badly intoxicated.

i drank quite abit at ml's place ..
i'm seriously not sober that i couldn't walk straight.
but wells .. thanks kevin for sending me back!
and for alvin who kept his word to send me back the first thing kevin reaches ..

i wanted to blurt out many things but i kept it instead.
i wished i knew what i wanted.
i wished u're around.

ok that's enough.
i'm really tired so i'm going to bed now.
nights

honestly;
why don't you tell me how you feel.

i'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
it's taken some time, cause i didn't know
if i could ever let you go
you helped me figure it out
i'm better off alone