ultimately shattered.

i never thought things will end up so badly.
dad just came back today and it was suppose to be a happy thing ..
but everything just came to an end when a menopausing woman came home.

she just started scolding everyone and targetted at me just because i had been trying not to thread on her toes the past few days .. it was super crazy and some how we had this huge quarrel with dad mediating between us .. she just totally put the blame on me saying that everything is my fault .. that im jealous of amanda .. whatever crap shit.

when i tried to talk back all i get is a whack on my thighs.
i was fuming by then .. and everything got so heated up. she scolded and whacked my sisters too.
wth is wrong with her? doesn't mean that she's stressed up at work she can vent all her anger at home.

so what if her boss is making life difficult for her. doesn't mean she can make our life difficult and we are not facing enough problems on our own.

everyday i come home from work .. and all i want is some peace and not more stress .. work is already so tough with all the stupid cases that make me stuck in the middle when it's not even my fault ..

life is really very tiring now .. i just like to leave house to some place peaceful.
my family is in a state of crap. parents not on talking terms since 2 wks ago till now .. sisters are in a world of their own thinking that they are princesses. and the insane woman who's having MENOPAUSE and start thinking that she's always right.

where is my bf when i need him now.