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//cia* wishes-
a simple girl that wishes alot.

Monday, February 26, 2007

tutoring drives me nuts!!

oh wells .. no time to update ..
heehee ..
i've been busy watching my shows !! ..
so far manage to catch up till epi 14 of hana kimi, completed angels of mission, halfway through my girl .. finish watching norbit, the perfect man ..

whEee~ .. it's like my theme for this holiday is the "movie marathon" ..
keep watching non stop .. hogging the tv in the afternoon and staring at my laptop at night ..
haha .. been sleeping alot too .. usually in the wee hours of the morning till late morning .. 12 latest .. haha ..

i've been tutoring my lil sis too .. her CA this week .. starting from today till weds .. english, maths, chinese .. can puke blood teaching her .. BOO.

oh wells .. i'm going back to sch on weds for baoc first meeting .. then gonna rush down someplace .. heehee .. when i'm done watching my girl .. i'll be back to update what i've lag !! .. the cny posts + pictures (: ..

ttfn !! .. i'm gonna watch my show (:

Sunday, February 25, 2007

over it ..

Over It
Katharine McPhee


I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And then you be telling me,
I know your not alone.
ohh..

Thats why (your eyes)
I'm over it (your smile)
I'm over it (realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..

Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
ohh..

Thats why, (your words)
I'm over it (so sure)
I'm over it (i'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..

Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..

Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..

Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Saturday, February 24, 2007

a tributee ..

this entry was a draft since 17th feb ..

yesterday was last day of year 2, last day of tt01 ..

it's amusing how time pass so fast ..
from knowing each other from BAOC o5/o6 with most of us being dancers of united greece ..
totally freaking out after finding out that our class had an "eccentric" girl ..
getting to know the best girlfriend [emy*] who tahan my nonsense for 4 sems ..
it seemed like our fates were "sealed" on the first day of baoc when i sat beside her for ice breakers -- whacko .. cheering our hearts out ..

united greece dancers














while everyone was being excited over their first day of school ..
ours had a different twist .. it was the first traumatic thing that happened to us ..
first offical tutorial of the year in ngee ann .. 9am microeconomics class ..
blk 72-06-0008 .. tutor - kpt ..
she LOCKED THE CLASS OUT because we were late for 5 mins thanks to the jam pack lifts .. only 2 were "save" -- xiuhui & jere; i was given a "blackmark" for being late .. but the rest .. they were considered as offically late and locked out .. anyway it was an experience no one would forget .. instead it built up the bond within the class ..
after 2 years together .. i believe that we have all "matured" one way or another .. we know each others' good points and not forgetting the flaws .. which led to many outcasts/casualties .. but tto1 wouldn't be tto1 without these pple .. it'll be weird right?! ..
so THANK YOU guys for being part of tto1 .. (: ..
as we go our separate ways .. may we not forget and still keep in contact with each other !!

emy.
my pretty smart friend (:
thanks for being there always !! .. u're the BEST gf ever !! ..
my movie partner .. monthly movie dates are always something to look out for ..
don't forget we'll still be stuck together for 1 more sem ..
candice.
crazy girl !!
u still totally rock .. even though i had to put up with ur nonsense ..
i won't forget those 3-4 am calls .. x)
wenling.
my eye candy !!!
super nice girl .. always there for me when i'm down ..
always munching on goodies .. and not forgetting the time when u give me chocolates !!
don't always fight with by k !! .. must be happy if not become old faster ..
i'll be waiting for our day out!!

to the rest.
i'm not really close to u guys .. but yepps .. thanks for being a part of the memories ..
enjoy the last year in poly (:
take care !!

here are some memories i've compiled ..
enjoy !!














Friday, February 23, 2007

updates !

it's been quite sometime since i did a proper update ..
and since i have so much time now .. i shall blog !
from 4th feb till now ..
so here it goes (:
will blog abt cny in another entry ..

