fallen.

i'm not being myself now.

it seems like every weds i'll be like this. simply hate it !! arghs ..

sorry peeps. come back another day.

i'm in no mood to blog.


swallowed up in my own sadness. i don't need to add on anymore things.
pls spare me for now.

goodbye*

happy but tired.

anyone interested in cosplay ??

24th june(sat), 6pm - 9pm
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Innospark (Blk 25)
$5/person

*p.s i'm helping jingyi to promote :) .. it's for her events mgt proj ..

anyway today was such a good day to slack. no IS !! .. haha .. my dad was on leave .. sis are on hols .. but apparently .. dad sent mum to work & accompanied her for breakfast too .. alethea had malay classes @ school .. amanda was going for class gathering @ raffles town club .. at arnd 9 i think i was half awake cuz alethea woke amanda up .. then vt smsed .. so i replied her and went back to sleep till 10 ..

dad woke me up !! .. he bought macs as my breakfast :) .. after that was helping sis load songs into her nano .. so irritating la .. my lappie lagged .. not long later the whole house was QUIET. left me & dad at home .. i was playing arnd with photoshop and changed my blog song .. it's now emy's fav song !! .. haha .. won't let you fall by fergie

after that i fell asleep till 4+ .. it was like a never ending sleep cuz i had many dreams .. somehow it was only when i woke up i realised alethea was sleeping beside me .. haha .. started listening to the blaw elect the 1st 2 parts abt law of contract 4 .. fustration .. then took a long cooling shower .. left house with dad & sis to meet mum & amanda @ ps ..

jux nice when we reached mum also reached .. so we met up before looking for amanda .. got her confused .. went food court to eat .. wanted to eat my usual but long queue .. ended up koping abit of dad's bbq chicken and had korean black pepper chicken .. haha .. we walked arnd ps after that .. spotlight to times to singtel to swensens !! ..

at spotlight my sis wanted to get this magnet thingy .. but no letter A .. so she concluded that she'll get B cuz it's beside A .. i was like o.O" .. hahaha .. so funny la .. in the end she took L cuz it was the 2nd letter of her name .. haha .. how funny can she get la !! ..

at swensens my dad was telling us how bad his english was in the past .. we all laughed like mad .. dad was literally crying .. the rest of us laughed till kana stomachache .. mum also added in some funny stuff .. kept laughing non stop .. after settling the bill headed back .. on the way i bought 3 pairs of earrings !! .. haha

my sis was singing in the train !! .. i gave her my mp3 la .. haha i'm so nice .. lol .. came home and slackkked .. i got no mood to do anything .. and i so feel like sleeping already . it's 12.30 !! .. haha ..

nitex.

won't let u fall.

i slept at 1 last night i think .. i said my goodbyes and was about to go offline when qiqi came online and said hi .. she was feeling down so i stayed online for awhile more to comfort her .. but she wasn't responding .. so while waiting for her to reply .. i was half asleep (dozing off) and waking up at short intervals to see if she replied .. after awhile i couldn't take it then summarized what i wanna tell her and shut down my lappie before going to sleep ..

i got freaked out by the "dream" i had .. cuz i thought i was still talking to qiqi .. then suddenly woke up and wanted to reply her .. i was quite blur then .. thought why everything so dark .. then realized not long later that i had already shut down lappie .. after that jux as i was falling back asleep .. john smsed ! .. i was replying him half asleep .. haha .. dunno what happened after that but i slept la ..

dad called us up at 7.15 couldn't wake up .. was given half an hour to prepare .. so another slack outfit .. top + jeans + heels.. powder + mascara .. and my bag had a storybook, wallet, hp .. left my Bible & waterbottle with my dad .. haha .. we ran after the bus 51 !! .. and manage to catch it .. 966 came not long later too :) .. so we were slightly late ..

praise and worship theme was on faithfulness i think .. had through it all & what a faithful God have i .. mummy's fav song too !! how great thou art .. haha .. had communion & sermon was by rev m. tan from brmc .. quite interesting .. psalm 143 .. hmms .. after that went with dad to fetch alethea from sunday school and we were in the library :) ..

renewed my book .. stayed there for awhile and went up to mini creche .. no one at all .. mum was talking to aunty sook fun .. she said that i've slimmed down but my mum put on weight !! .. haha .. so happy la .. but i don't even feel as if i did .. =X .. maybe she is able to tell cuz she hadn't seen be for a longg time .. haha .. hmms .. went down to library again then aunty margeret gave us coffee cake to eat .. johnmiah was arnd and everyone was forcing him to eat cux he was so small size .. haha ..

after that went up .. only 4 kids !! .. mum was talking to sze en's dad .. haha .. was playing with josiah for awhile .. wanted to go parkway with my dad & sis to shop .. but decided not to leave jan alone .. so i detoured and went back .. haha .. dyllis came !! .. then had singspiration .. i was with asher .. he jux got stuck to me .. kenneth was talking to euan cuz he wanted to see his toy car .. mum was calling kenneth many times but he didn't listen .. so funny la .. "i want to see only cannot meh" .. hahaha .. after that break time .. left alethea to feed dyllis cuz she wanted to ..

everything was going on fine till dyllis gave out a loud cry !! .. realized that it's because she got burnt by the hot porridge .. alethea freaked i think .. it's her first time experiencing such thing .. after that i took over and she disappeared .. brought dyllis to library and was playing there .. haha .. let her eat a slice of coffee cake and she delivered the last piece to jacob .. however something happened during the delivery .. she dropped it by accident for 2 secs. but we manage to save it and cleaned it before delivering .. haha ..

made him eat it and after that told him what happened .. haha .. so funny la his expression .. in the end they jux kept bullying her by hiding her patrick and making her find for it .. after which carrying her to get it down .. haha .. she had fun there :) .. brought her up and left her to play .. i saw sze en sayanging babies !! ... so cute la .. euan also .. he kissed a baby doll =.=" ..haha ..

2nd round of singspiration .. kids were so high .. haha .. sang goodbye song + the usual barney song .. asher was scary !! .. he was hugging josiah and KISSED him . he hugged euan and KISSED him too .. omg la .. my mum had to separate them .. haha .. me & jan couldn't stop laughing in amusement .. then helped them wear shoes .. asher gave jan & hug + kiss .. he gave me a hug + kiss too .. so scary!! .. he kissed both side of my cheeks .. it was wet =X .. he wanted to kiss my mum on her lips la .. so funny .. haha ..

after all the kids cleared was at the library again .. haha .. then met up with everyone before heading for lunch .. there was like my mum, dad, aunt, uncle, aunty lizel, amanda, huan kai, denise, huijie, amellia, benjamin, alethea and me .. haha .. our family seemed "big" .. everyone shared umbrella cuz it was pouring heavily !! .. my jeans was half soaked in rain water .. had wanton mee ..

at 1.45 went back to church for the screening of the da vinci code - fact or fiction .. the whole chapel was pit dark except the screen .. found empty seats and settled down .. was trying not to sleep cuz the environment was quiet (only sounds from the video can be heard) and dark .. jux nice for sleeping .. dad & alethea dozed off .. haha .. after that we headed to grandma's place .. the kids took my uncle's car while the rest of us took bus .. and i slept all the way !! in the end those of us who took bus reached faster cuz my uncle brought the kids on a driving spree. haha ..

was slacking on the sofa .. didn't manage to sleep although i was kinda tired .. grandma wasn't home at all .. so we decided to go back for dinner .. took 1o7 all the way back .. i slept all the way again :) .. my uncle & aunt joined us for dinner at hans .. then i went back with amanda first .. watch abit of sg idol before kana cheated to go down with amanda la !! .. my parents got her an ipod nano !! .. mum wanted to get me zen. but i was choosing btw that & a new hp .. so in the end i opted for hp !! .. went to singtel shop but close already .. =X ..

came back and manage to catch the last part of sg idol .. the last 28 pple !! ... haha .. hmms .. was talking to qiqi on the phone for close to an hr .. chatting online with emy, sinyee, john, huiis, eudora .. and darling emy sent me the song below !! .. so nice la .. it jux kept constantly playing and playing .. i was figuring out the lyrics .. and with emy's help i did it !! .. if not she said i would have created crap out .. haha ..

it's like 1.30 now .. haha .. i have been blogging for a long time cuz of the lyrics .. haha .. to think i said that i was gonna sleep before 12 cuz i'm so tired .. in the end sleep at 1+ again .. =.=" .. so crazy la .. anyway i think i'm gonna start studying tmr !! .. i mux be a good girl le .. i mux do well this yr !! .. :) ..


won't let you fall
fergie

i'll never let you go
so you'll never let me go
i will be a journey
and you will be my road

down the stormy path
love will never come to past
it will be our anchor
although the winds may blow

and through the depths of high and low
forever you will go
i'll follow to the end
back again you'll know

won't let you fall
fall out of love
cause together we'll be holding on
cause all we have is us

won't let you go
go away again
because life don't mean nothing at all
if i don't have your love

i will dry your tears
take away your fears
let me be your shelter
your heart is safe in here

so beautiful and pure
nothing i would not endure
oh love has got me blinded
i can see it all so clear

and through the depths of high and low
forever you will go
i'll follow to the end
back again you'll know

won't let you fall
fall out of love
cause together we'll be holding on
cause all we have is us

won't let you go
go away again
because life don't mean nothing at all
if i don't have your love

oh i'll die for you
for whatever anything you're going through
what's mine is yours every little thing
i've got you even when
the winds will change
comes smashing down and crashing on you

won't let you fall
fall out of love
cause together we'll be holding on
cause all we have is us

won't let you go
go away again
because life don't mean nothing at all
if i don't have your love

don't have your love
don't have your love
never let you go (let you go)
let u fall
let u fall
fall out of love.

messy !!

ahhhhs i'm tired!! .. dunno what i'm doing now .. found out so many things today .. unexpected and expected .. but mostly expected .. yepps ..

my dad's back !! he took the midnight flight at reached at 5+ today .. then he was so NICE to wake me at 8+ !! .. =.=" .. my alarm was suppose to ring at 10 la .. he gave me the necklace he bought on the airplane !! .. haha .. $158 i heard .. summore tax free .. quite ex but it's nice .. haha .. the pearls on the pendent are detachable .. so interesting la .. haha ..

was suppose to go downstairs for breakfast .. in the end dunno why stayed home and my dad stole my dumpling !! .. but he made it up by making breakfast for me la .. after that was rotting awayy .. uncle john blamed me for waking him up la .. wth. he msged me at 4.44.42 and i replied like 8+++ close to 9 and he reply me at 10 =.=" summore say i wake him .. makes no sense right !! ..

