twisted.

i've been trying very very hard to not think abt it .. have been making myself do things such as watching vcd/dvd/tv .. eating .. crapping with sis/friends just to make myself not think of it .. it's hard but i'm trying ..

went compass just now with my mum & sis .. bought a top from pepper plus & a book at life bookshop .. met up with my cousins & family for swensens treat by my mum then came back .. watched da chang jin .. now just listening to radio and eudora jux went off .. so i'm talking to huiis now ..

christine irritated me just now .. she left me out of the email she sent to ID comm. and i told her to send another one to me but she didn't .. i wonder what kind of leader she is .. she didn't bother to tell me details also .. just said monday same classroom .. no time. nothing.. can't be bothered sia .. if she doesn't send the email i don't tink i want to go .. told wenling abt it .. she tried sending me the email twice but failed .. so i suppose that it's fated that i'm not suppose to go ? .. shall see if emy's going anot ..

tmr got class gathering .. meeting @ 6pm at marina bay mrt control station .. it so happened that the hsbc mini gang is gonna meet there at the same time too .. so i guess i'll be meeting them :) ..


i might have seemed weird. and i told huiis that i wanna get sick & i wanna drink. i know it's so not me .. but can anyone like buy for me drink or make me sick ?? .. i took a cold cold shower today but i'm not sick. crazy right !! .. sighs .. i dunno what i'm doing also ..