i'm lost.

i wanted a place to pour my feelings but i realised got quite a number of people reading .. sighs .. nvm .. i'll still put it down la ..

i kinda like exam period. it's a love-hate thing .. i hate studying that cause my stress level to shoot up but i love studying with eunice & yuguang .. totally enjoy spotting questions with emy .. not forgetting those times having q&a debates/small random talks over the phone ..

exam has ended 2 days ago .. it's the holidays now .. i know i'm suppose to be like happy and go crazy especially when i've secured a job .. i know alot of pple are like job hunting or even intending to rot their hols away .. but i don't feel the happiness at all .. sighhs .. i'm like thinking alot .. =X .. i even felt like telling her that i dun wanna work !!

currently at the work place .. i dunno any one except lisa & the supervisor .. i miss my ex-colleagues .. i wished they were still arnd .. at least i can go for lunch and crap arnd with them .. to make things feel worst .. there are only 10 of us in a room !! .. so i only know 2 .. the rest of the 8 .. i dunno them unless the friendly aunties are still arnd .. but i'm not even close to them ! .. sighhs .. it will be weird hanging arnd for lunch with aunties .. i desperately need a lunch partner .. ): .. if u are arnd raffles place/city hall from 12 - 2 .. pls give me a ring .. if my lunch happens to clash with ur call i'll DEFINATELY join u !!

dunno why am i worrying so much also .. sighhs .. this is dumb ..

i really miss someone. don't ask who; don't bother guessing too ..
to u. can u read my mind and try to understand it?! i wished u could but it's so impossible ..

sighs. ok so much for an emotional entry.
i'm going to sleep already .. very tired cuz i had a long day and i will be having another one tmr.

nitex~