4th feb : sunday ..

another day at church .. we went shopping for awhile at parkway after having lunch at the hawker centre .. then my sis kept complaining that it was time to go for her swimming class .. so me & amanda took the shuttle bus back to sengkang and we came home and slept !!

5th feb : monday ..

went to school to meet alvin, weixiong & shawn to study .. we were at the 3rd lvl of library .. continue to do my bsd report for awhile till something abruptly happened .. that weixiong itchy hand went to play with the power switch .. and my laptop just went blank .. was so shock till i cried .. anyways after that went for lunch with wx & jackson ..

when we got back .. was reading 8days + newspaper and started studying abit .. taught wx abit of cma .. then went to zap past yr pprs .. we went back arnd 6 and continued to do the bsd report till 12plus .. was really fedup and by 1 i sent it out .. totally pissed off by it ..

6th feb : tuesday ..

had breakfast with eunice at the prata stall along upp thomson .. suppose to meet at 10 .. in the end we met arnd 10.20 .. haha .. had hot piping delicious crispy prata !! .. (: .. after that went to study with kfc at 11plus .. jackson came not long ltr .. and yuguang came at 12plus .. he was late !!

study study study .. manage to complete om and was helping him with cma .. ended up crapping with the guys la .. eunice was very very focused !! =X .. jackson left at 5 .. then we studied till 8plus ..

7th feb : wednesday ..

met yuguang & eunice for lunch at the food court .. it was quite sucky .. after that settled down at kfc and jackson came to join us .. was studying cma cma cma .. then cand came minutes before jackson left .. we studied studied studied .. went to ntuc to get stuff to munch on .. bought marshmellows !! (: .. created a pretty heart .. anyway eunice left earlier to eat her "oil chicken" ..
a grp of cjc pple came after their x-country .. the scent was a mixture of kfc chicken and sweat .. quite gross i must say .. thankfully we left soon (: ..

8th feb : thursday ..

another study session with yuguang, eunice & candice .. we met at 12plus .. cand went for a swim at eunice's place before meeting us .. then accompanied yg to eat lunch at foodcourt .. had dessert there .. we settled down at kfc again and studied till quite late .. eunice baked pineapple tarts and brought a small bottle .. it was absolutely delicious (: ..

eunice & yg went to ntuc to get what they needed before we left .. was really tired ..

9th feb : friday ..

cma ppr !

got up at 4plus to revise cma .. alvin called to ask questions .. then left house at 6.30 and reached sim bus stop at 7.50 .. emy was waiting for me there .. we sat at the benches revising and not long ltr our class pple joined us .. at 8.45 we went up to the grandhall .. left our stuff outside and found our seats .. i was sitting beside harjeet & komathi ..

anyways the ppr was almost the same as the qns given in the revision lect .. but theory was a killer !! .. i did all the calculation qns before going back to do the theory .. screwed the relevant cost qn .. =X ..

headed back with jackson after that .. slept till 6plus and was watching tv without touching anything .. =X

10th feb : saturday ..

suppose to study hrm .. in the end .. i spent my whole time slacking.. BOO. made pineapple tarts the whole afternoon .. then watched tv the whole night .. how unproductive =X

11th feb : sunday ..

happy NINETEENTH vanessa !

was up early for church (: .. dad bought breakfast for us ... i went back after service .. met up with shawn for lunch cuz he happened to be in the area too .. then after that waited for his bus before heading home .. started to study abit .. but i fell asleep upon reaching the last part of the first lect of hrm ..

when i woke up .. i was hungry and had dinner at 5plus .. after that slacked arnd .. and started studying at abt 7 .. but i was drawn to the tv in the living room .. so i was watching sweet home alabama ... after that continued to watch the show after the news .. boo. i so didn't study .. =X

12th feb : monday ..

i didn't go anywhere .. just a whole day of om at home ... candice came over to study .. but by 4 she was drained out .. and she left .. studied abit more but i got freaking distracted after that by the tv again .. in the end i slept at 11.30 ..

