allswell ...

after 1 whole day of silence and ignorance .. hours of tears .. and the final breakdown;
everything is finally fine and much better.

dear friends,
thanks for all your concerns! i really appreciated them.

my decision -- goodbye for 3 weeks.

it's christmas and we're suppose to be jolly ..
but honestly speaking i'm not.

after serious consideration, i have decided not to meet up with my bf for 3 wks except tues for LG & sun for church service. other than that it's his own time to do whatever he wants (e.g. study, family time, whatver shit he wants to do)

i'm not gonna be the one who initiates when to meet up anymore .. it's up to him.

and i hope he knows what to do.

no time ..

time is really passing very quickly .. i think if i blink afew more times it'll be already christmas!
have been really tired and moody no thanks to period. sighs ..

i just had a random meetup with my ptgf cuz she was random as usual and asked if i wanna do my nails .. i had just knocked off and didnt have any plans except for meeting dearest to go wisma nike to change the size of the thermal jacket my lovely colleagues got for me as a early farewell gift!! (:

it's a super nice jacket .. and all of them chipped in for it! .. the price was like WOAH when i found out .. i'm really appreciate their actions of actually going to get that for me although they didnt know what size i am and got me a Medium .. but oh wells .. i think i'm FAT so i changed it to Xtra Large for comfort ..

anyway i'm currently ignoring my bf now and am going to bed.
NIGHTS!

the most dreadful day ever.

sighs today really sucked.
period finally came after MONTHS. not as if i was looking forward to it .. i totally dread the days when i'm having my period ever since the doctor gave me the jab. i had the crampy feeling afew days back .. and it was worst today.

sighs .. this is badd .. i feel very bad and paiseh towards calvin .. and very grateful to jinni .. and embarassed by yap sik tui. SIGHS.. long story .. i dont wanna say it .. it's too paiseh to be said .. i could just dig a hole and bury my head in it ..

blah .. i'm going offline alr .. very very tired ..
i actually felt quite faint in office today .. super weak and didnt wanna move arnd ..
who knows tmr i might just take MC or sth ..

love actually ..

i'm watching love actually now while waiting for my cousin to come back ..
trying to xfer my stuff from my old ibm over to new toshiba now .. so not used to the keyboard of my new lappie yet ):

sighs .. my stomach feels weird .. not normal stomachache but more like something's stuck causing the weird crampy feeling .. boo.

i think i'm going insane .. suddenly feel that i've got not enough time .. i've been going out and having no time to pack my room! .. tsktsk. my dad was complaining that it looked like our 2nd storeroom .. ): i really need sometime to clear it .. was thinking of taking leave on fri to clear .. and omg christmas is coming!! eleven days!!!

will be busy rushing gifts again .. at least we're 80% done with dearest's colleagues gifts .. just need to get abit more stuff and MORE TIME to do it .. i shall attempt to find time this wk .. but monday i'm meeting emy & cand for dinner .. tuesday got LG .. wednesday free so far i think .. thursday meeting vy, huiis & vt to celebrate belated vt's bday .. friday free too i think.

i can't wait till my mentor offically comes back then i can start "throwing" stuff back to her .. not that i want to throw .. but it's abit too much to handle cuz it's not even my job scope and i get shit. so yea .. i've got maybe 1 day to clear the tradeshow stuff for her too .. hopefully tmr got no stupid case ..

rants rants rants. i "confiscated" a psp frm my bf cuz he keeps playing it .. but according to him he keeps saying NO. and everyday he'll pester me to give him back . tsktsk.. i shall consider his "behaviour" again before i think if i shld give him back ..

alrights show's ending and i'm going to sleep soon (:
nights!

finally it's the weekend!! (:

after a boring short week at work.. it's finally the weekends!!
going to play badminton in afew hrs with the girls .. so i had better get to sleep soon ..

just played biggest brain + geo challenge in fb .. goodness me my braincells are DYING.

anyway we celebrated mum's 48th bday at si chuan dou hua - uob plaza 1 .. food was alright i guess .. we were all damnnn full! .. took quite a no. of pics .. will upload them very soon! ..

i'm looking forward to 31st dec!! .. it's my last day of work and that means arnd 1 mth & 6 days to settle everything before we fly to aussie!! hehee .. so exciting .. i wonder what my "new lifestyle" would be over there ..

oh wells .. whatever it is i'm going off now.
ttfn~ nights!

ticktock.. zoom! i wish time pass faster.

i can't wait till i knock off today!! (:
will be meeting mayo and the rest to celebrate her belated bday at ichiban @ ps.

there's no govt arnd now .. they all went over to HQ to celebrate some christmas party i think leaving all the temp staff in the office .. that means me, another guy at the counter and an accountant who is becoming perm soon ..

i'm quite "free" now .. actually got stuff to do but i got no mood to do .. =x

went to work with my cousin + dearest this morning cuz all of them stayed over at my place .. ahha super funny la .. we had breakfast (dearest cooked yummy egg but not my fav scrambled egg) then run after the train and got off at dhoby .. cousin was gg to tp cuz her client's office there and she's stuck there helping then audit for 1 wk .. all of us were EARLY except dearest who made a detour to square 2 and was stuck at a roadblock to buy his bkft at mr bean .. LOL

anyway i'm raelly looking forward to the end of the year .. cuz i'll be FREE by then (: so peeps start planning more meetups! .. haha .. this wk alr quite packed ... monday went ikea with dearest to get xmas stuff, tuesday went ps after work to get more stuff and head dwn to LG, wednesday (today) going to meet up with jiemeis + some others to celebrate mayo's bday, thursday going to meet up with monkey, jerhui & ms ferng for dinner, friday mummy's 48th bday! saturday meeting vy, vt, huiis for badminton and i dunno what.

