lala...

i'm tired. as in seriously exhausted .. have yet to catch up on sleep and time is passing very fast !! :( .. roarrr .. it's gonna be a long day tmr !! .. i really dunno when i'll be back to make proper updates already .. maybe thurs? .. but also cannot arr .. if not after friday .. cuz by then .. blaw presentation would be over .. mwa proj submitted also .. then left wda report + studying mwa final test + the big EXAM !

haha jingyi is nice !! .. she is helping me revise for french tmr .. i'm teaching her french at the same time too :) .. yupps i think i'm gonna sleep alreayd .. it's 1.04 .. tired. . have been crapping alot with eunice & yg the past 2 nights .. they are real nice + funny pple to talk to .. ahaha .. yupps gonna sleep already !! .. 1.15

nitex~

today's horoscope ..

The Bottom Line
Your capabilities have been underestimated. But you can accomplish and surprise.

In Detail
Too many people have been underestimating you lately, but you might have only yourself to blame. You need to go out and toot your own horn much more than you've been doing. There's no shame in self-promotion, and you need to learn how to do it better. Ask a flamboyant friend for some advice on how to have a bigger personality every once in a while. You'll accomplish a lot today, regardless of the fact that people might not expect miracles from you. Your reputation is on the rise.

stoned;
i'm not missing u!

tiredd!

gonna post up the pics of today's mrl sec 4 farewell and what i've been busy with lately ..
shall let the pics do the talking :)


the seniors that came back :)
jiawen.liying.puaysan.jerhui
nicole.michelle.yani.me
dearest juniors ..
shermaine.me.jerhui
eileen.adelene













jerhui.yani.me
me & darling meiix !













me & qiqi ..
she refuse to take with me !! :(













me & lyn ..
she was sweeping the floor .. haha

















jerhui & me !! :)
me & pretty yani !!

















i finally took pics with my darling meiixx !! :)
*loves~

















my love~ i painted the bear! *grins*
*beary note~













mademoiselle & monsieur
cleopetra's wings~













yupps it's 12 sharp. gonna sleep already .. another long day tmrr .. will be back to update as soon as i have time !! .. nitexx ~

horoscope for tmr !!!

The Bottom Line
An upcoming event or trip will be part of the day's entertainment. Share your plans.

In Detail
Your upcoming plans aren't just tools for organizing an event or trip -- they're a fun preview of what's to come. They can also connect you with people who've gone through similar experiences. So reach out and share the plans you've been working on lately with folks who know where you're coming from. You'll have a lot of fun, and you'll probably learn a few excellent tips from those people who are in the know. Don't be surprised if you need to make some revisions.


do u know;
i think of u*

i'm a happy girl !

getting rather tired now .. gonna sleep soon it's 1.30

anyway .. 1 project down = 1 heavy burden cast off .. so yupps .. quite happy .. it's like a "rest day" for me .. shan't update anything now .. will be back soon .. today is a busy day !! ..

till then~

horoscope for today !

The Bottom Line
Sorting the problems in your life will be very productive (and easy) right now.

In Detail
Separating the good from the bad isn't always a simple task, but today it will be a lot easier than usual. You need to do some sorting today when you're presented with two sides to a very strange story. Some of the people in your life are good at hiding their true feelings and motivations, and you'll need to see them for whom they really are. You don't have to hold their decisions or philosophies against them, but you do have to avoid making any strong commitments to them.


euphoric;
do u mean what u say?!

emotional.

wells .. i'm back to blog again .. currently waiting patiently for the final editting of bmgt from candice .. she's editting the whole file .. haha .. i helped her with access jux now and printed my pmkt notes for lect tmr .. hmms .. i'm quite glad i manage to sleep this afternoon .. thank goodness mrs koh zoomed thru the tutorial within 1 hr .. then let us off 1 hr earlier .. so had 1 hr more of sleep :) .. hmms from 1+ till 7.30 .. my sis said i slept for 6 hrs ! .. it was such a good sleep ..

my mum is not talking to me and i'm not talking to her either .. it's because of some CPF letter for my grandma .. previously i had done an appeal letter for her and she sent it out .. however the person claimed that they didn't recieve and rejected the transfer of money totally .. my mum wanted me to write another letter addressing the matter .. she told me on tues but i told her that i couldn't cuz of the project anyhow she left it with me .. and i was too engross in doing bmgt so left it aside ..

then yesterday again had another long day + bmgt again .. i told her before that i couldn't write the letter and she insisted that i write .. didn't had time till 3+ and by then i was too tired so fell asleep .. this morning i had to drag myself out of bed at 6+ .. at arnd 7 she found out that i hadn't write the letter she scolded me .. saying i'm selfish and bad .. it's like so unreasonable la .. can't she jux try to put herself in my shoes ?! .. sighs .. from then didn't bother talking to her .. my dad knows and understands that i'm busy .. but he didn't even help to speak up!! ..

anyway i nearly cried had tears in my eyes but held it back .. no one knows .. jux felt so terrible and i was exhausted; on the brink of breaking down .. didn't even feel like going for tutorials .. sighs .. didn't really have a choice do i? .. tutorials are important esp during this period .. they are crucial .. revision for exam .. sighs .. jux now i told emy that i feel like skipping blaw tutorial tmr .. she said that i was suicidal .. =X .. we're gonna have 3 hr break cuz there's no bmgt lect .. gonna find somewhere to do our mwa/wda proj and hand in our bmgt .. cand's still editting .. 8 more pgs =.="

i'm getting real tired .. gonna go off as soon as i'm done printing everything .. yupps ..

horoscope for today ~

The Bottom Line
Your energy is growing stronger and your self-confidence is bursting at the seams.

In Detail
There's a focused energy inside of you, and it's growing stronger every day, buoyed by the bright admiration others are showing you. That energy is your subconscious, getting you ready for a big event and prepping you for a wonderful opportunity. Your self-confidence is bursting at the seams right now, but hold it back until the time is right to really strut your stuff. The spotlight is heating up and just about to be pointed in your direction!


tinge of confusion;
i wish i could read ur mind.

zombified.

ahhhs it's 2 already .. i'm really tired .. my brains are not functioning now .. :( .. can u believe it .. i seriously am suffering from lack of sleep .. it's jux affecting my mood and stuff .. sighs .. slept at 3.30 last night after editting the bmgt + doing the decision making & environments before emailing it to mr tan .. it was like such a short sleep .. my alarm rang at 8.15 but i simply couldn't wake up .. so i dragged till 8.45 before i had to remind myself of my undone tutorials ..

that was how bad it was .. although i may seem physically fine .. but i'm mentally over exhausted .. i don't think i can continue doing this for the nxt few days .. cuz i might jux breakdown .. sighs .. i know i'm not the only one facing this problem .. there are others too ..

why is yr 2 life so stressful ?! .. esp since the semestral timetable changed .. it's making everyone's life so miserable .. argh. i shall stop here for now .. have to try to keep myself awake till i finish up whatever i am suppose to do .. from pmkt tutorial to bmgt project .. i'll have to leave blaw ppt & mwa/wda access alone for awhile ..

another night i sacrificed my sleep for studies.

*p.s i think it's bad enough having stress from school . but the worst thing that could happen is when period clashes with it .. thus getting easily exhausted.

horoscope for today.

The Bottom Line
When you catch a glimpse of your potential future, don't fret. Just embrace it.

In Detail
You're in full control of this day, and more than ever, you're ready to embrace the unknown possibilities of the future. It might frustrate you a bit that you don't have a clearer image of where you're headed, but you'll get a quick glimpse and a few clues about potential destinations soon. This new mystery holds a lot of promise and should excite you. Embrace the uncertainty and see it for the dramatic, positive direction it could take you in.

bmgtfied!

it's 12.24 oh mannx .. i'm still stuck at the bmgt decision making part .. =.=" .. not really concentrating or using my brains now .. there is supposely no time to even come and blog la .. but who cares .. i'm making time for a short one .. i have to submit something to the teacher by tonight by hook or by crook .. and that even means sacrificing my sleep .. =X .. i can't believe i said that la .. but no choice :( .. i wanna do well this sems ..

roarrs .. the past weeks have been very hectic .. since the time when school reopened .. then blaw proj due .. pmkt presentation due .. it's like endless projects & presentations !! .. sighs .. what is this man .. :( .. life is so miserable .. it contains only projects & presentations & tutorials .. u can literally see "stress" written on everyone's faces .. and the stupid weather is not helping too !! .. it's like one moment freezing wet another moment blazing hot .. what's up with it anyway !! .. so many natural disasters occuring too .. =X ..

sighs .. i dunno what else to say already laa .. i jux want my happiness back .. i used to be a happy girl .. then my world came crashing down on me but i still manage to survive .. but i'm without my happiness .. it's not the real me anymore .. it's jux a facade .. everything is a facade .. i've lost everything .. my smiles are fake .. it's so hard to put on a smile no matter how hard i try .. arghs .. i hate it.

gonna stop here for now ..
back to bmgt.

horoscope for today ! it's true !!

The Bottom Line
The limits you're working under will rankle you now; but they'll be gone soon.

In Detail
Sometimes the people in power have no idea what they're talking about -- yet you have to abide by their decisions anyway. This is a sad fact of life, and it's one that you will be confronted with today. The limits put on you will be frustrating, but they also represent an opportunity for you to rise above and make peace with the imbalance of life. Try to see today as a learning experience -- hold onto the fact that the people making bad choices will be gone from your life soon.

halt.

i wish i had the powers to stop time .. or maybe even go back into time.

everything jux seems to be in a mess .. topsy turvy u might call it .. sighs .. struggling with bmgt now .. dunno what i'm doing also .. have 5 ms words open .. i guess i have to come back another day to blog already .. gonna have long entries soon .. there's seriously no time at all !! :(

tmr's horoscope .. so true ~

The Bottom Line
Get out your scissors -- it's time to cut some things out! There's too much waste.

