nobody likes to be lonely ..

even the fish in the office is trying to commit suicide cuz it's too lonely ..
i wonder if i'll become like that too ..
but i dont think so la ..
although i'm lonely sometimes esp in the office .. i know that i still have pple arnd pinkying/emailing/smsing me .. (:
u'll never know how thankful i am for them ..

grandma is hospitalised @ cgh ..
they finally brought her for an xray and i have no idea what's the result ..
just admit her there under observation cuz she can't sit up/move arnd and that's not suppose to be the case.

it had been a longg day today .. i was woken up constantly last night by my grandma .. then this morning arnd 7plus woken up again and didnt go back to sleep .. uncle & aunt came over and they sent for the civics ambulance at 11 .. somehow i fell asleep after lunch till 2 .. and quickly showered and rushed out of the house with alethea cuz she had class at 3.30 and mum brought my maid with her to my grandma's house as there were pple going to view the house ..

after sending the lil girl there .. i came home .. was watching tv for awhile before falling asleep again .. the heat was baddd .. i had alil headache .. woke up just in time for dinner and the last episode of the last breakthrough .. had been rotting away till now ..

i think i'm gonna sleep soon .. shall go visit grandma tmr after church ..
i hope she's feeling better and can come home soon!

don't sway my thoughts now ..
i need a clear head to think.