on the verge of a nervous breakdown

omg omg omg !!
i'm so stressed.
2 presentations tmr .. bmgt & pmkt ..

now i wanna MURDER pple already !!
it doesn't help making last minute admendments to a project .. and neither does it help when one is having a lack of sleep .. i'm so freaking irritated by someone. and i guess i'm not the only one who's irritated .. roarrs .. this is getting on my nerves ..

i haven't had the time to do a proper update .. no time at all :( .. i wish for more time though .. really nervous abt tmr's presentation ... formal attire .. omg la .. i ransacked my cupboard and decided on a black skirt + white short sleeve button top .. i guess i'll be wearing black jacket or using my black rose as an accessory .. it's gonna be like i'm going for a "formal funeral possession" or sth ..

i have yet to write my script out .. and i was searching for the stupid cue cards for a longg time cuz i forgot where i put them .. even the yellow lanyard went missing. but manage to find it .. sighs .. i'm really WORRIED for the pmkt one .. bmgt not that bad la .. cuz we jux have to read from the slides .. sighs .. *STRESS* is written all over my face now ..

i had a good evening. but someone had to DESTROY it. *sads*

anyway after tmr i shld be "free-er" cuz 2 presentations down. the nxt thing i gotta work on is mwa/wda proj .. i haven't been doing tutorials also .. sighs .. feel so terrible la .. i'm getting lost in lectures too .. really dunno how to catch up .. won't someone be nice and help me ? .. sighs .. exams are coming. and i can't wait for the hols to come .. esp sept.

i simply can't wait to be eighteen. i need a break. considering to take up a part-time job .. but that's currently on hold .. cuz too busy with my messed up life.

those reading my blog. come back some other time k .. i'll be doing a proper update as soon as i can !! .. :)

gonna work on my scripts now .. till then~
my horoscope tmr ..

The Bottom Line
You have what it takes to go the distance -- and you'll get to prove it very soon.

In Detail
Whether your strength is as a sprinter or marathon runner, today you definitely have what it takes to go the distance. Don't shy away from any type of challenge, not matter how out of your element you may feel or how risky the stakes may be. It's time to just go for it -- see how you handle a new situation. This is a form of self-education, and a wonderful way to show people what a good sport you are. You don't need to prove anything to anyone, so just roll with it and see what happens.


what if;
i'm captivated by u.