In Detail
Have you been feeling a little crowded lately, or under extra pressure? Your life has a lot of excess in it right now, which could be causing some of your stress. Therefore, it would be a very smart move for you to get out your scissors and cut some things out as soon as it's practical to do so. It's not that you have too many commitments, it's that there is too much waste. You may be using more than you need or taking in more than you can handle. Pare down your material goods.

yawns*

quite tired to update now .. i'm gonna sleep soon .. like before 1 .. discussing french proj with emy & hilmi .. hopefully we get sth out !! will be back tp update tmr !!

nitex!

my horoscope for today ..

The Bottom Line
Yes, you have influence over others, but do not overestimate your amount of power.

In Detail
You may not know it, but you have a huge influence over someone right now -- and it's someone who has a lot of power over your life. In essence, you have power over the powerful today. But instead of pulling all the strings and making things happen like a clever puppeteer, hold off for a while. Wait until you see a perfect risk-free opportunity. Overestimating your control is a big mistake -- it could leave your ego bruised and your reputation stained.

jinxed !

i'm back to update again !! .. like so fast right? ... hmms today has been good in the day .. but towards night it jux got worst ...

suppose to wake up at 7.30 .. but i dragged till close to 8 then washed up .. practiced piano till 8.45 .. then was trying to figure out mwa stuff till 9 .. left house then and headed for class .. was on time :) .. played till 10 then dismissed .. met parents on the way before heading back .. after that was watching tv .. slacking away and lunch !! ..

after lunch .. was waiting for emy to call .. but she only reached home close to 1 .. so we decided to skipp the french interschool thingy .. and meet online to do our mwa/wda project instead .. i did the ws 6 - product details :) .. then sent it over to her .. after that was making earrings + taking pictures before watching tv and snacking away cuz very hungry ! .. then waited for parents & sis to come back so we could start dinner ..

steamboat !! .. whooos .. alot of food :) .. got quite full after awhile then was slacking away online .. saw abit of fireworks from the window but it was quite low .. hmms .. watched repeat telecast of sg idol .. then we went down to hougang mall .. was at gelere eating banana boat .. muahaha .. tiramisu & cookies & cream icecream .. yuumms .. i think i'm gaining weight again .. :( .. went to ntuc and bought more food/snacks !! .. haha .. came home and emy was abt to kill me cuz i changed some codes that affected the access parts in the webpg .. *sorrry emy!* .. i felt so jinxed then ..

manage to solve the problem but emy was faster .. she's nearly done with the shopping cart .. so we left the order tracking now .. and in fcct we still got ALOT more to do la .. =X ... sighhs .. bmgt !! we've to come out with our draft by tues latest !! .. blaw nxt nxt wk !! .. =.=" french nxt wk !! .. omg omg .. *stress level up*

was trying to talk sense/desuade someone from making a wrong decision .. but apparently that someone still went on with it la .. now i dunno how already .. =X .. anyway slept at 1.20 .. was really tired ..


tmr's horoscope !!

The Bottom Line
Your impersonal point of view will be your strength. Share your criticisms.

In Detail
One of your biggest strengths is your ability to be impersonal and see things from everyone else's point of view. This asset has made you an invaluable ally, a dearly loved friend and, overall, a successful person. Today this facet of your personality will be invaluable when you come to the aid of a casual acquaintance or coworker. Share your concerns and criticisms (in your trademark diplomatic way), and you'll be able to communicate something that will really help another person grow.

crapped up!!

i'm finally home after a longgg day :) .. really tired .. baas ..

last night was another bad night .. i kept waking up nonstop .. when i finally slept .. the alarm rang not long later at 6.20 but woke up at 6.30 .. then prepared for school .. met peilin at the same time as yesterday .. was stoning all the way in the bus .. finally got to school .. waited for emy in canteen 1 .. then boon came too .. we headed to LT24 .. we the early few .. mrs koh had the "jin boon is here!" kind of reaction ..

anyway she zoomed thru lect cuz had guest speaker at 10.30 .. talked real fast laa .. tried to catch up with her .. but arr i dun really understand laa .. blahh .. she finish at 10.20 .. then jux nice the guest speaker came in too .. he was talking abt the MIS .. then at the end .. he show us many advertisements !! it was so hilarious !! .. =X

after that me, emy, zj, jere, aaron, jw went to bmgt lect .. jw tapped card and left .. the rest of us went in .. me & emy were very good girls .. we did our blaw tutorial during bmgt .. lol .. i was multi-tasking again !! .. was highlighting bmgt while doing blaw .. hahah .. then during break went washroom cuz emy spilled coke on her top .. after we got back .. i gave up highlighting and ask jere to help me .. was so lazy i copied emy's qn 2 .. but i did qn 3 & part of 4(a) myself !! ..

left for canteen 1 .. met up cand and we had lunch .. stoned stoned stoned .. the place was so crowded and hot .. so we changed venue .. wanted to go lvl 3 study area and rot .. but all occupied so went to lvl 2 behind exam hall .. no wind but quiet .. someone was simply irritating .. boasting away about how anxious/pressurized it is to be the only one w/out license .. then kept chanting away .. it was totally irritating la .. dunno why emy go and put up with those pple anyway ..

after that headed to class .. got back our blaw proj marks .. darn it .. we fared badly :( .. me, emy & sulian were disappointed .. and really disappointed .. it was like a knife stabbed into our hearts ... all our hard work down the drain or sth .. i dunno if what we did were really wrong or what la .. but ms low's LAC method is different from mrs chandra's LAC method !! .. sighhs .. i wish we had done better .. anyway emy's blog says it all .. why did we do so badly ..

oh wells .. we still got presentation to help us .. hopefully can do well .. hmms .. class was boring .. wasn't listening at all .. many changes of plan within half an hr .. then ended up staying in school till 5.30 .. mux thanks jere for accompanying + lending me his lappie .. was crapping with yuguang online .. hees .. at 5.30 left school .. took bus to clementi .. on the way missed 2 trains to pasir ris .. then managed to catch the 3rd one .. stand all the way till bedok .. went to meet mum then waited for dad & amanda ..

took 225 down to yu neng .. met my uncle and found our table .. whole school got rebuilt .. everything new but the hall no air con =X .. anyway my aunt & cousin came .. got another small boy joined us .. he's the nephew of the advisory chairman (sth like that) .. not long later my aunt's sis & brother-in-law joined us .. our table had 9 pple .. then guest of honour came .. speeches and more speeches .. food came !! ..

anyway .. the programme in between was good la .. the story & achievements of the school .. then performances by the different groups .. but arr .. the food totally sucked .. not fresh .. i was wondering to myself why am i even there in the first place .. but at the end of the day .. we had many entertainment from the boy at our table la !! .. he's pri 5 and has a "girlfriend" who's in chinese dance .. so he was busy snapping her photo whenever he could ..

then he said that they were 28days apart .. and she's 5cm taller than him .. he talked about his "competitor" and the was he talks it's like some sec sch guy and not pr 5 !! .. our whole table was in awe of him la .. anyway that was our entertainment .. then my distant uncle was like suaning him .. cuz the girl is called bee hoon .. so he said that the boy's name shld be kuay teow .. hahaha .. it was darn hilarious .. the boy even played along la .. he was crapping with us the whole time ..

took a grp photo !! .. it's posted below .. yupps .. sadly the boy's "girlfriend" went back early and he couldn't take his "personal" shot with her .. the way he said it was like i got insiders news that my girlfriend left the school already .. hahaha ... we heard and were O.O" .. hahaha .. anyway he wanted to take a personal pic with the MP who was the GOH also la .. but didn't manage to .. only take like from the front .. haha ..

after that waited for GOH to leave then we left too .. cabbed home !! :) .. so so so tired .. showered and came online .. blogged halfway till 12.30 .. then couldn't take it .. fell asleep .. :)


horoscope for tmr !!
The Bottom Line
After holding on tightly to a goal or wish, you will learn how to say goodbye.

In Detail
It may be time to say good-bye to something that's been in your life for a very long time (too long, in fact). You're moving into an exciting new phase of life, and to make the journey all the more successful, you need to drop off some old baggage and lighten your load. Admit to yourself that you have limitations, and don't be embarrassed if you never reached that one thing you were working for. Let go of something that once inspired you, but is now only frustrating.



1st row: my aunt, distant aunt & uncle, dad & mum
2nd row: my cousin, me, amanda & the boy ..

rants!!

