won't let u fall.

i slept at 1 last night i think .. i said my goodbyes and was about to go offline when qiqi came online and said hi .. she was feeling down so i stayed online for awhile more to comfort her .. but she wasn't responding .. so while waiting for her to reply .. i was half asleep (dozing off) and waking up at short intervals to see if she replied .. after awhile i couldn't take it then summarized what i wanna tell her and shut down my lappie before going to sleep ..

i got freaked out by the "dream" i had .. cuz i thought i was still talking to qiqi .. then suddenly woke up and wanted to reply her .. i was quite blur then .. thought why everything so dark .. then realized not long later that i had already shut down lappie .. after that jux as i was falling back asleep .. john smsed ! .. i was replying him half asleep .. haha .. dunno what happened after that but i slept la ..

dad called us up at 7.15 couldn't wake up .. was given half an hour to prepare .. so another slack outfit .. top + jeans + heels.. powder + mascara .. and my bag had a storybook, wallet, hp .. left my Bible & waterbottle with my dad .. haha .. we ran after the bus 51 !! .. and manage to catch it .. 966 came not long later too :) .. so we were slightly late ..

praise and worship theme was on faithfulness i think .. had through it all & what a faithful God have i .. mummy's fav song too !! how great thou art .. haha .. had communion & sermon was by rev m. tan from brmc .. quite interesting .. psalm 143 .. hmms .. after that went with dad to fetch alethea from sunday school and we were in the library :) ..

renewed my book .. stayed there for awhile and went up to mini creche .. no one at all .. mum was talking to aunty sook fun .. she said that i've slimmed down but my mum put on weight !! .. haha .. so happy la .. but i don't even feel as if i did .. =X .. maybe she is able to tell cuz she hadn't seen be for a longg time .. haha .. hmms .. went down to library again then aunty margeret gave us coffee cake to eat .. johnmiah was arnd and everyone was forcing him to eat cux he was so small size .. haha ..

after that went up .. only 4 kids !! .. mum was talking to sze en's dad .. haha .. was playing with josiah for awhile .. wanted to go parkway with my dad & sis to shop .. but decided not to leave jan alone .. so i detoured and went back .. haha .. dyllis came !! .. then had singspiration .. i was with asher .. he jux got stuck to me .. kenneth was talking to euan cuz he wanted to see his toy car .. mum was calling kenneth many times but he didn't listen .. so funny la .. "i want to see only cannot meh" .. hahaha .. after that break time .. left alethea to feed dyllis cuz she wanted to ..

everything was going on fine till dyllis gave out a loud cry !! .. realized that it's because she got burnt by the hot porridge .. alethea freaked i think .. it's her first time experiencing such thing .. after that i took over and she disappeared .. brought dyllis to library and was playing there .. haha .. let her eat a slice of coffee cake and she delivered the last piece to jacob .. however something happened during the delivery .. she dropped it by accident for 2 secs. but we manage to save it and cleaned it before delivering .. haha ..

made him eat it and after that told him what happened .. haha .. so funny la his expression .. in the end they jux kept bullying her by hiding her patrick and making her find for it .. after which carrying her to get it down .. haha .. she had fun there :) .. brought her up and left her to play .. i saw sze en sayanging babies !! ... so cute la .. euan also .. he kissed a baby doll =.=" ..haha ..

2nd round of singspiration .. kids were so high .. haha .. sang goodbye song + the usual barney song .. asher was scary !! .. he was hugging josiah and KISSED him . he hugged euan and KISSED him too .. omg la .. my mum had to separate them .. haha .. me & jan couldn't stop laughing in amusement .. then helped them wear shoes .. asher gave jan & hug + kiss .. he gave me a hug + kiss too .. so scary!! .. he kissed both side of my cheeks .. it was wet =X .. he wanted to kiss my mum on her lips la .. so funny .. haha ..

after all the kids cleared was at the library again .. haha .. then met up with everyone before heading for lunch .. there was like my mum, dad, aunt, uncle, aunty lizel, amanda, huan kai, denise, huijie, amellia, benjamin, alethea and me .. haha .. our family seemed "big" .. everyone shared umbrella cuz it was pouring heavily !! .. my jeans was half soaked in rain water .. had wanton mee ..

at 1.45 went back to church for the screening of the da vinci code - fact or fiction .. the whole chapel was pit dark except the screen .. found empty seats and settled down .. was trying not to sleep cuz the environment was quiet (only sounds from the video can be heard) and dark .. jux nice for sleeping .. dad & alethea dozed off .. haha .. after that we headed to grandma's place .. the kids took my uncle's car while the rest of us took bus .. and i slept all the way !! in the end those of us who took bus reached faster cuz my uncle brought the kids on a driving spree. haha ..

was slacking on the sofa .. didn't manage to sleep although i was kinda tired .. grandma wasn't home at all .. so we decided to go back for dinner .. took 1o7 all the way back .. i slept all the way again :) .. my uncle & aunt joined us for dinner at hans .. then i went back with amanda first .. watch abit of sg idol before kana cheated to go down with amanda la !! .. my parents got her an ipod nano !! .. mum wanted to get me zen. but i was choosing btw that & a new hp .. so in the end i opted for hp !! .. went to singtel shop but close already .. =X ..

came back and manage to catch the last part of sg idol .. the last 28 pple !! ... haha .. hmms .. was talking to qiqi on the phone for close to an hr .. chatting online with emy, sinyee, john, huiis, eudora .. and darling emy sent me the song below !! .. so nice la .. it jux kept constantly playing and playing .. i was figuring out the lyrics .. and with emy's help i did it !! .. if not she said i would have created crap out .. haha ..

it's like 1.30 now .. haha .. i have been blogging for a long time cuz of the lyrics .. haha .. to think i said that i was gonna sleep before 12 cuz i'm so tired .. in the end sleep at 1+ again .. =.=" .. so crazy la .. anyway i think i'm gonna start studying tmr !! .. i mux be a good girl le .. i mux do well this yr !! .. :) ..


won't let you fall
fergie

i'll never let you go
so you'll never let me go
i will be a journey
and you will be my road

down the stormy path
love will never come to past
it will be our anchor
although the winds may blow

and through the depths of high and low
forever you will go
i'll follow to the end
back again you'll know

won't let you fall
fall out of love
cause together we'll be holding on
cause all we have is us

won't let you go
go away again
because life don't mean nothing at all
if i don't have your love

i will dry your tears
take away your fears
let me be your shelter
your heart is safe in here

so beautiful and pure
nothing i would not endure
oh love has got me blinded
i can see it all so clear

and through the depths of high and low
forever you will go
i'll follow to the end
back again you'll know

won't let you fall
fall out of love
cause together we'll be holding on
cause all we have is us

won't let you go
go away again
because life don't mean nothing at all
if i don't have your love

oh i'll die for you
for whatever anything you're going through
what's mine is yours every little thing
i've got you even when
the winds will change
comes smashing down and crashing on you

won't let you fall
fall out of love
cause together we'll be holding on
cause all we have is us

won't let you go
go away again
because life don't mean nothing at all
if i don't have your love

don't have your love
don't have your love
never let you go (let you go)
let u fall
let u fall
fall out of love.