crazy nonsensical crap.

dearest is spending the night over again ..

i was suppose to be sleeping now since i was suppose to start work tmr ..
BUT ... sadly re called me today to tell me that the co. doesnt require me to work alr since they did a reshuffling and found that they dont need me .. so they are "extremely sorry" in his words that i need not turn up for work tmr ..

sighs. i need to find another job now .. to think i TURNED down 2 job offers on monday afternoon itself AFTER i signed the contract in the morning .. damn. how bad can my life be? ..

told vy, dearest and my parents abt it .. and they all said that shld have some form of compensation or sth like that .. but my contract didnt state .. so i dunno if it's possible .. oh wells .. i guess on the brighter side .. i'm trying another company which is a 4 mths contract job located at tp (this means if i get it i could lunch with uncle dinesh and tech pple (: .. good news for sani!) .. haha

now all i can do is pray and hope for the best .. maybe God has something in plan for me .. i have no idea ..

anyway i've collect my clothes that i bought online and obviously dearest is very very very unhappy cuz he said i spent too much )x .. sighs .. i'll try my best to control myself .. will have to clear my clothes in the cupboard alr .. get rid of the old and replace with the new ..

alrights i shall go read my 8 days now!