oh before i forget .. CONGRATULATIONS to calvin & jinni for having a new addition to their family soon!! (: i'm definitely looking forward for the arrival of their kid next july/aug ... cuz they just found out that she was pregnant 2 wks ago .. haha so their baby is arnd 1mth + alr .. super excited laa .. i secretly hope that it'll be a girl. but dearest says it'll be a boy. TSKTSK. oh wells we'll just have to wait and see what God gives them .. (:

alrights i shall attempt to do some stuff now ..
ttfn~

mini courier for 15mins

i've nothing much to do now cuz today is a day that is quite "free" ..

no stupid cases, no phone calls, no problems.

oh wells .. became a courier for awhile to deliver stuff to thai tourism board at thai embassy which was just beside my office .. thought that the courier man can help me .. but found out that they'll only do it tmr if they collect it today and the lady needed it urgently .. so no choice .. i carried my umbrella and barang to walk over .. took along the consignment receipt too.

the lady made me carry back 3 huge calendars + 3 small calendars to give my colleagues .. she didnt have a big carrier so had to hug and carry those stuff back in the rain again .. luckily i met another colleague who went to get her late lunch .. she helped me with the small calendars ..

finally manage to find time to upload the pics taken over the past 1 wk on my camera!! .. and i've uploaded the ones that i took with dearest while we were out with his family + sis's bf - his bro & dad to see the orchard decos ..

and OMG my tooth is hurting AGAIN ): .. so much for being happy ytd cuz the pain was gone .. today the pain is back and panadols don't work! *whinessss* .. i'm gonna go dentist tonight .. draggg my mum with me .. hrmmph stupid tooth.

that's all for now!
i'm so happy i'm getting my lappie very very soon! cuz my delivery man a.k.a dearest is on the way dwn with it! hehehe .. (:

so young but "retrenched".

right .. i've been "retrenched" from my company .. but it's not that my performance is bad or what .. as according to my finance mgr .. the company is trying to cut cost and start the new yr w/out temp staffs .. so byebye temps!

and i just happen to be 1 of the temps arnd .. that's why i have been "retrenched" .. will be ending work on 31st dec .. my lunch kaki's sad cuz the other temp at counter might leave too and she'll have to clear the shit ..

i'll have to transfer all my shit back to my mentor .. God bless her .. she will be coming back to work on 16th after 3 wks of hospitalisation leave and all the shit will be thrown back at her cuz before she left she made me clear her shit and basically transfered 80% of her stuff to me to do ..

oh wells .. i dunno to be happy or sad .. happy cuz i got 1 more mth to do my stuff and hang arnd with friends before i go over to perth .. but sad cuz i got no more income for 1 mth .. i must start saving up money again!

anyway this morning i had macs orange juice + hashbrown .. BUT omgg .. it was bad bad bad .. the whole cup of orange juice was like SYRUP! super thick and sour .. so in the end i filled up half my bottle with water and mix the "syrup" .. i had shake for lunch and filled up another half bottle with water before mixing the "syrup" + shake .. tsktsk. i think that's the cause of my upset stomach ..

oh btw my tooth not pain alr .. weirdly .. i couldn't sleep last night cuz i was so scared i touch it accidentally .. it was like a untouched mine in my mouth .. could feel the pain lingering arnd the tooth .. in the end i fell asleep and couldn't wake up this morning .. but by then the pain was gone!! .. felt like cabbing dwn to work but dearest said NO cuz got peak hr + erp and it's gonna be damn ex ): .. so used to him picking me to and from work the past 2 days alr .. boo.

alrights it's 12 .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE ANG!
i'm going to sleep!! (:
nights!

ROAR.

tooth still hurts .. ):
suspected that it's a wisdom tooth.
it's better now after eating the panadol dearest bought for me ..

dinner was good just now .. dragon phonnix restaurant at sembawang ..
dearest's mum treated us .. it was good but too bad i'm having a sore tooth .. didnt really enjoy it much .. just ate all those soft stuff like toufu, mushrooms, mini corns, egg and fish which was damn fresh and ex!

super super tired with this tooth .. i wish i could get it out BUT i'm afraid of going to the dentist ):
plus with what pple say abt the extracting the wisdom tooth .. i'm more afraid.

oh wells .. sighs .. hopefully will be better tmr ..
dearest is anticipating a sleepless night for me as the pain in my mouth might be very intense.

i shall try heading to bed now.
nights!

the case of a whiney toothache ):

i'm starting to WHINE cuz i'm having a toothache ):
stupid tooth .. sighs ..

manage to clear my work alr .. now left to revalidate a ticket and send out an email .. and BOOK THE TICKET TO PERTH! wanted to ask my colleague for help but she's having a case now .. poor thing .. she just settled 1 NTU case which stressed her up for 1 whole week and now having another case with another sch grp ..

tsktsk. my tooth is super pain now .. i dunno how to stop the pain ..
i wanna go to the dentist but i dunno which one shld i go and i am scared of the dentist ..
i nv like going to the dentist .. drilling holes in my tooth .. it's so painful ):
the last time i went was in sec sch i think .. i try to avoid that place as much as i can ..
but now the pain is toooooo painful till i wanna cry so no choice .. it's like digging into my veins and the left side of my face feels swollen .. boo.

it wasn't so bad last night .. but this morning the whole pain just woke me up and i'm trying to control it .. i so wanna punch out my tooth .. whineeeeeeees.

alrights i better get going and clear my stuff .. hopefully ltr can go pop by marina square to collect my specs before meeting dearest at carlton hotel and picking his sis up and heading to sembawang for dinner .. i doubt i can eat much now with this intense pain in my mouth .. ROAR