blahhx .. wasn't doing anything constructive the whole day la .. lazed arnd house .. had chicken rice for lunch .. watched tv .. went on testimonial spree .. blog hopped .. at 12.30 bathe and left house by 1 .. was early ! .. waited for the train .. then walk walk walk to piano class .. settled my fees and the makeup lessons .. after that had piano for 1 hr 15 mins =X .. made up 30 mins today .. was very very tired ..

it started pouring like mad again !! .. walked the long sheltered way to mrt and came back .. it was so heavy the umbrella didn't prevent me from getting wet =X .. was online chatting with yishi, weijian, john, sinyee, jeremiah & eunice. jere kachaoed me. sy dunno who to help. ys saved me .. haha .. got to know more abt eunice today .. wells she's rather nice .. no lil bugger .. haha .. :) ..

anyway i wasn't doing anything much again .. jux chatted and chatted away .. had early dinner !! .. mum & dad was gonna attend a wedding dinner .. helped mum with her outfit ... sis commented like mad .. haha .. was helping dad also .. couldn't find anything to match my mum .. or maybe we did la .. the light peach shirt. but my mum was like cannot cuz tooo matching already .. she was wearing a light pink dress ..

gave up and dad wore his cny shirt .. red i think .. haha .. took pics of them before they left house .. when i upload the pics then i'll post it up .. haha .. so cute la .. hmms .. slack slack slack till 9 .. stupid vin called me for nth .. then kw was trying to be funny .. after i hung up with vin he called me .. retarded right !! .. the best part .. he was beside vin while i talked to him ..

watched tv till 11 .. at the same time i found out many things. continued "heart-to-heart" talk with eunice .. nth much after that .. it's 11.40 and i heard my door lock !! .. haha .. my parents are back .. they're gonna nag .. LOL .. mum jux came in and ask me to sleep .. hahaha .. ok la .. i shall go to bed EARLY today .. *yawns* ..

nitex world

i had a bad day.

wells . i accompanied jingyi to find wx and she accompanied me to can 1 .. then went to look for sy and the rest .. only to find indra with her .. was replying a letter and passed it to her .. after that coux came .. she went to grab a bite and i taught her econs AE 2 sector economy .. was real tired .. then called jackson. that guy ps us again ! blahhx ..

went to meet the rest near the sushi stall .. eunice, yunpei, bryan, weijian, dingren, regina .. yishi came along .. waited for cheyenne & paul .. then we decided on pizza hut @ btp .. waited for joshua at the bus stop and couldn't make up our minds whether to walk or take bus .. jackson called me cuz eunice called him 3 times but he didn't ans and when he called her she didn't ans so he called me .. like some messenger laa ..

in the end joshua & indra walked while the rest of us took bus .. i fell again cuz the bus jerked !! .. held on to bryan =X .. while yunpei & the rest tried grabbing me .. manage to stablize and alighted 1 stop later ..

it started drizzling and dingren's first reaction was to RUN. he asked yishi to run and she did but gave up and walked with me instead .. ran across the road even though the traffic light was red .. he lead the way to btp and over shot the stairs .. then when he walked back .. he lead the wrong way again !! .. =X .. luckily some of them didn't follow him sia .. if not i think they'll get lost with him leading ..

14 seats @ pizza hut taken up by us ! .. they ordered food .. me & yishi; eunice, cheyenne & bryan shared hawaiian. regina & indra shared seafood. dr & wj shared bbq chicken. yunpei & sinyee shared supreme hawaiian. in the end we mixed arnd la .. had soup too .. yishi scooped a FULL bowl for me .. blahx.. dr & wj were taking pics with regina's specs .. so cute la .. uncle john came with his friend .. he sat at the other farr end .. and he owes me prata !

anyway cheyenne accidentally blurted sth she shldn't say and everyone knows now !! .. dunno how to clear the mess already la .. anyway wasn't really in a great mood also .. sighs .. too tired to use my brains .. so many things happened. we still didn't manage to find out how old uncle john is .. blahhx ... headed to the bus stop with the rest ..

suppose to take 74 with bryan one la .. then regina did a DEMO on me .. she freaked me cuz she suddenly pull my skirt up then i screamed =X .. after that got lightning and crap .. i was freaking already .. punished her by making her carry my lappie .. we ran after 171 .. and lala manage to catch it .. leaving poor bryan at the bus stop =X .. was talking till they alighted in frnt of tangs .. they asked if i wanna join them .. decided not to cuz was very tired ..

took the bus all the way to dhoby .. there was a jam !! .. then i missed the train cuz i didn't run .. and waited 7 mins for the nxt one .. came home and was pressing the bell cuz i too tired to take keys .. and my maid thought i was some saleslady =X .. wth la .. my mum told me got this guy called to look for me and was very rude .. some insurance thingy .. she said dun bother entertaining such pple ..

i had a long chat with someone today who does not believe in instincts !! .. had a hard time proving it but it didn't work la .. in the end kana counter attacked .. dunno what to do le .. i'm suppose to go talk to her more but i also dunno why =X ..

ok la it's late. 12.54 i'm gonna sleep at 1 .. nitex.

*p.s my dad's coming back !! he's in the plane already :) ..


Unfaithful
Rihanna

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)

waiting waiting waiting.

i've been waiting since 12+ !! .. blahhx i'm tired =X ..

last night i slept at 2+ cuz was playing "zong ji mi ma" with john & sinyee .. kana twice!! =X .. his qns were ok la .. haha .. anyway after he went offline .. then i also went off sy too ..

couldn't wake up again !! .. 6.30 .. end up dragging till 6.40 .. then was taking my time to do everything cuz too tired .. then met vy & harjeet downstairs .. took bus to school .. uncle john msged me ! .. lol .. he's funny la .. play monopoly till then and wanted to sleep .. haa ..

i went to photocopy notes for vy's class pple + guiluan .. then joined the rest .. emy came not long later then we went for pmkt lect @ LT24 .. haha .. we had to walk one big round cuz got construction .. then clocked in at 9.04 !! .. omg .. late .. haha .. mrs koh nv call us today :) ..

construction was going on outside LT .. it was deafening !! .. distracting too .. then estate pple came and it stopped till 10.30 .. so mrs koh rush thru the lect and let us off before the noise pollution started .. me & emy took our time to walk to LT 45 .. very very slowly !! .. then met my coux there .. she ended up sitting with me for bmgt lect la ..

haha .. we weren't paying attention during bmgt lect .. it was so boring =.=" .. emy summarized our blaw stuff then we played bingo !! .. the guy sitting in front of us was playing pokemon on his laptop!! omg la .. haha .. my coux was trying to listen . in the end during break at 12 .. we all left :) .. even ganting & guiluan left too !! .. haha

then walked to can 1 with emy .. met sinyee there who gave us her seat :) .. then we did our blaw equiz .. got full marks :) .. yayys .. haha .. after that re-summarized the summary but gave up and posted it up .. realised another grp did the same topic as us .. but only defined what was misrepresentation .. hmms ..

completed my idare form and realised there was no passport valid date .. so since emy was coming back to submit the form tmr .. i passed to her my form so i can jux sms the date and she can fill in + submit for me too :) .. haha .. after that sinyee came back :) .. yays .. she skipped lect to accompany me .. such a darling right !! .. **jere, if u're reading this don't scold her !!** ..

helped hanyang with his equiz and then was doing the hands on prog exercise using sy's C# book .. had alot of problems doing it =X .. i prefer vb.net to vs !! .. blahhx .. then i was using sy's hp to msg john .. wahah .. so funny he thought i was sy .. after that arnd 2.45 went to lvl 9 with sy and submitted her idare form :) ..

was at lvl 1 lift lobby waiting for her classmates to come .. then met harjeet & vy .. came over to join jingyi at blk 56 near pond .. and i'm here blogging away !! .. i'm still rather hungry =X .. didn't eat breakfast or lunch .. sighhs .. i'm waiting waiting waiting for the rest to finish class !! .. blahhx .. ok la .. i got nothing more to update already .. going for dinner with rodeo 5 pple later .. i'm still racking my head where to go =X .. sighhs .. *stress*

i need sleep!!

another entry following the one i jux posted :) ..

anyway this morning i couldn't get up !! .. was very tired and did everything in a slow pace .. nearly missed my 7.15 bus too .. and i dunno why today so many pple also .. i slept :) .. such a great sleep .. haha . reached school and was in the canteen waiting for emy & cand .. started doing my bmgt tutorial and i manage to complete it leaving the last qn undone as usual .. haha

cand came and i lent her my notes to photocopy .. saw emy !! she nearly went off w/out me .. we waited for cand for like 10 secs and she was back .. headed to class .. the lift was packed !! .. anyway we were early !! .. started to study for the quiz .. haha .. i was smsing vt under the table and her last msg was she jux got caught .. lol .. haha ..

emy volunteered both of us to draw the diagram for tutorial 4 qn 1 on the board ! .. so messy laa .. but who cares .. haha .. after that we continued to study .. cram cram cram everything into our puny heads .. zhenjie was being irritating !! he wanted to use my jacket hood to "cover his hand" wth la .. cand said that we were showing pda =.=" .. stupid girl !! .. roarr ..

before the teacher dismissed us .. cand was already carrying her bag waiting to chiong out of class .. hahaha .. then i went up to 9th floor with emy to hand in her MC .. got the sco form too .. after that we took the lift down to 4th floor and it was crammed with lecturers !! .. mrs ng was in there :) ..

we were "late" for pmkt .. jux as we walked in she was taking my attendence .. after that went thru tutorial 3 .. wrote many many notes .. she gave us quiz on tutorial 3 !! omg la .. i got stressed .. blahhx .. used my brain to think of what i could write .. and jux crapped out some stuff .. she let us off at 12.35 and made us go canteen to grab food before meeting at lvl 1 room 13 for part 2 of the tutorial ..

me & emy went to eat the tasteless waffle which was like abit salty =X .. then went back to the room .. she made those pple eat taco pachi very fast cuz of the smell .. haha .. continued with tutorial 4 .. we were talking abt many many things during discussion :) .. haha .. when she gave back our quiz 3 .. so happy !! .. i got A :) .. yays .. from B- to A- to A .. i must keep it up !! *grins*

after that slowly walked to the bus stop with emy .. her bus came so she left w/out me .. 74 took a longg time .. it was raining by then .. i thought it wouldn't rain at hougang .. but who knows when i woke up i realised it was pouring cats & dogs here .. had to ask my maid bring umbrella for me .. rain rain rain ..