13th feb : tuesday ..

om ppr !

i got up at 3 to study om .. dad gave me a bottle of brand's essence of chicken to drink at 6 .. i got quite awake .. but after awhile at 9plus i became tired again .. met emy and the rest at 12 .. was trying hard to study whatever i felt would come out .. went up to exam hall 15 mins before ppr ...

when i saw the qn .. i knew i studied .. but i couldn't recall anything at all .. my mind blanked out .. i had no choice but to crap my way thru the whole ppr .. the i had alot of negative comments written by the side of my qns ..

after the ppr .. i went to thomson to look for eunice & yg .. wanted to study ipt but i was real tired i ended up going home early .. was kinda depressed abt the whole om ppr .. in the end i stoned at home and didn't touch anything ..

14th feb : wednesday ..

happy valentines' day!

what a memorable vday .. i didn't go out with any friends to do any catching up whatsoever .. instead i went to study .. but bcuz i was early .. i ended up stoning at bishan park for quite awhile .. then went to meet the rest who just reached ..

we studied and i taught some kfc crew how to fold the tissue rose .. crapped quite awhile with eunice & yg .. we left thomson at 7plus .. it was the earliest so far .. i went back and continued to study the last 2 lects of ipt ..

15th feb : thursday ..

ipt ppr !

got up at 7 to revise ipt .. met emy and the rest at 12 again .. then we were "spotting" qns .. in the end .. it was quite surprisingly .. cuz what we spot didn't come out .. but thankfully i kinda rmb abit from what i studied ..

went back after the ppr .. was so tired that i slept after an early dinner .. my alarm was suppose to ring at 8.30 but i got woken up by some idiot at 8 .. was totally pissed and started studying hrm .. took tv break and offically started studying from 11 till 3 .. and slept ..

16th feb : friday ..

happy birthday to jojo & baby keane!!
hrm ppr !

the last paper .. i got up at 7 to study and revise .. then met emy at sim .. cand came .. she was wearing suspenders !! .. abit "clownish" that's why we were shocked/stunned .. anywayys .. ah boon came and his expression was simply hilarious .. anyway we went up not long later .. met alvin to get panadol for cand & strapsils ..

went into the grand hall .. found my seat .. it was in the centre of nowhere .. hrm ppr was OK .. i nearly forgot some stuff la .. ended up bullshitting away .. after the ppr went to town with emy .. we took the same bus as majority of the bit pple (tto4, tto5, jackson & kevin) .. cand was waiting for us at the bus stop .. headed to wisma and walked arnd ..

found a pretty dress for cny at isetan .. then we walked in the rain from taka to heeren .. cand bought her stuff too .. she left us there at arnd 6plus .. me & emy went to ps .. wanted to catch a movie .. but the timing sucked .. so decided to eat at swensens .. surprisingly we met regina & her gf there .. kevin & jackson popped by too .. emy's chilli fish took ages to come ! .. we were like saying that they couldn't catch the fish else it's just that emy's not fated with the fish .. heehees ..
anyways we couldn't really finish our food laa .. only had calamari rings, salmon & mushroom pasta & chilli fish pasta .. no icecream .. and our main motive was to eat icecream ): .. BOO. emyy .. till next time .. we go eat ICECREAM ok !! .. we deduced that the long wait ruined our appetite cuz we were STARVING when we went there .. but yet we couldn't finish our food .. how ironic. . haha

went for a walked arnd ps .. then came home at arnd 9.30 ..

Thursday, February 22, 2007

the longest distance ..

wells .. it's not that i havent' been updating my blog ..
but i have 2 entries currently saved as drafts ..
havent' found time to really completely update them yet .. and both are "half-done" ..

oh wells ..

it dawned upon me that i'm distancing myself from somethings recently ..
and it kinda sucked.
i hate it when my head tells me something; but my heart tells me another..
it's just so mind boggling.

sometimes i wish i could just read pple's mind ..
sometimes i wish pple knew how i feel ..
sometimes i wish that all the negative feelings does not exist ..

