an "ordinary" sunday

wells .. don't ask me why .. but i realise i seem to be having insomnia .. i went off at 2 last night .. but i ended up tossing & turning till 5+ .. i saw 2 msges from huiis then that's why i rmbed the time .. then replied her & she replied back -- she couldn't sleep too .. some how i remembered that i was up till 6 .. then was intending to get back to sleep for another hour or so before getting up .. and i manage to sleep .. alarm rang and i switched it off .. slept till 9+

got up wash up + bathe and got ready to go church .. at 10.30 left house and went to flag a cab .. got to church arnd 10.45 .. went straight up to mini creche .. my darls weren't arnd yet .. only shuwen, aunty cecilia, aunty aminah, euen, sze hui, ethan .. then faith came .. that mischievious monkey !! .. i played with her on the slide .. then amanda gave me this shock look -- sze hui stripped the barbie doll !!

goodness me .. me & shuwen were staring too .. then sze hui & ethan went down for class .. josiah (vanessa's brother) didn't wanna go down .. so he stayed up there .. i was sitting with shuwen looking at the kids .. asher & fiona came :) .. we then realised euen was playing with the naked barbie .. it's crazy laa .. he was making it do splits and stuff .. then somehow i think he realised that his aunty wasn't arnd and went to hide under the slide and cried .. i had to get him out of there and aunty aminah came ..

we sang songs with aunty linda doing song leading .. the kids were not very attentive .. all fidgiting arnd .. we sang read ur Bible pray everyday .. and i carried asher !! .. he was smiling broadly .. haha .. then aunty linda asked if any one wanted to sing song .. euen - twinkle twinkle little star .. asher - MDJ song .. kenneth - he was speechless .. and kept grinning .. so i suggested to sing if u're happy and u know it clap ur hands !! .. wahaha ..

had break time after that .. i was trying hard to persuade kenneth to eat .. he kept "crying" and didn't want to eat .. eventually my mum took over and gave him only 5 spoons .. he was "crying" whilst eating .. and his "crying" was like giving the weird face + no tears .. then went arnd catching faith cuz she kept running out .. haha .. that lil monkey !! .. i was playing scissors, paper, stone with josiah cuz amanda & aunty linda made him promise that if i won him, he'll have to go down .. and i won him 10:3 .. ahha .. he kept putting paper that's why .. =X ..

after that 2nd round of singing .. sze en came with her dad !! .. she sang & prayed outloud !! .. i guess she would be able to settle down soon .. that'll depends on situation though .. then my mum was making kids recite their memory verse - I will surely bless you .. i heard sze en said it so loudly for once!! .. asher & kenneth too .. they got a sweet each :) .. then sang goodbye song + the barney's song .. got hugs from many kids .. before josiah left .. amanda made him promise that he'll go down next week .. i wonder if he'll break it .. lol ..

the kids left one by one .. then mum was accompanying the last girl .. i went down to library .. they were doing spring cleaning already and jacob was trying to take out a glass casing to clean .. he couldn't do it .. i tried but couldn't too .. decided to help clean for awhile too .. then i cleaned the glass casing which he was suppose to clean and he dusted the boxes on top .. uncle roger, aunty jane & uncle anthony were cleaning arnd too .. after i was done .. sat down and was talking to aunty jane + him .. didn't talk for long cuz my sis came to tell me that i had to go down ..

met my aunt, uncle & mum at bookshop .. then coux joined us before we made our way to the car .. went to pick alethea and uncle went to keep clothes before we went to gas station to have his car washed and headed down to suntec for lunch .. wanhui joined us for awhile cuz she was having break too .. they ordered 10 plain pratas + 3 egg pratas .. i had laksa + 1 egg prata with 4 packets of sugar + 1 can of coke (12 teaspoons of sugar) .. so sinful right !! .. it's like i've taken too much sugar already .. =X ..

after lunch we made our way to fox cuz wanhui made us go there .. spent alot !! and i mean ALOT .. like $300+++ .. (my aunt, mum & my clothes combined) .. 16 tops in all .. luckily my coux had staff discount coupons but only 4 .. and her nice colleagues gave her 11 more !! .. so we practically had 20% discount on all our stuff .. was in that shop for a LONG LONG time .. p.s it was the only shop we went to .. haha .. settled our bill which was confusing .. my dearest cousin helped us save $100++ .. haha .. thanks girl !!

headed to grandma's place .. watched tv and no one was in the mood for dinner cuz we all had our lunch only at 3+ .. took bus back cuz i was watching star idol finals on tv mobile .. came back and continued watching .. results out - bryan's the first star idol ..

anyway it seemed like everyone at home became an irritant not long ago .. esp the adults (excluding my sis) .. my grandma was quarrelling with my maid abt hanging up the clothes in front of the air con compressor which was giving out hot air .. she was asking my maid to take down the clothes and my maid tried to explain but couldn't so said a crude "good night" and closed the room door ..

then my grandma came into my room chattering away to herself which got on my nerves .. then somehow she got up and went out .. i got my mum and told her that my grandma was taking the clothes down .. i really don't understand my grandma sia .. with her condition like that she still dare to do such things .. how if she falls and hurt herself again ?! .. she might not be that lucky like the last few times ..

my mum just stood there looking at my grandma and asking her what she was doing .. i think she gave up too .. my maid went out to see after that and was grumbling .. sighs .. it's irritating .. then my mum shouted for me over to her room for i dunno what reason .. and it was rather crapped up la ..

btw i forgot to add .. i had a close shave this morning with my mum .. she saw my nick via my sis msn but didn't know it was me .. she asked who it was and i just simply said i didn't know before minimising the group .. she added by saying "this kind of people better don't get too close to them .. so negative .. blah blah blah" .. i kinda freaked out and when she was gone .. i del my contact from my sis msn .. and before i signed in at night .. i appeared offline to change my nick before coming online .. then ask my sis to add me back .. it was a really close shave.

oh .. i didn't blog abt it ytd .. when i was alone with glan .. she told me that brad's attached already but didn't tell her much details .. congratulations cheri!!


do u know that our paths crossed this afternoon? .. i wonder if u even realised. i really don't know what i'm doing now also .. everything just seems so unclear .. i would like to believe what u told her . but i don't know if i should cuz of the strong feeling i got. i've been trying hard not to think of it cuz it'll only affect what i'm doing .. sighs .. now i'm wondering if u ever read my blog.


could u look me in the eye and tell me that u're happy now ?