ..

*yawns* i'm tired.. ):

i miss my bf. shhhx dont tell him =x