terrible cramps ..

it was such a bad morning today .. was up from 4 - 6 cuz i couldnt sleep .. throat was hurting like mad + my period just came .. from 8 i was rolling arnd the bed cuz the cramps were so bad .. cold sweat + cldn't walk properly cuz my head was swaying ..

i called my mum arnd 9+ then she cabbed back to bring me to the docs .. was swaying my way there cuz the sun was so hot .. my vision was a total blur like those tv that don't have reception .. i felt like i was fainting but luckily we reached the clinic alr .. sat for awhile till it was my turn ..

doc said that i was hyperventilating and took my blood pressure .. everything was ok except for the pain .. he suggested to jab but i didnt want cuz i'm scared of jabs .. after that he prescribe the medicines and waited outside while mum got the medicine .. the pain got worst and worst so in the end i was in front of the doc again .. and he gave me a jab at my butt .. ):

the pain was tolerable cuz the cramps were worst .. i wanted to faint alr .. after that slowly made my way back home .. was feeling very very weak but psycho-ed myself to quickly get home so i could rest .. ate the giddy medicine then mum gave me oats before eating the rest of the medicines (pain, gastric and antibiotics) .. then i fell into a deep sleep while mum went back to office ..

woke up at 2+ cuz amanda came home and was creating a racket .. then continue to sleep till 4 when alethea came back .. was feeling much better but still weak .. had the giddy spells when i tried to get out of bed to walk .. from 4 - 7 just read my book on the bed .. and everything got better by 8 .. now i'm much much better but still got abit more cramps ..

will be resting very very soon .. not intending to go out till thurs .. so will be resting at home for 1 more day ..
this is the first time i experienced such stupid cramps till i had to jab .. i hope i won't get such pain again cuz i HATE the jabs .. no more jabs please! ..

nights for now! (: