sadly, trust doubted.
it had been quite sometime since i've cried .. the last was before common test.
just 2 hours ago i cried again but this time it was a different reason; not projects but my parents.
it started with a stupid low attendence notification for events comm. which is one of my IS modules.. i got an email which was auto-generated by the system and it was cc to my advisor and module tutor. i was freaking irritated because i had attended all the lessons and was not even late.. so i fwd the mail to both my advisor and tutor to clarify the matter but not only did NONE of them reply, i had to go to my advisor the next day and she told me to look for my module tutor instead. so on monday i went to ask her abt it and she double checked her attendence list and told me to ignore the notice because my attendence did not even have a single absent circle.
but the letter still came .. and my parents were questioning me why i skipped school .. i tried all ways and means to explain to them i haven't skip a single class at all and they didnt' believe me .. i even showed them the email i wrote to both tutors and explained the scenerio but they just wouldn't listen .. so i think my mum's gonna call/email the school to explain what is going on with the system.
it really hurts to be questioned and doubted when they only have one side of the story and not even bother trying to understand what i was going through. it's not as if i want a stupid low attendence notification or anything .. when i received the email i was equally shocked and if i didnt' bother .. would i even go take the trouble and email both tutors much less go up to them personally and clarify when they dont even respond?! i even had asked james & emy to help me if the tutors dont believe me because we're in the same proj grp and see each other every mondays for events.
it's already almost the end of my last sem in school and yet such unhappy things had to happen .. i'm really glad i'm leaving school in 5 weeks .. although many people would say enjoy your time left in the poly .. but with all these happening .. i don't see how i could enjoy it at all.
sidetracking from the unhappyness.
it has been excatly one month since i started driving and i'm have already booked my tp plus started stage 3(going to 28 - lane changing on roads with heavy traffic the next lesson) .. kinda like going thru the narrow courses esp the 's' course and vertical parking .. but somehow being short has its disadvantage cuz i cant see where's the curb and always have to base on my gut feeling when to start turning the steering wheel ..
i really hope to get over this whole driving thing soon .. hope that by the end of stage 4.33 i can get an earlier slot for tp. will try my best to pass at first attempt although i have a strong feeling that i won't be able to ..
for now. it's back to reading and editting some reports.
nights!
just 2 hours ago i cried again but this time it was a different reason; not projects but my parents.
it started with a stupid low attendence notification for events comm. which is one of my IS modules.. i got an email which was auto-generated by the system and it was cc to my advisor and module tutor. i was freaking irritated because i had attended all the lessons and was not even late.. so i fwd the mail to both my advisor and tutor to clarify the matter but not only did NONE of them reply, i had to go to my advisor the next day and she told me to look for my module tutor instead. so on monday i went to ask her abt it and she double checked her attendence list and told me to ignore the notice because my attendence did not even have a single absent circle.
but the letter still came .. and my parents were questioning me why i skipped school .. i tried all ways and means to explain to them i haven't skip a single class at all and they didnt' believe me .. i even showed them the email i wrote to both tutors and explained the scenerio but they just wouldn't listen .. so i think my mum's gonna call/email the school to explain what is going on with the system.
it really hurts to be questioned and doubted when they only have one side of the story and not even bother trying to understand what i was going through. it's not as if i want a stupid low attendence notification or anything .. when i received the email i was equally shocked and if i didnt' bother .. would i even go take the trouble and email both tutors much less go up to them personally and clarify when they dont even respond?! i even had asked james & emy to help me if the tutors dont believe me because we're in the same proj grp and see each other every mondays for events.
it's already almost the end of my last sem in school and yet such unhappy things had to happen .. i'm really glad i'm leaving school in 5 weeks .. although many people would say enjoy your time left in the poly .. but with all these happening .. i don't see how i could enjoy it at all.
sidetracking from the unhappyness.
it has been excatly one month since i started driving and i'm have already booked my tp plus started stage 3(going to 28 - lane changing on roads with heavy traffic the next lesson) .. kinda like going thru the narrow courses esp the 's' course and vertical parking .. but somehow being short has its disadvantage cuz i cant see where's the curb and always have to base on my gut feeling when to start turning the steering wheel ..
i really hope to get over this whole driving thing soon .. hope that by the end of stage 4.33 i can get an earlier slot for tp. will try my best to pass at first attempt although i have a strong feeling that i won't be able to ..
for now. it's back to reading and editting some reports.
nights!
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