28 more minutes till i leave school !! ..

firstly .. i mux thank jere for lending me his laptop .. hees .. i kinda pity him also .. who ask him to be in school now .. then have laptop + adapter.

anyway .. i'm like so so so ________. (fill in the blank) no prize for guessing correctly though ..

i like the current song playing on radio heatwave !! lena marlin's unforgivable sinner .. nice nice .. hmms .. what am i suppose to blog ar .. it's like i'm in the "hectic" mood .. then not really right to blog abt my day .. so i'm gonna rant non stop .. blahhs

roars!! ..

hmms .. shall go find some quizes to do .. then waste 23 mins more .. before taking train down to bedok .. hopefully will have seats or sth .. cuz it's gonna be a long ride .. yupps .. meeting my parents & amanda @ arnd 6.40 .. but what are the chances that either of us would be late ?! .. i think it's rather high .. haha ..

lala .. a coke an hour .. keeps me awake !! .. haha .. so random .. dunno what else to type already la .. shall log off now :) ..

will be back to update if i'm in the mood.

bye~

supposely.

oh boy .. i'm suppose to my blaw tutorial since 9.30 .. but i haven't started and it's like 11.24 already !! .. =.=" .. haha .. i have no mood to do laa .. sighs .. but i shall motivate myself to quickly do the 4 qns and sleep early cuz tmr's gonna be a longgg day ..

today .. alarm rang at 6.20 .. i stopped it and fell asleep till 6.30 before waking up again .. anyway i met peilin at 7.30 !! .. then took bus to sch .. slept all the way .. somehow i think got minor jam at amk again .. cuz i fell asleep and woke up but was still at amk .. haha .. saw jackson running after the bus from the bridge .. oh wells .. he manage to catch it la ..

the bus was freezingg and peilin had goosepimples .. anyway headed to school and mr ang was being nice .. he saw us and waited for us to cross the zebra crossing .. then walked to canteen 1 .. we split there .. was under the umbrella doing my bmgt tutorial while waiting for emy .. shan shan came along and joined me .. was discussing bmgt tutorial qns with her .. then arr it was close to 9 .. was wondering why emy haven't come ..

saw my hp and realised that she msged !! .. haha .. that dear girl overslept so wasn't going for bmgt .. so packed my stuff and went up with shan shan .. thought i saw boon going up first .. but in the end me & shan shan were the only 2 arnd besides our teacher .. haha .. then slacked arnd .. had lect summary presentation by dessy, wenling & shanshan .. discussed 2 tutorial qns before having break . then me & wenling were conversing in franglish .. haha .. continued the last tutorial case study .. then was discussing the project with ganting .. guiluan joined us and we manage to sought help from our teacher ..

hmms .. quite ok la .. he said our idea not bad .. then manage to discuss abit more with his help .. he said we can send our draft before thurs for him to check .. then 2nd draft if needed on thurs so on friday we should be able to submit :) .. after that went down one floor to pmkt class .. emy was rushing !! .. she was so worried that she would be late .. then in the end .. she was afew seconds earlier than mrs koh .. haha ..

got back our pmkt presentation results .. then calculated a rough gauge of how we did so far .. and most of us got Bs .. we have to do well for our exam & class participation already !! .. anyway she checked our tutorials .. then went thru .. lalala finished quite fast .. today she good mood also .. dunno why .. hahaha .. after that stayed back for awhile to discuss bmgt .. settled abit and left .. got hot piping pancake :) .. met jingyi & gang they were going to town .. we walked to the bus stop together .. 52 came but i didn't take .. then 151 they took .. then non aircon double deck 74 .. i took !! emy was shocked .. haha .. met nicole .. then was talking to her till she got off at amk .. after that stoned all the way home ..

had ice kachang for lunch :) .. the heat was terrible !! .. after that was cleaning the stupid cuts .. it bled. used alot of tissues + cotton wool + water .. after that slept from 3 to 7 :) .. such a good rest .. oh yaa . i forgot to add that yuguang said that i got eye rings !! .. omg omg la ... i'm so paranoid now =X .. need cucumbers & tomatoes & whatever whitening cream ..

blahhx .. totally gave up doing blaw already .. i'm too lazy to do it .. no mood .. it's 1.06 i haven't touch anything .. only printed my pmkt notes at 12 .. got a call from vin asking me to call him back .. then dunno why suddenly got 2 voices talking .. so funny la .. it turned out that pk was with him .. anyway i was blurred by what he asked la .. then was talking abt pmkt before hanging up ..

from jux now till now .. i have been blogging .. chatting and being lame with many pple .. haha .. i'm getting tired .. tmr is a LONG day .. and i mean reallly long .. got 2 lects in the morning .. then afternoon blaw tutorial .. after that going to SMU .. then from there i'm rushing down to yuneng pri cuz they're having some opening ceremony of the new school .. and my dad + uncle being involved in the alumni (esp my uncle) .. we have to go for the dinner .. and only alethea is "exempted" cuz it starts at 7 and she'll only be back at 7.30 ..

blahh i realised i forgot the table no. already .. and i mux remember to ask my dad to help me change small notes !! .. omg .. how can i forget !! .. zzzzz .. i'm becoming forgetful + blur .. uhohh~ .. sighs .. what a bad sign .. =X . oh ya .. jere was saying that this yr got two 7th mths !! wx said it's bcuz of leap year .. but i also dun understand .. haha .. dunno why got 2 also la .. it's like 1 mth is enough to suffer from those ge tais + smoke .. then now 2 mths .. omg .. die already .. my poor ears + nose .. roarrrs ..

ok la .. it's getting late .. like real late .. 1.19 .. gonna sleep !! ..

nitexx~

my horoscope tmr ..

The Bottom Line
Fiscal jealousy is never wise -- why live beyond your means just because they do?

In Detail
You need to know your limits today -- in love, in business, in sports and especially in fiscal matters. Your eyes may be bigger than your wallet right now. This dissonance is probably caused by your jealousy over someone else's recent purchase. Stick to your own life -- don't try to live by someone else's shopping list. Just because another person lives beyond their means doesn't mean you should. Maintain a balanced lifestyle and you'll be better off in the end.


mixed feelings;
tell me what should i do.

affairs of the heart.

1 word to describe - complicating.

tiring day .. it was long !! .. i got up at 6.20 jux because i didn't wanna fight for toilet with my parents .. left house to meet peilin at 7.30 .. the bus took long to come again =X .. anyway met with a mini jam .. and halfway thru got a phone call from junwah asking if there was class cuz last wk mrs wong said that she will give us time to do our project .. some of us misunderstood as giving us time to do our project during workshop time in class .. but it turned out to be cancelling our workshop ..

met emy at the canteen .. had breakfast and did our mwa/wda proj .. zhenjie, robin, rick & aaron were in school too .. at arnd 10.50 we headed for mwa tutorial .. redwan, clarence & candice came .. so it was like 3 girls + 6 guys .. she went thru tutorial and helped me & emy with our problems didn't really solve it though .. haha ..

cand kept pestering us to go cornation for tomyam cuz it was pouring heavily and she wanted sth hot .. then arr .. mrs hong was really nice !! .. she said she give us a ride there cuz she had to get sth and rush back for her class at 1 .. so we met her at 3rd floor .. then went to her car .. it was like WOW la .. cand sat in front .. emy, me & zj sat behind .. whooo .. so exciting .. hahaha .. she dropped us off at the bus stop ourside cornation plaza .. thanked her then we walked in .. all of us had tomyam .. yummiee ~ at arnd 12.45 we left .. cand suggested cabbing back la .. so we shared cab w/out zhenjie ..

said so many blur things on the way back causing myself to be like the laughing stock for the two of them =X .. went to print the room booking then went to find cand who was printing notes .. stupid girl la .. she left me there to collect while she & emy went toilet .. i jux paid and collected the stack .. didnt bother checking .. anyway she "scolded" me for not checking bcuz she found out the 3 stacks of notes are the same =.=" hahaha .. went and chase pple out of our room .. stupid candice was randoming with my wmp .. then at arnd 1.55 we left for class ..

only 7 came .. 3 girls + 4 guys .. rick & aaron went off i guess .. mrs wong quickly went thru tutorial and dismissed us .. but before that we were "debating" on the changing of wda workshop/tutorial time .. settled on cancelling workshop & tutorial pushed forward to 12 - 1 merged with tto6 .. yupps .. all the guys left .. leaving the girls .. so we were like crapping away .. found that mrs wong is extremely nice !! .. haha ..

we headed for blaw lect while cand left sulian joined us .. tapped cards at 3.03 !! .. for once early but still late la .. haha .. was doodling arnd .. so bored .. not really listening .. only copying notes =X .. after lect waited for 52 to come .. then after emy alighted got a call from eunice asking if i wanna join them @ macs .. i alighted at the nxt stop and waited for 61 .. then went kap to meet them ..

yani, eunice & yuguang .. haha .. so long never meet up already .. got to know harry (eunice & yani's classmate) .. bought food and we were crapping away .. yuguang's eyes were darting all over the place la ! it was very obvious he was looking at his meimei-s .. hahaha .. anyway met mel there :) .. then they decided to do a simple staring experiment .. cuz they wanted to prove that if someone is staring at u .. u'll look at the person .. it proved to be true somehow .. except when yuguang was staring at the girl's back & eunice .. cuz eunice was busy staring at someone else .. haha .. they wanted to stare at the ronald mcdonald's sitting outside .. i think if that thing stare back at them they'll be freaking out -> O.O ..

yuguang was reall funny la .. i wonder if he got stomachache anot .. =X .. haha .. after that i took his hp .. then hid it with yani .. we left macs for home :) .. kept telling him that his hp not with me and he thought that i took his hp cuz i wanted him to go back with me & eunice .. hahaha .. anyway we jayed across and he followed !! .. then yani showed that she was having his hp .. and he was shocked .. haha .. anyway he had a hard time jaying back while me & eunice jux kept laughing non stop ..

but we had our retribution laa .. the 52 came as we were reaching the bus stop .. but no one flagged for it so it didn't stop .. in the end .. me & eunice were jux sitting at the bus stop and crapping away till the nxt 52 came .. continue to crap till we alighted and my bus came .. stoned all the way back .. got some unexpected msges in btw .. the irony that happened was funny .. haha .. anyway i got home jux in time for singapore idol !! .. whEee~ .. haha .. watched it and was smsing emy .. then went to shower before settling down to do marketing tutorials .. had 2 due the nxt day ..

i was "multi-tasking" !! .. chatting away on msn & doing tutorials at the same time .. wasn't done till 1.30 then i finally completed both tutorials ! .. got the sense of satisfaction .. could have finish earlier la .. but cuz of those distractions delayed abit .. however it's ok :) .. was so tired i switch off everything and said a short prayer before sleeping .. it was a tiring but good night ..