i fell asleep at arnd 4+ .. then ar i heard someone draw the curtains .. i wondered why and woke up .. realised that the sun was shining so brightly =X .. such crazy weathers we're facing !! .. anyway i went back to sleep and got 2 calls from this irritating person !! .. omg la .. after that stoned and i fell back asleep .. my sis came home and created a racket !! .. she sat on my computer chair and started asking me qns in her LOUD voice =X .. i threw my beanie at her and she still continued !! .. roarrr .. can't believe i didn't have a good rest at all ..

wanted to go back to sleep but i couldn't !! .. so ended up eating dinner at 6 .. an angry person is a hungry person !! .. or izzit the opposite .. haha .. either way it still means the same to me ! .. haha .. and now i'm full :) .. so i'm rather happy .. but i'm still "angry" at the fact that i didn't have enough sleep !! .. roarr .. haha .. i shall sleep early tonight :) ..

can't wait for tmr's rodeo 5 dinner .. lol .. hopefully MORE pple will go .. hees .. i rejected going out with my mum tmr jux to go for dinner with the rest la .. i wonder what she's gonna say =X .. but wells .. my dad's coming back on sat !! .. so .. hahaha .. we got more time to go out .. and on monday he's gonna bring us to ica to change our passport pic .. haha .. maybe mum can take leave or sth .. i dunno what's the plan yet ..

i have to start studying for test !! .. =X .. my common test schedule is out !! .. but not confirm one .. hopefully can score for this CT .. seems like 20% i think .. i have to start studying le !! .. =X
wda -> sat (3rd june) 1.30 - 3.00
blaw -> mon (5th june) 1.30 - 3.30
mwa -> thurs (8th june) 8.30 - 9.30
pmkt -> fri (9th june) 1.30 - 3.00

will be back later if i have the mood. have to do blaw !!

sickkk.

ahhs i'm in wda workshop .. but emy isn't arnd cuz she's sick !! =X .. and actually i saved it as draft till today !! and it's 25th may already .. haha .. oh wells .. i'll jux blog abt yesterday .. and before i forget ..

happy 18th bday SHARMAGNE my darling partner!!

yepps. oh .. wda workshop .. mrs wong was very nice !! .. she jux went thru tutorial with us and let us slack arnd .. then cancelled our afternoon class :) .. so means dun need to suffer 2 hrs alone .. haha .. anyway went for mwa tutorial after that and mrs hong was talking abt korean dramas .. haha .. she's nice too :) .. she make us grp and answer tutorial qns .. i realised i didn't do the tutorial cuz i didn't know that it was tutorial 4 !! i did tutorial 3 instead =X ..

after class met weijian in the canteen and went to atrium to look for yishi .. called sinyee and she was still in lms class !! .. that girl takes VERY LONG to do her work .. after that bryan joined us and we waited for sinyee & cheyenne .. when they came waited awhile more for yishi's friend to finish up their project and we left school .. bryan went to print his notes while cheyenne went back home cuz she had to send her maid off or sth ..

sinyee was imitating someone at the bus stop .. so funny everyone laughed like mad .. then we were making fun of her .. yishi was so funny she wanted to say "two tutorials" and got tongue twisted thus said "two tut tut tut ... " .. haha .. all of us laughed like mad laa .. =X .. anyway we got off at PS and headed to bK for lunch :) .. had mushroom swiss same as sy .. yishi & wj had big fish ..

after that went to meet yunpei and we quickly walked all the way to new old cathay .. run and bought tix for the da vinci code .. yunpei + sy ran up the escalator but we got stopped to have id checked cuz the show was NC16 .. haha .. after that ran into the cinema and found out we were at the other side .. so ran out but weijian couldn't see the door and it was so dark .. so we anyhow squeezed out and ran to the other door .. haha ..

yishi, sy, yunpei , me & wj .. that was the sitting arrangement .. so funny la .. couple seats =.=" so sy & yunpei put up the arm rest .. i didn't put up mine and in fact i was sliding down my chair !! .. haha .. i know it's funny but in fact during those parts where silas appeared. i was covering my ears & shutting my eyes .. haha .. i dun like him ! .. haha .. heard them say yishi screamed at one part when silas ran towards sophie and held her hostage .. haha ..

anyway after the movie we all crammed into the toilet and surprisingly weijian took the longest !! .. after that walked all the way back to ps and was chilling out at gelare .. had the 5 treasure thingy .. cookies & cream, tiramisu, vanilla chip, mocha chip? & chocolate overload (i think) .. i had ice chocolate too ..

we chilled there for a long time !! since arnd 4.40 to close to 7 .. what were we doing u might wonder .. we played truth & truth using the zong ji mi ma method ..*p.s the condition of the game was that no secret shall be revealed to anyone after the game.. so if u guys reading are wondering .. i'm sorry but it's a SECRET !*.. =X .. many of my secrets unrevealed. yishi's too .. the one that kana saboed most time were weijian & sinyee cuz they kept guessing each other's no. during the first few rounds and by the end of it we got nothing much to ask them .. haha ..

went back and was stoning in the train .. when i reached home .. was slacking arnd till 8 .. called mum and she said to meet her downstairs if i wanted to take passport pic cuz i have to update my passport pic nxt monday .. at 8.30 went down and she said that the studio at hg mall closed down !! .. omg la .. the other shop that we always go also close down =X .. so no choice had to settle at some other shop we don't go ..

the aunty used a polariod camera !! .. she asked me not to blink and look straight .. but i dunno which hole i'm suppose to look at so the picture turned out kinda weird .. and i showed it to emy today !! .. she said i look like china immigrant =.=" .. omg la ..

anyway i couldn't concentrate to do my tutorials the whole night cuz i was too tired =X .. i ended up only doing pmkt .. was chatting away too .. then john was like calling me ah mah !! cuz i told him can't skip lect and he ask me to sleep early .. so mean right !! .. anyway in the end i slept like at 1.30 after completing 4 qns of pmkt .. leaving out the last qn as usual .. haha

it's the season to be "jolly"

zzzz. i'm really tired !! .. i know everyone is tired. i wonder why .. i thought i had enough sleep cuz i slept like at 12.30 yesterday .. =X .. got up like at 8.30 .. completed my mwa tutorial and got ready for school .. left house at 10.20 .. waited 10 mins for the bus =X .. it sped :) .. emy was at the bus stop waiting for me cuz i asked her to help me carry those stuff .. poor girl was sick .. she had a migrain i think .. so in the end i carried the stuff myself ..

we went over the bridge to the printing shop .. bought wda notes then went to get idare forms @ the booth and passed my coux her bmgt txt .. after that slowly made our way to LT 24 .. lecturer wasn't arnd so went to washroom and met jiayi there who passed me peilin's pba book .. after that was standing outside LT waiting for lecturer to come ..

no one was listening to mwa lecture today =X .. only 7 tto1 pple was arnd ! .. me & emy were thinking of our project design .. then doodled on her paper .. after that wda lecture .. mrs wong was very funny !! .. she clarified about her race and said she wasn't a "hongkonger" but is a singaporean from US .. thus have abit of accent .. haha .. everyone laughed like mad then .. did class diagrams and let us off early :)

met sinyee, cheyenne & louisa on the way at blk 56 .. was talking to sy and gave her my idare form .. so i went to the booth and got another one met yunpei, suriani & eunice there .. eunice poked me and i screamed !! after that met jingyi and was talking to her .. went to look for emy & zhenjie and went up with them .. met regina, yuguang, weijian & dingren at the lift lobby .. ahha .. it seemed like i met alot of pple from my grp !

anyway mwa tutorial .. me & emy finally came up with our designs and concluded what we were gonna "sell" :) .. lalala .. we were browsing thru websites and found some codes we could use .. yepps .. after class met jingyi in canteen .. she went to library to find zihui .. me & emy were rotting in the canteen and cand joined us .. saw ah boon with a girl and those 2 kpos went to see who she was .. LOL ..

after that got a phone call from suriani :) .. ended up meeting them at the bus stop .. met jerhui too !! omg la .. i so missed her !! .. anyway hopped onto 184 and away we went .. to al almeen *again* .. haha .. the bus ride was bad .. jerk jerk jerk !! .. i stepped onto someone before i alighted and regina was holding onto me + i was holding yunpei .. so paiseh laa .. =X

anyway sat at their usual seats again .. had cheese + egg prata i think .. i can't rmb what they ordered .. everyone had the same .. and not forgetting the bandung !! haha .. we were gossiping & crapping .. jackson joined us later after his soccer .. eunice was comparing the king kong and him .. haha .. funny girl .. had more craps then settled bill ..

walked to the bus stop and the poor suriani, eunice, yunpei & yunpei's bf were lost thanks to someone who gave them wrong directions .. anyway 52 came and me, regina & jackson boarded .. regina's dad called her halfway and he was gonna pick her at the macritchie bus stop .. then 132 came .. me & jackson took it .. there was this couple from cjc opposite us talking abt a "kelvin" who was also gay ..

we both heard and started giggling .. so funny la .. anyway jackson slept .. guess he was too tired .. haha .. then 1 stop before his stop he woke up and sleepily told me that he was going to alight at the nxt stop .. after that he went back to sleep .. =X .. wahaha so cute la .. *he's gonna kill me for saying this if he ever reads my blog* haha .. anyway 1 stop later he woke and alighted .. i wonder if he fell asleep halfway while walking to his grandma's place .. haha ..

132 had very little pple today at the amk stn .. the bus seemed rather empty. oh ya .. there was this weird guy who wanted to ask me where was amk stn. he raised his hand in my direction but asked the malay guy in front of him the end .. blahhx came home and was slackingg .. literally slacked.

i wonder if emy's going to school tmr !! .. i hope she is cuz if she isn't i'll be lonely :( .. but wells .. if she's sick i can't help it then .. sighs .. still got blaw elearning ! .. omg la .. i dunno if tmr still have discussion anot !! .. sighs .. *stress* ..

ok la .. it's like 12.22 .. i've been online chatting with huiis, sinyee, yishi, jingyi, john & jackson jux now .. it's time i go sleep now .. *tired* ..


*p.s i guess i have lost her*. will blog abt it some other time.

yawnss ..

got this from jenn's blog.

I AM: a simple girl who wishes alot

I WANT: to sleep !!

I WISH: for a miracle to happen

I HATE: someone.

I MISS: my clique!

I FEAR: irritating insects !!

I HEAR: my mum teaching alethea maths

I WONDER: what mux i do next; sleep/pack my bag

I REGRET: quarrelling with my bestie

I AM NOT: thinking right now

I DANCE: the cha cha & salsa with my dancing partner emy !

I SING: to myself only

I CRY: when i'm very emotional

I AM NOT ALWAYS: as cheerful as i seem

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: many beautiful lil gifts

I WRITE: my troubles down

I CONFUSE: my feelings always

I NEED: some REST

I SHOULD: stop thinking too much

I START: a scandal about eunice & yuguang *i'm honest*

I FINISH: eating my prata today !

I LOVE: everyone !!

I REMEMBER: the good old times with my bestie :(

I tag: those who are reading this !!

hectic.

sighs. i think i'm down with throat infection now :( .. i'm scared i'll get fever cuz it always happen when i have an infection .. sighs sighs ..

anyway had been talking to vt again abt huiis .. guess we'll meet up tmr after school to talk again .. hmms .. now for the proper update ..

i slept at 12 last night .. was real tired + was moody .. got up at 5.30 this morning .. my sis & mum also got up at 5.30 so we were "fighting" for the toilet in that sense .. anyway my stomach wasn't feeling too well .. sighs .. forced 2 pieces of biscuit down my throat and drank a cup of water ..

suppose to leave house at the same time as them also la .. but in the end i left first cuz amanda was taking her time to wear her shoes & mum haven't call her cab .. met vy and we took the non aircon 74 .. harjeet boarded the bus too .. slept all the way to school .. thank goodness harjeet woke me up if not i would have continued sleeping =X ..

they bought breakfast while wait waiting for emy to come .. then we headed to class .. last day of IFP !! .. got no IS nxt wk :) .. our teacher was rather pleased with our class cuz he said usually he won't have students waiting for him outside class before 8 .. anyway today's lesson was abt investment & retirement izzit ? .. i forgot already !! got back last wk's quiz .. i made a ultra stupid mistake la .. *some one kill me!!* .. i knew it was SAC .. but i wrote SCA and minus 4 marks !!! .. arghhs .. *heartbreak* ..

anyway did this wk's quiz and he let us off at 10 :) .. went to can 1 to accompany vy for lunch .. i had a chocolate pancake as usual .. she walked with me to the bus stop and i saw indra :) .. bus came within seconds and i left .. was stoning in the bus .. tired ..

met my maid downstairs cuz she was going to collect pots .. gave her money to buy lunch for my grandma cuz she said that she wanted to eat instant noodles =X .. anyway i had abit for lunch and went to sleep till 3+ .. the aircon man was suppose to come .. but wells i got woken up by a call from yunpei's bf asking for eunice's no. .. weird right .. haha

after that was playing arnd with photoshop and the aircon man came .. he fixed my aircon !! .. and we found out why my aircon was screwed .. one side wasn't working thus it was "hot" .. anyway .. i created a pic with my sis in it (scroll down to see it) .. many many heartts ! .. cuz i jux simply heart them even though they're so mischievious !! .. grandma was nagging away at my maid .. sighs ..

after that had dinner at arnd 6.30 !! .. i was so hungry .. after that slacked arnd .. wasn't really doing much cuz i was getting tired .. at 9+ started to do my tutorial .. and until now i'm still at qn 3 .. sighs .. this is how tired i am .. can't really concentrate thus came to blog .. was finding solutions to help huiis .. sighs ..

grandma has been weird. nag nag nag + talks to herself =X .. i dunno what's going on also la .. sighs .. my dad's coming back this friday i think .. not too sure also .. hmms .. common tests in 2 wks !! .. i have to start studying alreadyy !! sighs .. i wanna do well this sems !! ..

i have to bring my lappie, bmgt txt, C# txt tmr !! .. omg so heavy =.=".. still have to collect wda notes cuz junwah dunno coming anot ... sighs .. i hope emy can meet me at bus stop and help me !! .. *prays hard* .. i shall concentrate hard on my mwa tutorial .. i need to finish it soon then go sleep early .. very tired sia ..

*p.S me & emy might be going for idare :) .. we've came out with our budgetting plans for saving $400 in 4 mths. but mel jux told me it is $200 after subsidy .. so we can save lesser and go on more movie dates :) .. anyway she said the dateline is nxt weds !! so better go get form .. haha .. so fast laa .. yeppx .. i really go now :) ..

till then ...

sadness.

i know there are like 4 entries in a day .. but i'm in a "blogging mood" now .. so many fustrations .. so many sadness .. so many irritations .. so many things happening !! .. sigh .. i'm sad. for now that is ..

i'm praying hard nth bad will happen to huiis and she'll be out of her depression. praying hard that vt will be the crazy old her soon. praying hard that things will go right btw me & bestie. praying hard that some people will jux get a life and start thinking with their own brains. praying hard that there'll be some form of retribution to those who get away scot-free for doing nothing but causing trouble.

arghs. i know i sound mean .. but my life is getting topsy turvy thanks to people and things happeneing arnd me !! ..

my mum is going to penang for business trip tmr.. aircon man coming at 3.30 tmr so i have to be home by then .. my dad can't confirm when he's coming back too .. :( .. amanda is getting on my nerves somehow .. she's showing more freaking stupid attitude towards everyone in the family .. sighhs ..

i need a break.

can't wait for june hols to come .. i wanna go to the beach!! .. i wanna go overseas !! .. i jux wanna get out of my stupid messy life !! .. sighs.

temporary loss or gone forever?

wells .. i'm not excatly in a very "good state" now .. talking to vt on msn .. she's sad too .. i jux finish watching little bride (i found the english title) .. i cried while watching the last 2 disc .. i wouldn't want to imagine myself in such a situation but i know there will be a time when everyone must go.

anyway the main point of this entry isn't really about death ..
i've seen & read eunice's blog abt her best friend .. i'm wondering about mine .. my best friend, my clique.

my best friend.
for the past 13 days. since the quarrel we had .. nothing seemed to go back to it's original place .. i've thought about everything that happened and apologised .. i think she's still angry with me but i don't know .. i haven't talk to her at all .. it's jux short sentences and nothing else ..

i wonder if she's even reading this .. and i wonder if someone who's reading this is gloating over it .. i don't wish to lose my best friend just like that .. someone who has always been there for the past 4 yrs since the end of sec 3 .. someone who knows what i'm thinking most of the times .. someone who will listen and console me when i'm down .. no one can replace her at all ..

vy. if u're still angry i'm really sorry. maybe we can't be as close as last time already but i'm always there for u. my bestie forever

my clique.
we've taken different paths. srjc/mjc/np ..
although we have occasional meet ups .. usually it'll only be 3 out of 4 .. i long for the times when we went for np open house/steamboat, ms ferng's treat, working @ kirei, 2oo5 vday, my 17th bday and many many more ..
don't u think that we're starting to lose contact already? .. i hardly talk to huiis/vt now .. i wonder how they're doing and always read their blogs for updates .. i jux found out that huiis depressed. vt's not what she use to be cuz of sth.

darls. i hope we can meet up soon and talk about everything like last time. those crap, gossip, crazy thinkings whatever u guys can think of .. i really miss u ! ..


if i could turn back time will things be different?
maybe/maybe not.

What's Left Of Me
Nick Lachey

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?

i don't know if i shld post this up at all .. i wish i have dx to lock my all emo entries. these entries are like the inner me. i don't wanna show it but i can't help it cuz i have to let it all out. sorry guys. jux let me be for now .. i'll be fine soon :)

home swt home..

i'm alone at home today !! .. maid's off day, sis went for class, mum went to church .. we were suppose to go church today .. somehow i rmb setting my alarm at 7.30 .. however it didn't seem to me that it rang =X .. thus i got up at 9.45 today =X .. it's 11.45 now .. i've been up for 2 hrs !! .. lOlx .. haha .. gonna blog abt the past few days cuz i had been rather tired ..

friday : 18th may ..

i couldn't sleep the night before thus was msging sinyee till 1.30 she asked me to count sheeps .. somehow i stoned and fell asleep .. then at 4.11 my hp vibrated under my pillow ... i thought it was my alarm thus off it and went to wash up .. i didn't look at the time at all sia .. when i went into my mum's room .. amanda woke up and was shocked .. she asked why i woke up so early and told me it was only 4+ .. i blurly looked at the clock and realised .. so went back to my room and realised some irriating person called !! but i dunno who izzit la .. continue to sleep till 6.15 when my alarm really rang ..

suppose to meet vy at 7.15 .. she didn't call me so i called her instead .. then found out that harjeet's dad giving her a lift so i went to school alone .. stoned all the way .. then waited for emy at the bus stop .. met huijing there too .. she da bao macs !! .. ahah .. me & emy left first cuz i wanna get pancake .. then we met shan shan who was waiting for huijing .. haha ..

emy got her drink at co-op and we waited for huijing .. went to LT24 for pmkt lect .. we were early !! :) .. zhenjie came not long later .. lalala .. lecture was ok la .. my green marker went out of ink halfway .. so i used my orange one instead =X .. haha .. my notes are like half green half orange .. zhenjie was watching his video ! alittle distracting but nvm ..

me & emy slowly walked to LT45 and it was like real slow la .. we walked past LT 26, 28 & can 2 .. by the time zhenjie called we were already at the yellow submarine .. he said we walk so fast =.=" .. anyway he met us not long later and we saw tab .. ahah .. i had to carry zhenjie's heavy bag cuz he went to the washroom and we went in to LT ..

after that settled down and my coux came over .. passed her belated bday present to her .. bmgt lect was boring ! me & emy started playing bingo! .. i won both rounds :) .. then was passing letter to yishi cuz she sat 2 rows below me .. ahah .. stupid jere was a BIG distraction .. he read my first note to yishi, drew on my paper, pass me a paper to throw, drew on emy's paper .. irritating la ..

the lecturer ask us to rate stuff then gave the topic "how would u rate ur bf/gf" .. made out a list and rated .. it was so dumb la .. after lect me, emy, guiluan, ganting, shanshan, wenling & zhenjie went to canteen 4 for lunch cuz it was pouring heavily .. couldn't decide where to sit cuz everywhere the chair got birdshit .. finally settled on the 1st table we picked .. haha ..

