much better (:

happy 18th birthday brenda!

i've been feeling like crap the past few days .. it was so bad that i didn't go for piano .. fell asleep till 10+ my sis woke me up to show me some article .. mrs goh won award (: .. then suqi was in the pic .. haha .. yupps .. after that was jux porridge for brunch .. slacked under my warm comfy blanket and was online .. fell asleep somehow (: ..

parents came back .. ate dinner .. then watched tv for awhile .. at 9 we went to the docs .. all 3 of us got medicine laa .. but amanda only once a week .. hmms .. as soon as i got home i ate my medicine and was watching tv + online + playing monopoly .. not really in the right mind to do anything cuz the drowsy effect was setting in .. then by 11 .. i was completely in a daze .. literally "floated" my way back to my room ..

after hitting my bed .. i couldn't sleep at all .. got rather emotional and it didn't help esp with the drowsy effect making me feel "numb" .. somehow i jux cried myself to sleep ..

this morning dad woke me up at 7 .. the effect was still arnd .. it didn't wear off till later in the day .. got quite pissed with my parents la .. they don't understand anything at all .. esp when it comes to being SICK. i rmb the night before .. my dad was asking "are u really not feeling well?" .. then he had the "do u really need to see the doctor" attitude .. arghs .. then this morning .. i told him my medicine was mostly drowsy .. then he said "the effect is different for different pple".. i got quite fed up ended up eating the only non-drowsy antibiotics .. then they made alethea eat her medicine too ..

went to church .. was on the dot .. praise & worship. communion. announcement. sermon .. it was simply tiring .. during sermon i wasn't even listening .. me & amanda were writing on the announcement sheet .. it was crappy .. showed my mum and she laughed passing it to my dad to read .. =.=" .. went up to library after service .. read newspaper and rested there for awhile before going mini creche .. josiah was already arnd ..

anywayy aunty cindy prayed for me (: .. she said i looked tired .. oh wells .. which sick pple don't look tired =.=" .. i was cold and jann was nice .. she got me a cup of warm soya bean .. *thanks jann* .. played piano then story time .. aunty connie's story was interesting .. dyllis came with her sis (dylanis) (: .. had break time and i was feeding her .. after that played with her lil sis .. then her mum left her with me .. she was enjoying herself for awhile before realizing her mum's gone .. brought her out then aunty linda took over ..

after that brought dyllis to the library (: .. we read 2 chinese books before going up .. then went down to playground with dylanis .. haha .. the 2 sisters really had fun !! .. climbing up and sliding down .. heehees .. at 12.15 brought both of them up and sang goodbye song .. dylanis didn't cry (: .. yays .. haha .. their parents came to fetch them and they went on a hugging spree .. haha .. so cute la ..

sze en was very mischievious today !! .. her parents went indonesia for 3 days .. so her uncle brought her + her maid .. then played with her for awhile .. she was laughing like mad .. found out her name was tan sze en hannah .. so sweet right ! .. ahah .. went to library and was resting awhile waiting for dad & mum to be done .. then went to pick my sis up ... waited and waited for them to settle the timetable and only to find out that they wasted so much time there =.=" .. had lunch at the nearest air-con coffeeshop .. met aunty cecilia & szehui .. that girl gave me a hug from the back !! .. so cute laa .. haha

went to grandma's house cuz mum said must visit her .. so i was there for like 15 mins !! .. played with kor's new laptop .. haha .. then came back with amanda.. we missed the 1o7 bus .. in the end cabbed back cux it was very hot and we didn't wanna wait .. came back .. washed up ate medicine and fell asleep till 7+ .. had maggi mee for dinner and watched president star charity .. the dance was nice (: ..

anyway i've decided to stop medication .. it had made me very weak and the effect lasts for a long time .. i hate it .. the floating/numb feeling .. sighs .. i'm gonna go sleep now ..

nitex ~

p.s i forgot to add. i'm taking MC aka leave for tmr to go school for idare stuff .. sounds weird but who cares !! ..


sometimes i wonder;
do u even care?!