*p.s i'm glad i got a nice friend :)

tmr's horoscope ..

The Bottom Line
Small things will feel like big luxuries now. Your sense of excess is changing.

In Detail
A sudden interest in the simple things in life is driving you into a more Spartan phase of living. Toss out old, unused or worn-out items, and don't bother replacing them. Instead, learn to go without for a while -- it will be a very educational experience. Once you go back to a more materialistic lifestyle (if you ever do), you'll truly understand the value of the things and people in your life. With just a little bit of imagination, small things can feel like very big luxuries.

thousand apologies

currently doing wda tutorial .. today hadn't been a good day at all .. last night was bad .. i couldn't sleep .. jux kept tossing and turning in bed .. waking up occasionally .. anyway somehow i fell asleep .. and got up arnd 9 .. i manage to remember to print rachel's posters .. then went to shower + got ready for sch .. suppose to leave house arnd 1020++ .. but i left house at 10.35 .. then waited for bus till 10.45 .. it was non aircon double deck ..

the sun was blazing at my usual seat so i sat at the other side .. stoned and stoned .. it was such a sunny day .. the wind was messing up my hair la .. somehow saw him at his bus stop and he saw me too .. was shocked .. dunno why he nv board the bus also but nvm .. emy was late cuz her bus was stopping at every stop .. and she was irritated ..

anyway i went to collect wda & blaw notes .. the aunty was nice .. then passed rach her posters .. walked to LT under the blazing sun .. so hot la .. was sweating like mad .. blahhx .. then counted the notes while waiting outside LT .. tapped cards and went in .. was sitting alone till emy came at 12.30 .. stone stone stone .. dunno what he talking abt also .. wasn't listening ..

before wda lect went washroom .. took our time .. then was listening to wda .. took down whatever was on the ppt .. she ended early .. went to meet regina to get her idare form .. went to canteen 1 .. met eunice & gang + paul .. was looking for mel .. and i found her in red !! .. passed her the form and went up for class .. waited till the other class occupying our room left then went in ..

gave out notes and collected class funds .. after that was working on mwa/wda proj .. i totally forgot to do the update data pg .. i'm sorry emy !! .. i really owe her alot of apologies .. so this entry is dedicated to her .. sorry sorry sorry emy !! .. then stupid me wanted to put in the database .. and i forgot mux use query !! .. darn it la .. i could jux kill myself on the spot .. i think emy was pissed with me .. sighhs ..

anyway we manage to create 3 pgs with our query already .. now left abit more + images then can finish up our user registration and start working on shopping cart .. tmr gonna forfiet lunch i suppose .. if not have early lunch then go to the room we booked .. yupps .. we shld be able to finish whatever we left tmr .. after class went to look for cand to pass her adapter .. then accompanied her to atrium to settle her giro .. we missed 74 .. 52 came and i left w/out her .. stoned again ..

i stare out of the window and saw the clouds forming an arrow .. i really dunno what that meant la .. jux stoned and wonder .. then it disappeared .. by then i felt lost .. it's like maybe i'm losing my sense of direction one way or another .. i don't even know what i'm doing anymore .. sighs .. not long later i saw the arrow again but it disappeared after awhile .. maybe i'm thinking too much ..

got off at the macritchie bus stop .. 132 came but it was packed to the door .. ended up taking a non aircon single deck 74 .. and again stoned all the way back home .. was famished .. so snacked on whatever i could find .. then waited for dinner to be cooked .. and finally my stomach was filled wanted to sleep but decided not to cuz it was close to 7 .. attempted to start on mwa tutorial but arr .. got distracted and ended up reading magazine till 8 .. went to watch tv and wrote abit for the 1st qn ..

at 8.30 "offically" settled down and redo my mwa qn 1 again cuz i realised i didn't know what i was writing .. then got distracted as i started with wda tutorial .. stopped and was psycho-ing pple to go for idare .. cuz heard alot of pple backed out due to other events that clashed .. quite sad arr .. sighhs .. if u are interested to go for idare tell me asap k!! .. it's from 11th sept to 14th sept @ bintan .. many fun filled activities !! i'll help u get forms and u have to pay by 31st july ..

oh ya .. for mrl sec 4 farewell (1990 batch) .. those who are interested pls tell me asap too cuz i have to tell lyn by friday who's going .. it's on 29th july (sat) @ PL .. from 1pm - 9pm .. dinner is optional .. if u want it's buffet style, 10 dishes .. estimated $10 per person .. yupps ..

ok la .. it's getting late .. gonna go sleep in 7 mins .. cuz it's gonna be 12.30 then .. tired .. i'm so glad i finish my mwa & wda tutorials .. tmr have to do bmgt & pmkt tutorials .. sighhs .. it's WEDNESDAY .. long + stress day :( .. i hope it'll be good though ..

my horoscope for tmr ..

The Bottom Line
There's strong selflessness to you now -- learn how you can do more to help others.

In Detail
As soon as you wake up this morning, you'll be looking for ways to help others. In big ways and in small ways, you'll be able to inject your personality into the lives of those around you and add your special brand of sunshine to the world. Whether you just buy a friend a cup of coffee or chip in and help someone move, you'll get a huge charge out of the selflessness you exhibit. Today you'll truly understand the meaning behind the old notion that generosity is its own reward.


cheer up;
look on the bright side !!

ignorance is bliss ..

i slept early last night :) .. like real early .. cuz before 12 .. hahaha .. got up at 5.30 .. then got morning phonecall from harjeet at arnd 6 telling me vy not going sch cuz she's sick .. then we met arnd 6 .. took bus and fell asleep throughout .. reached sch arnd 7.30 .. bought pancake for breakfast and waited for emy .. lawsonn & branden joined us .. then after emy came & lawsonn finish eating .. we headed for class ..

was studying thinking that test would be towards the end .. but who knows he started class with the test =.=" .. we were like o.O" .. anyway he gave hints .. but arr who know it was hints la .. then test started .. we were like staring at the ppr blankly .. sect a .. about france .. sect b dictation .. sect c .. listening compre? .. haha ..

we started with sect b first .. he was reading the things we need to write down .. spoke so fast la .. then i was like staring widely cuz i didn't catch what he said .. haha .. in the end arr .. i anyhow write .. abit blank out .. then went on to sect c .. he read the passage .. that one not that bad la .. still can understand .. went do do sect a .. anyhow tikam .. hahaha .. the sect b replying part .. i anyhow reply also .. got 1 qn .. ask for my no. i didn't rmb the no. in french .. so i said i got no telephone .. hahaha .. then another one asked if i'm a divorcee .. i wanted to say i'm single but forgot how to spell that long word .. so wrote i am engaged .. LOL .. me & emy were comparing ans at the end .. then laughed away la .. cuz she wrote she was married .. HAHA ..

anyway lesson was ok la .. during break it poured .. then after break we settled down and the class started to become "high" .. it was so funny la .. one of the best lessons we had so far .. there was this bolt of thunder which was extremely loud .. then he said if we see lightning and hear thunder few secs ltr means it's happening arnd 7 km from us .. but if we see lightning and hear thunder 1 sec ltr means either it's near us or we died already .. ahhaha .. he wrote some lame sentence on the board which was supposely a tongue twister .. then taught us how to respond negatively ..

we all were like making him end class early .. then he was "cursing" us not to get knocked down by vehicles cuz he said that we were his responsibility before 12 .. hahaha .. it was really funny .. had a good laugh .. after that went atrium .. emy returned her book and we bought bread to munch.. waited for jere & junwah la .. cuz that jere wanted to borrow pen for me .. he having written test but nv bring pen =.=" .. made them run from canteen 4 to atrium .. headed back with emy ..

came home and was cleaning my cuts before having lunch .. my cuts hurt =X .. wanted to use alcohol swap to clean but before i could even touch the actual wound .. i was already in pain and tears trinkled down .. gave up and used water with cotton wool before using a big big plaster i found to cover it .. sis came home early too .. surprisingly cuz she suppose to have cca .. but apparently they were chased out by the school cuz of O lvl chinese listening compre .. haha ..

i fell asleep and was halfway to dreamland when my sis shouted for me to help grandma light fire to boil soup .. then i thought house caught fire and jumped out of bed .. so dumb la .. stupid sis make me freak for nothing .. anyway i went back to sleep cuz the lighter had some problem .. then slept till 7 .. fenn said i slept for 4 hrs .. haha .. i didn't know how long cuz my room clock spoilt and currently my room is clockless .. =X

had dinner and was creating a new blogskin .. woots it's done :) .. plus with the new song .. slack slack slack till now .. printed notes and slack .. suppose to be doing the intro for the mwa proj .. but i got no inspiration !! .. sighs .. tmr mux help rach print her posters .. i mux rmb to do it .. if not she'll kill me .. =X .. blahhx .. wanted to tidy my notes & tutorials .. they are in front of me now .. but so lazy ..

thinks i'm gonna sleep soon .. at 1 .. ahaha .. another 19 mins more .. shall crap arnd with jingyi .. then go sleep .. tmr morning wake up arnd 9 - 9.30 .. and do whatever i need to before leaving house arnd 10.30 - 10.45 so i can reach sch 1 hr ltr and collect notes .. yupps .. till then !!

nitex ~

tmr's horoscope ..

The Bottom Line
You don't need to come up with the right idea -- you just need to find a better one.