everyone had japanese food :) .. emy didn't eat cuz she wasn't feeling too well .. after that we made our way slowly to blk 72 .. wenling & shanshan went co-op .. ganting & guiluan went lvl 5 helpdesk .. me, emy & zhenjie ended up at the study area on lvl 3 .. we played with the toy zhenjie brought .. the HG (hardgay) .. mann it was like scary but fun cuz u won't know when the man was gonna pop out when u put a dagger into the slot .. kept shrieking and ended up laughing .. zhenjie was like -> o.O" .. hahaha .. go see his blog for the toy

after that went up to lvl 4 for blaw tutorial .. took pics with wenling's hp :) .. so nice la .. then when the teacher came we went to our small crammy classroom .. our grp did first presentation .. totally rocked :) .. then 2nd grp didn't prepare due to miscommunication .. thus slowing down alittle .. after that went back on track .. but the teacher kept dragging =X .. my phone kept ringing during tutorial and the calls are mainly from jackson & jere ..

ended class arnd 4.15 then went to look for yishi & the rest .. saw jingyi doing proj .. after putting my stuff .. went to talk to jingyi .. then coux called .. realised she was jux one table away from me =X .. scary la .. haha .. went over and helped her with her macro - inflation =X .. then jux as we finished with her tutorial .. jingyi came !! went to washroom with her .. hhaa ..

went to meet the rest of my freshies .. eunice, suriani, bryan, mingli, dingren, weijian, yunpei & yunpei's bf .. then peilin, yishi, jere, jackson were there too .. we headed to al ahmeen .. was suppose to take 184 i think .. then bus came but alot of pple .. behind got another yellow bus 61 .. as according to yishi 61 also can take so jackson asked all of us take it .. when we were reaching the 3rd bus stop .. yishi realised we took the wrong bus .. then all of us alighted .. haha .. walked all the way there ..

got seats and ordered food .. shared 2 plates of sambal dunno what rice with peilin & jackson .. yishi had tissue prata that caused her to be "pregnant" .. haha anyway took some pics .. yishi
posted them on her blog :) .. can read her entries too .. not forgetting eunice's blog .. haha .. jingyi & weixiong's grp .. rodeo 1 also had dinner outing ... but they didn't eat with us .. she said they went to eat chicken rice .. haha

rachel, joseph & their friends came to join us .. but we jux finish eating and the darlings wanted to go town .. so me & peilin were contemplating whether to go town .. yishi & the rest made us go .. took a longg time settling our bill cuz our reciept went missing .. haha .. went to meet them at the bus stop and waited for bus 184 ... i kept stepping on yishi's toes .. *sorry girl* .. haha .. was talking to peilin in the bus most of the time :) .. we reached some part of bukit panjang i think pendang? .. jackson commented that it seems like we're in m'sia =.=" .. dr, wj & yunpei's bf wanted to do sth mischievious but luckily yishi stopped them .. haha ..

waited for a longgg time till bus 960 came .. then again we were standing .. suriani, mingli & bryan found seats and were gossiping .. weijian & jere sat & slept together (that sounds wrong) .. dingren was gentleman enough to help eunice, yunpei & yunpei's bf take their things and even stood up when yunpei wanted to sit .. haha .. somehow he found another seat in the end la .. then yishi went to sit with bryan .. as soon as there were seats .. i ended up with peilin :) .. and yunpei's bf was with her .. euncie was with jackson .. haha *scandaL - joking only laa* ..

me, peilin, suriani, mingli & bryan were talking .. then yishi was snappin away with my camera .. haha .. peilin gave her no. to suriani and there was this suspiscious looking indian guy who might have taken down her no. too .. peilin was freaked out !! .. anyway we alighted in front of marina and walked across the bridge ..

first stop - washroom !! .. haha .. then went to wait for peilin's friend with her before joining the rest at fox .. eunice & yunpei went to try the bottoms while the guys waited outside .. the rest of us (girls) were discussing some stuff .. haha .. then we walked arnd :) .. me & peilin were looking at the pple arnd and saw this weird guys .. =X ..

after that went topshop .. window shopped .. the guys were entertaining themselves .. wj wore sunglasses and posed + someone took his pics .. haha .. the rest of us were too paiseh to stay with them so ended outside waiting .. last shop we went to was samuel & kelvin's .. i think the freshies wanted jackson to try a singlet like top thus he got freaked out too .. hah ..

it was arnd 9.30 when we "parted" from there .. peilin & her friend went OP @ suntec .. suriani, bryan, mingli, yunpei & yunpei's bf took train .. the rest of us took bus .. walked all the way to the bus stop in front of esplanade .. dr took 97 all the way to jurong east .. yishi & jere took dunno what bus .. weijiang took bus 195 by himself .. jackson, eunice + me got on 162 .. we crapped all the way ..

then got off at eunice's stop .. she showed us where her house was before walking home .. that girl kept walking back to the bus stop and "popping" behind the big advertisement board .. haha .. so cute la .. when she finally left we tried to find her but only see her legs moving cuz the trees blocked us ..

jackson claimed that he was gentleman and waited to take bus with me .. haha we were crapping abt "scandals".. the bus took a longg time and 2 of his 166 came in btw .. 132 & 165 came .. took 165 cuz there was lesser pple .. he alighted not long later and i took all the way home .. quite surprised that at the amk mrt stn bus stop still got so many pple boarding the bus ..

after bathing was online .. jingyi came back at 11.34 !! .. haha .. she got home 30 mins later than me =X .. haha .. then was talking to her, yishi & sinyee .. i sent the all pictures that night too .. haha .. at arnd 12+ went to sleep ..

saturday : 20th may ..

got up at 7.15 .. washed up and was practicing my piano .. at 8.45 left house and reached class on time :) .. got informed that my classes would be at 1.30 from nxt sat till end of june cuz some students have to replace their classes in the morning .. my teacher came late cuz she jux moved house and was trying to find her way to class .. had 35 mins lesson in the end .. she's gonna replace me 10 more mins nxt week .. =X ..

after that came home and i slept till 1+ .. woke up before my sis friends came .. they pranked her la .. went to hide at the side so made it seems like no one outside .. then she made me open the door and they came out ! .. =X ..

my sis & her friends were creating a racket .. blahhx .. mum came home and brought alethea for class .. had macs for lunch :) .. anyway after that i was using the desktop .. watched xing niang 18 sui on youtube .. haha .. was chattin with indra & jingyi .. haha .. lalla .. at arnd 4.30 my uncle came to pick grandma .. 5+ my mum & sis came back .. then she bought me a new blue waterbottle :) .. haha .. i'm gonna decorate it soon .. oh ya .. she also bought the xing niang 18 sui vcd for me .. haha .. *i love my mummy !!*

haha .. we were watching it and got addicted .. vin called me to join him to play pool @ hg plaza .. but i didn't wanna go .. haha .. at 8 went down to hans for dinner .. amanda had black pepper chicken chop, alethea had fish & chips, aunty had hor fun & i had pasta :) .. mum didn't had appetite to eat cuz she was sick thus we gave her soup + bread + a cup of tea .. bought 2 can drinks and left it on the counter w/out taking it .. so funny la .. the aunties at the counter were laughing at my blurness ..

anyway after dinner we headed home and was watching tv :) .. was on skype with yuguang, eunice, yishi & melvin(yuguang's friend) .. so funny la .. then after hanging up with them cuz eunice's ears was bursting .. i was talking to jingyi for 1 hr+ .. haha .. we were playing game .. haha .. at arnd 1+ sinyee went to sleep and made me promise her that i'll sleep at 1.15 .. but i broke it .. and although i blogged saying i'll sleep soon .. i ended up sleeping at 2.45 cuz i was doing my wda assignment and handed it up then too ..

sunday : 21st may ..

haha .. as i've typed above .. i got up at 9.45 .. and i realised i've blogged for like a LONG time cux it's 1.32 now !! .. omg la .. since 11.45 till now =.=" .. and my entry is LONG . haha .. anyway .. i've been very nice !! .. since my mum & sis left the house at 10.45 with the bed unpacked .. i went to do it .. and lalala .. it's neat :) .. went to close all the windows too cuz the sky was getting dark .. and by the time i know it heavy rain !!! ..

yepps .. i'm gonna continue watching my vcds now .. will be back later to start on some tutorials cuz that's the main reason i'm allowed to stay at home .. lol .. :)

u make me wanna lala. :)

oh wells .. i'm kinda tired now .. *yawns* .. it's 1.08 on a sunday morning !! .. i jux "hung up" a convo with jingyi via skype .. haha .. and i jux promise sinyee that i'll sleep in 5 mins .. but apparently .. it's already 1.17 .. i'm late by 2 mins .. *sorry sinyee* .. 1.18 .. arghhs .. ok la .. i'll get off already .. will be back LATER .. i need to submit the wda assignment sia .. and the best part is i really dunno how to do in the first place ! .. =X ..

i hope we can get an extension of dateline ! .. it's tough =X .. sighh ..

till later ~ nitex ! :)

fun fun fun .. :)

i've enjoyed myself today :) .. although i'm kinda tired but wells .. i'm a happpy girl !! .. haha ..

i guess i'll go sleep at 12.15 .. another 7 mins .. will be back to update tmr :) ..

come back again k !! ..

*thanks yishi for listening to me! :)

part 2 !!

another tutorial day !! ..

woke up at 6.15 .. caught the 7.15 non air con bus .. got this crazy old man who boarded 3 bus stops after me .. then sat 2 rows in front of me .. every time the bus stops he'll blow his whistle !! .. freak la !! .. =X .. then somehow i dunno what happened he stopped blowing .. but he had 2 more packets of whistles !!! .. bblahhx .. haha ..

i had a great rest on the way .. then met shan shan while walking to can 1 .. had pancake for breakfast :) .. was looking thru pmkt notes while waiting for emy to come .. then she bought soya bean to drinnk .. sat arnd till 8.55 then took lift up to 5th floor .. guiluan & xiuhan was arnd already !! .. our teacher started class at arnd 9.15 .. so me & emy were like talking and talking .. haha

ganting & guiluang did a fabulous presentation of lect summary :) .. me & emy were cramming ourselves with pmkt notes !! .. zj borrowed my notes cuz he didn't have .. me & emy were playing with slippers while he went thru tutorial .. LOL .. i took emy's slippers on hostage .. haha .. so fun la .. her leg so BIG. then tap tap tap the back on the floor .. like tap shoes .. hahaa ..
anyway he let us off early .. then we met wenquan .. was at lift lobby with her .. she went up to 6th floor while we went to 4th .. then saw our pmkt teacher leaving .. we thought she open the door for us and was going to office to get things .. but when we reached class .. we realised that she cancelled tutorial .. heard cuz she was sick ..

manage to catch up with her cuz we realised we can't makeup on monday from 2-3.30 cuz some of them having IS .. so in the end she said that we have make up nxt thurs for half an hr more .. haha .. till 1.30 .. :) .. slowly walked to bus stop with emy .. saw corrine & class .. was msging jingyi .. haha .. she was LATE !! .. then my bus came .. was stoning out of the window the whole time ..