BOO.
i'm emo again ..
must be all the pineapples i've been eating ): ..

i kinda miss some pple now ..
sighs .. holidays are so boring ..
no income at all .. ): ..

ok enuff of rants..
i'm gonna read my book ..

thank u God for allowing me to find my hp pouch just now ..
thank u daddy for accompanying me to wait for 2 hrs ..
i'm really lucky today .. (:


it's been a long time since i felt this way;
i feel as though i'm drifting & fading ..
far away from u.

Saturday, February 17, 2007

happy holidays (:

whEee~ i'm a happy girl !!

the stressful exams are finally OVER.
it's time to rest and enjoy the holidays !! (:

went shopping with emy & candice after the paper ..
it was crazy .. so many pple queueing for fitting room ..
both of them saw a pretty dress and agreed that it'll suit me .. so they persuaded me to just slot the dress over .. it was kinda embarassing laa .. but wells .. both of them are so funny .. =X
bought the dress and continued walking arnd .. wisma -> taka -> heeren ..

ended up at ps with emy .. had dinner at swensens and met regina with her gf there .. kevin & jackson came to katchao for awhile .. walked arnd and bought korean vcd !! ..

i'm gonna sleep already ..
second round of shopping in town & bugis village tmr before going to the restaurant at expo .. reunion dinner will commence at 5.15 .. BOO. i dunno what to wear yet ): .. we shall see again ..

for now .. some pictures to enjoy (:


the view from my window ..
the euro fun park .. in the day
pretty ferris wheel at night!!














shopping ~
pretty dress !!
thank u emy & candice (:

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

motivately stoned.

happy valentines' day !!

another year being single;
carefree?! .. YES.

spent it with 2 darlings today .. (:
what did we do? -- STUDY!

i had to drag myself out of bed after 9hours of sleep this morning .. but i was still very sleepy .. =X .. then left house at 11.45 but in turned out that everyone would be late cuz eunice had to wait for her parents and eat lunch at home, yuguang went swimming and candice woke up late ..

as i was rather "early" .. i alighted at some bus stop in front of bishan park and found a nice shady seat .. was stoning there .. the wind was blowing and suddenly an ant flew on me ! .. manage to get rid of it and somehow i think it was very light so when the wind blew .. it flew to the ground ..

anyway not long later yg called to say he reached .. and eunice also left house .. so i took the next bus that came and met them at thomson plaza .. it's the last day that we're gonna study together there cuz tmr is the last paper for them .. good luck to both of u !! (: .. 2 sems of exam studying at thomson plaza kfc .. not forgetting sembawang sun plaza's macs, ulu yishun macs too .. what good memories ..

anyway i'm gonna study the last 2 lects of ipt in 4 mins .. so let me just sum off my entry with some pictures!!

pretty park .. (:















vday pressies ..
from me to the both of them ..
from eunice (:













eunice in action !!

part ONE.
future artist..
mr pointer !













part TWO.
making sure guang is asleep ..
coast clear to draw!!













drawing in progess ..
guang's vday pressie from eunice!













alicia the angel (:
eunice's masterpiece.
nice soul teaching kfc staff to make tissue rose


















the power of THREE.
picking lucky no.s (:
i simply <3 them!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

depressed.

The Bottom Line
Try to cheer up a depressed friend today. Your efforts will be appreciated.

crap. i'm feeling down and i'm suppose to cheer up someone?!
it's simply absurd.

screwed the paper today.
still disillusioned at that fact cuz i studied for it but blanked out at the last moment ..
the worst part is that i spotted ALL the theory qns and was studying it before i went in ..
but when i saw the questions .. everything just disappeared.
really demoralized by this whole thing .. it's the worst paper i've ever done. ):

another sad thing to add.
4 types of inventory -- work-in-process, finished goods, raw materials & _______.
i left the last one blank and went back to fill in .. "MRO" kept floating in my head .. i knew it was maintenance, repair & operations but i forgot what it was for ..
instead i came up with database inventory which was absolutely WRONG.
when wx told me it's MRO i really wanted to cry .. i shld have just followed my gut feeling about MRO.

this seriously sux.
i'm screwing up for this semester ):
i hope it won't be too bad just an average mark will do --
i'll be contented with what i have cuz i know i don't deserve good marks at all.

i had a stupid thinking just now.
it was a stupid wish that thankfully didn't happen and when i told yishi she was "scolding" me ..
but it kind of "woke" me up.
life is precious and i shldn't have that kind of thinking..
so yepps .. thank u yishi for being arnd!