In Detail
How you react to bizarre comments shows people a lot about who you are and how you think. Today when you're challenged and asked to come up with a quick answer, don't fret -- keep your cool and just let your heart tell you what to do. Don't get caught up in attempting perfection, because you don't need to come up with the right answer -- you just need to have a reply that will satisfy the people who have presented you with this challenge. Go for speed over accuracy.

i'm forced to fake;
a smile, a laugh everyday of my life.

au revior ..

bonjour !!

i'm suppose to be studying for a written french test tmr and apparently my notes are in front of me but i'm jux slacking arnd .. still feeling quite tired .. hmms .. i ended up sleeping at arnd 2 last night .. couldn't get to sleep cuz my mind jux kept thinking and thinking of many things .. today everyone woke up early !! .. was the last to wake up cuz amanda was hogging the toilet for a long time .. then got ready for church ..

left house arnd 7.40 .. 10 mins earlier .. we reached 10 mins earlier too !! .. haha .. sat at our usual spot .. then within minutes amanda was asking me to look behind .. it was like 95% packed already =.=" .. anyway praise & worship was like billingual .. but arr sang in english though the song leader was singing in chinese cuz i dunno how to read the chinese words !! hahaha ..

communion, announcements, then sermon by rev nathaniel chow in chinese but had a translator + ppt slides so it wasn't that bad .. topic was "sowing in the famine, reaping a hundredfold" .. pretty amazed by how the speaker could speak continuously without even refering to anything .. towards the end everyone was praying for a breakthrough .. after that went to library .. returned my book and borrowed another one .. i can't find any nice books already !! .. sighs ..

as usual was going up and down .. angeline came to help us today .. she's pr 6 & able's aunt .. so interesting right .. hmms .. i was playing the piano and joy + josiah was singing beside me .. ahah so cute la .. aunty linda lead singspiration today .. mixture of chinese & english songs .. haha ... nxt week's my turn to lead .. i dunno who will play the piano cuz it's definately not me .. and i realised i can't play & sing at the same time *i can't multi task in the aspect of playing piano cuz it's stressing* ..

went down to library during storytelling .. was reading newspaper for awhile before going up .. then break time !! .. me & jan went down to get food cuz we were starving !! .. bought yam + fishballs .. then went up and help the kids with their food .. when they had colouring + 2nd round of singspiration we quickly ate .. then said bye to the kids .. after that cleared up the place and went to lvl 1 @ the kindy area cuz mum wanted to talk to jeanelle .. met aunty cecilia there so we ended up chatting with her .. saw ivy & celest .. they've become really big !! .. but the sad thing is that they had somewhat forgotten us already :( ..

after that waited for dad and went to fetch my sis from class .. we settled at the nearest coffeeshop for lunch before heading to grandma's house .. no one was arnd and we all slacked there la .. me & alethea watch tv .. the rest slept .. the korean show so sad .. blahhx .. grandma came back .. i took a short nap not long later .. then was watching tv again .. coux came back too .. he said that i seemed as though i lost weight =.=" .. although i don't feel any difference at all .. sighs .. at 6.30 we left for home .. stoned all the way in the bus ..

hmms .. as soon as we got home .. everyone settled down for dinner .. had a variety of food la .. from instant campbell soup (again) to tao sa biscuits .. not forgetting abit of hokkien mee .. hahaha .. was online after that .. blog hopped .. saved notes for french .. printed notes .. tried to study french but nothing can get in .. slack slack and slack more .. changed my blog song to stacie orrico's strong enough .. but it currently don't seem to be working .. have to wait for 1 day before it'll work .. yupps ..

getting really sleepy .. tmr got to wake up at 5.30 and meeting vy at 6.15 .. and oh .. hilmi jux reminded me abt the french proj .. emy jux reached home too !! so happy she's back .. hahaha .. we can't decide on a topic now .. everyone's too tired =X .. sighhs .. i'm gonna sleep SOON. and i mean really SOON. cuz i'm really sleeepy .. ahhaah .. the songs i'm listening to is making me sleep too .. hees .. classic love songs =X ..

*p.s if anyone can find "everything" by stacie orrico .. pls send to me !! it's from her 1st album - genuine released in 2000 .. kinda long time ago already .. but if u have pls send k !! .. i'm looking for that song now ..

nitex~


resisting temptations;
trying not to talk to u.
- 2days and counting

back to reality

it seems like when ever i'm in the "emotional" mood i'll tend to find out things i dun wanna know which would make me think more and get more "emotional" .. maybe i might be thinking too much .. but i really dunno also .. sighs ..

sometimes i ask myself is it really that hard to forgive and forget ? i still can rmb what i have been aiming for the past few years .. but it seems impossible .. i've finish reading my book and still vividly remember the quote from the Bible which said "love your enemies" .. i jux ponder on those words and reflected ..

my main "aim" was to be a blessing to others .. however i guess i was more like a jinx than a blessing .. i tend to screw things up in one way or another .. and for those who know me real well will know that if i don't like a person i'll show it .. and usually it'll be those brainless/stuck up pple or even those who get on my nerves when i'm in a bad mood .. but there's a difference cuz to some it'll be like a momentary hatred but for others .. i'll consider it as long-term unless a miracle happens .. i can give some examples but i shan't.

and due to many many things that happened since i've graduated from sec sch .. i've came to a conclusion that i'm feminist.

i remember jenn is feminist and i didn't understand why .. but now after the "experience" .. i would say that i can somewhat understand why already ..


this entry is kinda random and emotional. it doesn't really sound like me right? .. anyway dun worry pple. i'm fine .. i'll be back to my normal self real soon.

in the meantime, i shall try to accept pple for who they are even if i simply hate them.

what if.

hmms .. finally manage to post up the stacie orrico song .. i jux found out that she had a 2nd album and her 3rd is coming out soon .. kinda stuck to the song - everything. (part of the lyrics posted below) .. somehow can relate to it .. oh wells .. if wishes came true ... i'd be the happiest girl on earth already =X .. ok shan't waste so much time thinking of the impossible and blog properly ..

i got up like 9+ when my alarm rang at 9 .. couldn't wake up again .. washed up and practiced piano for like awhile .. had instant campbell soup for breakfast and came online .. at arnd 10.40 i left house .. was early and waited .. piano was suppose to start at 11 but the person before me came 15 mins later so my time was pushed back 15 mins too .. hmms .. my replacement teacher was natalia .. she's friendly + nice .. at 12 was dismissed and alethea was waiting for me outside ..
amanda called to ask if we wanted to eat macs for lunch .. called home and dad was saying he cooked so ask us go back .. met amanda at mrt stn and came home .. dad cooked plain porridge .. had preserved vege to go with it .. after that he left house to meet mum @ toa payoh for some talk .. the 3 of us slacked at home and somehow fell asleep .. at 2.30 alethea left .. i was sleeping till arnd 6 .. so tired la .. jux nice mum & dad came home .. waited till alethea came back .. then decided on dinner .. pizza hut @ compass point !! ..

so took train down to sk .. then waited for seats .. had a filling meal :) .. after that went to walk arnd .. surprisingly we didn't buy anything la ! .. haha .. came home arnd 9+ .. was watching tv and online chatting away .. found the mv & lyrics for "i'm not missing you" and posted it up .. it's like 11.25 now .. kinda tired and bored .. maybe i shall sleep early cuz tmr mum said we're gonna have combined service so confirm alot of pple .. thus we're gonna leave house earlier .. =X .. oh ya .. she found a HF for us to go which is kinda near our house ! .. it's on fridays .. i hope got pple arnd my age !! we shall see again then ..

I said a prayer
That someday I would find a boy
And together we'd find joy
Maybe someday
And he would care
About the color of the sky
About the things that make me cry
Maybe someday

I wonder if
If God has shown him
He is the one whose gonna marry me
Maybe someday
So, I'm gonna wait'
Cause I'm worth waiting for
And what I'm worth is so much more
For that someday

i'm not missing you.

I'm Not Missing You
Stacie Orrico

Oh, Oh
I’m not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be, he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

CHORUS
(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

It’s a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

Chorus x 2

No I can’t be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it’s right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it's the best day of my life)
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you I'm not missing you (oh baby)
I'm not missing you
I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem

misunderstood.

my previous heading was "i had a bad day" .. but now .. i guess maybe it isn't that bad after all :)

anyway i forgot to add that my mum was out of town yesterday ! .. but for one night only .. haha .. she went to penang again on business trip and was back this afternoon .. hmms ..

i ended up sleeping at 1.30 last night laa .. dragged for half an hr .. then another half an hr =.=" .. many pple asked why i wasn't sleeping after 12.30 .. hahaha .. :)

oh this morning was a bad bad one for me ..
1 - couldn't get up ..
2 - button from slippers dropped off
3 - missed the bus
4 - ipod went completely flat
5 - it started storming !!

anyway i met emy at the bus stop .. she promised to wait for me and she did .. *thanks emy* .. we went to canteen and i bought pancake for breakfast .. walked via shelter pathway to LT24 .. the rain was like blowing in our direction so we got abit wet .. was like few mins late but the lecturer wasn't even arnd .. sth happened to shan shan .. poor girl .

he didn't start as yet la .. was waiting for more pple to come i guess .. so continue doing my blaw tutorial .. when he started i jux finish my conclusion :) .. then listened till the 3rd part .. got bored and went washroom with emy .. he didn't give us break laa .. anyway we missed only 1 slide .. hahaha .. that was how slow he went ..