got home at 12 .. had lunch what-so-ever and settled down on my bed at 2 .. haha .. my coux smsed .. replied her and went to sleep .. i couldn't really sleep but after stoning for awhile i fell asleep .. then at 5 i woke up !! .. it's so not usual la .. cuz i would always sleep till 6 + 7 .. snacked on biscuits as early dinner again !! .. i haven't been eating proper meals !! .. =X .. blahhx ..

then settled down and worked on my ppt presentation for blaw tutorial tmr .. my grp doing qn 1 - 5 of tutorial 2 .. alala .. finished at 8.30 .. then went to watch dreamchasers .. found it quite stupid =X .. went back to do my blaw tutorial 3 .. lalala .. gave up at qn 4 cuz it was TOO LONG. so i went on to do mwa quiz :) .. referred to notes & with some help from yishi .. i got 26/30 :) .. 2 qns wrong .. haha ..

from then i was coping with multiple conversations on msn .. suddenly had this "flood" .. arnd 8 convos .. then i slowly closed one by one .. haha .. in the end i'm still having one mass convo with freshies + yishi .. we decided to dine out tmr .. and lalalala .. chill :)

ok la .. it's like 1.10 now .. sinyee gonna nag again =X .. she was nagging in the convo jux now .. hahaha .. i'm gonna go sleep now .. arnd 1.12 i shld be off le .. :) .. nitex.

tutorial day !!

i have been very "motivated" to do my tutorials the past 2 days sia !! last night i ended up doing my blaw tutorial 2 till 2am =X .. then this morning got up at 10 continue doing blaw tutorial till 1pm .. went to bathe and left house at arnd 1.30 .. manage to catch the bus and was stoning all the way to school ..

met junwah under the umbrella outside co-op .. he went to collect notes .. now the class fund left $7+ only .. =X .. today's notes very EX sia .. =X .. blaw - $1.50/set .. wda - $1.10/set .. then last wk's wda - $0.90/set .. i guess i muz collect alot of funds le .. i need to claim .. $47.50 !! .. junwah need to claim $27 ..

anyway met shan shan .. waited for huijing .. jere joined us .. wenling found us :) .. then they went co-op to buy drinks .. we slowly walked all the way to LT45 .. was abit late .. but he was only at the 3rd slide .. we couldn't even see him la .. cuz he was sitting in the crowd too ! then he made the extra jackson go help him click the ppt ..

emy didn't come :( .. she was busy doing her tutorials .. anyway most of the tto1 pple came la .. got wenling, shan shan, huijing, ganting, guiluan, rick, junwah, adam + me ! ..

all not listening .. ganting, guiluan, jere & rick were having some "fight" above us .. haha .. then adam sleeping, junwah surfing net for house rental, huijing & wenling taking pics, shan shan i dunno doing what .. haha .. i wasn't really listening to him also .. but i highlighted & copied notes !! .. lol .. then wenling was playing with her hp cam .. so took 1 pic with huijing :) .. then drew on huijing's ppr ..

after class we were laughing away like mad pple .. for once our class so "united". but w/out adam la .. i dunno where he mia to also .. met huifen @ the door .. then was talking to wx .. suan him & jingyi .. wahah .. so funny la .. he called jingyi twice but she nv ans his calls .. i called her once and she answered !! .. hahaha .. she mux have loved me more than him :) ..

then walked out of school with the rest .. met clarence on the way .. hmms .. crossed the bridge with wenling, huijing & junwah .. i took 74 to dover & took train to outram then to harbourfront and all the way to hougang .. came back and was snacking on seaweed, biscuits, sotong .. all those junk food =X .. skipped dinner cuz the dishes were not nice .. *don't tell my mummy* .. haha ..

was doing bmgt tutorial then uncle came to pass us some taiwan food he bought for us :) .. ate the pineapple tart .. wahh so heavenly la .. had curry puff mum bought :) .. after that continued with bmgt and finished it by 9 :) .. my targeted time .. then went on to do pmkt .. wahh i racked my brains like mad .. finished arnd 12 .. my target time was suppose to be 11 la .. but somehow i slacked in btw and got stuck .. thank goodness got jingyi for inspiration & vincent for help ! .. haha ..

ok la .. it's 12.31 !! omg. 1 min late .. sinyee gonna kill me .. =X .. ahha .. nitexx !!


jux for laughs. i used up 3 pens doing 3 tutorials !! and one of them was a 3 pg blaw tutorial !! .. the rest was like 3 qns pmkt tutorial (i didn't do last one) .. bmgt was abt some environment =X .. i crapped all the way ..

rest day.

gees .. it was such a slack day .. i woke up at 10 .. then jingyi came online arnd 10+ and she was shocked to see me awake so early .. haha .. in fact i didn't had a good sleep the night before =X .. simply couldn't get to sleep for some unknown reasons .. then when i fell asleep .. had some weird dreams ..

at 10 when i woke up .. i was feeling hot cuz my aircon was off by then .. fan was at speed 1 and my room window was closed + there was blazing heat from the sun .. so had no choice but to get up .. haha .. washed up and settled down for breakfast .. lalala .. i can't rmb what happened but seems like my mum called juz in time and she was nagging at the hp bill for last mth AGAIN !! ..

juz realised i didn't blog abt it yesterday .. she recieved the bill and saw it as $28+ .. but in fact my actual bill was $144++ after rebate it was $96++ .. she started nagging at how much i use etc etc .. oh mann .. haha .. i dunno how to reduce it already =X .. but wells it's once in a while my bill will explode and last mth was explainable .. it was due to baoc !! .. i had to call alot of freshies + sms them .. yepps .. i have to aim and cut my bill down this mth !! so if i don't reply sms or answer my phone .. maybe that's the reason .. but there are usually other reasons like i'm SLEEPING or busy .. haha ..

i was watching da chang jin for awhile and did my theory hw for piano .. lalala .. read emy's cleo mag too .. then was stoning arnd .. took my blaw hw but didn't do at all .. started browsing thru mel for elearning hw for mwa & wda .. got equiz for mwa multiple tries allowed .. and for wda muz submit some assignment by sunday .. the qn for wda i wanna ask is .. where shld we do it ?? .. in access or excel or words ? .. haha .. i'm lost !! ..

went thru the elearning lect materials .. then started dozing off .. =X .. sinyee was online ans i was suppose to entertain her .. so i kept myself awake for 45 mins .. then went to sleep from 4.45 till 7 :) .. haha .. that shows how tired i was .. =X .. watched the korean show on channel u .. haha .. so funny la .. alethea came home at 7.45 today .. rather late .. thought sth happened to her .. then we had dinner together while watching tv at the living room ..

did our stuff arnd 9 .. i started on my blaw tutorial 2 !! .. and until now .. i'm still at qn 6a only .. =X .. getting rather bored & sleepy .. i dun like blaw sia ... all those case studies, those chimilogy terms .. sighhs .. i think i'm sleeping early again .. then tmr wake up at arnd 10+ .. can start doing tutorials till arnd 1+ .. then go sch for blaw lect from 3 - 5 .. come back and continue doing tutorials .. zzzz .. i'm such a good girl .. *as if* .. haha

emy said that she MIGHT go for blaw lect IF she finish her tutorials (mwa, wda, blaw, pmkt & bmgt) before that .. so i HOPE that she'll finish everything SOON and go !! .. if not i scared i might be the only one from tto1 going for lect sia .. so boring =X .. zzzz .. anyone wanna crash lect ?? .. haha ..

ok la .. i'm gonna finish up the last 2 qns of blaw tutorial 2 .. then see got any other SIMPLER tutorials to do anot .. so tmr dun need to rush so much :) .. then lalala .. i can sleep early !! .. yayys .. haha ..

*p.s i muz remember to print blaw lect notes for tmr !!! ..

sleep is important!

and so .. i can conclude that sleep is important and it affects one's moods :) ..

haha .. i'm rather alive and awake now thanks to the long rest taken this afternoon .. =X .. so yepps .. i'll be blogging abt the 3 days that past now :) ..

saturday : 13th may

happy 18th bday vengal!

as u guys might have known i slept arnd 3+++ close to 4 on friday night .. my dad was NICE enough to wake me at 9 !! and drag me out for breakfast with my family at hans .. then went ntuc with him + amanda while mum brought alethea for class .. bought dairy products + sweets !! couldn't find grandma's craved seaweed .. haha ..

came home and i SLEPT from 10+ till 1+ :) .. i somehow heard my dad commenting abt how much i sleep .. haha .. i wonder if i was dreaming or what .. but anyway after i got up .. snacked on biscuits as lunch and watched da chang jin with my family !! .. haha .. parents brought sis for class at parkway .. me & amanda continued watching vcds till 5 ..

had a mass convo with yishi, yuguang, weijian, dingren & eunice .. it was like a very long one !! they kept adding the same pple in .. haha .. at 5.30 left house and brought grandma out for dinner :) .. her first time taking mrt .. haha .. we went taking the lifts together with her .. she grabbed onto the bar tightly while sitting on the seat .. we were so amused but jux laughed it off ..

then she took escalator too !! .. i could see she was shocked =X .. my dad's idea la !! .. then had a wide spread of food for dinner !! .. yummy :) .. took many pics (scroll down to see them) .. hees .. we didn't realised that time was passing so slowly !! .. by the time we finished it was only 7 =X .. but wells we came back .. everyone accompanied my grandma to take the lift .. haha ..

came home and continued watching da chang jin + played 2 rounds of mahjong .. mum & i won once each :) .. hahaha .. my mood changed when i went back to my room .. i dunno why but yepps .. i got rather emotional over many things .. again. many thanks to those people who cared :) .. esp jingyi, yishi, huifen, emy, rach, sinyee.

slept at arnd 1 .. was too tired.

sunday : 14th may

happy mothers' day!!

was awaken by dad at 7 !! .. he rushed all of us arnd .. i couldn't really decide what to wear and wore my blue batik skirt + white top + black jacket .. then jux foundation + lip gloss .. blahhx .. too tired to do anything .. carried my blue butterfly bag with only my wallet, hp & "everything" purse.

dad called a cab while mum & alethea followed him .. they got a merc !! .. lol .. me & amanda went to main road and flag cab .. no cab at all !! summore the pple in front stole 2 cabs from us =X .. so we jayed across and finally a cab came !! .. went to T2 and waited for them at macs while dad finish checking in ..