Monday, February 12, 2007

die.died.dying.dead?!

die ah !!
i'm so distracted by the distracting things arnd me that i havent finish revising yet !!
damn shit ..

phone calls + tv ..
OMG so sinful ):

but. i was happy today (:
maybe that lessen my "sins" but still .. I REGRET ):

okays going to bed now!!
i'm gonna wake up EARLY to study without distraction!

alvin said he'll call me at 4 =.=" WTH. i feel like off-ing my hp ..
roarrs .. we shall see if i wanna answer my phone then ..

good night!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

rescue (:

another song that inspired me ..
the lyrics is really nice ..

Rescue
Jared Anderston


You are the source of the life
I can't be left behind
No one else will do
I will take hold of You

I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go
There's no other name by
Which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow You

This world has nothing for me
I will follow You
This world has nothing for me
I will follow You

Saturday, February 10, 2007

deliCIAs tarts (:

screwed up my study plan =X
went to bake pineapple tarts instead (:

no decent post in mind .. but i shall be random till i have the time to update ..

sometimes i find my lil sis so amusing laa .. i think she is uber funny ..
dad's socks were suppose to be BROWN. but my maid accidentally bleached one side .. so it became reddish-orange brown ..
then my sis asked my dad "daddy why u buy red brown socks?!" ..
dad replied "ask ur mummy .. she buy one" ..
i couldn't stop laughing when i heard it .. cuz he didn't know that the brown socks became red-brown and my sis was like being a kpo ..

another funny thing that happened afew days back .. the house phone rang and my lil sis answered .. it was a call for me .. so i went out to get the phone from her ..
she said "it's a boy!!" with a weird look on her face .. then i was wondering what's so wrong with it ...
jackson was on the line cuz he called my hp twice but i didnt ans .. then he needed to ask some cma qn .. he was quite surprise to hear my sis said that too and asked something along the line "no guys call ur house before?!" .. and i told him "i came from an all girls school .. where got guys? .. plus i don't give my house phone to anyone" ..

anyway i realised only 3 guys know my house no. but they don't call unless they cant get me on my hp and they know i'm home .. hmms none of my classmates got my home no. except emy & candice too .. i guess technology is so freaking advanced that pple rather call hp than home phone .. but ahh .. i seldom answer my hp when i'm home cuz it's usually FAR away from me .. haha .. so usually pple have abit of difficulties getting me unless my sis hears the vibration sound and tells me .. else i wouldn't even notice .. haha

okays enough of crapping for now .. i'm gonna try to study abit of hrm .. my dad asked if i wanna go shopping for cny clothes tonight .. ): .. he asked at the wrong time .. i told him to just give me money and i'll go shopping on friday with my friends (emy & cand) after the paper .. i am so looking forward to it !!


do u have a craving?!
feast ur eyes on my deliCIAs tarts (: heehee
*p.s if u're lucky and i happen to have my tarts with me i'll let u eat them ..

first batch ..
at the end of the day ..