after class was like taking our time to leave la .. emy decided not to go for bmgt .. i wanted to go though .. then jackson ask me help him tap card cuz he wasn't going .. asked jere to accompany me cuz he was going there to sit in and mug for macro .. but arr emy & ah boon manage to make him change his mind !! .. =.=" .. so in the end .. we all nv go .. but for the sake of attendence .. me & jere went to tap cards lor .. went by the longg way thanks to the heavy rain .. from 24 to 56 to convention to 72 then the rain got lighter so we walked without shelter to 45 .. it started to get heavier as we reached .. waited for teacher to present card and tapped .. it was pouring again so we went by the sheltered shorter way which we found la .. cut thru the ICT blocks to 56 then to atrium .. met jingyi & gang on the way .. haha

found emy & boon @ lvl 4 before accompanying emy to lvl 2 and with my expertise help her choose book .. ahhaha .. then we went up and all 4 of us jux crapped laa .. i got to know that ah boon is not what pple think he is .. esp his first impression .. hahaha .. anyway mischievious us did somethings .. then ah boon left to meet his friend for lunch .. leaving the 3 of us .. i was playing with jere's hp !! .. smsed pple .. ahahha .. stupid laa ..

started doing blaw tutorial again .. then emy & jere were teasing me cuz stupid jere started saying sth stupid .. emy added on =.=" .. after that jere found out who i smsed with his hp .. we called the person and talked .. so dumb la .. i felt so innocent cuz he was literally putting so many words in my mouth .. now dunno where to hide my face already .. baas .. stopped doing at qn 2 .. cuz qn 3 & 4 were LAC qns .. hahaha .. then continued crapping before deciding to go for lunch ..

jere went to pass sy my calculator + poa notes while me & emy went atrium .. i bought sandwich again .. both of us had zapple :) .. then sat and chatted .. jere came to look for us later .. tested him on his macro but he couldn't rmb .. so read our books while he studied .. at 1.50 headed for class .. went to pass jackson his card on the way and gave him jere's hp too .. haha .. was early for class .. i met jy's gang again ! .. that was how fated we were :) .. mrs hong helped us open the door and our tutor came ..

alot of pple were late la .. i guess tutor abit annoyed also .. then one by one went to present their ans .. after cand came .. she was the biggest distraction !! .. she was telling me abt what happened last night and we ended up doodling on her ppr .. haha .. dismissed early and headed back .. emy was sick !! .. cand was going to town .. took 52 and 165 .. stoned all the way home ..

my mummy was asleep when i got home .. haha .. then i was starving so had dinner first .. then mummy woke up she was telling me abt what she ate at penang .. not forgetting the different exotic flavours of DURIANS .. hahaha .. arnd 6 i went to sleep .. hahaha .. got woken up by a phone call from the singnet technical pple .. then settled my internet problem .. watched tv .. showered and went down to shop .. haha ..

i bought a pair of nice black velvet heels :) .. did our grocery shopping .. alot of pasta !! .. that means this wk we'll get to eat pastaa .. yayness .. spend $100.45 there .. hahaha .. then went to ya kun's and had suger + butter bread with ice milo .. headed home ..

mel was telling me yp didn't pay .. but yp did .. then arr i was so happy cuz she made a special case for regina !! .. that dear girl forgot to submit her form but wanted to go .. so mel was really nice to accept regina's late submission .. MELISSA ROCKS !! .. i'm not lying !! .. hahaha .. she said that we shld keep 5th aug free cuz it's gonna be preglow for idare .. meaning we'll get to know our grpmates .. *excited* .. ahha .. this was when my bad day became better ..

then was chatting with jy, wx, fenn, lance, jerhui .. oh ya .. i nearly forgot .. mrl sec 4 farewell this yr will be on 29th july @ PL compound from 1pm - 9pm .. expect many games then .. haha .. i can't wait to sabo sherms !! .. hmms .. now now .. tmr's piano lesson is pushed to 11 .. meaning i can wake up later to practice .. haha .. checked exam timetable and found out that it's confirmed already .. have pasted the schedule below so scroll down to see .. it's really tight =X ..


my pretty shoes :)













tmr's horoscope ..

The Bottom Line
Pay close attention to the people around you, and try to respect their perspectives.

In Detail
All of the people in your life -- family, coworkers, friends and even casual acquaintances -- will be sharing a lot more of themselves in the near future. You've been doing a wonderful job of making it clear that you're there for them and ready to listen to whatever they have to say. Starting today, they're taking you up on that offer. Pay close attention to them and keep your promises. You need to respect their perspectives, too -- no matter how difficult that may be.


confirmed exam timetable ..

BUSINESS MANAGEMENT
21 Aug 2006 MON 02:00 PM - 04:00 PM
BUSINESS LAW
22 Aug 2006 TUE 09:00 AM - 11:00 AM
PRINCIPLES OF MARKETING
23 Aug 2006 WED 02:00 PM - 04:00 PM
WEB DATABASE APPLICATIONS
25 Aug 2006 FRI 02:00 PM - 04:00 PM


why;
i'm curious.

unattainable bliss.

finally after today's presentation i felt a heavy burden off myself.

thanks to those who were there for me .. and not forgetting those who tagged :) .. ~ thank you !

i really hope i can resume my "normal" life again .. maybe i need a slower pace of life .. where i am able to cope with everything slowly and not those hectic messy days .. where i get lost in "outerspace" ..

will start on a proper update now .. enjoy ~

sunday : 9th july ..

got up at 7 .. left house at 7.45 .. took bus to church .. was on time i guess .. praise & worship, communion, announcements, sermon by rev amos .. interesting sermon .. but i didn't take down any sermon notes cuz it was like based on his experience in the mission field ... after that went to library .. slacked arnd there and went up to mini creche .. not long later sis made me go down to library cuz aunty jane wasn't coming for duty and no one would be arnd .. so made me cover first till dad came back ..

anyway after that it was pouring heavily .. i was wondering if i was "fated" to get stuck in the library cuz dad didn't have umbrella so i have no idea how he was coming back .. not long later he came back some how drenched la .. i went up .. they were still singing .. so played piano for awhile .. then break time .. i was feeding tiffany her noodles .. it was so longg and oily .. then ruey xin too .. i helped her with her porridge .. after that cleared up and was chasing a lil boy - perry cuz he was really mischievious and can't settle down .. *scroll down to see his pic :)

after that it was singspiration time again .. then helped the kids with their shoes .. one by one left .. i'm glad louise is becoming my friend !! .. haha .. oh wells cuz she always stick to her maid .. but now she'll occasionally look for me .. perry was the one and only one left !! .. then my mum was cleaning up .. before that she made him sit on the chair .. cuz he was too fidgity .. she "scolded" him and he sat .. short attention span !! .. he walked arnd later .. and mum was like "PERRY~" .. then me, jan & jan's cousin would be like "quickly go sit down!" .. then he sat on the floor but had to go back to the chair .. he's so adorable .. we gave him sweets and he was munching .. that's why he looks weird in the pic i took with him ..

after that brought him down to look for his parents .. and met them at the 2nd floor .. he was like clapping his hands .. so glad to see them .. went to meet dad who was covering aunty jane's duty .. then jackin was arnd .. mum talked to him .. uncle anthony was talking to us too .. at arnd 1.30 left to meet amanda & alethea at parkway .. we went jack's place for lunch .. yumms :) .. had a great time shopping .. was suppose to leave earlier but bcuz of the rain we were there till 5 ..

went isetan and bought a lace belt & jeans from joop .. then found my coux working there .. bought a pink top from her .. she gave us 25% discount instead of the usual 20% .. ahah .. after that went to help dad settle his phone line + changed my plan .. took a longg time la .. now my dad has a new line and i offically got my own number which is the current one i'm using .. coincidentally my parents & my no. have the same 2 front & back digits !! .. 98****55 .. so cool right .. anyway my plan changed to the ione plus student plan under my sis's name .. hees .. got free incoming .. haha anyone bored or needs a listening ear or wanna rant away can jux call me :) ..

after that bought another pearl belt .. then 2 umbrellas from giodano .. headed to grandma's place .. coux was there already .. watched tv and used his internet to chat with huiis & dora .. then skipped dinner and we went back early .. took bus all the way back and i fell asleep .. came home and wash up + snacked on chocolates & biscuits while watching pirates of the carribean .. then found out my laptop screen died on me .. was really frantic in the end i was using the screwed up win 98 desktop .. printed my french notes and chatted till 11 .. wasn't in a real good mood then .. manage to get the technical service no. for ibm before sleeping at arnd 12 .. the earliest so far ..

monday : 10th july ..

didn't had a good sleep .. i got up many times :( .. and 4+ i got an sms from emy .. she was shocked i replied .. it was storming then .. we msged for awhile before i fell asleep at 4.30 and woke up at 5.30 .. left house with sis and she told me that my mum actually woke up to watch the match la .. i was shocked .. haha ..

met vy at the interchange and went to sch .. harjeet's lesson only starts at 10 that's why she wasn't arnd .. the bus was FREEZING. me and vy were like trying to keep warm under our jackets .. met vin on the bus too .. he had pmkt presentation and was abit weird .. cuz i think his shirt too big + pants too small .. haha .. he so cute la .. suppose to meet his grp at 7.15 and reached at 7.40 .. that's why anyhow take pants and wear .. he don't even know if it was his sec sch's pants .. haha ..

anyway .. bought breakfast and was eating under the convention .. left for class arnd 7.55 .. then monsieur beniot wasn't arnd yet so hang arnd outside class .. emy came not long later .. went to class and he started .. got abit lost after that .. and in fact .. i was totally lost during the whole lesson la .. had to ask emy for help to translate .. i think my oral test die .. made stupid mistakes again .. i suddenly forgot how to reply .. after class we left .. i can't rmb if we did anything but came home .. then fell asleep in the bus .. had lunch and took 2 hours to settle my laptop problem .. the stupid person was irriating la .. called my mum to complain after hanging up ..

