breaking down ..

it's the time of the semester where everything starts to crumble ..
i wish i knew how to fix it right ..
there's something weighing me down and i don't know the main cause of it.
but somehow it's accumulated and i'm on the verge of a breakdown.

i wandered aimlessly alone today after cell.
couldn't find anyone to accompany me for dinner or just listen to my rants ..
ended up standing at a traffic junction looking at the pretty fireworks ..
and yes; it's weird "admiring" fireworks alone.

with a heavy bag and a laptop ..
it didn't really help when my phone was low on batt ..
all i could do was blast music in my ears and walk down the crowded road;
from city hall to clarke quay.

i wish ...
i really wish ...
that everything's gonna be alright.

now that it's all said and done
i can't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down
like an old abandoned house
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
i fell too far, was in way too deep
guess i let you get the best of me

well i never saw it coming
i should have started running
long long time ago.
- over you, chris daughtry