depressed.

The Bottom Line
Try to cheer up a depressed friend today. Your efforts will be appreciated.

crap. i'm feeling down and i'm suppose to cheer up someone?!
it's simply absurd.

screwed the paper today.
still disillusioned at that fact cuz i studied for it but blanked out at the last moment ..
the worst part is that i spotted ALL the theory qns and was studying it before i went in ..
but when i saw the questions .. everything just disappeared.
really demoralized by this whole thing .. it's the worst paper i've ever done. ):

another sad thing to add.
4 types of inventory -- work-in-process, finished goods, raw materials & _______.
i left the last one blank and went back to fill in .. "MRO" kept floating in my head .. i knew it was maintenance, repair & operations but i forgot what it was for ..
instead i came up with database inventory which was absolutely WRONG.
when wx told me it's MRO i really wanted to cry .. i shld have just followed my gut feeling about MRO.

this seriously sux.
i'm screwing up for this semester ):
i hope it won't be too bad just an average mark will do --
i'll be contented with what i have cuz i know i don't deserve good marks at all.

i had a stupid thinking just now.
it was a stupid wish that thankfully didn't happen and when i told yishi she was "scolding" me ..
but it kind of "woke" me up.
life is precious and i shldn't have that kind of thinking..
so yepps .. thank u yishi for being arnd!