on the brink of surrendering

it's 1.55 .. i've stopped studying already .. doing past yr pprs now .. sighs .. i really dun understand the select case + sub procedures .. =X .. my left eye hurts .. it's tearing ahhhs .. fully bloodshot now .. sighhs .. anyway i shall update abt what happened today(sunday) ..

got up at 7.30 cuz sis hogged the toilet for so long .. left house at 8.25 .. late as usual .. cabbed dwn and the uncle was driving at 60km/h .. so slow la .. we reached at 8.50 ... went into chapel by the side entrance .. that was how late we were .. couldn't find any seats to accomodate 3 of us .. so split .. i sat alone while mum & amanda sat together .. after communion amanda went for class .. then i went to sit with mum ..

the speaker was brain young .. couldn't really understand his msg .. my mum too .. oh wells .. she was looking arnd at pple and saw this old man 2 rows in frnt dozing off .. the best part was he tilted in an awkward position almost falling of his seat .. my mum stared in awe and told me .. haha .. she said he got up and sat properly again but within minutes he tilted again .. ahah .. as for me .. i was flipping thru the Bible trying to read some interesting stories and ended up reading my fav. 1st cor 13 .. :) .. the greatest gift - love .. ahah ..

went to pick alethea up and met aunty lynda on the way .. she asked how i was coping with the kids in mini creche .. and commented that the nursery still crying stage too .. gave her some tips on how to coax them .. and it's really simple - "i give u a sweet u don't cry ok" .. haha .. i really miss the lil kids .. 15 of them went down leaving 10 kids left .. waited for alethea and went up to library ..

returned the vcd + pay fine .. then uncle roger came & jacob + royston left .. we wanted to go too and uncle roger was like "haiyo u all don't like me ar .. see me come in then want to go .." .. so we stayed for awhile more talking to him before leaving .. and juz in time cuz i saw aunty tj coming up .. phews .. she looked like justice bao .. anyway when i went up .. i met shuwen and she said jan not coming .. so had to replace song leading .. aunty cecilia was arnd and she agreed to do it :) ..

went to look for shuwen who was coaxing issac cuz his maid went to look for his dad .. then sze en came .. she was unstable again and started crying before her dad actually left her .. so he brought her down with him .. hmms .. saw kenneth + faith long later .. then we went in .. was playing with faith .. found out she loves sliding cuz whenever she slides down she'll laugh and try to mumble some stuff ..

i ended up playing with asha after that .. we were rolling toy trucks to one another .. and dyllis came :) .. i missed her !! .. hasn't seen her since the beginning of the year .. she looked thinner but she's still a happy girl ! she went to play slide and she had the same reaction as faith ! .. haha .. wonder why kids love sliding .. =X .. after her mum left .. had singspiration .. dyllis started crying for awhile but i manage to coax her .. and she was ok :) ..

aunty cecilia had a great time making the kids in such a high mode .. haha .. then it was eating time !! .. my mum bought honey stars + fruit loops .. opened and shared it btw kenneth & dyllis .. after that dyllis wanted porridge so fed her .. she had 2 bowls !! .. haha .. she was smiling whilst putting stars on her spoon of porridge .. ahha .. kenneth was weird.. he kept doing funny stuff .. like when i purposely mixed the honey stars with fruit loops .. he would seperate them into their plates again ..

anyway had story telling .. i left dyllis alone and was eating chicken wing shuwen bought for me .. wahah .. so nice of her .. after story telling we had singspiration again :) .. the kids were so happy and high .. everyone was jumping and dancing arnd .. even kenneth !! for ONCE i see him so high .. and he was singing loudly too + playing the tambourine + dancing .. then sang goodbye song + barney's i love you, you love me .. ruey xin hugged kenneth and they fell backwards with kenneth slamming his head on the ground .. but instead of crying .. he was SMILING .. gosh weird right .. asha came to hug dyllis and juz happen that my mum sang "with a great big hug & a kiss from me to you .." he kissed her !!!! ... goodness me .. i was shocked and burst out in laughters .. as mrs tan would say "kids nowsadays ...."

helped dyllis wear her shoes and we witness a funny scene .. kenneth went to snatch josiah's toy and while he was running away with josiah chasing him .. he had a mischievious grin on his face .. whaha .. we all burst out laughing again .. then let dyllis play with slide .. kenneth wanted to play too but just as he was climbing to the 3rd step .. he said "aiya i don't want to play already" .. aunty linda coaxed him to slide down and he said "ok la" .. haha .. he wanted someone to help him ...

the whole time kenneth & dyllis were sliding .. but when kenneth wanted to slide .. he would say "i want jie jie to help me ok" .. haha .. so cute la .. before dyllis left .. she went arnd hugging pple .. then her mum told her to hug my mum .. aunty mei yoke was beisde my mum and dyllis went to hug her instead .. we told her twice to hug my mum . and twice she hugged aunty mei yoke ! . haha .. by the time she finally hugged my mum .. kenneth already left .. haha .. wells at least i saw her smiling alot today .. not like last time always so stone ..

cleared up the place and my mum left to settle my sister's chinese class fees .. was with my aunt & uncle talking to cara .. haha .. left after my cousins came .. met lydia yang .. headed to pick my sis and went to eat lunch at han's near grandma's place .. i left for home after lunch .. was so tired i decided to sleep after i settled down .. at 6 i got up and was stoning .. too tired .. manage to motivate myself and had dinner before printing out the lects .. then started studying till lect 3 which i successfully did the tutorials and wrote notes after which i took a break and came back to blog ..

i was suppose to study at 10 .. but somehow it dragged till 10.30 .. i didn't feel like studying anymore when i got to if then else statements .. i got stuck at the tutorial qns and was very fustrated.. try to read up on select case and didn't understand .. gave up and went to sub procedures .. i got so irritated while studying it .. cux i dun understand it too .. arghhs .. then went to loopings .. at least i know the do while & do loop while statements .. i stopped after that ..

it's now 2.41 .. i'm going to sleep now .. will wake up at 8.30 tmr .. then study again .. meeting emy, zj & cand @ 1130 tmr to revise .. i hope i can do the ppr tmr !! .. wish me luck ..