fell asleep again .. i think my sis said i slept for a long time .. till abt 8 .. then had dinner .. was using my laptop connected to my com screen .. did pmkt research .. then again went off at 11.30 .. didn't sleep till 12.30 though ..

tuesday : 11th july ..


happy 18th bday philicia!!


got up earlyyyyy and reached school early too .. junwah was arnd .. emy came not long later .. ganting & guiluan weren't arnd so we went to pay our idare and went to collect wda notes .. after we came back they were arnd .. so we did our pmkt .. then headed for mwa lect .. tiredd .. all not listening sia .. had 1 hr break .. didn't feel like eating .. we basked in the sun at the study corner which had censor .. but it was like reactive to sound and me & emy were like quiet only when pple walked past and make alot of noise then the fan will work .. however we were in luck cuz there was wind !! .. haha ..

went to can 2 to look for ganting & guiluan in the end .. we bought $1 large ice cocktail which was like a full bowl .. can u imagine a $0.50 ice cocktail ?! .. maybe half a bowl .. ahaha .. after that was sitting outside LT waiting for mrs wong .. read book .. anyway she came not long later but forgot to bring her card .. so went back to get it .. then had a fast lect .. she zoOom everything .. me & shan shan were lost !! ..

oh .. i rmb that i was NICE .. i passed jere's notes to him thinking he'll use it cuz he didn't have notes .. but instead he kept it in his file =.=" .. how dumb can he get !! anyway whatever la .. i dun care ! went for mwa workshop .. did our workshop 5 template .. yayness .. went back after class .. tired tired .. came back and i think continue to do mwa/wda proj .. me & emy were doing the same thing la .. i sent my files over and she was editting .. then worked on pmkt .. after that got quite tired and slept arnd 12+ .. or was it 1+ .. i can't rmb ..

wednesday : 12th july ..

the peak of stress. i met peilin at arnd 7.30 .. then we took bus .. got caught in the jam at amk .. it's like really long la .. i slept and wake up still at same place .. anyway we reached school only at 9.30 la .. so the journey that day was like 2 hours =.=" .. the longest so far .. butt ached. hmms .. when i got to class .. only afew pple also .. she started at 10 .. went thru SQL tutorial .. but we weren't listening cuz we were installing our SQL servers ..

after that mwa tutorial .. she went thru tutorial and dismissed us .. had consultation with mrs koh for pmkt after that .. we were all so nervous .. then took down whatever she said .. after that met sy & wj .. was very blur la .. anyway i left my stuff with the rest and went to atrium with sy to help her with the payment for idare .. they were nice to walk back to canteen 1 with me .. met james, jy, lance .. then was sitting at the table with the rest .. wanted to collect blaw notes but don't have .. so bought pancakes for lunch and headed to study area behind 56 .. surprisingly shanshan's grp was there too ..

we did our research and updated whatever we had .. at arnd 3+ went for blaw with emy .. we were the only guai ones arnd besides dessy's grp .. was trying to keep ourselves awake .. then crapped .. missed the 52 met yg .. in the end i told emy to go off first .. called eunice to see if she wanted to go eat .. then met jiawen at the bus stop .. she jux finish her s&w .. saw jackson too and went to ask if he wanted to go .. somehow he ended up going .. then we jux crapped while waiting for darling eunice .. i thought yani was going but she was going on a date .. so it was jux the 3 of us ..

couldn't decide where to eat .. 52 came and headed to thomson plaza .. darling eunice was thinking of places to eat .. then i think they were "discussing" but in the end we went to bk .. had a great time chatting away with them .. :) i wish we could do it more often .. but so impossible .. time is always not on our side .. sighs .. went back arnd 7.30 .. eunice got a ride home from her parents .. 166 came and jackson left .. 132 came like a split second ltr .. stoned all the way home .. then got this indian guy ask me for directions to hougang mall .. came back and was working on the presentations .. pmkt then bmgt then pmkt again ..

wasn't in a good mood after that .. as u can see from my previous post .. i ended up "counselling" pple + had pple "counselling" me .. i'm really sorry if i had offended anyone in one way or another last night .. but was really very stressed .. at 2 couldn't take it and slept ..

thursday : 13th july ..

i woke up early this morning .. left house early too .. met peilin arnd 7.15 .. got caught in a jam again at amk !! .. i wonder why these days always got jam at amk .. reached school like 8.45 instead of the usual 8.30 .. then started writing the speech for bmgt .. went up to class and we were first ! .. was so nervous la .. i dunno what i was talking also .. i jux read from the slides and said "psychological" instead of "physiological" .. the teacher corrected me .. blahhx ..

after that we were doing pmkt speech and finalized our ppt cuz conclusion, recommendations were very little .. after that helped guiluan & junwah abit with their speech .. emy was practicing her speech !! so cute la .. all of us were stressed .. then went to print our ppt at the printing room .. i met him .. he looked worn out .. anyway the printer jammed up .. and we were late so rushed down to class .. the first grp was already presenting .. emy found out that we needed to submit our ppt so i went up to print ..

there was this nice yr 3 who lent me her laptop cuz i only brought up my thumbdrive + papers .. she even help me print la .. the other grp who was using the previous printer we used ended up printing whatever we jammed up .. anyway they were rude .. hmmphs .. waited quite sometime for everything to be printed .. then thanked her before rushing down .. the yr 3 girl was really nice and wished me luck :) ..

1st grp finish presenting when i went back .. did peer evaluation and collected everything .. 2nd grp presented .. then ours was 3rd grp .. emy started intro & micro .. she went fast !! .. but still good la .. then my macro .. omg la .. i took 6 mins =.=" in the end still never say alot of things sia .. *to my grp: sorry!!* .. then guiluan's segmentation .. after that was ganting who continued abt segmentation .. then junwah's trends .. omg la .. we were so anxious .. in the end quite disappointed cuz got alot of points someone never say and we even wrote it down + remind .. 20 mins jux passed so quickly =X .. wenling was counting the numbers of ERMs i had .. she said FIFTY-FIVE =.=" .. and there was like 3 erms in a row too .. i didn't even notice la ..

anyway mrs koh commented after all the grps presented .. she said emy presented well but too fast .. haha .. was dismissed and went back after that .. emy took cab with boon and i missed 52 again .. ended up taking 74 .. fell asleep as usual .. had lunch when i reached home .. then fell asleep till 7 .. skipped dinner but munched away again .. watched singapore idol .. jasmine still in :) ..



i'm still kinda "lost in my own world" now .. had a myriad of emotions/feelings again .. i suddenly dislike going to school .. school seems like the torture zone .. thought of skipping school tmr if not go out after that .. but i dunno where to go also and no one to go with too .. oh wells .. on the other hand .. i was thinking if i shld go straight home and sleep instead .. that's how boring my life is now .. and i have absolutely no mood to do tutorials .. i didn't do bmgt tutorial + i don't wanna do blaw tutorial .. i need some motivation now but maybe it might not work la ..

i was tearing abit jux now .. dunno why also .. jux felt like letting it all go .. there's still so many things ahead .. i hope i can cope with them .. yupps .. i'm going to blogg hopp for awhile .. then sleep early tonight .. maybe latest 12.30 ..

my horoscope for tmr ..

The Bottom Line
Transportation issues could slow you down now, so think up a smart backup plan.

In Detail
The biggest conflicts you experience today are centered around getting from point A to point B. There's a lot of negative energy around transportation right now, so be prepared for delays or detours. If you're driving, give yourself some extra time to make any appointments. Being late could set you back in many important ways -- so play it safe just in case. If you're taking some sort of public transportation, the people around you could affect your energy. Keep to yourself.


distant;
i won't disturb u anymore.



the pic i promised. jux perry & me !!

on the verge of a nervous breakdown

omg omg omg !!
i'm so stressed.
2 presentations tmr .. bmgt & pmkt ..

now i wanna MURDER pple already !!
it doesn't help making last minute admendments to a project .. and neither does it help when one is having a lack of sleep .. i'm so freaking irritated by someone. and i guess i'm not the only one who's irritated .. roarrs .. this is getting on my nerves ..

i haven't had the time to do a proper update .. no time at all :( .. i wish for more time though .. really nervous abt tmr's presentation ... formal attire .. omg la .. i ransacked my cupboard and decided on a black skirt + white short sleeve button top .. i guess i'll be wearing black jacket or using my black rose as an accessory .. it's gonna be like i'm going for a "formal funeral possession" or sth ..

i have yet to write my script out .. and i was searching for the stupid cue cards for a longg time cuz i forgot where i put them .. even the yellow lanyard went missing. but manage to find it .. sighs .. i'm really WORRIED for the pmkt one .. bmgt not that bad la .. cuz we jux have to read from the slides .. sighs .. *STRESS* is written all over my face now ..

i had a good evening. but someone had to DESTROY it. *sads*

anyway after tmr i shld be "free-er" cuz 2 presentations down. the nxt thing i gotta work on is mwa/wda proj .. i haven't been doing tutorials also .. sighs .. feel so terrible la .. i'm getting lost in lectures too .. really dunno how to catch up .. won't someone be nice and help me ? .. sighs .. exams are coming. and i can't wait for the hols to come .. esp sept.

i simply can't wait to be eighteen. i need a break. considering to take up a part-time job .. but that's currently on hold .. cuz too busy with my messed up life.

those reading my blog. come back some other time k .. i'll be doing a proper update as soon as i can !! .. :)

gonna work on my scripts now .. till then~
my horoscope tmr ..