had breakfast there .. complicated orders !! . aha .. my dad's english got bad to worst !! .. cigerettes = secrets =X ...we laughed like mad .. he mad me sms his driver in chinese reminding him to pick him up at the airport .. anyway at arnd 9.30 he went in cuz he had to get the cigerettes for his china colleagues .. he mixed his boarding pass with some ticket =X .. so blur la !! .. stood there waving to him ..

we went to cold storage to get sweets !! .. took 36 to church .. was at mini creche 1st session .. 15 kids !! .. so cool la .. got this lil boy .. erm berry i think .. he's so cute !! haha .. then there's joy & jane .. all of them last time 2nd session .. but they came to 1st session cuz their parents attend 1st service :) ..

anyway 2nd session had arnd 12 kids .. dyllis, kenneth, josiah, asher, euan, fiona, tiffany, ruey xin, jia hui, joy, sze en and a lil girl whose name i forgot. my handsome javier didn't come !! .. josiah had a big huge red patch on his head + a panda eye cuz he fell down .. me & jan asked kenneth where he stayed he said hougang mall !! .. then we asked which shop .. he said mcdonalds !! .. jan asked if she can get free ice cream .. he said OK !! .. wahhaa .. we laughed like mad .. =X ..

anyway helped the kids with their mothers' day gift .. heart on an ice cream stick with a stalk of rose + stickers .. was real tired =X .. aunt came to wait for coux to finish class .. we were at library borrowing books for awhile and waited for mum to be done .. sis came over and we waited at the canteen .. went over to food centre to have lunch .. then went parkway and bought i not stupid too vcd ..

headed over to grandma's place .. was talking to mum in the bus .. we think alike abt some matters !! daryl kor was there !! .. haha .. i didn't get to talk to him though .. was using kor's com to go online and talked to yuguang + eunice .. then talked to weijian too .. haha .. at arnd 5+ i was getting tired .. so went off and slept on the puny 2 seater sofa .. my uncle brought his dog + lil my neice kelly along .. haven't seen her for a long time already !! .. she's like 6 yrs now very tall + tanned .. but features still the same as when she was young .. haha ..

my aunt tried to be funny and freed the dog .. my lil coux all ran into hiding .. denise & amellia stood on the kitchen table, huijie & huankai sat on kor's high chair, ben sat on the table, amanda squirmed up on the sofa with me and alethea jumped onto my uncle's lap .. wahahah darn funny la .. after that the nxt time the dog was freed .. they ran to sit on the tables instead .. screaming their heads off while only brave kelly sat on the floor with the dog .. ahha ..

the dog's bark was darn loud la .. got a shock when i 1st heard it .. they were throwing an orange arnd making the dog run after it .. then once it got the orange .. he'll chew on it and he peeled the skin off licking the juice .. so smart right !! haha .. anyway arnd 6+ my uncle, kelly + the dog left .. then had dinner and went home arnd 7 .. so early for once :) .. took bus all the way home .. my coux tried to be funny .. haha ..

got home and dad was already waiting for us to be online!! .. haha .. i printed all my IFP notes + pmkt notes + blaw proj materials till my printer went low on black ink .. =X .. was talking to jingyi till 12 then went to sleep :) ..

monday : 15th may ..

got up at 5.30 .. then left house at 6.15 .. waited for vy and took a non aircon bus .. harjeet boarded at the bus stop .. the bus was cold. =X .. anyway no jams today .. so the uncle was speeding like mad .. fell asleep and got awaken when the uncle suddenly turned =X .. the girls in front were irritating .. they opened the window so widely more cold wind came blowing st8 into our faces .. vy closed it alil but they opened it widely again !! .. =X .. brrs ..

anyway nearly everyone on the upper deck was sleeping soundly .. haha .. got to school at arnd 7.30 .. vy & harjeet bought breakfast . i was stoning cuz was simply too tired .. then went to class .. our teacher came and we went in .. had lesson on insurance & tax planning .. took quiz and i made a silly mistake cuz wasn't listening =X .. blahhx .. got back last wk's quiz :) .. full marks .. yayys .. haha ..

at arnd 10.30 we were dismissed .. then went to canteen 1 .. vy had lunch .. i bought a pancake :) .. at 11 she walked me to the bus stop and i missed a 74 cuz i was too lazy to run after it .. so we sat and was talking at the bus stop till the nxt 74 came .. i took it and stoned + slept alil till a grp of usss guys came up and created a din !! .. so irritating la .. blahhx .. came home and read emy's cleo mag before falling into a deep sleep at arnd 1 :) ..

cand called me but i couldn't be bothered to ans cuz was too tired .. at 4 i think my maid asked me for money to buy fishballs so she could cook soup .. after giving her i went back to sleep till 6 :) .. had dinner and watched tv !! .. then slacked. was talking to mum abt the insurance thingy .. alethea drew a family portrait which totally didn't describe any of us .. ahha .. she spilled her "dirty green" water on herself and it dripped from the chair to the floor .. in the end she changed into an all red pyjamas .. red top + red pants .. scary .. haha ..

started blogging and stopped for awhile jux now .. and lalala .. i'm back to blog .. :) .. it's 11.27 now .. i guess i'll try doing something productive so i can do lesser tmr and relax :) .. yayys .. no school at all till weds afternoon .. blaw lect from 3 - 5 :) .. lalala .. it's a short week for me .. haha ..

okies .. will be back again :) ..

happy mothers' day.

i'm here to blog. but i'm not in the mood to also la .. very sian & tired ..

so i guess i'll post some pics on how i spent my mothers' day dinner on sat .. scroll down to see them :) .. it was with my paternal grandma :) .. can anyone guess how old is she based on her looks?! .. wahaha ..

ok la .. i'm gonna sleep already .. mux arrange my worksheets & pack my bag for tmr .. 8am class .. =X .. sianns ..

anyway thanks for all who are concerned abt my previous post. i'm fine already .. :) .. iLu* pple !! ..

enjoy the pics !!
p.s* i wanted to put 2 more pics but can't upload them .. will do it nxt time :)


filial granddaughters :)
like mother like son =X ..














alethea, amanda, alicia.
sisterss for life !!! *notice my maid in the reflection*













my fav sis. alethea & me.













the 2 mischievious monkeys !!!














candid pics of the monkeys with dad .. haha ..

reflecting.

another few hrs till my dad's leaving for shanghai again .. he seems to be arnd for a very long time .. but also not very long .. i'm gonna send him off with my family tmr .. and it's mothers' day .. i'm not in the mood to give my mum anything this yr :( .. i can't think of what to give her .. so many things have jux clumped up in my head ..

i'm emotional now. and as i'm blogging i'm thinking about many things that happened recently. i quite blame myself for them but i really don't know why .. i wish i could jux tell it to someone .. pour out my problems and end it jux like that but .. i don't even feel like i can do it cuz no one really understands.

i have been praying hard .. asking God to take away the hatred within me but it doesn't really seem to be happening .. i've been reflecting many times on whatever happened and in the end i come to a conclusion that i'm losing many things around me .. that day whilst walking to clementi with rachel .. she sort of understood what i was feeling ..

many times this wk .. i was hiding behind a smile .. it's like the lyrics "i'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh everyday of my life." u might think that i'm strong on the outside but in fact deep in me .. i'm crumbling.

i wished that i hadn't called u. i wished i hadnt heard anything. i wished i hadn't seen anything. i wished i hadn't said anything. i wished i hadn't felt anything. i wished i hadn't done all those things at all.

maybe it's fated. maybe it's not. i'll jux wait for an answer till it comes out.

to a special u.
sorry

will be back to update abt today another time.
*sorry for letting u guys read such an emotional post. but i have to let it out

chilling out.

suppose to meet jingyi and the rest at 12 @ dhoby ghaut mrt ctrl stn .. dad called me up at 9+ to ask if i wanna join them for breakfast at macs .. but i couldn't wake up .. so continued sleeping .. then when i woke up again .. saw my hp .. it was 11.05 !! .. i jumped out of my bed and msged jy that i'll be late cuz i jux woke up .. ahha .. she said she understand ..

took a shower and left house at 12.10 .. missed the train .. reached dhoby at arnd 12.30 .. mel, jingyi, christine, limin, selwyn & weiqiang were there .. they said shaoping jux woke up so won't be joining us .. weixiang went to town early in the morning but left already .. omg la .. everyone was wearing so NICELY only me =X .. i was like ready to go ecp cuz i was wearing a SHORTS. and it's my 2nd time wearing that to town !! .. @#*%(! ..

anyway we were choosing where to go for lunch .. ended up at swensens :) .. had the mothers' day menu .. took rather long time to place our orders cuz we didn't know what to eat .. in the end .. had fish & chips .. selwyn too .. mel had black pepper seafood pasta .. jingyi had the breaded chicken ... weiqiang had teriyaki chicken pasta .. christine & limin shared fries + ice cream ..

anyway my lemon flew ! .. chilli wouldn't come out .. ice cream dripped .. it was such a bad time .. thank goodness drink nv spit .. if not really die .. anyway christine & limin left first .. found out weiqiang is in dragonboat !! .. omg .. tough training .. and i also found out he's '88 batch too !! .. haha .. which means same age as us :)

selwyn left too .. then the four of us .. sat and talked abt school ! hopefully can go for idare :) .. mel made it sounds very fun!! settled the bill and sent mel to mrt station .. the 3 of us couldn't decide on where to go .. so ended up walking arnd PS cuz it was raining !!! ... then from b2 walked arnd carrefour to b1 clothes shops then to lvl 3 "toy" shops .. and finally corrine came ! :)
we ended up walking to new-old cathay (grand cathay/cathay picturehouse) .. went up escalator to ben & jerry's .. they had a private bday function there .. we were looking in the glass when jingyi & corrine saw their friend !! .. then zihui was there too !! .. so funny la .. they talked for awhile and we found out that the bday girl was the boss of ben & jerry's daughter .. so cool la ..

after that we went up to lvl 5 to look for james .. ended up taking pics with the movie poster boards there .. haha .. like the garfield one !! .. scroll down to see our pics :) .. then james came .. he gave us a shocked cuz he used his deep voice and said sth like "why are u roaming arnd .. you are not allowed to ..." haha .. we got a shock !! .. then decided to go all the way down again .. took more pics :) ..

walked to ps and accompanied weiqiang at bk for dinner .. met songhua on the way with his grp of friends .. today was like the "meeting ta21 day" .. cuz zihui, james & songhua from ta21 .. ahha .. so funny la .. we were wondering if we would meet more pple arnd .. ended up leaving ps at 6+ .. got home at 6.30 .. slacked arnd for awhile .. had mass convo with yishi, yg & wj .. then went to compass with my family ..

