my exam timetable is OUT! ):

Monday 8 June 2009
Start Time: 9:00 am Duration: 2 hours 10 mins*
Unit: MGMT3303-Management of Technology and Innovation
Venue: 106:157 - Alexander Lecture Theatre

Start Time: 2:00 pm Duration: 2 hours 10 mins*
Unit: FINA2221-Introduction to Finance
Venue: 131:G01 - Physical Recreation Centre

Saturday 13 June 2009
Start Time: 2:00 pm Duration: 3 hours 10 mins*
Unit: ACCT2201-Introduction to Corporate Accounting
Venue: 131:G01 - Physical Recreation Centre

Thursday 18 June 2009
Start Time: 2:00 pm Duration: 3 hours 10 mins*
Unit: MKTG2238-Advertising and Promotion
Venue: 101:THR - Winthrop Hall

*freaksss* omg 2 papers in 1 day. GOD BLESS ME. ):

holidayyyy!

whEeeeeee~ i'm so looking forward to june/jul after my exams are OVER.
honestly .. i can't wait for time to fly now .. BUT i am still lagging quite badly in my studies .. so aye wait for awhile! ..

will most prolly be flying back in june for awhile and heading to japan with my bf and his mum! ..
so yeps! i'm so excited! PTGF, although i'm going japan now .. but our trip for 2012 is still ON! (:

haha .. i'm so happy i'm getting pretty tired .. so will go off now! (:

on the brink of a mental breakdown

the class was silent .. my mind just went totally blank.
i felt my heart pounding so fast and he was pushing me for an answer.
but i couldn't understand the question my tutor asked me to solve. ):
i could feel my innerself struggling hard forcing myself to concentrate on the question .. but yet nothing i see could solve anything.
i almost went hysterical but i managed to contain it .. comforting myself that there's only 10 mins more to the end of the tut and i won't have to see him for another 1 week.

it had been a tough week .. i had been forgetting many stuff and even to the extent of missing group meetings cause it didnt occur to me that i was suppose to go for it. work's piling up and honestly i'm still stuck at the week after the mid-sem break. i know i'm suppose to focus and catch up but with all the things happening around it's like distracting me and i get pretty tired every easily.

hadn't been able to sleep well lately too .. getting up at 3-4am and end up having light sleep till my alarms ring from 5.50 - 6 and eventually lazing around bed for 5 mins till i convinced myself that i had to wash up or i'll be late.

i know i had been pretty tough on someone. but yet i just hope he'll understand what im going through. the brink of mental breakdown today is just the beginning but i hope it won't happen again. i need more time but i only left 1 more month to catch up before the exams. i really hope to get something decent out of it and in exchange for all the hard work i'm putting in i really want to just pamper myself to ___________. i don't know yet but i quite think it's impossible with the fact i'm running low on cash.

SIGHS. life is not that easy -- it's either make or break.
focus and aim far alicia!