Friday, February 09, 2007

good morning!

radio's playing ..
notes in front of me ..
phone silent for awhile ..
i'm so so so sleepy ..
stomach is empty cuz i nv eat dinner ): ..

i slept from 11.30 till 3.45 .. and snoozed alarm for 10 mins before offically waking up ..
stupid alvin called to ask me cma stuff just now ..
he's always the one sia .. next time i know already .. i shld not tell him when i wake up .. so he wont pester me .. smart right !! (: ..

it's 445 now .. i've wasted close to 1 hr already .. shall go start reading abit of the notes and try my best to understand the relevant costing .. simply hate it .. ): ..

i plan to come straight home after paper tmr and sleeeep .. after waking up depends on my mood .. i shall start studying hrm .. kinda planned how i intend to study over the weekends already .. it's all HRM. i must finish by sunday .. then monday revise only OM .. tues after paper can rest before wednesday fully for IPT and thurs after paper fully HRM. sounds feasible but i'm scared that i'll lose concentration and keep dragging time .. =X ..

i have to do it !!
to u guys reading this ..

Good Luck for your EXAMs (:

some pictures for your eyes to feast on ...

my mugging buddies (:
chou peng you & pingping
cA-rel













scandalous !
have a break! drink kfc !













our messy table !!
love in study war ...













what i do @ kfc ..
creating my masterpiece
taking eunice !
studying over the phone ..

















my masterpiece !! (:
me & my masterpiece (:

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

out of boredom ..

cand was doing some online quiz and ask me to do it too ..
so here's mine!!

Your Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver

In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.
For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.

Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.

Best matches: INFP or ISFP

click here to do the quiz !
tell me what's ur love type after u do k!

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

click here to do the quiz!!

for now .. i'm gonna slack awhile and see if i'm in the mood to continue studying ..

will be back on sat to update .. else .. wait till i'm free to update ..
my exams are on friday, tuesday, thursday, friday ..
no paper on vday .. but i'll be spending it by studying for my ipt & hrm ..
such a sad thing to do. but nvm .. i got eunice & guang with me .. (:

loves;


splitroad;
follow my heart or my head?

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

my limit.

haven't had a decent sleep the past few days ..
exams are just around the corner .. like TWO days time ..
i've started studying since last week .. but nothing is really going in .. ):

my mood have been swinging like a pendulum to the extreme where i can be really happy at one moment and really sad at another moment ...

currently i'm feeling rather moody and there are tears in my eyes for i dunno what reason.

tears have been falling the past few days too .. i think it's just got to do with whatever i'm facing now .. all the stress, lack of sleep, problems, etc ..

i just wish that time would stop and let me take a break ..

for now it's 1.25;
i'm going to bed.

nights.


*p.s ..
dear friends,
don't worry about me. i'll be fine soon ..
thanks for everrything;

loves.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

can't be more agreeable.

The Bottom Line
Letting go of grudges makes your soul feel light and free. Move away from the past.

In Detail
If you're feeling stuck in a rut right now, one of the best things you can do is let go of any grudges you've been holding -- you'll feel as though you've just attached a hundred helium balloons to your soul. Holding on to memories of how you were wronged isn't going to make things right again. Forgiving (or at least forgetting) will. Move forward, and leave the wrongdoers in your past, where they belong.

complete ..

sang this song during praise and worship today ..
it's really nice and meaningful .. (:

Complete
Artist: Parachute Band
Song Writer: Andrew Ulugia


Here I am oh God
I bring this sacrifice
My open heart
I offer up my life
I look to You Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So, I lift my eyes to You Lord
In Your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fear
Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And by faith I will walk on Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I'll be complete in You

Saturday, February 03, 2007

haunting guilt

i slept at 2 last night .. till 11 in the morning ..
i just had the strangest feeling that something was wrong and i was right ..
period.
everything just seems to fall into place .. i found the "culprit" of all my tiredness, crazy mood swings and tears.

on the brighter side .. my dad was nice to buy me kway teow for breakfast cuz he knows that i was craving for it (: .. after that was in front of my com chatting away .. then washed up and waited for cand to come ..

met her downstairs and went to photocopy my om txt .. while waiting for it to be done .. we walked arnd hg mall and that vain girl bought 1 no deg specs & 1 shades .. arnd 2.45 we took bus down to thomson .. listened to sappy songs on cand's ipod .. i was so tired but didnt sleep ..

