the most dreadful day ever.

sighs today really sucked.
period finally came after MONTHS. not as if i was looking forward to it .. i totally dread the days when i'm having my period ever since the doctor gave me the jab. i had the crampy feeling afew days back .. and it was worst today.

sighs .. this is badd .. i feel very bad and paiseh towards calvin .. and very grateful to jinni .. and embarassed by yap sik tui. SIGHS.. long story .. i dont wanna say it .. it's too paiseh to be said .. i could just dig a hole and bury my head in it ..

blah .. i'm going offline alr .. very very tired ..
i actually felt quite faint in office today .. super weak and didnt wanna move arnd ..
who knows tmr i might just take MC or sth ..