i'm back to square one. (again)

sighs .. my mind is in a mess again ..
i don't know what i want for my future .. ):

studies/work?
local/overseas?

maybe i shld just get married and be a housewife/taitai ... (in my dreams)
or maybe i shld go back to my "original plan" of becoming a nun (in case my bf doesn't want me)

i've never been someone who makes final decisions .. i'll always ensure that it's the best option and everyone is agreeable before deciding .. but now .. i've been getting alot of responses and i don't know what to listen to .. sighs .. even the radio is contradicting .. all the songs they play makes me confuse just listening to the lyrics ..

oh my life is in a mess .. i'm standing at a crossroad and i don't wanna make any decisions .. ):
maybe i shld just continue standing there till i become old and end up regretting after that ..
i hope someone will just guide and show me a way out cause i'm really lost ..

alicia shld stop thinking so much nonsensical stuff and go to sleep .. =x