The Bottom Line
You have what it takes to go the distance -- and you'll get to prove it very soon.

In Detail
Whether your strength is as a sprinter or marathon runner, today you definitely have what it takes to go the distance. Don't shy away from any type of challenge, not matter how out of your element you may feel or how risky the stakes may be. It's time to just go for it -- see how you handle a new situation. This is a form of self-education, and a wonderful way to show people what a good sport you are. You don't need to prove anything to anyone, so just roll with it and see what happens.


what if;
i'm captivated by u.

still the same.

i have been overly exhausted the past few days ..
not really much time to many things .. it's ike the saying "so many things, so little time"

currently have many ongoing projects & tutorials ..
1 - pmkt .. presentation on thurs
2 - bmgt lect summary (motivation) .. presentation on thurs
3 - mwa/wda project .. due wk 15 still got alot to do, presentation wk 16
4 - blaw presentation .. in wk 15
5 - bmgt presentation .. in wk 15
6 - pmkt tut 8 .. due nxt wk
7 - bmgt tut 8 .. due thurs
8 - blaw tut 8 .. due fri

not forgetting final exam + test .. heard mwa final test in wk 16 or sth like that ..

anyway i've given up doing pmkt proj .. and realised i made the stupidest mistake of asking junwah to collate .. sighs .. i'm sorry ganting, guiluan & emy.

i am going off already. nitex~

my horoscope for tmr ..

The Bottom Line
There's a strong energy of solid momentum that will carry you thorough this day.

In Detail
No matter how you start your day, you end it on a very high note today. You have an unpredictable amount of energy right now, but you can build on your accomplishments and keep things going at a good pace. Little by little, you'll come to recognize a sense of momentum growing -- and it just may carry you to your destination. Try to stay positive; don't let little annoyances affect how you view other people. Go by the motto of 'live and let live.'

desserts.

great. just great .. the stupid laptop had to screw at the wrong time.
i'm emotionally overwhelmed too ..
everything is going so wrong now :(
i shall send my stuff over to emy now and get to bed ..

*i had a baddd day~*

nitex~

my horoscope today

The Bottom Line
Going back and forth will waste too much time now. Consult your gut and decide.

In Detail
Indecision is something you must watch out for very carefully today. There are many options for you right now, which is undeniably a good thing. But this embarrassment of riches could be paralyzing if you don't approach it wisely. Going back and forth between options (and trying them on for size) is only going to be a waste of time. You need to check with your gut instincts, and commit

weekly horoscope.

A short trip may be in order this Sunday. There is an urge to please others. You may find yourself teaching your very own hobby to the young people around you or helping the elderly with little chores they find difficult to perform. Monday is not exactly the clearest of times. There is the danger of foggy thinking and of your being misled by some plan or idea. There could be a lot of mental pressure. This Tuesday is a good time to think and study--you have a real appreciation for ideas and thoughts. This evening, you may find yourself enjoying a long conversation, writing a letter, or making a special phone call. Changes are happening in the work place on Wednesday and you are ready! It is necessary to revise, review and possibly rebuild on solid ground. This may mean a change in job or job responsibilities, for which you will find positive outcomes. New discoveries will provide excitement for you this Thursday. Someone could challenge you on a very sensitive issue this Friday. You can be very effective however, and may be able to create something beneficial from the interaction. Although you have a hard time parting with your collections, you will be determined in becoming more organized this Saturday.

overwhelmed by sadness.

my laptop screwed up on me.
i'm sad. very sad.
no laptop for the nxt few days till it's repaired .. i can't do anything now .. arghs
i'm gonna fix it by tues if possible .. if not really have to think of some other ways to do projects already ..
currently using desktop to type and whatever not .. it's so screwed la .. lag lag lag .. =X
oh wells .. i'm simply jinxed.
but maybe it's a good time to catch up on my sleep too .. sighs .. i dunno ...
will go sleep in 8 mins .. so yepps .. will be back to update again when my laptop is fixed.

nitex~

*p.s if u guys wanna look for me .. best is to call my hp if not drop me a msg .. it's on 247.

deprived of SLEEP.

tired tired tired .. have jux uploaded the pics from yesterday & today .. can go view them here directly .. if not scroll down to view :) .. yupps .. gonna blog abt today so i won't lag behind by an entry .. but i guess might have to blog halfway first then save as draft .. cuz i'm getting real tired ..

i slept arnd 1+ last night .. then got up at 7.15 .. was so tired i nearly fell back asleep la .. but dragged myself up .. washed up and practiced my piano till 8.05 .. then had breakfast and got ready to go for piano class .. left house at arnd 8.45 .. missed the train by 1 min and waited 7 mins for the nxt one .. reached heartland close to 9 .. then quickly walked to class .. got there on the dot :) .. today had makeup class so the lesson was extended till 10+ .. had practicing piano, new theory, sight reading + listening to beats .. omg so stress la .. my memory failed me terribly ..

anyway after class wanted to go home .. then called dad 3 times before he returned my call .. ask me to meet them .. then went to hawker centre .. had beancurd + soya bean drink :) .. went heartland to walk arnd .. ended up buying 4 vcds !! .. 2 korean (my girl & i; when i was 9) + 2 english comedy (little manhatten; army daze the movie) .. came home alone after that cuz my parents went to fetch alethea ..

was watching little manhatten halfway .. then had lunch .. my family watched army daze and had a good laugh .. we were complaining abt the weather !! .. today was like so hazy + hot .. alot of heat even though the fan was blowing at us .. anyway one good thing i found out :) .. the ge tai gone alreadyy !! .. yayys .. hahaha .. PEACE at last :) ..

at arnd 2.30 my parents brought alethea for her maths class .. suppose to go with them and settle my phone line .. but in the end decided not to cuz it was so HOT .. hahaha . stayed home and helped vy with her friendster template & was clearing my picture folders .. not forgetting i made a template of frames with me & emy's pics !! .. hahaha . scroll down to see it :)

dad called and say to meet at 6 at pasir ris interchange .. in the end at 5.45 me & amanda started preparing .. then at 6 we left house . ahaha .. missed the 89 bus .. waited for another one but decided to cab down instead cuz we were suppose to reach the place by 7 .. was putting on my makeup in the cab .. jerky ride sia .. haha luckily nothing smudge .. at arnd 6.20+ we reached and quickly met them at the interchange .. they thought we took bus la .. luckily they didn't find out .. if not me & amanda sure die .. haha

took 4o3 to pasir ris road - the 2nd last bus stop .. then found the bungalow they held their celebration .. went to greet all the aunties & uncles .. such a bigg family ! .. mum said that my grandaunt had 8 children .. then had buffet dinner .. mum took food for us and we shared .. then went to get desserts .. my grandaunt's sis sat with us .. took drink & dessert for her too .. *we are nice pple* .. haha .. alethea helped my aunt take drink also ... haha .. then bcuz there was lack of seats .. dad, me & my sis ended up inside on the sofa .. then self-entertain ourselves by listening to ipod/mp3 & took pics with my cam .. hahaha .. so fun la ..

more pple came in again and my family squeezed onto the 3 seater sofa .. haha .. the adults were talking so me & my sis decided to go to the playground opposite at pasir ris park instead .. haha .. crossed the road and lalala .. saw this cute lil puppy !! .. it's called nachos .. it came towards me and was sniffing arnd .. was playing with it for awhile then it wanted to climb on me but i quickly stood up .. awws such a cute pup .. haha .. i want a puppy like that nxt time !!

anyway let sis slide for awhile then went back .. stoned and stoned .. then it was picture taking time .. the family was so big they had to spilt up and take grp by grp .. got to know my m'sia granduncle which my dad knew he existed but didn't know who .. oh wells .. asked my grandma abt it when we got home and found out that it's such a complicating story .. cuz my great-grandfather had 2 wives .. one in china and one in m'sia ..

anyway after taking pics .. was talking to my aunt .. she commented that my complexion better le .. and she said that i start talking more already cuz last time i was very quiet =.=" .. oh wells .. i'm not close to them anyway .. but that aunt is ok la .. quite friendly .. haha .. yupps .. sang bday song, cut cake and ate cake !! .. after that slacked for awhile there and left .. my grandaunt was talking to me .. dunno why also so weird la .. haha .. we missed the 4o3 bus .. so waited for like 20 mins for another bus .. took the bus one round before alighting at the destinated bus stop .. crossed the road and we missed the 89 bus .. so had to wait for another one ..

not long later the bus came and we found seats on the upper deck .. then stoned the way home .. sis was singing !! .. haha so cute la .. came back and washed up .. uploaded pics and i'm online chatting + blogging .. yupps .. gonna go sleep now .. it's 12.42 =X ..

nites~

my horoscope for tmr ..

The Bottom Line
You've done excellent planning, so enjoy watching everything run like clockwork.

In Detail
The efforts you've put forth start to pay off today -- it seems like taking things slow was the right idea after all. Today's activities prove to you, in a very dramatic way, that taking time to plan things is the right strategy every time. When you succeed like this, you build up your confidence -- and your reputation. Today you should enjoy watching how all of your carefully laid plans make major things happen, just like clockwork.


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peek-tures

uploaded pictures as promised :) ..
cosplay, grandaunt's bday ..

me & wenling with emy behind

emy & me !!















cosplay !!

cut up shirt + designer
jingyi, me & lance

















lance with cello & best costume guy
mama jingyi & me













grandaunt's 80th celebration ..

my family with grandaunt & granduncle
me & my crazy sis !!













alethea's first successful zi lian shot
candid me & amanda













alethea wanted to kiss me !!
us again :)