went to kfc and eunice was already there .. bought cheese fries, hot milo and large whipped potato .. started studying and studying .. cand left at 5.30 .. then we were talking for quite awhile .. helped miss ang with her maec qn .. had a minor/major accident which caused her hand to have a red dot plus a line ... sorry eunicee ..

she kept making me feel so guilty laa .. scared that it will leave a scar and no one wants her .. so i randomly call pple .. alvin was the first .. he said "tell her dun worry .. i'll want her .." .. so sweet right .. but ahh obviously it's fake one la .. alvin where got so nice one .. ltr in the end still call her stupid ET and abandon her .. =X ..

anyways at 9.15 we left the place and walked over to the stretch that sells alot of food .. decided to eat at the mince pork noodle stall .. had fishball noodles .. it was ok la .. headed back after that .. gave eunice a strawberry roll i specially bought from polar puffs .. then 132 came!! .. we saw the sg idol guy who mumbled !! ..

was stoning in the bus all the way home .. i'm really tired .. got home at 10.45 .. washed up and i'm snuggled under my blanket typing this ..

kinda emo now .. i can just feel tears welling up my eyes .. but there's no specific reason why i shld even let it out .. maybe i'm just simply too tired .. i'm gonna sleep at twelve. 7 mins from now ..

to ease my guilt again,
sorry sorry sorry eunice.
it's gonna heal i hope .. if not rmb alvin will want u.

nights.

Friday, February 02, 2007

second.

it's the second day of the second month !
wanted to blog ytd but blogger had some probs .. so i'm back to update today ..

1st feb : thursday ..

slept at 3 the night before helping someone with ipt .. then got woken at 9plus by my maid telling me that my mum called to say i can go down to do my hair after 11.30 .. took my time to leave house .. then i reached arnd 11.45 .. was there till close to 5 ... aunty joanne took pleasure cutting my hair till it's rather short ): .. she said that my ends were dry so must cut .. so now it's slightly longer than shoulder length and it's very very straight.

went straight home after that and had early dinner to make up for my brunch .. watched tv and ate ice cream .. then was online receiving the ipt file .. had to make quite alot of admendments to the font & alignment .. was doing it tll 3 and went to sleep ..

2nd feb : friday ..

happy eighteenth regina !!!

got woken up by cand's call at 7plus .. then went back to sleep for awhile before my alarm rang at 8 .. got ready to go to school ... left house at 9 and reached arnd 10 .. was with cand and emy came not long ltr .. decided to use her laptop instead cuz mine wasn't working as it was suppose to .. inserted the login codes before editting the fonts & alignments and went to class ..

was the first to present .. it sucked and i shan't elaborate why ..

went to thomson plaza with candice after accompanying her to take things from weixuan .. no seats when we got there .. so waited for her to have a puff before going back in .. just nice yuguang reached already and the place we wanted was empty too .. then went to buy food .. was eating and eunice came too ..

studied & slacked for quite awhile .. was crapping quite abit also .. anyway cand fell asleep laa .. that stupid girl ... slept for 1hr plus summore .. eunice was wondering how come she not cold .. hahaha .. then she woke up and borrowed jacket from me .. hahaha .. anyway from then she started studying cuz someone disturbed her .. not long later she went MIA cuz her friend came to look for her .. then the 2 lil kids decide to compete to do a poa exam qn .. see who get the most no. of correct answers .. i got to keep the ans ppr ..

they were uber cute la .. trying to cover their ans like pri sch kids .. cuz they scared that the other one will peek at their ans .. haahha .. had a second round too .. ian came and joined to copy eunice's macro notes .. cand came back not long later to take her stuff before leaving .. at 8plus we left the place .. walked with yuguang & eunice to the next stop .. then yuguang ran after his bus while my bus came seconds later (: ..

came home and had late dinner .. wash up and watched tv .. crapped with alot of pple and i'm getting sleepy .. so i'm gonna go sleep now ...

nights!






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