was at lifebook shop :) .. finally bought a notebook .. i love it !! .. then met up with cousin & family before heading to swensens again !! .. had crayfish pasta .. yummie :) .. after that bought concentrated wheatgrass + soursop w/ aloe vera .. came back arnd 10+ .. me & alethea went up with amanda standing outside the lift .. ahhaha .. so funny ..

was talking to jingyi, yishi, jackson, sinyee, john & eudora!! .. played 2 rounds of mahjong .. i won 1 round :) .. watched da chang jin till 12 .. and by then there was a mass convo !! .. rach, yishi, bryan, weijian, sinyee + me .. i got to know john much better now :) .. he's ok la .. haha .. golfer -- so cool right .. haha .. anyway sth weird happened la .. sy knows .. haha .. it's funny ..

the convo had many many pple .. yishi made us rank our closest freshies/SCs .. no offence was taken then at all :) .. we were trying to entertain ourselves .. yuguang joined us, joseph too .. then rachel & bryan left .. by 2 most pple already went to sleep .. then had me, wj, yishi, yuguang & eunice in convo :) .. mann it was cool .. ahha .. scroll down to see the convo pic .. realise our dp are the same ?? .. eunice & yuguang !! .. haha .. xiao fu qi :) .. it's like 3.43 now !! .. at 3.30 eunice & yuguang left .. haha .. yishi jux went offline too .. i'm gonna hit my bed now :) .. nitex pple !!

queen ciA*
queen jingyi
queen corrine

as seen on wj's convo
as seen on my convo.

overall conversation after 2am ...

updates !

updates for the past days.
*p.s i'm competing with jingyi to see who blog faster! ..

tuesday : 10th may ..

happy 18th bday darling elaine!!

late day but still i kinda lost my sense of time .. =X .. got up at 9.30 .. slacked arnd and i forgot what i did till 11 .. bathe and chiong out of the house at 11.20+++ .. the bus came some time later .. arnd 11.40 .. was stoning away and saw jackson boarded the bus .. apparently he didn't see me la and directly 1 seat in front of me .. he was stoning then i msged him "king kong why u stoning" .. then he was turning his head 360 deg .. haha ..

anyway saw chicken lil hanging in someone's car ... looked like him sia !! .. wahaha ... i met emy at printing shop .. suppose to meet jw at 12.15 there but at 12.15 i was still on the way .. only reached school at 12.40 .. so got emy to help me meet him first .. but in the end we found out that he was late too ! .. so went to get wda notes with emy .. then headed to lect ..

again my name was on the big screen with the rest .. and it seemed like i was the only one present la cuz mrs wong claimed that it was considered "mass attendence" .. =X .. after lect we went for mwa workshop .. completed the workshop 1 on vs :) .. lalala .. i did it !! .. haha .. then met freshies whilst on the way to toilet .. they skipped lect and were going to mambo to meet yishi ..

i joined them after class with candice .. then me & cand played for quite some time .. she kept winning !! .. =X .. jackson joined us with his friends .. then the freshies were leaving one by one .. cand left too .. i was slacking arnd with the rest .. it was raining heavily so eunice came back and waited for the rain to stop before leaving with her classmate .. left yishi, jackson, kevin, alvin, wj, dr, regina + me .. couldn't decide whether to eat dinner or not .. but in the end we all went our seperate ways ..

yishi, kevin & alvin cabbed .. dr & wj took bus from kap .. leaving the rest of us to take 74 .. regina spotted a rainbow !! .. the blind jackson said he couldn't see the colours .. then suddenly lightning flashed and he commented "i couldn't see the rainbow .. but i saw lightning instead" .. so retarded la .. everyone saw it !! .. crossed the small road blindly and regina followed !! .. mann nearly died la .. i didn't realise it was red light at all then jux crossed .. until when i was halfway then realised that got car coming and it was red light so ran across .. me & regina stood at the other side shocked and laughed at our folly while jackson was like o.O" ..

waited for 74 then stoned all the way back .. it poured heavily at amk .. when the bus reached hg .. i realised that the floor was completely dry w/out a single drop of water .. haha .. quickly came home and washed up and settled down to do my tutorials .. finished up mwa then went on to wda .. but i didn't know how to operate access so gave up and slept arnd 12 ..


wednesday : 11th may ..

got up at 6.15 .. but arr i fell asleep for another 5 mins thinking my sis would wake me up after she finish washing up .. however i heard her say "bye!" .. then i realised it was 6.20 already .. so dragged myself out of bed and went to wash up .. was so lazy i was trying to "motivate" myself to get out of house and finish up my day as soon as possible so i could sleep ..

left house at 7.15 .. i missed the bus !! ended taking the non aircon bus .. but it was ok la .. jux felt the wind in my face .. it was darn nice .. the only bad part is that my hair was messed up =X .. haha .. reached the bus stop and waited for emy .. her bus came not long later .. we went across the bridge and was at can 1 .. she bought soya bean and i had chocolate pancake :) ..

headed to wait outside class at lvl 3 .. then had our wda tutorial .. mrs wong is nice :) .. she explained and hinted how to do our tutorials/workshops .. then we went for mwa tutorial .. mrs hong also very nice .. got 11 qns then she split up till our class did 10 qns (either 1 person or pair up to answer) and she did the last one .. haha ..

cand wanted to go cornation to eat .. but we were all too lazy .. so me & emy settled at the canteen with ah boon & redwan .. had nasi briyani :) .. ah boon bullied emy !! .. she had to carry his plate back .. after that me & emy went to the library cuz we booked a room .. printed the paper and went up .. the room was empty :) .. so we jux occupied it till 1.50++ .. in the mean time emy was doing her bmgt tutorial while i took snap shots of her (refers to previous entry) ..

we went for wda tutorial and were the 2nd last pair to arrive .. haha .. cand & huijing were last !! .. went thru our workshops and she dismissed us .. took a long stroll to LT 45 under the burning hot sun .. blaw lect .. another boring one .. emy slept for awhile !! .. after that we slowly walked to the bus stop .. non aircon 74 but didn't care .. so took it all the way home .. i dozed off for awhile ..

had dinner and slacked arnd for awhile .. started to do my bmgt & pmkt tutorial .. had alot of distractions in between thus didn't really concentrate and finish fast .. at 12+ i was so tired i gave up doing the last 3 qns of pmkt .. after i went offline i manage to do 1 more leaving the other 2 cuz i didn't wanna use my head to think .. then off to bed .. :)

thursday : 12th may ..

the same thing happened as wednesday morning !! .. i couldn't wake up again !! but no choice had to "motivate" myself .. took my time arnd house then had a bun for breakfast .. suppose to leave house same time as my parents but in the end didn't cuz mum hadn't finish her cup of tea .. as usual missed the 7.15 bus and took the same non aircon bus !! .. slept in the bus and knocked my head on the metal bar twice !! .. so pain la ..

reached school earlier than emy and was at canteen finishing up my pmkt tutorial .. didn't know how to do qn 5 .. then robin & adam joined us .. went to class and found out that alot of pple were wearing green today !! .. haha .. met my coux to get the management book .. bmgt tutorial was boring !! .. suppose to have lect summary first then discuss tutorial then project discussion ..

however due to some stuff .. lect summary was pushed back and we did our project discussion first, followed by lect summary and lastly discuss tutorial .. after that went for pmkt tutorial .. kpt gave us keys to open the door of our class .. was revising for the quiz .. then when mrs koh came in and asked if we had any qns .. we told her "public" .. she said she would explain to us later and wanted to check our tutorial ..

quiz was up nxt !! .. the most surprising thing was that cand got A- !! .. omg la .. we were all shocked cuz that was her 1st quiz .. summore she had enough time to write the qns down too !! .. the rest of us didn't even have enough time to write the answers .. lol .. emy & guiluan got A while me & ganting got A- .. so happy all of us improved !! .. but the scary part is that she will randomly call those who scored A,D,F during lects !! .. thus we concluded we shld have kept our results constant at B instead .. haha ..

after that went to meet my coux at the umbrellas in frnt of co-op cuz she had problems with bca .. then had lunch and rushed down to town .. was talking to emy all the way in the bus ... at our stop went to wake cand cuz she couldn't hear me as she had her earphones on .. then got off in front of HMV .. went to cine and bought tix .. wanted to watch when a stranger calls but only left front row seats .. thus changed our minds and watched kinky boots instead .. :) 2.35 show ..

cand went to play arcade while me & emy sat outside and waited for her .. was watching a "rojak movie" and emy said that i'm dumb .. haha .. took the lift to 9th floor and went to the cinema .. emy brought us to the wrong seats !! .. lol .. found our real seats and settled down .. i'm in the centre, emy on my left & cand on my right .. wahaha ..

the story was so hilarious we jux kept laughing .. cand was smsing/answering phones during the show .. aha .. show ended arnd 4.20+ .. left the place and was in search of a cab !! .. it was drizzling .. walked from cine -> taka -> wisma .. finally manage to call a cab !! .. then chiong all the way to school .. cab fare was $10 excatly .. tapped our cards at 5.09 .. haha .. went in and sat with the rest of the girls ..

lect was boring .. i couldn't really absorb !! .. felt like dozing off .. the temptation was there !! .. anyway after that met up with wj & dr under convention .. then me & yishi helped wj bandage his scary wound .. he accidentally fell somewhere arnd school and scraped his knees .. after jackson came with joseph and dr + wj kept their lappies .. we left and i met wx !! .. made a bet with him that jingyi went for training cuz he said she didn't !! .. haha .. obviously i won la .. cuz she smsed me to say she going for training .. haha ..

jackson abandoned us at the bus stop to go home .. the rest of us crossed the bridge with dr who ran first and boarded 184 w/out us .. we strolled after the bus and caught up with him ! .. then alighted at clementi .. dr left for home and rachel brought us to a coffeeshop .. had chicken rice + macs strawberry milkshake!! .. joseph was nice enough to help all of us order/buy our food :) ..

then crapped for awhile longer till 8 .. went back with peilin while the rest went to jurong east to accompany wj to cut his hair + joseph to dye his hair .. was talking to peilin all the way back .. i saw kenneth's dad in the train !! .. he alighted at hougang too .. came home and bathe .. slack slack slack all the way !! .. watched the wild + aquamarine .. whahaha .. emy passed me the cd today :) .. it's 2.28 now .. i've currently finish updating and i'm sure i finished before jingyi cuz she still haven't finish .. wahha ..

will be back to post another entry tmr.